i thought i could listen to one direction again... i was wrong

i always had this hope that one day Liam would just leave the public eye and live a happy normal life safe from everyone who wanted to hurt him. i wanted that so badly for him. i still want that so badly for him.

i don't want to believe this is really happening today. i wish things were different so badly. it's not fair.

oh i was so not ready to listen to one direction yet

i would give anything to go back in time for just a day and live the life of my 16 year old self with my excusemelirry account who would come on here screaming about Liam and one direction. i just still can't believe everything that has happened since those days. i hope Liam is at peace now. i will forever be grateful for the joy he brought me all those years ago.