stardust, sugar, and peaches

hello yet again. i’m peach and i have DDD - depersonalization/derealization disorder (as well as depression, anxiety, PTSD & BPD) from years of trauma (child abuse, abusive partners, getting hit by a truck in september of 2018).

my DDD has gotten worse as time passes. i had to quit the best job i ever had. i’ve been trying and failing to get disability but my health insurance refused to do anything, leaving me without a source of income. i’m barely able to take care of myself. i forget to eat for days, not feeling hunger. i can hardly go out, terrified that i’ll get into an accident because i’m not taking in everything around me, or i’ll get lost and not be able to find my way back. so much of my life revolves around fear now because i just want to live, but there are so many obstacles in my way and sometimes it feels like it’s all too much.

i’ve already done fundraisers and avoid it as much as possible, but i don’t have anything left. once again, i’m on the verge of being homeless. i’m trying to find somewhere to live where i can stay and get the support i need to heal and overcome DDD, but so far i don’t have anywhere to go. considering it needs to be long-term so i can truly recover. (i’ve also applied to get state insurance, it will kick in next year and i can get a new psychiatrist), in the meantime, i’m asking for your help. if you can’t donate, please share.

i’m asking for for $600 for rent ($450), bills ($100), and food ($50). my paypal is [email protected] if that’s easier for you. i can’t survive without this help. i need it by december 31st.

you can read about my ddd here

hello yet again. i’m peach and i have DDD - depersonalization/derealization disorder (as well as depression, anxiety, PTSD & BPD) from years of trauma (child abuse, abusive partners, getting hit by a truck in september of 2018).

my DDD has gotten worse as time passes. i had to quit the best job i ever had. i’ve been trying and failing to get disability but my health insurance refused to do anything, leaving me without a source of income. i’m barely able to take care of myself. i forget to eat for days, not feeling hunger. i can hardly go out, terrified that i’ll get into an accident because i’m not taking in everything around me, or i’ll get lost and not be able to find my way back. so much of my life revolves around fear now because i just want to live, but there are so many obstacles in my way and sometimes it feels like it’s all too much.

i’ve already done fundraisers and avoid it as much as possible, but i don’t have anything left. once again, i’m on the verge of being homeless. i’m trying to find somewhere to live where i can stay and get the support i need to heal and overcome DDD, but so far i don’t have anywhere to go. considering it needs to be long-term so i can truly recover. (i’ve also applied to get state insurance, it will kick in next year and i can get a new psychiatrist), in the meantime, i’m asking for your help. if you can’t donate, please share.

i’m asking for for $600 for rent ($450), bills ($100), and food ($50). my paypal is [email protected] if that’s easier for you. i can’t survive without this help. i need it by december 31st.

you can read about my ddd here

hello yet again. i’m peach and i have DDD - depersonalization/derealization disorder (as well as depression, anxiety, PTSD & BPD) from years of trauma (child abuse, abusive partners, getting hit by a truck in september of 2018).

my DDD has gotten worse as time passes. i had to quit the best job i ever had. i’ve been trying and failing to get disability but my health insurance refused to do anything, leaving me without a source of income. i’m barely able to take care of myself. i forget to eat for days, not feeling hunger. i can hardly go out, terrified that i’ll get into an accident because i’m not taking in everything around me, or i’ll get lost and not be able to find my way back. so much of my life revolves around fear now because i just want to live, but there are so many obstacles in my way and sometimes it feels like it’s all too much.

i’ve already done fundraisers and avoid it as much as possible, but i don’t have anything left. once again, i’m on the verge of being homeless. i’m trying to find somewhere to live where i can stay and get the support i need to heal and overcome DDD, but so far i don’t have anywhere to go. considering it needs to be long-term so i can truly recover. (i’ve also applied to get state insurance, it will kick in next year and i can get a new psychiatrist), in the meantime, i’m asking for your help. if you can’t donate, please share.

i’m asking for for $600 for rent ($450), bills ($100), and food ($50). my paypal is [email protected] if that’s easier for you. i can’t survive without this help. i need it by december 31st.

you can read about my ddd here

hello yet again. i’m peach and i have DDD - depersonalization/derealization disorder (as well as depression, anxiety, PTSD & BPD) from years of trauma (child abuse, abusive partners, getting hit by a truck in september of 2018).

my DDD has gotten worse as time passes. i had to quit the best job i ever had. i’ve been trying and failing to get disability but my health insurance refused to do anything, leaving me without a source of income. i’m barely able to take care of myself. i forget to eat for days, not feeling hunger. i can hardly go out, terrified that i’ll get into an accident because i’m not taking in everything around me, or i’ll get lost and not be able to find my way back. so much of my life revolves around fear now because i just want to live, but there are so many obstacles in my way and sometimes it feels like it’s all too much.

i’ve already done fundraisers and avoid it as much as possible, but i don’t have anything left. once again, i’m on the verge of being homeless. i’m trying to find somewhere to live where i can stay and get the support i need to heal and overcome DDD, but so far i don’t have anywhere to go. considering it needs to be long-term so i can truly recover. (i’ve also applied to get state insurance, it will kick in next year and i can get a new psychiatrist), in the meantime, i’m asking for your help. if you can’t donate, please share.

i’m asking for for $600 for rent ($450), bills ($100), and food ($50). my paypal is [email protected] if that’s easier for you. i can’t survive without this help. i need it by december 31st.

you can read about my ddd here

hey everyone!! i know we made last month’s goal, but it’s a new month and the situation has changed a little bit. my friend really needs our help again. the gofundme has most of the info but for a tldr:

peach needs money for this month’s rent and a depersonalization-derealization disorder diagnosis, otherwise they will have to resort to sex work.

i really don’t want my friend to be put in that situation again. if you see this post, even if you can’t donate, please reblog. i cannot stress enough how important this is.

https://www.gofundme.com/hvbgqh-disabled-and-unable-to-work

if you’d like to donate directly, their paypal is:  [email protected]

hey everyone!! i know we made last month’s goal, but it’s a new month and the situation has changed a little bit. my friend really needs our help again. the gofundme has most of the info but for a tldr:

peach needs money for this month’s rent and a depersonalization-derealization disorder diagnosis, otherwise they will have to resort to sex work.

i really don’t want my friend to be put in that situation again. if you see this post, even if you can’t donate, please reblog. i cannot stress enough how important this is.

https://www.gofundme.com/hvbgqh-disabled-and-unable-to-work

if you’d like to donate directly, their paypal is:  [email protected]

hey everyone!! i know we made last month’s goal, but it’s a new month and the situation has changed a little bit. my friend really needs our help again. the gofundme has most of the info but for a tldr:

peach needs money for this month’s rent and a depersonalization-derealization disorder diagnosis, otherwise they will have to resort to sex work.

i really don’t want my friend to be put in that situation again. if you see this post, even if you can’t donate, please reblog. i cannot stress enough how important this is.

https://www.gofundme.com/hvbgqh-disabled-and-unable-to-work

if you’d like to donate directly, their paypal is:  [email protected]

hey everyone!! i know we made last month’s goal, but it’s a new month and the situation has changed a little bit. my friend really needs our help again. the gofundme has most of the info but for a tldr:

peach needs money for this month’s rent and a depersonalization-derealization disorder diagnosis, otherwise they will have to resort to sex work.

i really don’t want my friend to be put in that situation again. if you see this post, even if you can’t donate, please reblog. i cannot stress enough how important this is.

https://www.gofundme.com/hvbgqh-disabled-and-unable-to-work

if you’d like to donate directly, their paypal is:  [email protected]

hey everyone!! i know we made last month’s goal, but it’s a new month and the situation has changed a little bit. my friend really needs our help again. the gofundme has most of the info but for a tldr:

peach needs money for this month’s rent and a depersonalization-derealization disorder diagnosis, otherwise they will have to resort to sex work.

i really don’t want my friend to be put in that situation again. if you see this post, even if you can’t donate, please reblog. i cannot stress enough how important this is.

https://www.gofundme.com/hvbgqh-disabled-and-unable-to-work

if you’d like to donate directly, their paypal is:  [email protected]

hey everyone!! i know we made last month’s goal, but it’s a new month and the situation has changed a little bit. my friend really needs our help again. the gofundme has most of the info but for a tldr:

peach needs money for this month’s rent and a depersonalization-derealization disorder diagnosis, otherwise they will have to resort to sex work.

i really don’t want my friend to be put in that situation again. if you see this post, even if you can’t donate, please reblog. i cannot stress enough how important this is.

https://www.gofundme.com/hvbgqh-disabled-and-unable-to-work

if you’d like to donate directly, their paypal is:  [email protected]

hey everyone!! i know we made last month’s goal, but it’s a new month and the situation has changed a little bit. my friend really needs our help again. the gofundme has most of the info but for a tldr:

peach needs money for this month’s rent and a depersonalization-derealization disorder diagnosis, otherwise they will have to resort to sex work.

i really don’t want my friend to be put in that situation again. if you see this post, even if you can’t donate, please reblog. i cannot stress enough how important this is.

https://www.gofundme.com/hvbgqh-disabled-and-unable-to-work

if you’d like to donate directly, their paypal is:  [email protected]

hey everyone!! i know we made last month’s goal, but it’s a new month and the situation has changed a little bit. my friend really needs our help again. the gofundme has most of the info but for a tldr:

peach needs money for this month’s rent and a depersonalization-derealization disorder diagnosis, otherwise they will have to resort to sex work.

i really don’t want my friend to be put in that situation again. if you see this post, even if you can’t donate, please reblog. i cannot stress enough how important this is.

https://www.gofundme.com/hvbgqh-disabled-and-unable-to-work

if you’d like to donate directly, their paypal is:  [email protected]

sex work made me suicidal in the past and given my current mental state (not great) doing it again would. hurt me. a lot. i can’t do it again. i can barely handle life right now. ive been having panic attacks multiple times a day and crying constantly.

this is genuinely the lowest point in my life. i’ve never felt this bad, even with everything i’ve gone through (child abuse, getting molested, abusive boyfriends who raped me, homelessness after my mom kicked me out, multiple suicide attempts). my anxiety has never been this bad.

im so scared. im so scared all the time now and its this awful, all-consuming darkness that feels like its choking me.

hey everyone!! i know we made last month’s goal, but it’s a new month and the situation has changed a little bit. my friend really needs our help again. the gofundme has most of the info but for a tldr:

peach needs money for this month’s rent and a depersonalization-derealization disorder diagnosis, otherwise they will have to resort to sex work.

i really don’t want my friend to be put in that situation again. if you see this post, even if you can’t donate, please reblog. i cannot stress enough how important this is.

https://www.gofundme.com/hvbgqh-disabled-and-unable-to-work

if you’d like to donate directly, their paypal is:  [email protected]

hey everyone!! i know we made last month’s goal, but it’s a new month and the situation has changed a little bit. my friend really needs our help again. the gofundme has most of the info but for a tldr:

peach needs money for this month’s rent and a depersonalization-derealization disorder diagnosis, otherwise they will have to resort to sex work.

i really don’t want my friend to be put in that situation again. if you see this post, even if you can’t donate, please reblog. i cannot stress enough how important this is.

https://www.gofundme.com/hvbgqh-disabled-and-unable-to-work

if you’d like to donate directly, their paypal is:  [email protected]

hey everyone!! i know we made last month’s goal, but it’s a new month and the situation has changed a little bit. my friend really needs our help again. the gofundme has most of the info but for a tldr:

peach needs money for this month’s rent and a depersonalization-derealization disorder diagnosis, otherwise they will have to resort to sex work.

i really don’t want my friend to be put in that situation again. if you see this post, even if you can’t donate, please reblog. i cannot stress enough how important this is.

https://www.gofundme.com/hvbgqh-disabled-and-unable-to-work

if you’d like to donate directly, their paypal is:  [email protected]