coulda, woulda, shoulda

is anyone else scared or is it just me and every deer

the overwhelming feeling of sadness sometimes when someone treats me with kindness

ever since i was a little girl i knew i wanted to lose interest in everything ive ever loved

seething about the fact that i will never experience photosynthesis in my own useless cells. i bet it feels so good when the light of the sun both warms you and fuels you at the same time. a bone-deep satisfaction mixed with a heated sugar-rush and endless brightness. not that i would fucking know

FUUUUUCCCCCKKKKKKK i got tomorrow tomorrow

laid up in bed googling normal things like have i ruined my life. is it too late

sometimes that sad feeling is due to low blood sugar, and sometimes it's from decades of history. not that complex

um. locked in my own head again. does anyone have The Password

10 ways to style that dead weight you can't let go of just yet

Palestinian men should not have to repeatedly hold up pictures of their family struggling through a genocide, for us to care about them. Fundraisers conducted by/for Palestinian men, should not have to repeatedly refer to their mothers, sisters, wives and children, to make us realize their humanity, their vulnerability. Enough. Isn't it enough after so many months? Hadn't it always been enough?

I don't want a Career I want to Fuck Around

And not find out. I cannot stress enough how much I do not want to find out.

sorry yeah ive got a bad case of Thinking About My Friends. im afraid its incurable. symptoms include happiness and love and wishes that they will have the life they want to live.