lawrence x reader hcs with a plus sized reader who is quiet and has trouble keeping eye contact? a bit suggestive if that's okay with you ^^
Warnings: suggestive content, canon typical violence
Pairing: Lawrence Oleander x GN!Reader
A/N: Lawrence what have you done?? (ᗒᗣᗕ)
You’re beautiful, he thought. You’re perfect.
Lawrence couldn’t help but stare. He’s completely enchanted by you. You wear your curves beautifully. So soft, so delicate — it has him feeling utterly dazed with delight. Lawrence is very happy that he took you home.
He also can’t help but take note of your mannerisms. They are similar to his in a way. You’re quiet, docile, and fragile. You remind him of his precious plants…but even Lawrence admits that he enjoys watching them wither away under his grasp at times. He lets out a trembling sigh when tracing every curve, crevice and fold on your body. How different you are compared to his cold, pallid and thin body. He loves your body but dislikes his own that he is forced to live in — for Lawrence, to be made of flesh is humiliation…
but you? The feeling of your flesh is what ties him to this realm and keeps him grounded.
Even so, Lawrence wonders how much force and pressure he would have to use in order to reach down to the center of your bones. the thought of him carefully peeling away your flesh ; agonizingly slow, cooing softly and shushing you when you scream and sob for him to stop. It’s almost intimate to him.
Lawrence can picture it now. Using both of his hands to reach deep inside places no one has have been to before has him all excited. You shudder at the thought of it all while he’s explaining these grotesque thoughts aloud. You flinch in your seat when he calmly walks behind you and traces the curve of your spine.
He was certainly surprised when you manage to break free and even more so when you crawled into his bed and nestled into him. Lawrence had woken up startled and his face turned a bright shade of red when he realized it was just you. He noticed you were making eye contact with him, you managed to maintain it for a while. Something you have never done since he brought you home.
Lawrence remembers staring hard at you, taking in every word you spoke — shocked and confused as if he were trying to decipher some foreign language. He remembers letting out a quiet gasp the minute you pressed your body up against his but he was quick to regain his composure, grabbing your wrists tightly and flipping you over to where you were now underneath him. It all happened so fast that it left you feeling a little disoriented for a moment.
“I’m not going to let you go.” He whispered.
“You’re going to die here.” There was a stutter to his word. It was clear he was trying to convince himself rather than you.
He remembers how his body molded perfectly against yours. The feeling of pushing inside you for the first time, caging your frame with his own. Lawrence moans at the memory of your body accepting his so quickly. You were so warm, you made him feel so good.
What a fond memory, he thought. A memory he hopes to relive forever now that he has you. Lawrence will take good care of you as you have done for him. Now and forever. You won’t be leaving him.
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