vent acct

any good ed books?

i HAVE to loose weight i was definitely “recovered” and im not depressed anymore and i love life but fuck i’m fat asf i mean not rly but still i need to loose 20 pounds so i can be back at 125lbs or at least 10 so ill be 135lbs which isnt horrible but for some reason being in the 130s seems like its so easy to get to 125 idk fml tips? i’ll update in a month and tell yall how much i weigh

so ig i’ll be eating under 500 cals today i wasnt gonna eat for 24 hours but girl idk i will just eat now but not eat until wednesday after

sooo i’ve been debating if i should finish the sandwich rn or later nd imma do it rn sooo i can fast from like 11:25am today- till sometime on tuesday i rly wanna do monday- wednesday again but im just so scared to fast over 36 hours now bc this girl on discord scared the shit outta me but oh well imma not eat till then buttt after that im not gonna do it again hopefully also i loveeee trisha paytas sm guys like she’s been comforting to me since i was younggg i was an og fs but when i dat i loveeeee wat ch ing her mukbungs okay imma update yall at like 1 sum

guyssss i’ve been so active on discordddd do any of yall have it? nd does anyone wanna be ana buddies like idk i want someone to talk tooo you dont have to have discord tho

hiii do u guys have any e d discord servers? i have one that im in but i wanna join moreee theyre so interesting also my dad got me regular dr.pepper nd not diet😕 but its fine ig i don’t rly count drink cals unless they over like 200 anyways

mk so i eat some rice cakes and some mango pieces bc girl im not tryna die or nun idk anxiety told me to eat a bit more but its fine it was only like 200 cals which is lowkey a lot but at least my thoughts can be fine idkkk but im not gonna eat until saturday still soo j should be good