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the butchfemme blueprint

Let me tell ya: Whoever said Dean was the dysfunctional one, has never seen you with a sharp object in your hands.

NFSW ! NSFW ! NSFW ! NSFW

Pretty boy Dean Winchester has bruises on his knees. Carpet burn where the fibers rub his skin raw. Poor boy doesn't even care, just too excited to please you.

Pretty little glossy eyed Dean, who kneels down at the foot of your bed, your thighs wrapped over his shoulders, his face obscured by your body. Where he belongs, all he wants.

Desperate Dean, who whines when you pull away, groans against you when you shift back, rutting against nothing like the needy thing he is.

He fucks you with his tongue like he's offering you his soul, moaning and messy, begging to please. He's a slut for the way you react, fawning over your twitching thighs and shaking legs.

He's so gentle with it, so devoted. Got sweat on his brow, hooded lids, fluttering lashes. Sweet, sweet boy, just wants to make you feel good- all to get himself off.

Pretty, bratty Dean, who digs his fingers into the flesh on your thighs to keep you still as he pushes you over the edge.

Dean who gets traumatized by being the torturer. He has the soft parts of himself hardened into a small, condensed ball of hate that he gets brief pleasure in hurling at those who hurt him before going numb again. He still has love, but it's a hard, inflexible thing that refuses to learn or grow, and the part of himself that accepted cruelty as an act of self-defense is not afraid to beat that love into submission so it stays right where it is - firmly his, firmly under control.

Sam who gets traumatized by being the tortured. All his defenses are burned away, leaving the soft parts of himself pulpy and malleable as an open wound for the world to prod at. He wears his heart on his sleeve, but it has no boundaries protecting it. He's learned to not trust himself, so he puts everything into trusting others even when it hurts him more. Fighting back never worked in the cage - not even the smallest, meekest "no." Why would it work now?

Dean used to tell Sam he could go back to school and live his life once their hunt for Dad was over, and he meant it. He used to want Sam to move on after his death, not crucify himself to bring him back.

Sam used to tell Dean what he wanted, feeling safe enough with him to be totally honest, even if it caused conflict. He used to love with self-respect, staying when it was healthy and leaving when it wasn't. He used to say No.

Now they're both people who would be unrecognizable to their younger selves - would probably horrify them if they knew. They're the "bad future" versions that an after-school special would show to scare kids straight, show them the adults they don't want to be.

𝑹𝒖𝒃𝒚 ౨ৎ

corruption girlfriend!headcanons for the record, (normal au) defense attorney ruby, headcanons

𝑪𝒂𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒆𝒍 ౨ৎ

human nature all this time, soulmate!au (series, ongoing) somebody who stays

after

grace & nature, (req) grace & nature, (req) in-laws, (req) follow the leader, (req) symbolism, (req) three's a crowd (deanxreaderxcas), (req)

𝑫𝒆𝒂𝒏 ౨ৎ

petty arguments soft love tired behind the wheel, headcanons again fantasies

bad habits, (req) vampire!dean, headcanons, (req) tall!reader, headcanons, (req) jealous, headcanons, (req) all bark, no bite, (req) where the wild things are, (req) the enemy of my enemy, 1 (req) (crowley's daughter!reader) the enemy of my enemy, 2 (req) the enemy of my enemy, 3 (req) the enemy of my enemy, 4 (req) just a peek, (req) hold me, console me, (req) three's a crowd (deanxreaderxcas), (req) angel of mine (angel!reader), (req) gruesome-sensitive reader, headcanons, (req)

𝑺𝒂𝒎 ౨ৎ

shared habitat shared habitat pt.2 moose sammy headcanons always

don't push it (req) devoted lover, angel!reader (req) handmade (req) an eater (req) unconventional (req) (not so) secret, (req) helping quit vaping, (req) waaay back, (req) / waay back pt.2, (req) save a horse, (req) touched by death, (req) spiderman!headcanons, (req) stanford!sam, headcanons, (req) tall!reader, headcanons, (req) jealous, headcanons, (req) shoulder to lie on, (req) music to his ears, (req) itgirl!reader, headcanons, (req) heated words, (req) kisses down low, (req) where the wild things are, (req) hold me, console me, (req) winchester sister!reader, after sam left, headcanons, (req) gruesome-sensitive reader, headcanons, (req) protective custody, (req)

𝑮𝒂𝒃𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒍 ౨ৎ

kisses wings golden, soulmate!au

𝑪𝒓𝒐𝒘𝒍𝒆𝒚 ౨ৎ

small talk say it like you mean it

𝑺𝒐𝒍𝒅𝒊𝒆𝒓 𝑩𝒐𝒚 ౨ৎ

moodboard, domesticated!soldierboy domesticated!headcanons models big girl weekend, dbf!soldierboy know your place

courting, headcanons, (req) tried to, (req) (prequel) tried to, (req) the mouth on you, (req)

BOMBSHELL, series (harleyquinncoded!reader) BOMBSHELL, series chpt.2

BRAIDS, series (dbf!ben, normal au) BRAIDS, series chpt.2 (dbf!ben, normal au) BRAIDS, series chpt.3 (dbf!ben, normal au) BRAIDS, series chpt.4 (dbf!ben, normal au) BRAIDS, series chpt.5 (dbf!ben, normal au) BRAIDS, series chpt.6 (dbf!ben, normal au) BRAIDS, series chpt.7 (dbf!ben, normal au) BRAIDS, series chpt.8 (dbf!ben, normal au)

𝑯𝒖𝒈𝒉𝒊𝒆 𝑪𝒂𝒎𝒑𝒃𝒆𝒍𝒍 ౨ৎ

girldad!headcanons, (req)

𝑯𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒍𝒂𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒓 ౨ৎ

media training (more) media training (even more) media training (not so much) media training (too much) media training (other than) media training (pause in the) media training

★ walks with you to all your classes

★ always has books prepared for you in the library, he keeps them by the table both of you sit in on breaks (he’ll brush it off and say it isn’t a big deal, but he’ll spend hours picking them out according to your interests and what he thinks you’ll like)...

★ once you told him that a specific artist reminded you of him, ever since then he keeps their albums on his mp3 in a special playlist he made with all your recommendations.

★ carries snacks in his backpack because he knows you never bring food to school.

★ one time, while bored in class you made a little doodle of a moose and a deer– you gave it to him as a joke, not thinking much of it— but he kept it tucked into his notebook, along with other little drawings you gave him and tickets from times you went to the movies or so.

★ who tells his older brother (Dean) about the guys who messed with you that one time and pushed you to the floor– coincidentally, the next day the group of guys comes over to you and apologizes, it might’ve had something to do with their black eyes/busted lips but who are you to question their sudden kindness.

★ who leaves little notes in the margins of your books (never writing directly on the page because he doesn’t want to ruin them in case you want them crisp and new)...

★ who shamelessly leaves lipstick kisses in your hunting journal on every demon themed page.

★ who casually happens to be in town every time you say a hunt is going sideways.

★ who at first, told you to never touch her stuff but now insists you take her knife everywhere.

★ who “accidentally” leaves her underwear behind in your motel room when she spends the night.

★ who sends the most straight-forward, right to the point texts you’ve ever read.

★ who whenever you get mad at her hits you with the “guess you’ll just have to kill me then– or do you prefer an exorcise?” which always earns a scoff and eyeroll everytime.

★ who insists she’s not a sappy girlfriend, but will consistently leave behind little trinkets for you (flowers, cool rocks, a knife she thought you’d like…)

★ who would kill for you in a heartbeat but still won’t share her fries.

★ who whenever things are getting too emotional she’ll say “you love me so much you can’t even deny it” with that smug, teasing smile of hers.

my white feather hawk tail deer hunters..

★ walks with you to all your classes

★ always has books prepared for you in the library, he keeps them by the table both of you sit in on breaks (he’ll brush it off and say it isn’t a big deal, but he’ll spend hours picking them out according to your interests and what he thinks you’ll like)...

★ once you told him that a specific artist reminded you of him, ever since then he keeps their albums on his mp3 in a special playlist he made with all your recommendations.

★ carries snacks in his backpack because he knows you never bring food to school.

★ one time, while bored in class you made a little doodle of a moose and a deer– you gave it to him as a joke, not thinking much of it— but he kept it tucked into his notebook, along with other little drawings you gave him and tickets from times you went to the movies or so.

★ who tells his older brother (Dean) about the guys who messed with you that one time and pushed you to the floor– coincidentally, the next day the group of guys comes over to you and apologizes, it might’ve had something to do with their black eyes/busted lips but who are you to question their sudden kindness.

★ who leaves little notes in the margins of your books (never writing directly on the page because he doesn’t want to ruin them in case you want them crisp and new)...