I’m use to always having someone toxic in my life. I give them multiple multiple chances, knowing damn well they will never change. They’ll forever remain inconsiderate,disrespectful, and selfish. I’m not even just talking about relationships...I’m talking about friendships too...it’s like one toxic person is out of my life then another comes. I’ve been dealing with a toxic friendship for about a year now. She was there when I needed someone and there when I was in a dark place, and I have a bad habit of attaching myself to people, whoever comes into my life when I feel lonely and sad. I just needed somebody. Soon realized, once I started feeling like myself again, that she was exactly what caused me to feel what I was feeling when I first met her. I could finally see things clear now. She wasn’t really there for me, I was weak and she and so did I just wanted an outlet. Realized that my feelings didn’t matter, it was only about her. When I really needed her, she was unbothered...I only mattered when it was convenient...And like any toxic person, when you try to tell them exactly how you feel about them, they turn it on you and try to project all they’ve done wrong onto you. Anyways, I met someone amazing, sincerely amazing and someone who truly cares for me and would never hurt me. Makes me feel like a better me. First thing she does is try to get me away from him, disrespects me and him. Try’s to get to my head and make me leave, knowing he’s the best thing that’s ever happened to me. Anyways, just wanted to vent on here like I use to. I finally decided to let go of that friendship. For me.
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