I had this idea of J blowing up at V in like a mid way through full company setting floating around my head for a bit now
Where like J is being more open about regretting her actions and actively wanting to improve and talking with the other 3 in a healthier manor, but then V says just the wrong thing and it rubs J the wrong way who then flips the conversation towards V and how she also has some things to be addressed
[imagine a super healthy emotional conversation here]
V: “I’m still a little shocked that this is the same J I was stuck with in that pod almost a completely different person”
J: “ that is rich coming from you, you went full psycho after earth and then it just apparently switched off”
V: “ yeah uhh it was my solution to the problem we were in”
J: “what do you mean by that? Was it all just an act ?”
V: “yeah kinda I guess? i thought it would be easier to protect N from that mind virus thing that got him if i kept my distance and my best chance of getting through that nightmare sane”
J: “ you guess?! YOU GUESS?! Did u put any thought into how that would affect me? You didn’t even tell me?”
J: “it HURT V, it hurt me allot, with N’s memory issues and what i thought was Cyn playing with your mind, i found myself in a pod with 2 strangers, i didn’t feel safe i felt abandoned, i know we weren’t massive friends at the manor but i thought we had at least a little bit of something”
V: “you better not be trying to shift some blame onto me”
J: “I’m not I’m just trying to convey the full weight of how that hit me”
[conversation continues or ends bleh bleh]
Ok so this is cringe BUT I hope it’s conveying my idea in a way
(This is my first attempt at actually writing down something like this, all those creative writing exercises failed me this was way more difficult than I thought lmao)
I’m expanding from Jangst to some Vangst