Call Me Avo

My recent haul ❤️

I read Slam Dunk a while ago and i got so obsessed with the manga. It’s on my list to collect one day, but that doesn’t mean i don’t get to own the artbook, which is totally gorgeous!!!!

As for the keychains, i needed some funny concepts to wear. So I got these Sanemi’s thrilling moments XD

I have no comment on Inosuke’s one, it is what it is :p

This is officially my second KNY blind pack, and in the light of recent fanfic that i really liked, i was hoping to get Gyomei!

And

I Got Gyomei!!

And bunch of others.

i ordered these on my BD as i knew I ain’t getting gifts that i’ll like ( as jerky as this sounds i have no regrets as this exactly what happened)

I see BD gifts as a special way of how the others see the celebrated ones. And as my Family don’t really have interest in what i like they get me what they like :) however my aunt did ( abruptly and carelessly) threw a bag of random things including a case full of used markers. I didn’t expect to like a gift from her especially, i was moved and happy till she commented “ Got you this cause i know you have the brain of a child” and completely ruined the moment :D

I had a massive internal scream, as the first pages i saw were illustrations of my pretty boys, that i don’t think I’ve seen before!

The colors are so vibrant and clear, the quality of the paper is premium, it almost made me feel the characters. And to my surprise, THERE IS A SPECIAL STICKERS SHEET TOO!!!!

The rest are pages from the booklet, that j frankly don’t quite understand yet. Although i can read the hiragana, its very difficult to read the furgana over the kanjis. Like thank you for the guide, but how do Japanese people manage the tiny letters accents?

Also the booklet has character sheets for almost every character that appeared in Mugen Train Arc. It’s quiet and affordable alternative if you couldn’t get the bigger character sheets booklet .

And the rest. Here some pretty pages i’d like to share with you!

I did it again.

I got more books i can’t read yet.

I have so much to say about these!!!!, one thing I’ll quickly mention is that i ordered these through someone who is visiting japan. They arrived yesterday, and today is my birthday!

I am not feeling special today, as i couldn’t make an honest doodle yet. Maybe because i was so overworked and hyped yesterday, that today feels like just like any Saturday.

I’ll make it up for myself inchallah next week or so.

And Happy 1st Anniversary for my beloved Demon Slayer movie!!!

An Old Charcolboy Birthday Party !!

Happiest one oni chan, you probably don’t exist but the thought of you brings sunshine to me ☀️

However, I do have a flaw, one that yall sensed recently, which is not honoring my promises aka the deadlines. Especially the recent 6 fanarts challenge.

The reason i did this challenge is to experiment a rendering technique of another artist, and i wanted to achieve the goal by sharing the idea with my mutuals and followers whom yall gladly responded. However as i was drawing, imposter syndrome kicked in. I repeated drawing several times, forgot details, diverted from my original goal and so on..

And while in the middle of the game, i was accepted into intensive animation bootcamp which needed my full attention to complete as i don’t have any experience with animation, motion design or whatever. I overestimated what results i can deliver in the program duration as well as what personal projects i can achieve alongside.

And to add to the confusion, my financial situation made me anxious so much that i felt guilty for drawing instead of applying for hundreds of job applications. So i contacted an old client who had a project in mind, and long story short i have a kinda long contract with intensive delivery of visual assets by the end of August..

And i still haven’t finished the animation movie yet… and i still have to color one more character for the challenge i own you all.

So in addition to missing deadlines, i have a major flaw in overcommitment. Especially when it comes to jobs and projects as yall know the type of economy we live in.

So as soon to be 26, i need to work on prioritizing my personal projects and limit committing to projects . Maybe only choose what would really support my career path.

And i end these thoughts with an apology to my dear mutuals and followers whom stayed with me even when i disappear 🫠

With loving

Did you know there is no face reveal for Kanamori? I searched through the manga, official art, anime and i found nothing. I assume he has grey olive eye color.