Portland's Rock Poet Laureate

Oh me oh me oh me oh me oh my, we can feel this change happening and it’s overdue and good and feels positive and like a change that is founded in love. It’s 2000Gayteen after all, and you can smell it, taste it, a little crazy little sexy little cool. Younger folks don’t notice; the way i dismissed my racist (grand)parents the youngs wonder why you can’t just love who you love. Marginalized being heard more and more by the marginalizers, a beautiful cacophony of voices we never should have stopped hearing in the first place, oh me oh me oh me oh me oh my, i don't really give a fuck if I was just the only one who likes that

that ability to make a subject sound breezy even if it hurts, even if you’re sure it might be killing her, and then just hear the bass, the drums, the singers, the feel in her voice like she’s all done with this, the way that the word care uplifts bass popping dancing in my ears like a perfect rainbow dress at a pumpkin patch when your brain can’t quite tell anything but just that something something is happening, something that surprises, something you weren’t sure

and if downward is heavenward how will we know what to do next

It is not so easy to hit both “this sounds like” and “nothing else before or since.” You can sing songs about Geddy Lee and IKEA and wink wink your way into the hearts of hundreds. There are the songs that are a time for you and sometimes they are the song that told you as a kid to cut your hair and there is the one that told you as an older kid that sure, go ahead and steal that album. One band cannot brighten every corner and one man cannot lighten every hoarder, the singer might sing. Spiral stairs where you least expect them. Everywhere, everywhere, there and there.

has it worse

When you speak directly to the heart of a truly insurmountain of a man, his immediate response never quite agrees.

It is the song of bouncing to the beat you know is true. It is the sound of cool as it schoooools over your mind's fingertips, the stitter sitter stutter tutter of beats made words and words made bone and words bourne. It is the end of product, the end product, the mind blown. It is the right thing at the right time. It is right.

The belief in all things easy to remember. The understanding that comes with age, or a pint. I wonder if the reason why this all matters has to do with a complete disregard for others. You told me once that there was no more room for you. Bring forth another sort of tempest. Gauzy and just barely out of reach. It's not enough to pig's lipstick a slapdash lyric or poem or rhythm or essay. [Speak out sometimes, but try to win.](http://popsongs.wordpress.com/2007/08/17/perfect-circle/)

How do you become his star? What can you make of all of the words and the background that just tells you so much? I want to drive in a dusty road pickup and wear hats and be surrounded by all of the important people. They all came back.

We ponied up, we did.

I legitimately thought that you were getting off at Van Buren so I retreated to another seat, only to awkwardly realize that you weren't leaving the train yet and so I was the guy who got shy when you said "is that that Chromebook? and then mumbled "yeah...it's pretty cool..." and then retreated to the seat across the aisle and the window and then tried to say to you, "Oh I thought you were getting off at that stop" when I wanted to say, "I'm not afraid of you and actually the CR-48 really is like a prototype sometimes but then I remember they sent me a fully functional kinda-revolutionary computer for free but still, I hope that the commercially available chromebooks are much better than this one because honestly living in the cloud sometimes makes you feel like a dbag,'hey can i have your wireless password?' when all you really need to do is check to see when the bus is coming but you don't want to use some of the free monthly 100mb so you have to ask. It's quite nice and loads up faster than my phone but still, I'm glad I paid zero dollars for it, because it's nice to have a computer that you can bang around with and look at us in our safe world where we can spot a CR-48, the most unspottable CIA-looking nondescript computer in the world, because we have time to read tech blogs and blather on about things and call it prose poetry."

My hoodie suggests a man younger than me. Portland breeds a feeling of younger-than-you-are, which creates crippling doubt and worry in the instance when you then move away. I say crippling because that’s the word that goes with doubt, but niggling or maybe ambushing would make more sense. I miss my old town. This is not a poem.

She sings like the fire in her gut has spread to her balls. She begins to creak like a door that needs WD-40. She finds herself wondering what the fuck it all means. She can't find another route to the grocery store. No matter how many roads she takes through the subdivision she ends up on Route 59. As it were. Don't mistake calm for sanity. Sometimes freaking the fuck out makes the most sense of all. It was brilliant to pair her with the National except for the fact that she blew them outta the water. Never underestimate the power of a crunchy Harmony or is it a Jazzmaster blaring across the room. When you back your fantastic stage light show with what you're playing, there's no one that can stop you.

When Suzanne first told me that she was that Suzanne, I didn't believe her. And then she picked up the guitar I had lying around and started to sing "Caramel," and in my own poetic way I thought it clever to say that the song described her voice, it always had defined her voice, this was how her voice could be said to sound. She laughed, slowly, and kept on playing. I could tell it helped her to sing more. I could tell that the wine was starting to make her play a little freer, a little looser. The night would be one that I'd never forget, but like New York, she would.

"It's hard to breathe in foreign bedrooms" matt pond PA assures us, and we feel like he could mean touring but also just mean following a girl home. On this album I think maybe he figured he made a breakthrough--maybe this would be the time he's feeling better.  But he didn't.  Not to the total outsider just paying attention to the parts he gives us. Maybe we never do break through. Maybe there are people who just keep repeating this kind of life for so long.   I cannot wait until we see the sun all the time again.   I cannot wait.