It was only now as the sun was low in the sky that he made it back to the tower. Seeing how big it was, he wasn't about to go room to room.

Xinalith? Where's my pretty mage at?

Surprisingly, even doing things as mundane as chores was enjoyable when they were with him. It was nice, being able to properly be seen with him and not have to worry about people using it against them. Though, they did pout when Pax refused to let them see just what he had picked up, curiosity getting the better of them and unable to have it satisfied.

Whilst he was away though, Xinalith was busy tidying up the vault, lowering barriers down and gathering them up to place them elsewhere ready for the collection. The organisation was just to detail what there was, how much it'd come to, a collection date, the usual. Agreeing on it being within the next few days, Xinalith thought it would be a good idea to get them all out so when they had the time, Pax can get his weaponry straight in to replace them. After that though? It was the case of getting ready for their date.

Which oh, how excited they were. Whilst they weren't going anywhere fancy, they did want to look nice for it. Of course they did, they wanted to look good for Pax. He was putting in all of the effort for setting it up, after all. So, they found an outfit that they liked the look of - a turtleneck with some nicely fitted pants, topped with a beautiful, large cardigan to keep them warm - and got to work on their hair. Whilst they kept it down, they did decide to give themselves a side parting, as well as tuck some of it behind their ear to show off the jewellery they had purchased back at the festival.

Hearing Pax call out to them though, they chuckled and made their way out of the bedroom, already ready as they leaned over the railings to look down and spot him.

Your pretty mage is here! I'll come down to you.

Making sure they got everything... so, themselves, Xinalith soon headed down the stairs to meet back up with Pax. A little quickly. Very quickly, actually. They even skipped some of the steps on the way down.

In their time travelling together it was mostly survival. Bare necessities which included clothing. He had never seen them in something like this before. They looked...

Wow.

It came out breathless. Lost in looking over them and how stunning they really were.

You look amazing, beautiful.

His eyes wandering over them with a soft smile.

Let me get changed. You deserve to have me looking proper for our first date.

Kissing their cheek he slipped off to the bedroom. While he didn't have a huge variety of fancier clothing he had some. A black button up with the first few buttons down. Smart, black pants and a brown belt. Not exactly picnic attire but they deserved that. Deciding to be a little extra he grabbed one of the oils he didn't use often. A mix or cedar and salted ocean smells that he dabbed on.

Once ready he made his way back down stairs, picking Xinalith up to spin the pair around. Face chest level to them as he held around their thighs to keep them up.

Thank you.

Seeing as Pax was now getting ready himself, they decided to just hang around the bottom floor and wait for him. Xinalith was trying their best to keep still, they really were, but I cannot begin to emphasise just how excited they were for this date. It was one that they knew was a special outing with a man they had strong feelings for. One who made them blush, laugh, smile. One who made them feel safe, happy, comfortable. And as a bonus, he was devilishly handsome, and hearing that he was going to 'look proper'? They had grown used to seeing him wear armoured pieces or comforting attire. Of course they were ecstatic.

When he eventually came back, scarlets moved to the sound of footsteps approach, soft laughter immediately being pulled from them as they were swept off their feet and spun around. Hands made their way to rest on his shoulders as they beamed down at him, heart hammering away. Xinalith wondered if Pax was able to hear it from where he was, though frankly? They didn't mind if he did. It just further proved how he made them feel.

Hello. You look incredible.

A quick peck on his forehead would let the scent of his oils waft up into their nose, causing a smile to break free.

And smell really, really good too.

They needed to chew on him yesterday.

Hmm, a bit of both?

Pax smiled and slowly lowered them before taking their hand. Walking outside the horses were readied, flowers braided in their manes. Moving towards them, Pax helped Xinalith up onto Cantaloupe before hopping on Lilly.

It would be a bit of a walk and this is as close to a horse drawn carriage as I could get given the time.

With that they started riding into the sunset. Though one of the forest paths until eventually they breeched the tree line. A hillside with an almost perfect view of the horizon. Rolling hills as the terrain to catch the soon to be cascading colours.

The picnic itself was also already set up. A large and plush blanket laid out. Dinner for two, marinated chicken, asparagus and rice. Dessert would remain hidden for now but there was also a fruit tray because he knew Xinalith. All the food covered and waiting for them. There was also champagne in an ice bucket with two glasses beside it. Flower petals rained down on the blanket and surrounding area, some fluttering away in the wind.

Helping Xinalith down the horses were dismissed as he walked them over.

Seeing the horses also dressed up with their pretty flowers, Xinalith couldn't help but coo. Lilly looked oh so beautiful with vibrant colours woven into her mane, and Cantaloupe looked ever so dashing with his. Thanking Pax as he helped them up, the pair were soon off.

Now, Xinalith couldn't quite tell you what it was they were expecting with this. Perhaps just a simple blanket, a basket of food and a nice view, for really it would be the company that made up the date. But as they broke through and saw the picturesque scene before them, as well as the picnic itself set up so neatly, they couldn't help the sparkle in their eyes. The petals themselves floating down the area added to the picture, making it seem like they just walked into a painting rather than took a horse ride here.

Gently squeezing Pax's hand when they headed over, Xinalith looked up at him with a bright smile.

It's your first time? Pax, this is beautiful.

Taking a seat on the blanket, the sorcerer couldn't help but just eye the view in awe, colours in the sky blending with one another as the sun continued to lower itself to make way for the moon. A few stars could always be seen beginning to twinkle away, but were still overwhelmed by the warmth the sun provided.

Truth be told, I didn't even know this little spot existed. Sure, I knew there were hills around, but I certainly had no idea just how beautiful it was. And the picnic itself?

Xinalith chuckled softly.

Helping them down onto the blanket he smiled warmly. Tender and full of adoration. He was still nervous, but mainly because there was more to come.

I've never been on a date before, much less set one up.

I actually happened upon it by accident. I saw it and knew this was where I wanted to bring you. Am I odd for liking that it's new to you? It feels more special that way.

I'm glad you like it. Really that was my main goal.

I can’t help but be shocked by that. Sure, you have your… hm, preference on keeping to yourself, let’s say.

That’s putting it nicely, too.

But I still can’t believe you’re also new at things like this.

Their smiles warmed even more as they shook their head.

No, it isn’t. I think it’s more special too. A brand new place to make memories with someone special, yes?

Yes, let’s. I’ll start uncovering the food.

Assuming Pax would begin with the drinks, Xinalith lifted off the coverings of their meal before serving them up for the pair. As well as this, they made sure to hand over the cutlery, and even put some napkins out just in case.

I can't say I was very interested. Sure a one night stand here or there but I never really wanted to be with anyone. It was easier and better to be alone. You changed that. Solitude used to be what I sought out but now it's you.

Why would I put in that effort to someone that I simply had no interest in? You however, deserve all my effort.

If anything I'm shocked you didn't date more. I know you explained your reasons why before, but I don't know. You being a hopeless romantic as you are I figured it would have been something you wanted or were looking for.

Getting the bottle he carefully undid it. Rather than popping the cork he muffled it in his hand knowing how Xinalith was with loud noise. After that he poured them both a bubbling glass.

Well you can thank the very quaint shop a few doors down from the mailing place. I would have cooked but I figured we should have something nice. I'll make something for you another time.

But cheers. To us. To you being mine and that making me happier than I've been in years.

Pax smiled warmly, holding up the glass.

Maybe it was scary to Xinalith. Maybe feeling like that so soon was ridiculous. Silly. Overreaching for something that may just be temporary. But when you’ve gone many years without finding that person, or feeling the emotions they do, it’s hard not to. Like somehow, the universe put these two into a situation that many would never find themselves in; one full of danger, uncertainty for tomorrow, bitterness and the potential of betrayal. And yet, from those very events, they found each other.

They found peace in a world where things were terrifying. They found safety in a land where many were out to get them. They found warmth from a man who once appeared so cold. They found their special person in a place one would never dream of looking. A diamond in the rough.

Then I truly am the luckiest mage to have wandered this land if I were able to capture your heart, just like you have mine.

Ah, yes. Those were merely dreams. I was far too dedicated, far too absorbed. But you…

Xinalith would smile softly, scarlets wandering over him as they watched him open the champagne.

You are fascinating in your own way. You peak my curiosity more and more, and I simply want to know everything about you. And you are the sort of man my younger self would’ve dreamed about growing up.

Chuckling fondly, they took their glass and also held it up, letting it meet with Pax’s.

To us. To you also being mine, and for us starting a life we both deserve.

With that, they took a sip, the drink going down smoothly and oh-so refreshing. Champagne wasn’t something they drank often, but it was nice every once in a while.

Now then, let’s start eating before the food really does get cold from our sappy talking.

Xinalith teased, placing their drink down so they could dig in. The first thing that they tasted was the chicken, and by the gods was it incredible. The flavours melting on their tongue, the juiciness of the chicken just right, something that they couldn’t tire from eating.

When things were at their darkest, Xinalith became his light.

And I'm the luckiest man to have captured yours.

I am very grateful I was able to capture your attention, because you also caught mine. Younger you had good taste then.

Pax teased with a little smirk. His younger self would have been in absolute awe. To be with someone like Xinalith, someone so kind and breathtaking, not to mention the tower he was now moving into. The small child would have pinched himself and assumed it was all a dream. Hell current him was still doing that.

Clinking the glasses he took a sip. Champagne wasn't something he got...well ever. It was a luxury item in his mind and not one he needed or wanted, but things change. Xinalith deserved luxurious things, especially on a date. They deserved the best. With all that being said he learned champagne might not be for him. It was like dry bubbly water. Next time maybe a nice wine instead.

Chuckling he couldn't help but agree and start to dig in. Of course he started with the chicken and much like Xinalith had a reaction to it.

Holy shit this is good. What is that sauce? Mushroom? Damn that old lady can cook.

After all the time on the road, eating proper food again was good. Very good. Sure Pax or Xinalith would cook but it wasn't normally fancy because the available cooking area wasn't made for it. The steak Xinalith made was phenomenal, homemade food by them always was, but this was great.

The pair chatted while they ate, some laughter being shared, champagne poured. It was nice. A good start to the date.

Once they were finished up, Pax did a small clean up to get the dishes out of the way.

Yes, of course they had good taste. They are me, and I have the best taste. I'm just older now.

When eating their meal, they were in another form of bliss. Good food did that, one supposed.

It's always the elderly folk that knows how to cook.

And eventually, it would be finished. Empty dishes - that's right, Xinalith actually cleared their plate and didn't leave any extra for Pax like they normally would. That's how you know the food was good - and spent a bit more time chatting away. Just simply enjoying one another's presence, sharing jokes and laughs, a few little random topics thrown into the mix.

At the promise of dessert though? Xinalith perked up. They always had room for dessert.

Dessert? Yes, I'd love dessert! I always want dessert.

Seeing their excitement for dessert he couldn't help but chuckle.

You're cute.

Alright, first we have chocolate covered strawberries. Then some mini fruit galettes. Peach, pear, apple and mixed berry, I couldn't decide. I also have some whipped cream.

As he listed off the desserts he was pulling them out. An array that they could bring whatever was left over back to the tower after.

Should I start making sure there is always a dessert around for you? I could always attempt to learn to bake even if I shouldn't be let near a kitchen.

Once again, Xinalith needed to chew on Pax yesterday. They'll have to make up for it by biting him as much as they could when they got back home.

Oh my gods, you're spoiling me rotten.

They couldn't help themselves, already reaching for one of the strawberries to take a bite. The fruit itself was juicy, rich in their sweet flavour, and the chocolate simply added to it. Sugary, melting in their mouth along with the strawberry... people should really start covering more fruits with chocolate, because this was divine. And so easy to eat and make, too.

Xinalith would then take another one, but this time held it up for Pax.

You're a man clearly after my heart if you did that. I would be the happiest elf you'd know. I love anything sweet, but jam tarts are my favourite. If you do manage to set fire to the kitchen, at least I know spells to extinguish it.

They teased, waving the strawberry a little.

Pax couldn't help but smile. They deserved the world and he was going to try his best to give it to them. Though he wouldn't mind being chewed on if he could have ready Xinalith's mind.

Just when he was about to take his own strawberry to try, one was held up to him.

Didn't I make that obvious before? Of course I want your heart. I want all of you. Though hearing this it seems I will be attempting to learn to bake. And make jam. It's good to know. I'll keep water nearby and scream really loud if the water isn't enough.

When he was told they wished to feed him, he chuckled. Leaning in Pax took the berry with a pleased hum. Very sweet and juicy, with a light tartness the chocolate cut. They were amazing. Chocolate covered strawberries should be more places.

They are really good.

Picking up another, he held it to Xinalith.

My turn to feed you now.

Recently? Yes, absolutely. At least, after they first cuddled, Pax made it incredibly obvious. All the flirting, the sweet talking, the touching. That was clear as day. But before all of that? Ha! Not at a fucking chance! It was hard to tell when majority of his facial expressions were looking like he shoved something up his ass and regretted it. There were only little pieces here and there that had made Xinalith raise a brow or wonder if he was doing it out of ease for the contract, or if he genuinely cared for them.

But anyway, that's by the by. All in the past now, and they still made it to where they were now.

Yes, you do. Now, anyway. It all properly clicked for me the night we first cuddled. I mean, you could've scoffed at the agreement, mocked me for it or just pushed me to the floor, but you didn't. Before that though? No. No, you didn't. I don't even know when your thoughts about me started to change.

Chuckling when one was held up for them, Xinalith leaned in and took a bite. Delicious. Truly delicious.

Maybe it was the cheesiness that made it better. They liked the sickly sweet nature of all of this. Feeding one another, having planned on going to a formal dance just so they could dress up, Pax sometimes sweeping them off their feet just to hold them. Xinalith didn't anticipate to love it all, but oh they did. Truly a hopeless romantic, and Pax was already starting to tick off all the boxes.

He couldn't help but chuckle, almost a little bashfully as he looked to his bubbling glass. Taking a moment to think on the question asked. A deep breath mingled with a long sigh.

Honestly I'm not sure. Don't get me wrong, I'm not blind. From the moment I saw you I knew you were attractive but that didn't really matter to me.

I know that night I was drunk I was willing to push more than I would sober. That was probably the point of no return even when I was telling myself it wasn't.

As for when it started though...I don't think it was one action or moment. It started slow. You were fun to bother, I like your reactions, so there was something playful to that. Then we talked more and you were intelligent, self assured, determined. They are attractive traits.

Actually looking back the moment when I probably realised that I was looking at you differently was the night you had that nightmare. You were vulnerable and I felt like I just wanted to make you feel better. That was new. I wouldn't have normally cared. With you I did and I couldn't really tell you why.

Taking a sip of the champagne he hummed.

Though, their head did tilt upon hearing his 'moment'. The nightmare? That was... well, unexpected.

Really? How... surprising. I didn't expect that. Though, I do appreciate you reaching out quietly. I don't recall if I thanked you for it already, but thank you. I didn't want a big gesture, but it was the thought that both counted and helped.

A chuckle left them when the question was turned back onto him, swirling their own glass of champagne before finishing it off with a long sip.

Because it was the first time I got to see the real you. Not some mask you put on yourself, none of that coldness you exhibited. Simply you. A light that still shines in the darkness that I had a feeling not many get to see.

You always came across as a cold man. Tough exterior, didn't make much room to play around, if you did they were only on your terms and if others tried, they would only be met with that bored look of yours. So, being able to see a more playful side of you, hearing your laughter coming out real and genuine, seeing you smile so brightly? It was a sight that drew me in and it may have been the first time I felt an ache in my chest.

He finished his drink while they explained. A panging in his chest.

It was so odd to be seen in such a way, perhaps to be seen at all. He tried his best to not let people see that, even now it was just Xinalith. Quick to flip back to his old ways and what he knew when around others. Knowing it was this fall of his mask that made Xinalith like him had his heart racing. Maybe he should thank the mercenaries for almost slicing him in two. That dazed out moment led to all of this after all.

You have no idea how terrified I was every time I made a move on you. That you would push me away or freak out. You never did though. I'm glad you never did.

Really I don't know how you kept breaking down my walls and peer behind my mask but you did. Time and time again. Eventually I didn't want to keep you out, I wanted you close and with me.

Whatever the path and how we got here, I'm happy where we are.

Looking to the sky, the sun was starting to dip.

Come here.

Quiet words as he pulled Xinalith in close to him. An arm wrapped around them as he kissed their temple.

The sky lit up with shades of pink and orange, like a candied horizon. As it sand lower hues of red and deep blue streaked the sky. A chill settling in the air when the sun finally made its departure. The stars starting to become brighter and twinkle above them.

A starlit picnic as they talked about.

I'm honoured then to have been given the chance to see the real you with your walls down. That you let me in, even if at first you didn't intend on it. That you kept me in and let me keep you company.

Chuckling quietly, they placed their empty glass down, now sitting up a little properly.

Honestly, at first I was a little unsure. I don't often like having people touching me. But with you? I couldn't explain it, it was strangely comforting. The first thing I noticed was how warm you felt, and I found myself chasing it. So, as much as you're glad I never moved away or 'freaked out', I'm glad you made those moves. Because gods knows I probably wouldn't have been able to bring myself to do it.

That smile of theirs only widened, happily letting him pull them in and getting comfortable at his side. One hand resting on his thigh to gently rub it before it landed on his knee and remained there. Leaning into his kiss simply to lay their head against him, using his body as that warmth they spoke about when the sky started to not only change in scenery but invite the cool air to kiss exposed skin.

As the night fell, Pax's gaze moved from the sky to Xinalith. Holding them a little closer to keep them warm. The sky couldn't compare to their gleam. Pale skin shimmering in the moonlight. Truly this was where they shone the most. Ethereal enough to walk the astral plane itself. They were truly the most precious thing in his life. Easily replacing what he thought he held dear. How could anyone or anything compare to them?

The light in the darkness, laughter in the broken, a smile in the sorrow, warmth in the tundra. They were the very thing he never knew he needed to be reminded that life could be beautiful and more than a chose. They were a glimmer of hope turned an inferno.

Everything about the night was magical to them. Literally speaking and metaphorically. Impossible questions to have answered, mysteries that they may not be able to solve in their life time, but perhaps far into the future someone will. Maybe someone will be able to travel up there and understand more than they could possibly ever. And maybe the stars will tell that individual the stories that Xinalith lived through and knew all too well.

Eventually, their mesmerised gaze moved away from the night sky and fell onto Pax, meeting emeralds before bashfully smiling. How long had he been looking at them? Because with the way his eyes seemed to linger on them, trying to see into them, it felt like some time. That alone made their heart pick up in speed.

Tilting their head at his hushed words, followed by a few confused blinks, they slowly nodded. What could he have possibly up his sleeve? This night already, their first date where they can freely be themselves, was already so wonderful. So perfect. Simple, maybe, but with him? Simply perfect.

Okay. Yes, I'm up for it. How long will it take?

Not long.

Pax leaned in to steal a kiss before getting up. Making his way east of where they were, a few hundred meters, his shadow could be seen lighting a match and then lighting something set up over there. A few sparking fuses coming to life before he jogged back over to Xinalith. Pulling them into his lap his hands moved to their ears like earmuffs before facing them in the direction.

They did keep their eyes in the direction he went off in, their head tilting over to the other side at... whatever it was he was doing. Though apparently, they didn't have to wonder for too long, for he was already on his way back and they were quickly pulled into his lap.

Pax, what are you-

Xinalith began to ask when they felt his hands over their ears, brows knitting together in confusion when they were made to look back at the sky. Several blinks later and then they witnessed it all, their very person painted in the many lights of the fireworks.

Another moment where their inner child practically blossomed. Expression brightening up as a grin spread across their face, a soft gasp falling in awe as they watched all the colours dance and perform in the night sky. A hint of nostalgia ebbing its way into their heart and soul as they were reminded of moments back from their childhood to now.

Walking along the canal in one of the cities during the nightlife of a festival, their tiny hand in their guardians before they'd be lifted up onto his shoulders so they could watch the fireworks or magic equivalent, funnily enough also wearing earmuffs so the loud noises wouldn't bring them discomfort. Moments in their tower when they grew up and lived alone, wandering to the balcony just so they could watch the nearest town's display light up the sky with beautiful strings of colours, visuals and more. And then more recently, where Pax came into the picture, the two watching the magic display moments before sharing their first kiss. It was so beautiful, so beyond incredible, and all Xinalith could do was simply watch.

This. This was the very perfect date.

When the fireworks came to an eventual end, the stars and moon being the main source of light once more, Xinalith brought his hands down so they could slowly turn around in his hold. Making sure to get themselves comfortable again in his lap, their scarlets searched for his emeralds before gently placing their hands on his cheeks.

You have really outdone yourself. Thank you. That was... I don't have the words. It was beautiful. It was meaningful. I loved it. Thank you.

Sure, he was still watching the fireworks, but he had wandering eyes.

A mix of being completely enthralled by their beauty and wanting to make sure they liked it. By the looks of that smile and the sparkle in those scarlet eyes, they did.

His assumptions would be proven correct as the show ended, his hands being moved as Xinalith's face properly came into view. Words that made him smile and caused his heart to hurt from how hard it was beating.

Before he could reply, he was pulled in for a kiss. One that seemed to scream at his very soul, message clearly received. Of course he reciprocated in kind. Arms wrapping around them to pull them in impossibly closer. Something so tender and needy. A silent declaration to them.

By the time the pair pulled away Pax was breathless. All of it stolen from him as he softly panted. A smile forming as he breathlessly chuckled.

So, am I safe to assume I lived up to my promise of this being the best date?

Yes, you did. The perfect date. I loved it.

Maybe it was the atmosphere being heavy with romance, maybe it was the overwhelming joy they were feeling in this moment, or maybe it was Pax themselves. Whatever it was, it sparked the need for them to completely drown him in kisses, peppering them all over his face, jawline, neck, wherever they could reach. Completely over the moon.

Stealing a few of the kisses meant for his face a slightly dazed hum left him. He'd blame it on the champagne, but it was all Xinalith.

No I made the foreworks, picked up a few materials but I made them.

It shouldn't be a shock that the man knew how to make explosives. They weren't his preferred form of projectile but he still knew how. As for the colours it was simple science and chemical reactions. Strangely he had most of the supplies on him already, it was just the amount of explosive powder he needed to pick up.

I'm very glad you liked it though. I want to only give you the best because you deserve it.

You are ever so impressive, you know that? Making fireworks for this? Oh, aren't you the sweetest.

Well, I seem to already have the best. You're right here.

Melting in his hold, their own arms wrapping around him tightly as their face nuzzled into the crook of his neck, it seemed the pair would remain like this for a few moments. Just taking in one another's presence as much as they could; sharing each other's warmth, adoration, joy; a few more hushed words of appreciation echoed for him to hear, mostly about how happy they were because of him. Xinalith's very being was simply drowning in sickly sweetness, wanting to just share it with him. Because he deserved it.

Pax deserved to be adored. Deserved to be happy. Deserved everything good in the world to be at his fingertips.

Eventually, Xinalith lifted their head up to look at him better, humming softly as they pressed another kiss onto his cheek.

Call it the champagne, the cold, but hearing Xinalith said that made his cheeks feel a little warm. To know he was the best, at least for them, made him feel all warm and fuzzy inside. Holding them a little closer with doting kisses on their cheek and temple as they cuddled under the stars.

Dare Pax say, this was the perfect moment. A perfect night, with the perfect person.

Oh but when he felt that kiss, saw those ruby reds and hears their words his heart soared. Such strong feelings washing over him a small glossing of his eyes would be hidden by the night.

Home.

That one little thing he never quite had. His entire life places were just buildings. Yet now, with Xinalith, he had a home. Swallowing down those bubbling feelings of emotional over joy, he nodded.

Yeah, let's go home. We can always come back out here another time.

Stealing one more lingering kiss he helped them both up. Packing everything up was easy enough, all returning to the basket before he whistled for the horses. Luckily Lilly wasn't scared of the noises and it seemed Cantaloupe wasn't either. Making sure everything was strapped on he helped Xinalith up before mounting his own horse, heading home.

A starlit ride back through the forest before the soft lights from the tower came into view. Welcoming. Warm. Home.

Dismounting and getting everything off of the horses he would deal with the rest later. Now he wanted to focus on Xinalith. Scooping them up princess style with a nip to their jaw he was smiling warmly at them.

But now, there was another. And they were ecstatic about it.

When they were back and dismounted their horse, they didn't expect to suddenly be swept off their feet once more. A surprise yelp falling from them, the nip pulling out laughter from them as they wrapped their arms around his shoulders for extra stability.

The bedroom, darling. I can hear our bed calling out already.

Plus, it was warm. Out here was cold. Cold was bad, but warm was good.

Assuming Pax agreed, as they entered the tower once more, what would first catch Xinalith's eye would be a pristine, white letter sitting on a small side table just by the entryway. Blinking a couple of times, they pointed towards it as a quiet way to tell Pax they wanted a look, in which they'd find the envelope to be handwritten in the cleanest yet oh-so familiar cursive.

Picking it up, they quickly opened it and let their scarlets move across the page, their smile beginning to fall into one of what could only be described as nerves.

Blinking several times, they started to wave their letter around, as if trying to make Pax read it. Except, how could he? They were moving it around. Idiot.

My guardian received my letter. He wants to drop by for a visit next week. Next week! And oh, he doesn't sound thrilled. Look, look, he's going to kill me-

Dramatic ass.

Anyway, if Pax did actually grant himself the chance to read it, he'd find just one small page of delicate, careful handwriting inked by a quill. The following would be seen:

Xinalith, Expect a visit from me in five days time. I am failing to understand how you have managed to make the tower noted in your letter your 'new home', and I am concerned that this 'Pax' you mentioned is the one I've been hearing so much about over the years. You have been fine as far as I'm aware. If my assumptions are correct, I don't see what has changed or why you could possibly need a mercenary involved in this. - R.

Hmm, the bed does sound nice.

As he was making his way over they had pointed to that very letter. It was habit how fast his mood shifted. Eyes narrowing on it. He was unaware of who sent it nor how the letter got in here. Walking over to hand it over to Xinalith, Pax could already see their bubbling anxiety. As the letter was moved around his brows furrowed to read it while listening to them.

Your guardian? Why would he be coming and why would he want to ki-

All words stopped as he finally got to read the letter. Him. Of course it was him. He was the issue at hand. Their guardian, the necromancer, the mage, the one that raised and cared for Xinalith knew of who Pax was and wasn't happy about it. Pax had done some horrific things while working as a mercenary, there was a reason his name proceeded him, and their guardian apparently knew of his actions. Or at least some of them.

It was amazing how fast a mood could drop.

A swirling of anxiety and nerves began. In any normal circumstance he would tell the person to fuck off if not worse. However this was someone close to Xinalith that they cared about. Fuck you saw how he was with Kl'yth. He had no idea what to do or how to go about this. He barely knew how to talk to people.

Staring blankly at the letter a few times his gaze slowly moved off and onto nothing.

He cares a lot, that’s all I can put it down to. He’s always been one to care. If he notices somethings off, he just wants to understand. This… well, he knows what the tower used to be, and I guess he does know who you are. I… think that’s what he wants to understand most.

Looking at Pax and seeing him stare at nothing, just to say those hushed words, Xinalith took a deep breath and carefully guided his face to look at them. Yes, they were nervous. Fucking hells of course they were nervous. But they didn’t want Pax to worry so much about it, either. They were worried because that was their guardian; they didn’t want Pax to start freaking out either.

Don’t say that, you won’t be. He’s not like that. I was just being dramatic as I always am because I’m nervous too.

I’m sorry this is so soon. But I mean… if we can get through what we did together, then my guardian will be easy, right? It’s just going to be a conversation. Might be a tough one, he might have some thoughts, but that’s all. Much better than dealing with insane sorcerers with hunting dogs on us, yeah?

Perhaps they weren’t just telling Pax this, but themselves this as well. Look, if it weren’t for him right now, they’d be pacing around and yapping aloud. But right now? No, they can’t be doing that and making things worse for him.

As his face was moved his eyes landed on Xinalith. Hearing they were just being being dramatic his gaze moved to the letter again. Pax actually thought they were being under dramatic about it all. Still he looked back to them and listened.

A shock to no one Pax would prefer the mages again. Being hunted. He was good at that. He knew what he was doing with that. If this all went badly he had no skills to adapt. It wasn't like he could threaten the guardian at knife point. What if he hated Pax? Would Xinalith dump him and leave? Obviously their opinion mattered which was what made Pax nervous. Xinalith knew, he had the first impression equal to lemon squeezed in your eyes.

Then sleep? And bed? Fuck if he was sleeping. Their guardian got a letter in here who knows if they can just pop up or not. Should they even share a bed? What if they did, the guardian came, saw Pax shirtless and in bed with Xinalith and just killed him on the spot?

But Xinalith was right. He didn't want to dampen the mood of the day they had so he took a deep breath.

Bed. Bed is good.

Who could be a better distraction from all this than Xinalith themself, right?

Once in the bedroom he gently laid them down on the bed. He wasn't about to sleep in his fancier clothing and seeing as they're seen one another naked before, Pax decided to give Xinalith a little show. Slowly popping the buttons, flexing a bit so the material got tight. A bit of a strip tease.

It was only now as the sun was low in the sky that he made it back to the tower. Seeing how big it was, he wasn't about to go room to room.

Xinalith? Where's my pretty mage at?

Surprisingly, even doing things as mundane as chores was enjoyable when they were with him. It was nice, being able to properly be seen with him and not have to worry about people using it against them. Though, they did pout when Pax refused to let them see just what he had picked up, curiosity getting the better of them and unable to have it satisfied.

Whilst he was away though, Xinalith was busy tidying up the vault, lowering barriers down and gathering them up to place them elsewhere ready for the collection. The organisation was just to detail what there was, how much it'd come to, a collection date, the usual. Agreeing on it being within the next few days, Xinalith thought it would be a good idea to get them all out so when they had the time, Pax can get his weaponry straight in to replace them. After that though? It was the case of getting ready for their date.

Which oh, how excited they were. Whilst they weren't going anywhere fancy, they did want to look nice for it. Of course they did, they wanted to look good for Pax. He was putting in all of the effort for setting it up, after all. So, they found an outfit that they liked the look of - a turtleneck with some nicely fitted pants, topped with a beautiful, large cardigan to keep them warm - and got to work on their hair. Whilst they kept it down, they did decide to give themselves a side parting, as well as tuck some of it behind their ear to show off the jewellery they had purchased back at the festival.

Hearing Pax call out to them though, they chuckled and made their way out of the bedroom, already ready as they leaned over the railings to look down and spot him.

Your pretty mage is here! I'll come down to you.

Making sure they got everything... so, themselves, Xinalith soon headed down the stairs to meet back up with Pax. A little quickly. Very quickly, actually. They even skipped some of the steps on the way down.

In their time travelling together it was mostly survival. Bare necessities which included clothing. He had never seen them in something like this before. They looked...

Wow.

It came out breathless. Lost in looking over them and how stunning they really were.

You look amazing, beautiful.

His eyes wandering over them with a soft smile.

Let me get changed. You deserve to have me looking proper for our first date.

Kissing their cheek he slipped off to the bedroom. While he didn't have a huge variety of fancier clothing he had some. A black button up with the first few buttons down. Smart, black pants and a brown belt. Not exactly picnic attire but they deserved that. Deciding to be a little extra he grabbed one of the oils he didn't use often. A mix or cedar and salted ocean smells that he dabbed on.

Once ready he made his way back down stairs, picking Xinalith up to spin the pair around. Face chest level to them as he held around their thighs to keep them up.

Thank you.

Seeing as Pax was now getting ready himself, they decided to just hang around the bottom floor and wait for him. Xinalith was trying their best to keep still, they really were, but I cannot begin to emphasise just how excited they were for this date. It was one that they knew was a special outing with a man they had strong feelings for. One who made them blush, laugh, smile. One who made them feel safe, happy, comfortable. And as a bonus, he was devilishly handsome, and hearing that he was going to 'look proper'? They had grown used to seeing him wear armoured pieces or comforting attire. Of course they were ecstatic.

When he eventually came back, scarlets moved to the sound of footsteps approach, soft laughter immediately being pulled from them as they were swept off their feet and spun around. Hands made their way to rest on his shoulders as they beamed down at him, heart hammering away. Xinalith wondered if Pax was able to hear it from where he was, though frankly? They didn't mind if he did. It just further proved how he made them feel.

Hello. You look incredible.

A quick peck on his forehead would let the scent of his oils waft up into their nose, causing a smile to break free.

And smell really, really good too.

They needed to chew on him yesterday.

Hmm, a bit of both?

Pax smiled and slowly lowered them before taking their hand. Walking outside the horses were readied, flowers braided in their manes. Moving towards them, Pax helped Xinalith up onto Cantaloupe before hopping on Lilly.

It would be a bit of a walk and this is as close to a horse drawn carriage as I could get given the time.

With that they started riding into the sunset. Though one of the forest paths until eventually they breeched the tree line. A hillside with an almost perfect view of the horizon. Rolling hills as the terrain to catch the soon to be cascading colours.

The picnic itself was also already set up. A large and plush blanket laid out. Dinner for two, marinated chicken, asparagus and rice. Dessert would remain hidden for now but there was also a fruit tray because he knew Xinalith. All the food covered and waiting for them. There was also champagne in an ice bucket with two glasses beside it. Flower petals rained down on the blanket and surrounding area, some fluttering away in the wind.

Helping Xinalith down the horses were dismissed as he walked them over.

Seeing the horses also dressed up with their pretty flowers, Xinalith couldn't help but coo. Lilly looked oh so beautiful with vibrant colours woven into her mane, and Cantaloupe looked ever so dashing with his. Thanking Pax as he helped them up, the pair were soon off.

Now, Xinalith couldn't quite tell you what it was they were expecting with this. Perhaps just a simple blanket, a basket of food and a nice view, for really it would be the company that made up the date. But as they broke through and saw the picturesque scene before them, as well as the picnic itself set up so neatly, they couldn't help the sparkle in their eyes. The petals themselves floating down the area added to the picture, making it seem like they just walked into a painting rather than took a horse ride here.

Gently squeezing Pax's hand when they headed over, Xinalith looked up at him with a bright smile.

It's your first time? Pax, this is beautiful.

Taking a seat on the blanket, the sorcerer couldn't help but just eye the view in awe, colours in the sky blending with one another as the sun continued to lower itself to make way for the moon. A few stars could always be seen beginning to twinkle away, but were still overwhelmed by the warmth the sun provided.

Truth be told, I didn't even know this little spot existed. Sure, I knew there were hills around, but I certainly had no idea just how beautiful it was. And the picnic itself?

Xinalith chuckled softly.

Helping them down onto the blanket he smiled warmly. Tender and full of adoration. He was still nervous, but mainly because there was more to come.

I've never been on a date before, much less set one up.

I actually happened upon it by accident. I saw it and knew this was where I wanted to bring you. Am I odd for liking that it's new to you? It feels more special that way.

I'm glad you like it. Really that was my main goal.

I can’t help but be shocked by that. Sure, you have your… hm, preference on keeping to yourself, let’s say.

That’s putting it nicely, too.

But I still can’t believe you’re also new at things like this.

Their smiles warmed even more as they shook their head.

No, it isn’t. I think it’s more special too. A brand new place to make memories with someone special, yes?

Yes, let’s. I’ll start uncovering the food.

Assuming Pax would begin with the drinks, Xinalith lifted off the coverings of their meal before serving them up for the pair. As well as this, they made sure to hand over the cutlery, and even put some napkins out just in case.

I can't say I was very interested. Sure a one night stand here or there but I never really wanted to be with anyone. It was easier and better to be alone. You changed that. Solitude used to be what I sought out but now it's you.

Why would I put in that effort to someone that I simply had no interest in? You however, deserve all my effort.

If anything I'm shocked you didn't date more. I know you explained your reasons why before, but I don't know. You being a hopeless romantic as you are I figured it would have been something you wanted or were looking for.

Getting the bottle he carefully undid it. Rather than popping the cork he muffled it in his hand knowing how Xinalith was with loud noise. After that he poured them both a bubbling glass.

Well you can thank the very quaint shop a few doors down from the mailing place. I would have cooked but I figured we should have something nice. I'll make something for you another time.

But cheers. To us. To you being mine and that making me happier than I've been in years.

Pax smiled warmly, holding up the glass.

Maybe it was scary to Xinalith. Maybe feeling like that so soon was ridiculous. Silly. Overreaching for something that may just be temporary. But when you’ve gone many years without finding that person, or feeling the emotions they do, it’s hard not to. Like somehow, the universe put these two into a situation that many would never find themselves in; one full of danger, uncertainty for tomorrow, bitterness and the potential of betrayal. And yet, from those very events, they found each other.

They found peace in a world where things were terrifying. They found safety in a land where many were out to get them. They found warmth from a man who once appeared so cold. They found their special person in a place one would never dream of looking. A diamond in the rough.

Then I truly am the luckiest mage to have wandered this land if I were able to capture your heart, just like you have mine.

Ah, yes. Those were merely dreams. I was far too dedicated, far too absorbed. But you…

Xinalith would smile softly, scarlets wandering over him as they watched him open the champagne.

You are fascinating in your own way. You peak my curiosity more and more, and I simply want to know everything about you. And you are the sort of man my younger self would’ve dreamed about growing up.

Chuckling fondly, they took their glass and also held it up, letting it meet with Pax’s.

To us. To you also being mine, and for us starting a life we both deserve.

With that, they took a sip, the drink going down smoothly and oh-so refreshing. Champagne wasn’t something they drank often, but it was nice every once in a while.

Now then, let’s start eating before the food really does get cold from our sappy talking.

Xinalith teased, placing their drink down so they could dig in. The first thing that they tasted was the chicken, and by the gods was it incredible. The flavours melting on their tongue, the juiciness of the chicken just right, something that they couldn’t tire from eating.

When things were at their darkest, Xinalith became his light.

And I'm the luckiest man to have captured yours.

I am very grateful I was able to capture your attention, because you also caught mine. Younger you had good taste then.

Pax teased with a little smirk. His younger self would have been in absolute awe. To be with someone like Xinalith, someone so kind and breathtaking, not to mention the tower he was now moving into. The small child would have pinched himself and assumed it was all a dream. Hell current him was still doing that.

Clinking the glasses he took a sip. Champagne wasn't something he got...well ever. It was a luxury item in his mind and not one he needed or wanted, but things change. Xinalith deserved luxurious things, especially on a date. They deserved the best. With all that being said he learned champagne might not be for him. It was like dry bubbly water. Next time maybe a nice wine instead.

Chuckling he couldn't help but agree and start to dig in. Of course he started with the chicken and much like Xinalith had a reaction to it.

Holy shit this is good. What is that sauce? Mushroom? Damn that old lady can cook.

After all the time on the road, eating proper food again was good. Very good. Sure Pax or Xinalith would cook but it wasn't normally fancy because the available cooking area wasn't made for it. The steak Xinalith made was phenomenal, homemade food by them always was, but this was great.

The pair chatted while they ate, some laughter being shared, champagne poured. It was nice. A good start to the date.

Once they were finished up, Pax did a small clean up to get the dishes out of the way.

Yes, of course they had good taste. They are me, and I have the best taste. I'm just older now.

When eating their meal, they were in another form of bliss. Good food did that, one supposed.

It's always the elderly folk that knows how to cook.

And eventually, it would be finished. Empty dishes - that's right, Xinalith actually cleared their plate and didn't leave any extra for Pax like they normally would. That's how you know the food was good - and spent a bit more time chatting away. Just simply enjoying one another's presence, sharing jokes and laughs, a few little random topics thrown into the mix.

At the promise of dessert though? Xinalith perked up. They always had room for dessert.

Dessert? Yes, I'd love dessert! I always want dessert.

Seeing their excitement for dessert he couldn't help but chuckle.

You're cute.

Alright, first we have chocolate covered strawberries. Then some mini fruit galettes. Peach, pear, apple and mixed berry, I couldn't decide. I also have some whipped cream.

As he listed off the desserts he was pulling them out. An array that they could bring whatever was left over back to the tower after.

Should I start making sure there is always a dessert around for you? I could always attempt to learn to bake even if I shouldn't be let near a kitchen.

Once again, Xinalith needed to chew on Pax yesterday. They'll have to make up for it by biting him as much as they could when they got back home.

Oh my gods, you're spoiling me rotten.

They couldn't help themselves, already reaching for one of the strawberries to take a bite. The fruit itself was juicy, rich in their sweet flavour, and the chocolate simply added to it. Sugary, melting in their mouth along with the strawberry... people should really start covering more fruits with chocolate, because this was divine. And so easy to eat and make, too.

Xinalith would then take another one, but this time held it up for Pax.

You're a man clearly after my heart if you did that. I would be the happiest elf you'd know. I love anything sweet, but jam tarts are my favourite. If you do manage to set fire to the kitchen, at least I know spells to extinguish it.

They teased, waving the strawberry a little.

Pax couldn't help but smile. They deserved the world and he was going to try his best to give it to them. Though he wouldn't mind being chewed on if he could have ready Xinalith's mind.

Just when he was about to take his own strawberry to try, one was held up to him.

Didn't I make that obvious before? Of course I want your heart. I want all of you. Though hearing this it seems I will be attempting to learn to bake. And make jam. It's good to know. I'll keep water nearby and scream really loud if the water isn't enough.

When he was told they wished to feed him, he chuckled. Leaning in Pax took the berry with a pleased hum. Very sweet and juicy, with a light tartness the chocolate cut. They were amazing. Chocolate covered strawberries should be more places.

They are really good.

Picking up another, he held it to Xinalith.

My turn to feed you now.

Recently? Yes, absolutely. At least, after they first cuddled, Pax made it incredibly obvious. All the flirting, the sweet talking, the touching. That was clear as day. But before all of that? Ha! Not at a fucking chance! It was hard to tell when majority of his facial expressions were looking like he shoved something up his ass and regretted it. There were only little pieces here and there that had made Xinalith raise a brow or wonder if he was doing it out of ease for the contract, or if he genuinely cared for them.

But anyway, that's by the by. All in the past now, and they still made it to where they were now.

Yes, you do. Now, anyway. It all properly clicked for me the night we first cuddled. I mean, you could've scoffed at the agreement, mocked me for it or just pushed me to the floor, but you didn't. Before that though? No. No, you didn't. I don't even know when your thoughts about me started to change.

Chuckling when one was held up for them, Xinalith leaned in and took a bite. Delicious. Truly delicious.

Maybe it was the cheesiness that made it better. They liked the sickly sweet nature of all of this. Feeding one another, having planned on going to a formal dance just so they could dress up, Pax sometimes sweeping them off their feet just to hold them. Xinalith didn't anticipate to love it all, but oh they did. Truly a hopeless romantic, and Pax was already starting to tick off all the boxes.

He couldn't help but chuckle, almost a little bashfully as he looked to his bubbling glass. Taking a moment to think on the question asked. A deep breath mingled with a long sigh.

Honestly I'm not sure. Don't get me wrong, I'm not blind. From the moment I saw you I knew you were attractive but that didn't really matter to me.

I know that night I was drunk I was willing to push more than I would sober. That was probably the point of no return even when I was telling myself it wasn't.

As for when it started though...I don't think it was one action or moment. It started slow. You were fun to bother, I like your reactions, so there was something playful to that. Then we talked more and you were intelligent, self assured, determined. They are attractive traits.

Actually looking back the moment when I probably realised that I was looking at you differently was the night you had that nightmare. You were vulnerable and I felt like I just wanted to make you feel better. That was new. I wouldn't have normally cared. With you I did and I couldn't really tell you why.

Taking a sip of the champagne he hummed.

Though, their head did tilt upon hearing his 'moment'. The nightmare? That was... well, unexpected.

Really? How... surprising. I didn't expect that. Though, I do appreciate you reaching out quietly. I don't recall if I thanked you for it already, but thank you. I didn't want a big gesture, but it was the thought that both counted and helped.

A chuckle left them when the question was turned back onto him, swirling their own glass of champagne before finishing it off with a long sip.

Because it was the first time I got to see the real you. Not some mask you put on yourself, none of that coldness you exhibited. Simply you. A light that still shines in the darkness that I had a feeling not many get to see.

You always came across as a cold man. Tough exterior, didn't make much room to play around, if you did they were only on your terms and if others tried, they would only be met with that bored look of yours. So, being able to see a more playful side of you, hearing your laughter coming out real and genuine, seeing you smile so brightly? It was a sight that drew me in and it may have been the first time I felt an ache in my chest.

He finished his drink while they explained. A panging in his chest.

It was so odd to be seen in such a way, perhaps to be seen at all. He tried his best to not let people see that, even now it was just Xinalith. Quick to flip back to his old ways and what he knew when around others. Knowing it was this fall of his mask that made Xinalith like him had his heart racing. Maybe he should thank the mercenaries for almost slicing him in two. That dazed out moment led to all of this after all.

You have no idea how terrified I was every time I made a move on you. That you would push me away or freak out. You never did though. I'm glad you never did.

Really I don't know how you kept breaking down my walls and peer behind my mask but you did. Time and time again. Eventually I didn't want to keep you out, I wanted you close and with me.

Whatever the path and how we got here, I'm happy where we are.

Looking to the sky, the sun was starting to dip.

Come here.

Quiet words as he pulled Xinalith in close to him. An arm wrapped around them as he kissed their temple.

The sky lit up with shades of pink and orange, like a candied horizon. As it sand lower hues of red and deep blue streaked the sky. A chill settling in the air when the sun finally made its departure. The stars starting to become brighter and twinkle above them.

A starlit picnic as they talked about.

I'm honoured then to have been given the chance to see the real you with your walls down. That you let me in, even if at first you didn't intend on it. That you kept me in and let me keep you company.

Chuckling quietly, they placed their empty glass down, now sitting up a little properly.

Honestly, at first I was a little unsure. I don't often like having people touching me. But with you? I couldn't explain it, it was strangely comforting. The first thing I noticed was how warm you felt, and I found myself chasing it. So, as much as you're glad I never moved away or 'freaked out', I'm glad you made those moves. Because gods knows I probably wouldn't have been able to bring myself to do it.

That smile of theirs only widened, happily letting him pull them in and getting comfortable at his side. One hand resting on his thigh to gently rub it before it landed on his knee and remained there. Leaning into his kiss simply to lay their head against him, using his body as that warmth they spoke about when the sky started to not only change in scenery but invite the cool air to kiss exposed skin.

As the night fell, Pax's gaze moved from the sky to Xinalith. Holding them a little closer to keep them warm. The sky couldn't compare to their gleam. Pale skin shimmering in the moonlight. Truly this was where they shone the most. Ethereal enough to walk the astral plane itself. They were truly the most precious thing in his life. Easily replacing what he thought he held dear. How could anyone or anything compare to them?

The light in the darkness, laughter in the broken, a smile in the sorrow, warmth in the tundra. They were the very thing he never knew he needed to be reminded that life could be beautiful and more than a chose. They were a glimmer of hope turned an inferno.

Everything about the night was magical to them. Literally speaking and metaphorically. Impossible questions to have answered, mysteries that they may not be able to solve in their life time, but perhaps far into the future someone will. Maybe someone will be able to travel up there and understand more than they could possibly ever. And maybe the stars will tell that individual the stories that Xinalith lived through and knew all too well.

Eventually, their mesmerised gaze moved away from the night sky and fell onto Pax, meeting emeralds before bashfully smiling. How long had he been looking at them? Because with the way his eyes seemed to linger on them, trying to see into them, it felt like some time. That alone made their heart pick up in speed.

Tilting their head at his hushed words, followed by a few confused blinks, they slowly nodded. What could he have possibly up his sleeve? This night already, their first date where they can freely be themselves, was already so wonderful. So perfect. Simple, maybe, but with him? Simply perfect.

Okay. Yes, I'm up for it. How long will it take?

Not long.

Pax leaned in to steal a kiss before getting up. Making his way east of where they were, a few hundred meters, his shadow could be seen lighting a match and then lighting something set up over there. A few sparking fuses coming to life before he jogged back over to Xinalith. Pulling them into his lap his hands moved to their ears like earmuffs before facing them in the direction.

They did keep their eyes in the direction he went off in, their head tilting over to the other side at... whatever it was he was doing. Though apparently, they didn't have to wonder for too long, for he was already on his way back and they were quickly pulled into his lap.

Pax, what are you-

Xinalith began to ask when they felt his hands over their ears, brows knitting together in confusion when they were made to look back at the sky. Several blinks later and then they witnessed it all, their very person painted in the many lights of the fireworks.

Another moment where their inner child practically blossomed. Expression brightening up as a grin spread across their face, a soft gasp falling in awe as they watched all the colours dance and perform in the night sky. A hint of nostalgia ebbing its way into their heart and soul as they were reminded of moments back from their childhood to now.

Walking along the canal in one of the cities during the nightlife of a festival, their tiny hand in their guardians before they'd be lifted up onto his shoulders so they could watch the fireworks or magic equivalent, funnily enough also wearing earmuffs so the loud noises wouldn't bring them discomfort. Moments in their tower when they grew up and lived alone, wandering to the balcony just so they could watch the nearest town's display light up the sky with beautiful strings of colours, visuals and more. And then more recently, where Pax came into the picture, the two watching the magic display moments before sharing their first kiss. It was so beautiful, so beyond incredible, and all Xinalith could do was simply watch.

This. This was the very perfect date.

When the fireworks came to an eventual end, the stars and moon being the main source of light once more, Xinalith brought his hands down so they could slowly turn around in his hold. Making sure to get themselves comfortable again in his lap, their scarlets searched for his emeralds before gently placing their hands on his cheeks.

You have really outdone yourself. Thank you. That was... I don't have the words. It was beautiful. It was meaningful. I loved it. Thank you.

Sure, he was still watching the fireworks, but he had wandering eyes.

A mix of being completely enthralled by their beauty and wanting to make sure they liked it. By the looks of that smile and the sparkle in those scarlet eyes, they did.

His assumptions would be proven correct as the show ended, his hands being moved as Xinalith's face properly came into view. Words that made him smile and caused his heart to hurt from how hard it was beating.

Before he could reply, he was pulled in for a kiss. One that seemed to scream at his very soul, message clearly received. Of course he reciprocated in kind. Arms wrapping around them to pull them in impossibly closer. Something so tender and needy. A silent declaration to them.

By the time the pair pulled away Pax was breathless. All of it stolen from him as he softly panted. A smile forming as he breathlessly chuckled.

So, am I safe to assume I lived up to my promise of this being the best date?

Yes, you did. The perfect date. I loved it.

Maybe it was the atmosphere being heavy with romance, maybe it was the overwhelming joy they were feeling in this moment, or maybe it was Pax themselves. Whatever it was, it sparked the need for them to completely drown him in kisses, peppering them all over his face, jawline, neck, wherever they could reach. Completely over the moon.

Stealing a few of the kisses meant for his face a slightly dazed hum left him. He'd blame it on the champagne, but it was all Xinalith.

No I made the foreworks, picked up a few materials but I made them.

It shouldn't be a shock that the man knew how to make explosives. They weren't his preferred form of projectile but he still knew how. As for the colours it was simple science and chemical reactions. Strangely he had most of the supplies on him already, it was just the amount of explosive powder he needed to pick up.

I'm very glad you liked it though. I want to only give you the best because you deserve it.

You are ever so impressive, you know that? Making fireworks for this? Oh, aren't you the sweetest.

Well, I seem to already have the best. You're right here.

Melting in his hold, their own arms wrapping around him tightly as their face nuzzled into the crook of his neck, it seemed the pair would remain like this for a few moments. Just taking in one another's presence as much as they could; sharing each other's warmth, adoration, joy; a few more hushed words of appreciation echoed for him to hear, mostly about how happy they were because of him. Xinalith's very being was simply drowning in sickly sweetness, wanting to just share it with him. Because he deserved it.

Pax deserved to be adored. Deserved to be happy. Deserved everything good in the world to be at his fingertips.

Eventually, Xinalith lifted their head up to look at him better, humming softly as they pressed another kiss onto his cheek.

Call it the champagne, the cold, but hearing Xinalith said that made his cheeks feel a little warm. To know he was the best, at least for them, made him feel all warm and fuzzy inside. Holding them a little closer with doting kisses on their cheek and temple as they cuddled under the stars.

Dare Pax say, this was the perfect moment. A perfect night, with the perfect person.

Oh but when he felt that kiss, saw those ruby reds and hears their words his heart soared. Such strong feelings washing over him a small glossing of his eyes would be hidden by the night.

Home.

That one little thing he never quite had. His entire life places were just buildings. Yet now, with Xinalith, he had a home. Swallowing down those bubbling feelings of emotional over joy, he nodded.

Yeah, let's go home. We can always come back out here another time.

Stealing one more lingering kiss he helped them both up. Packing everything up was easy enough, all returning to the basket before he whistled for the horses. Luckily Lilly wasn't scared of the noises and it seemed Cantaloupe wasn't either. Making sure everything was strapped on he helped Xinalith up before mounting his own horse, heading home.

A starlit ride back through the forest before the soft lights from the tower came into view. Welcoming. Warm. Home.

Dismounting and getting everything off of the horses he would deal with the rest later. Now he wanted to focus on Xinalith. Scooping them up princess style with a nip to their jaw he was smiling warmly at them.

But now, there was another. And they were ecstatic about it.

When they were back and dismounted their horse, they didn't expect to suddenly be swept off their feet once more. A surprise yelp falling from them, the nip pulling out laughter from them as they wrapped their arms around his shoulders for extra stability.

The bedroom, darling. I can hear our bed calling out already.

Plus, it was warm. Out here was cold. Cold was bad, but warm was good.

Assuming Pax agreed, as they entered the tower once more, what would first catch Xinalith's eye would be a pristine, white letter sitting on a small side table just by the entryway. Blinking a couple of times, they pointed towards it as a quiet way to tell Pax they wanted a look, in which they'd find the envelope to be handwritten in the cleanest yet oh-so familiar cursive.

Picking it up, they quickly opened it and let their scarlets move across the page, their smile beginning to fall into one of what could only be described as nerves.

Blinking several times, they started to wave their letter around, as if trying to make Pax read it. Except, how could he? They were moving it around. Idiot.

My guardian received my letter. He wants to drop by for a visit next week. Next week! And oh, he doesn't sound thrilled. Look, look, he's going to kill me-

Dramatic ass.

Anyway, if Pax did actually grant himself the chance to read it, he'd find just one small page of delicate, careful handwriting inked by a quill. The following would be seen:

Xinalith, Expect a visit from me in five days time. I am failing to understand how you have managed to make the tower noted in your letter your 'new home', and I am concerned that this 'Pax' you mentioned is the one I've been hearing so much about over the years. You have been fine as far as I'm aware. If my assumptions are correct, I don't see what has changed or why you could possibly need a mercenary involved in this. - R.

Hmm, the bed does sound nice.

As he was making his way over they had pointed to that very letter. It was habit how fast his mood shifted. Eyes narrowing on it. He was unaware of who sent it nor how the letter got in here. Walking over to hand it over to Xinalith, Pax could already see their bubbling anxiety. As the letter was moved around his brows furrowed to read it while listening to them.

Your guardian? Why would he be coming and why would he want to ki-

All words stopped as he finally got to read the letter. Him. Of course it was him. He was the issue at hand. Their guardian, the necromancer, the mage, the one that raised and cared for Xinalith knew of who Pax was and wasn't happy about it. Pax had done some horrific things while working as a mercenary, there was a reason his name proceeded him, and their guardian apparently knew of his actions. Or at least some of them.

It was amazing how fast a mood could drop.

A swirling of anxiety and nerves began. In any normal circumstance he would tell the person to fuck off if not worse. However this was someone close to Xinalith that they cared about. Fuck you saw how he was with Kl'yth. He had no idea what to do or how to go about this. He barely knew how to talk to people.

Staring blankly at the letter a few times his gaze slowly moved off and onto nothing.

It was only now as the sun was low in the sky that he made it back to the tower. Seeing how big it was, he wasn't about to go room to room.

Xinalith? Where's my pretty mage at?

Surprisingly, even doing things as mundane as chores was enjoyable when they were with him. It was nice, being able to properly be seen with him and not have to worry about people using it against them. Though, they did pout when Pax refused to let them see just what he had picked up, curiosity getting the better of them and unable to have it satisfied.

Whilst he was away though, Xinalith was busy tidying up the vault, lowering barriers down and gathering them up to place them elsewhere ready for the collection. The organisation was just to detail what there was, how much it'd come to, a collection date, the usual. Agreeing on it being within the next few days, Xinalith thought it would be a good idea to get them all out so when they had the time, Pax can get his weaponry straight in to replace them. After that though? It was the case of getting ready for their date.

Which oh, how excited they were. Whilst they weren't going anywhere fancy, they did want to look nice for it. Of course they did, they wanted to look good for Pax. He was putting in all of the effort for setting it up, after all. So, they found an outfit that they liked the look of - a turtleneck with some nicely fitted pants, topped with a beautiful, large cardigan to keep them warm - and got to work on their hair. Whilst they kept it down, they did decide to give themselves a side parting, as well as tuck some of it behind their ear to show off the jewellery they had purchased back at the festival.

Hearing Pax call out to them though, they chuckled and made their way out of the bedroom, already ready as they leaned over the railings to look down and spot him.

Your pretty mage is here! I'll come down to you.

Making sure they got everything... so, themselves, Xinalith soon headed down the stairs to meet back up with Pax. A little quickly. Very quickly, actually. They even skipped some of the steps on the way down.

In their time travelling together it was mostly survival. Bare necessities which included clothing. He had never seen them in something like this before. They looked...

Wow.

It came out breathless. Lost in looking over them and how stunning they really were.

You look amazing, beautiful.

His eyes wandering over them with a soft smile.

Let me get changed. You deserve to have me looking proper for our first date.

Kissing their cheek he slipped off to the bedroom. While he didn't have a huge variety of fancier clothing he had some. A black button up with the first few buttons down. Smart, black pants and a brown belt. Not exactly picnic attire but they deserved that. Deciding to be a little extra he grabbed one of the oils he didn't use often. A mix or cedar and salted ocean smells that he dabbed on.

Once ready he made his way back down stairs, picking Xinalith up to spin the pair around. Face chest level to them as he held around their thighs to keep them up.

Thank you.

Seeing as Pax was now getting ready himself, they decided to just hang around the bottom floor and wait for him. Xinalith was trying their best to keep still, they really were, but I cannot begin to emphasise just how excited they were for this date. It was one that they knew was a special outing with a man they had strong feelings for. One who made them blush, laugh, smile. One who made them feel safe, happy, comfortable. And as a bonus, he was devilishly handsome, and hearing that he was going to 'look proper'? They had grown used to seeing him wear armoured pieces or comforting attire. Of course they were ecstatic.

When he eventually came back, scarlets moved to the sound of footsteps approach, soft laughter immediately being pulled from them as they were swept off their feet and spun around. Hands made their way to rest on his shoulders as they beamed down at him, heart hammering away. Xinalith wondered if Pax was able to hear it from where he was, though frankly? They didn't mind if he did. It just further proved how he made them feel.

Hello. You look incredible.

A quick peck on his forehead would let the scent of his oils waft up into their nose, causing a smile to break free.

And smell really, really good too.

They needed to chew on him yesterday.

Hmm, a bit of both?

Pax smiled and slowly lowered them before taking their hand. Walking outside the horses were readied, flowers braided in their manes. Moving towards them, Pax helped Xinalith up onto Cantaloupe before hopping on Lilly.

It would be a bit of a walk and this is as close to a horse drawn carriage as I could get given the time.

With that they started riding into the sunset. Though one of the forest paths until eventually they breeched the tree line. A hillside with an almost perfect view of the horizon. Rolling hills as the terrain to catch the soon to be cascading colours.

The picnic itself was also already set up. A large and plush blanket laid out. Dinner for two, marinated chicken, asparagus and rice. Dessert would remain hidden for now but there was also a fruit tray because he knew Xinalith. All the food covered and waiting for them. There was also champagne in an ice bucket with two glasses beside it. Flower petals rained down on the blanket and surrounding area, some fluttering away in the wind.

Helping Xinalith down the horses were dismissed as he walked them over.

Seeing the horses also dressed up with their pretty flowers, Xinalith couldn't help but coo. Lilly looked oh so beautiful with vibrant colours woven into her mane, and Cantaloupe looked ever so dashing with his. Thanking Pax as he helped them up, the pair were soon off.

Now, Xinalith couldn't quite tell you what it was they were expecting with this. Perhaps just a simple blanket, a basket of food and a nice view, for really it would be the company that made up the date. But as they broke through and saw the picturesque scene before them, as well as the picnic itself set up so neatly, they couldn't help the sparkle in their eyes. The petals themselves floating down the area added to the picture, making it seem like they just walked into a painting rather than took a horse ride here.

Gently squeezing Pax's hand when they headed over, Xinalith looked up at him with a bright smile.

It's your first time? Pax, this is beautiful.

Taking a seat on the blanket, the sorcerer couldn't help but just eye the view in awe, colours in the sky blending with one another as the sun continued to lower itself to make way for the moon. A few stars could always be seen beginning to twinkle away, but were still overwhelmed by the warmth the sun provided.

Truth be told, I didn't even know this little spot existed. Sure, I knew there were hills around, but I certainly had no idea just how beautiful it was. And the picnic itself?

Xinalith chuckled softly.

Helping them down onto the blanket he smiled warmly. Tender and full of adoration. He was still nervous, but mainly because there was more to come.

I've never been on a date before, much less set one up.

I actually happened upon it by accident. I saw it and knew this was where I wanted to bring you. Am I odd for liking that it's new to you? It feels more special that way.

I'm glad you like it. Really that was my main goal.

I can’t help but be shocked by that. Sure, you have your… hm, preference on keeping to yourself, let’s say.

That’s putting it nicely, too.

But I still can’t believe you’re also new at things like this.

Their smiles warmed even more as they shook their head.

No, it isn’t. I think it’s more special too. A brand new place to make memories with someone special, yes?

Yes, let’s. I’ll start uncovering the food.

Assuming Pax would begin with the drinks, Xinalith lifted off the coverings of their meal before serving them up for the pair. As well as this, they made sure to hand over the cutlery, and even put some napkins out just in case.

I can't say I was very interested. Sure a one night stand here or there but I never really wanted to be with anyone. It was easier and better to be alone. You changed that. Solitude used to be what I sought out but now it's you.

Why would I put in that effort to someone that I simply had no interest in? You however, deserve all my effort.

If anything I'm shocked you didn't date more. I know you explained your reasons why before, but I don't know. You being a hopeless romantic as you are I figured it would have been something you wanted or were looking for.

Getting the bottle he carefully undid it. Rather than popping the cork he muffled it in his hand knowing how Xinalith was with loud noise. After that he poured them both a bubbling glass.

Well you can thank the very quaint shop a few doors down from the mailing place. I would have cooked but I figured we should have something nice. I'll make something for you another time.

But cheers. To us. To you being mine and that making me happier than I've been in years.

Pax smiled warmly, holding up the glass.

Maybe it was scary to Xinalith. Maybe feeling like that so soon was ridiculous. Silly. Overreaching for something that may just be temporary. But when you’ve gone many years without finding that person, or feeling the emotions they do, it’s hard not to. Like somehow, the universe put these two into a situation that many would never find themselves in; one full of danger, uncertainty for tomorrow, bitterness and the potential of betrayal. And yet, from those very events, they found each other.

They found peace in a world where things were terrifying. They found safety in a land where many were out to get them. They found warmth from a man who once appeared so cold. They found their special person in a place one would never dream of looking. A diamond in the rough.

Then I truly am the luckiest mage to have wandered this land if I were able to capture your heart, just like you have mine.

Ah, yes. Those were merely dreams. I was far too dedicated, far too absorbed. But you…

Xinalith would smile softly, scarlets wandering over him as they watched him open the champagne.

You are fascinating in your own way. You peak my curiosity more and more, and I simply want to know everything about you. And you are the sort of man my younger self would’ve dreamed about growing up.

Chuckling fondly, they took their glass and also held it up, letting it meet with Pax’s.

To us. To you also being mine, and for us starting a life we both deserve.

With that, they took a sip, the drink going down smoothly and oh-so refreshing. Champagne wasn’t something they drank often, but it was nice every once in a while.

Now then, let’s start eating before the food really does get cold from our sappy talking.

Xinalith teased, placing their drink down so they could dig in. The first thing that they tasted was the chicken, and by the gods was it incredible. The flavours melting on their tongue, the juiciness of the chicken just right, something that they couldn’t tire from eating.

When things were at their darkest, Xinalith became his light.

And I'm the luckiest man to have captured yours.

I am very grateful I was able to capture your attention, because you also caught mine. Younger you had good taste then.

Pax teased with a little smirk. His younger self would have been in absolute awe. To be with someone like Xinalith, someone so kind and breathtaking, not to mention the tower he was now moving into. The small child would have pinched himself and assumed it was all a dream. Hell current him was still doing that.

Clinking the glasses he took a sip. Champagne wasn't something he got...well ever. It was a luxury item in his mind and not one he needed or wanted, but things change. Xinalith deserved luxurious things, especially on a date. They deserved the best. With all that being said he learned champagne might not be for him. It was like dry bubbly water. Next time maybe a nice wine instead.

Chuckling he couldn't help but agree and start to dig in. Of course he started with the chicken and much like Xinalith had a reaction to it.

Holy shit this is good. What is that sauce? Mushroom? Damn that old lady can cook.

After all the time on the road, eating proper food again was good. Very good. Sure Pax or Xinalith would cook but it wasn't normally fancy because the available cooking area wasn't made for it. The steak Xinalith made was phenomenal, homemade food by them always was, but this was great.

The pair chatted while they ate, some laughter being shared, champagne poured. It was nice. A good start to the date.

Once they were finished up, Pax did a small clean up to get the dishes out of the way.

Yes, of course they had good taste. They are me, and I have the best taste. I'm just older now.

When eating their meal, they were in another form of bliss. Good food did that, one supposed.

It's always the elderly folk that knows how to cook.

And eventually, it would be finished. Empty dishes - that's right, Xinalith actually cleared their plate and didn't leave any extra for Pax like they normally would. That's how you know the food was good - and spent a bit more time chatting away. Just simply enjoying one another's presence, sharing jokes and laughs, a few little random topics thrown into the mix.

At the promise of dessert though? Xinalith perked up. They always had room for dessert.

Dessert? Yes, I'd love dessert! I always want dessert.

Seeing their excitement for dessert he couldn't help but chuckle.

You're cute.

Alright, first we have chocolate covered strawberries. Then some mini fruit galettes. Peach, pear, apple and mixed berry, I couldn't decide. I also have some whipped cream.

As he listed off the desserts he was pulling them out. An array that they could bring whatever was left over back to the tower after.

Should I start making sure there is always a dessert around for you? I could always attempt to learn to bake even if I shouldn't be let near a kitchen.

Once again, Xinalith needed to chew on Pax yesterday. They'll have to make up for it by biting him as much as they could when they got back home.

Oh my gods, you're spoiling me rotten.

They couldn't help themselves, already reaching for one of the strawberries to take a bite. The fruit itself was juicy, rich in their sweet flavour, and the chocolate simply added to it. Sugary, melting in their mouth along with the strawberry... people should really start covering more fruits with chocolate, because this was divine. And so easy to eat and make, too.

Xinalith would then take another one, but this time held it up for Pax.

You're a man clearly after my heart if you did that. I would be the happiest elf you'd know. I love anything sweet, but jam tarts are my favourite. If you do manage to set fire to the kitchen, at least I know spells to extinguish it.

They teased, waving the strawberry a little.

Pax couldn't help but smile. They deserved the world and he was going to try his best to give it to them. Though he wouldn't mind being chewed on if he could have ready Xinalith's mind.

Just when he was about to take his own strawberry to try, one was held up to him.

Didn't I make that obvious before? Of course I want your heart. I want all of you. Though hearing this it seems I will be attempting to learn to bake. And make jam. It's good to know. I'll keep water nearby and scream really loud if the water isn't enough.

When he was told they wished to feed him, he chuckled. Leaning in Pax took the berry with a pleased hum. Very sweet and juicy, with a light tartness the chocolate cut. They were amazing. Chocolate covered strawberries should be more places.

They are really good.

Picking up another, he held it to Xinalith.

My turn to feed you now.

Recently? Yes, absolutely. At least, after they first cuddled, Pax made it incredibly obvious. All the flirting, the sweet talking, the touching. That was clear as day. But before all of that? Ha! Not at a fucking chance! It was hard to tell when majority of his facial expressions were looking like he shoved something up his ass and regretted it. There were only little pieces here and there that had made Xinalith raise a brow or wonder if he was doing it out of ease for the contract, or if he genuinely cared for them.

But anyway, that's by the by. All in the past now, and they still made it to where they were now.

Yes, you do. Now, anyway. It all properly clicked for me the night we first cuddled. I mean, you could've scoffed at the agreement, mocked me for it or just pushed me to the floor, but you didn't. Before that though? No. No, you didn't. I don't even know when your thoughts about me started to change.

Chuckling when one was held up for them, Xinalith leaned in and took a bite. Delicious. Truly delicious.

Maybe it was the cheesiness that made it better. They liked the sickly sweet nature of all of this. Feeding one another, having planned on going to a formal dance just so they could dress up, Pax sometimes sweeping them off their feet just to hold them. Xinalith didn't anticipate to love it all, but oh they did. Truly a hopeless romantic, and Pax was already starting to tick off all the boxes.

He couldn't help but chuckle, almost a little bashfully as he looked to his bubbling glass. Taking a moment to think on the question asked. A deep breath mingled with a long sigh.

Honestly I'm not sure. Don't get me wrong, I'm not blind. From the moment I saw you I knew you were attractive but that didn't really matter to me.

I know that night I was drunk I was willing to push more than I would sober. That was probably the point of no return even when I was telling myself it wasn't.

As for when it started though...I don't think it was one action or moment. It started slow. You were fun to bother, I like your reactions, so there was something playful to that. Then we talked more and you were intelligent, self assured, determined. They are attractive traits.

Actually looking back the moment when I probably realised that I was looking at you differently was the night you had that nightmare. You were vulnerable and I felt like I just wanted to make you feel better. That was new. I wouldn't have normally cared. With you I did and I couldn't really tell you why.

Taking a sip of the champagne he hummed.

Though, their head did tilt upon hearing his 'moment'. The nightmare? That was... well, unexpected.

Really? How... surprising. I didn't expect that. Though, I do appreciate you reaching out quietly. I don't recall if I thanked you for it already, but thank you. I didn't want a big gesture, but it was the thought that both counted and helped.

A chuckle left them when the question was turned back onto him, swirling their own glass of champagne before finishing it off with a long sip.

Because it was the first time I got to see the real you. Not some mask you put on yourself, none of that coldness you exhibited. Simply you. A light that still shines in the darkness that I had a feeling not many get to see.

You always came across as a cold man. Tough exterior, didn't make much room to play around, if you did they were only on your terms and if others tried, they would only be met with that bored look of yours. So, being able to see a more playful side of you, hearing your laughter coming out real and genuine, seeing you smile so brightly? It was a sight that drew me in and it may have been the first time I felt an ache in my chest.

He finished his drink while they explained. A panging in his chest.

It was so odd to be seen in such a way, perhaps to be seen at all. He tried his best to not let people see that, even now it was just Xinalith. Quick to flip back to his old ways and what he knew when around others. Knowing it was this fall of his mask that made Xinalith like him had his heart racing. Maybe he should thank the mercenaries for almost slicing him in two. That dazed out moment led to all of this after all.

You have no idea how terrified I was every time I made a move on you. That you would push me away or freak out. You never did though. I'm glad you never did.

Really I don't know how you kept breaking down my walls and peer behind my mask but you did. Time and time again. Eventually I didn't want to keep you out, I wanted you close and with me.

Whatever the path and how we got here, I'm happy where we are.

Looking to the sky, the sun was starting to dip.

Come here.

Quiet words as he pulled Xinalith in close to him. An arm wrapped around them as he kissed their temple.

The sky lit up with shades of pink and orange, like a candied horizon. As it sand lower hues of red and deep blue streaked the sky. A chill settling in the air when the sun finally made its departure. The stars starting to become brighter and twinkle above them.

A starlit picnic as they talked about.

I'm honoured then to have been given the chance to see the real you with your walls down. That you let me in, even if at first you didn't intend on it. That you kept me in and let me keep you company.

Chuckling quietly, they placed their empty glass down, now sitting up a little properly.

Honestly, at first I was a little unsure. I don't often like having people touching me. But with you? I couldn't explain it, it was strangely comforting. The first thing I noticed was how warm you felt, and I found myself chasing it. So, as much as you're glad I never moved away or 'freaked out', I'm glad you made those moves. Because gods knows I probably wouldn't have been able to bring myself to do it.

That smile of theirs only widened, happily letting him pull them in and getting comfortable at his side. One hand resting on his thigh to gently rub it before it landed on his knee and remained there. Leaning into his kiss simply to lay their head against him, using his body as that warmth they spoke about when the sky started to not only change in scenery but invite the cool air to kiss exposed skin.

As the night fell, Pax's gaze moved from the sky to Xinalith. Holding them a little closer to keep them warm. The sky couldn't compare to their gleam. Pale skin shimmering in the moonlight. Truly this was where they shone the most. Ethereal enough to walk the astral plane itself. They were truly the most precious thing in his life. Easily replacing what he thought he held dear. How could anyone or anything compare to them?

The light in the darkness, laughter in the broken, a smile in the sorrow, warmth in the tundra. They were the very thing he never knew he needed to be reminded that life could be beautiful and more than a chose. They were a glimmer of hope turned an inferno.

Everything about the night was magical to them. Literally speaking and metaphorically. Impossible questions to have answered, mysteries that they may not be able to solve in their life time, but perhaps far into the future someone will. Maybe someone will be able to travel up there and understand more than they could possibly ever. And maybe the stars will tell that individual the stories that Xinalith lived through and knew all too well.

Eventually, their mesmerised gaze moved away from the night sky and fell onto Pax, meeting emeralds before bashfully smiling. How long had he been looking at them? Because with the way his eyes seemed to linger on them, trying to see into them, it felt like some time. That alone made their heart pick up in speed.

Tilting their head at his hushed words, followed by a few confused blinks, they slowly nodded. What could he have possibly up his sleeve? This night already, their first date where they can freely be themselves, was already so wonderful. So perfect. Simple, maybe, but with him? Simply perfect.

Okay. Yes, I'm up for it. How long will it take?

Not long.

Pax leaned in to steal a kiss before getting up. Making his way east of where they were, a few hundred meters, his shadow could be seen lighting a match and then lighting something set up over there. A few sparking fuses coming to life before he jogged back over to Xinalith. Pulling them into his lap his hands moved to their ears like earmuffs before facing them in the direction.

They did keep their eyes in the direction he went off in, their head tilting over to the other side at... whatever it was he was doing. Though apparently, they didn't have to wonder for too long, for he was already on his way back and they were quickly pulled into his lap.

Pax, what are you-

Xinalith began to ask when they felt his hands over their ears, brows knitting together in confusion when they were made to look back at the sky. Several blinks later and then they witnessed it all, their very person painted in the many lights of the fireworks.

Another moment where their inner child practically blossomed. Expression brightening up as a grin spread across their face, a soft gasp falling in awe as they watched all the colours dance and perform in the night sky. A hint of nostalgia ebbing its way into their heart and soul as they were reminded of moments back from their childhood to now.

Walking along the canal in one of the cities during the nightlife of a festival, their tiny hand in their guardians before they'd be lifted up onto his shoulders so they could watch the fireworks or magic equivalent, funnily enough also wearing earmuffs so the loud noises wouldn't bring them discomfort. Moments in their tower when they grew up and lived alone, wandering to the balcony just so they could watch the nearest town's display light up the sky with beautiful strings of colours, visuals and more. And then more recently, where Pax came into the picture, the two watching the magic display moments before sharing their first kiss. It was so beautiful, so beyond incredible, and all Xinalith could do was simply watch.

This. This was the very perfect date.

When the fireworks came to an eventual end, the stars and moon being the main source of light once more, Xinalith brought his hands down so they could slowly turn around in his hold. Making sure to get themselves comfortable again in his lap, their scarlets searched for his emeralds before gently placing their hands on his cheeks.

You have really outdone yourself. Thank you. That was... I don't have the words. It was beautiful. It was meaningful. I loved it. Thank you.

Sure, he was still watching the fireworks, but he had wandering eyes.

A mix of being completely enthralled by their beauty and wanting to make sure they liked it. By the looks of that smile and the sparkle in those scarlet eyes, they did.

His assumptions would be proven correct as the show ended, his hands being moved as Xinalith's face properly came into view. Words that made him smile and caused his heart to hurt from how hard it was beating.

Before he could reply, he was pulled in for a kiss. One that seemed to scream at his very soul, message clearly received. Of course he reciprocated in kind. Arms wrapping around them to pull them in impossibly closer. Something so tender and needy. A silent declaration to them.

By the time the pair pulled away Pax was breathless. All of it stolen from him as he softly panted. A smile forming as he breathlessly chuckled.

So, am I safe to assume I lived up to my promise of this being the best date?

Yes, you did. The perfect date. I loved it.

Maybe it was the atmosphere being heavy with romance, maybe it was the overwhelming joy they were feeling in this moment, or maybe it was Pax themselves. Whatever it was, it sparked the need for them to completely drown him in kisses, peppering them all over his face, jawline, neck, wherever they could reach. Completely over the moon.

Stealing a few of the kisses meant for his face a slightly dazed hum left him. He'd blame it on the champagne, but it was all Xinalith.

No I made the foreworks, picked up a few materials but I made them.

It shouldn't be a shock that the man knew how to make explosives. They weren't his preferred form of projectile but he still knew how. As for the colours it was simple science and chemical reactions. Strangely he had most of the supplies on him already, it was just the amount of explosive powder he needed to pick up.

I'm very glad you liked it though. I want to only give you the best because you deserve it.

You are ever so impressive, you know that? Making fireworks for this? Oh, aren't you the sweetest.

Well, I seem to already have the best. You're right here.

Melting in his hold, their own arms wrapping around him tightly as their face nuzzled into the crook of his neck, it seemed the pair would remain like this for a few moments. Just taking in one another's presence as much as they could; sharing each other's warmth, adoration, joy; a few more hushed words of appreciation echoed for him to hear, mostly about how happy they were because of him. Xinalith's very being was simply drowning in sickly sweetness, wanting to just share it with him. Because he deserved it.

Pax deserved to be adored. Deserved to be happy. Deserved everything good in the world to be at his fingertips.

Eventually, Xinalith lifted their head up to look at him better, humming softly as they pressed another kiss onto his cheek.

Call it the champagne, the cold, but hearing Xinalith said that made his cheeks feel a little warm. To know he was the best, at least for them, made him feel all warm and fuzzy inside. Holding them a little closer with doting kisses on their cheek and temple as they cuddled under the stars.

Dare Pax say, this was the perfect moment. A perfect night, with the perfect person.

Oh but when he felt that kiss, saw those ruby reds and hears their words his heart soared. Such strong feelings washing over him a small glossing of his eyes would be hidden by the night.

Home.

That one little thing he never quite had. His entire life places were just buildings. Yet now, with Xinalith, he had a home. Swallowing down those bubbling feelings of emotional over joy, he nodded.

Yeah, let's go home. We can always come back out here another time.

Stealing one more lingering kiss he helped them both up. Packing everything up was easy enough, all returning to the basket before he whistled for the horses. Luckily Lilly wasn't scared of the noises and it seemed Cantaloupe wasn't either. Making sure everything was strapped on he helped Xinalith up before mounting his own horse, heading home.

A starlit ride back through the forest before the soft lights from the tower came into view. Welcoming. Warm. Home.

Dismounting and getting everything off of the horses he would deal with the rest later. Now he wanted to focus on Xinalith. Scooping them up princess style with a nip to their jaw he was smiling warmly at them.

It was only now as the sun was low in the sky that he made it back to the tower. Seeing how big it was, he wasn't about to go room to room.

Xinalith? Where's my pretty mage at?

Surprisingly, even doing things as mundane as chores was enjoyable when they were with him. It was nice, being able to properly be seen with him and not have to worry about people using it against them. Though, they did pout when Pax refused to let them see just what he had picked up, curiosity getting the better of them and unable to have it satisfied.

Whilst he was away though, Xinalith was busy tidying up the vault, lowering barriers down and gathering them up to place them elsewhere ready for the collection. The organisation was just to detail what there was, how much it'd come to, a collection date, the usual. Agreeing on it being within the next few days, Xinalith thought it would be a good idea to get them all out so when they had the time, Pax can get his weaponry straight in to replace them. After that though? It was the case of getting ready for their date.

Which oh, how excited they were. Whilst they weren't going anywhere fancy, they did want to look nice for it. Of course they did, they wanted to look good for Pax. He was putting in all of the effort for setting it up, after all. So, they found an outfit that they liked the look of - a turtleneck with some nicely fitted pants, topped with a beautiful, large cardigan to keep them warm - and got to work on their hair. Whilst they kept it down, they did decide to give themselves a side parting, as well as tuck some of it behind their ear to show off the jewellery they had purchased back at the festival.

Hearing Pax call out to them though, they chuckled and made their way out of the bedroom, already ready as they leaned over the railings to look down and spot him.

Your pretty mage is here! I'll come down to you.

Making sure they got everything... so, themselves, Xinalith soon headed down the stairs to meet back up with Pax. A little quickly. Very quickly, actually. They even skipped some of the steps on the way down.

In their time travelling together it was mostly survival. Bare necessities which included clothing. He had never seen them in something like this before. They looked...

Wow.

It came out breathless. Lost in looking over them and how stunning they really were.

You look amazing, beautiful.

His eyes wandering over them with a soft smile.

Let me get changed. You deserve to have me looking proper for our first date.

Kissing their cheek he slipped off to the bedroom. While he didn't have a huge variety of fancier clothing he had some. A black button up with the first few buttons down. Smart, black pants and a brown belt. Not exactly picnic attire but they deserved that. Deciding to be a little extra he grabbed one of the oils he didn't use often. A mix or cedar and salted ocean smells that he dabbed on.

Once ready he made his way back down stairs, picking Xinalith up to spin the pair around. Face chest level to them as he held around their thighs to keep them up.

Thank you.

Seeing as Pax was now getting ready himself, they decided to just hang around the bottom floor and wait for him. Xinalith was trying their best to keep still, they really were, but I cannot begin to emphasise just how excited they were for this date. It was one that they knew was a special outing with a man they had strong feelings for. One who made them blush, laugh, smile. One who made them feel safe, happy, comfortable. And as a bonus, he was devilishly handsome, and hearing that he was going to 'look proper'? They had grown used to seeing him wear armoured pieces or comforting attire. Of course they were ecstatic.

When he eventually came back, scarlets moved to the sound of footsteps approach, soft laughter immediately being pulled from them as they were swept off their feet and spun around. Hands made their way to rest on his shoulders as they beamed down at him, heart hammering away. Xinalith wondered if Pax was able to hear it from where he was, though frankly? They didn't mind if he did. It just further proved how he made them feel.

Hello. You look incredible.

A quick peck on his forehead would let the scent of his oils waft up into their nose, causing a smile to break free.

And smell really, really good too.

They needed to chew on him yesterday.

Hmm, a bit of both?

Pax smiled and slowly lowered them before taking their hand. Walking outside the horses were readied, flowers braided in their manes. Moving towards them, Pax helped Xinalith up onto Cantaloupe before hopping on Lilly.

It would be a bit of a walk and this is as close to a horse drawn carriage as I could get given the time.

With that they started riding into the sunset. Though one of the forest paths until eventually they breeched the tree line. A hillside with an almost perfect view of the horizon. Rolling hills as the terrain to catch the soon to be cascading colours.

The picnic itself was also already set up. A large and plush blanket laid out. Dinner for two, marinated chicken, asparagus and rice. Dessert would remain hidden for now but there was also a fruit tray because he knew Xinalith. All the food covered and waiting for them. There was also champagne in an ice bucket with two glasses beside it. Flower petals rained down on the blanket and surrounding area, some fluttering away in the wind.

Helping Xinalith down the horses were dismissed as he walked them over.

Seeing the horses also dressed up with their pretty flowers, Xinalith couldn't help but coo. Lilly looked oh so beautiful with vibrant colours woven into her mane, and Cantaloupe looked ever so dashing with his. Thanking Pax as he helped them up, the pair were soon off.

Now, Xinalith couldn't quite tell you what it was they were expecting with this. Perhaps just a simple blanket, a basket of food and a nice view, for really it would be the company that made up the date. But as they broke through and saw the picturesque scene before them, as well as the picnic itself set up so neatly, they couldn't help the sparkle in their eyes. The petals themselves floating down the area added to the picture, making it seem like they just walked into a painting rather than took a horse ride here.

Gently squeezing Pax's hand when they headed over, Xinalith looked up at him with a bright smile.

It's your first time? Pax, this is beautiful.

Taking a seat on the blanket, the sorcerer couldn't help but just eye the view in awe, colours in the sky blending with one another as the sun continued to lower itself to make way for the moon. A few stars could always be seen beginning to twinkle away, but were still overwhelmed by the warmth the sun provided.

Truth be told, I didn't even know this little spot existed. Sure, I knew there were hills around, but I certainly had no idea just how beautiful it was. And the picnic itself?

Xinalith chuckled softly.

Helping them down onto the blanket he smiled warmly. Tender and full of adoration. He was still nervous, but mainly because there was more to come.

I've never been on a date before, much less set one up.

I actually happened upon it by accident. I saw it and knew this was where I wanted to bring you. Am I odd for liking that it's new to you? It feels more special that way.

I'm glad you like it. Really that was my main goal.

I can’t help but be shocked by that. Sure, you have your… hm, preference on keeping to yourself, let’s say.

That’s putting it nicely, too.

But I still can’t believe you’re also new at things like this.

Their smiles warmed even more as they shook their head.

No, it isn’t. I think it’s more special too. A brand new place to make memories with someone special, yes?

Yes, let’s. I’ll start uncovering the food.

Assuming Pax would begin with the drinks, Xinalith lifted off the coverings of their meal before serving them up for the pair. As well as this, they made sure to hand over the cutlery, and even put some napkins out just in case.

I can't say I was very interested. Sure a one night stand here or there but I never really wanted to be with anyone. It was easier and better to be alone. You changed that. Solitude used to be what I sought out but now it's you.

Why would I put in that effort to someone that I simply had no interest in? You however, deserve all my effort.

If anything I'm shocked you didn't date more. I know you explained your reasons why before, but I don't know. You being a hopeless romantic as you are I figured it would have been something you wanted or were looking for.

Getting the bottle he carefully undid it. Rather than popping the cork he muffled it in his hand knowing how Xinalith was with loud noise. After that he poured them both a bubbling glass.

Well you can thank the very quaint shop a few doors down from the mailing place. I would have cooked but I figured we should have something nice. I'll make something for you another time.

But cheers. To us. To you being mine and that making me happier than I've been in years.

Pax smiled warmly, holding up the glass.

Maybe it was scary to Xinalith. Maybe feeling like that so soon was ridiculous. Silly. Overreaching for something that may just be temporary. But when you’ve gone many years without finding that person, or feeling the emotions they do, it’s hard not to. Like somehow, the universe put these two into a situation that many would never find themselves in; one full of danger, uncertainty for tomorrow, bitterness and the potential of betrayal. And yet, from those very events, they found each other.

They found peace in a world where things were terrifying. They found safety in a land where many were out to get them. They found warmth from a man who once appeared so cold. They found their special person in a place one would never dream of looking. A diamond in the rough.

Then I truly am the luckiest mage to have wandered this land if I were able to capture your heart, just like you have mine.

Ah, yes. Those were merely dreams. I was far too dedicated, far too absorbed. But you…

Xinalith would smile softly, scarlets wandering over him as they watched him open the champagne.

You are fascinating in your own way. You peak my curiosity more and more, and I simply want to know everything about you. And you are the sort of man my younger self would’ve dreamed about growing up.

Chuckling fondly, they took their glass and also held it up, letting it meet with Pax’s.

To us. To you also being mine, and for us starting a life we both deserve.

With that, they took a sip, the drink going down smoothly and oh-so refreshing. Champagne wasn’t something they drank often, but it was nice every once in a while.

Now then, let’s start eating before the food really does get cold from our sappy talking.

Xinalith teased, placing their drink down so they could dig in. The first thing that they tasted was the chicken, and by the gods was it incredible. The flavours melting on their tongue, the juiciness of the chicken just right, something that they couldn’t tire from eating.

When things were at their darkest, Xinalith became his light.

And I'm the luckiest man to have captured yours.

I am very grateful I was able to capture your attention, because you also caught mine. Younger you had good taste then.

Pax teased with a little smirk. His younger self would have been in absolute awe. To be with someone like Xinalith, someone so kind and breathtaking, not to mention the tower he was now moving into. The small child would have pinched himself and assumed it was all a dream. Hell current him was still doing that.

Clinking the glasses he took a sip. Champagne wasn't something he got...well ever. It was a luxury item in his mind and not one he needed or wanted, but things change. Xinalith deserved luxurious things, especially on a date. They deserved the best. With all that being said he learned champagne might not be for him. It was like dry bubbly water. Next time maybe a nice wine instead.

Chuckling he couldn't help but agree and start to dig in. Of course he started with the chicken and much like Xinalith had a reaction to it.

Holy shit this is good. What is that sauce? Mushroom? Damn that old lady can cook.

After all the time on the road, eating proper food again was good. Very good. Sure Pax or Xinalith would cook but it wasn't normally fancy because the available cooking area wasn't made for it. The steak Xinalith made was phenomenal, homemade food by them always was, but this was great.

The pair chatted while they ate, some laughter being shared, champagne poured. It was nice. A good start to the date.

Once they were finished up, Pax did a small clean up to get the dishes out of the way.

Yes, of course they had good taste. They are me, and I have the best taste. I'm just older now.

When eating their meal, they were in another form of bliss. Good food did that, one supposed.

It's always the elderly folk that knows how to cook.

And eventually, it would be finished. Empty dishes - that's right, Xinalith actually cleared their plate and didn't leave any extra for Pax like they normally would. That's how you know the food was good - and spent a bit more time chatting away. Just simply enjoying one another's presence, sharing jokes and laughs, a few little random topics thrown into the mix.

At the promise of dessert though? Xinalith perked up. They always had room for dessert.

Dessert? Yes, I'd love dessert! I always want dessert.

Seeing their excitement for dessert he couldn't help but chuckle.

You're cute.

Alright, first we have chocolate covered strawberries. Then some mini fruit galettes. Peach, pear, apple and mixed berry, I couldn't decide. I also have some whipped cream.

As he listed off the desserts he was pulling them out. An array that they could bring whatever was left over back to the tower after.

Should I start making sure there is always a dessert around for you? I could always attempt to learn to bake even if I shouldn't be let near a kitchen.

Once again, Xinalith needed to chew on Pax yesterday. They'll have to make up for it by biting him as much as they could when they got back home.

Oh my gods, you're spoiling me rotten.

They couldn't help themselves, already reaching for one of the strawberries to take a bite. The fruit itself was juicy, rich in their sweet flavour, and the chocolate simply added to it. Sugary, melting in their mouth along with the strawberry... people should really start covering more fruits with chocolate, because this was divine. And so easy to eat and make, too.

Xinalith would then take another one, but this time held it up for Pax.

You're a man clearly after my heart if you did that. I would be the happiest elf you'd know. I love anything sweet, but jam tarts are my favourite. If you do manage to set fire to the kitchen, at least I know spells to extinguish it.

They teased, waving the strawberry a little.

Pax couldn't help but smile. They deserved the world and he was going to try his best to give it to them. Though he wouldn't mind being chewed on if he could have ready Xinalith's mind.

Just when he was about to take his own strawberry to try, one was held up to him.

Didn't I make that obvious before? Of course I want your heart. I want all of you. Though hearing this it seems I will be attempting to learn to bake. And make jam. It's good to know. I'll keep water nearby and scream really loud if the water isn't enough.

When he was told they wished to feed him, he chuckled. Leaning in Pax took the berry with a pleased hum. Very sweet and juicy, with a light tartness the chocolate cut. They were amazing. Chocolate covered strawberries should be more places.

They are really good.

Picking up another, he held it to Xinalith.

My turn to feed you now.

Recently? Yes, absolutely. At least, after they first cuddled, Pax made it incredibly obvious. All the flirting, the sweet talking, the touching. That was clear as day. But before all of that? Ha! Not at a fucking chance! It was hard to tell when majority of his facial expressions were looking like he shoved something up his ass and regretted it. There were only little pieces here and there that had made Xinalith raise a brow or wonder if he was doing it out of ease for the contract, or if he genuinely cared for them.

But anyway, that's by the by. All in the past now, and they still made it to where they were now.

Yes, you do. Now, anyway. It all properly clicked for me the night we first cuddled. I mean, you could've scoffed at the agreement, mocked me for it or just pushed me to the floor, but you didn't. Before that though? No. No, you didn't. I don't even know when your thoughts about me started to change.

Chuckling when one was held up for them, Xinalith leaned in and took a bite. Delicious. Truly delicious.

Maybe it was the cheesiness that made it better. They liked the sickly sweet nature of all of this. Feeding one another, having planned on going to a formal dance just so they could dress up, Pax sometimes sweeping them off their feet just to hold them. Xinalith didn't anticipate to love it all, but oh they did. Truly a hopeless romantic, and Pax was already starting to tick off all the boxes.

He couldn't help but chuckle, almost a little bashfully as he looked to his bubbling glass. Taking a moment to think on the question asked. A deep breath mingled with a long sigh.

Honestly I'm not sure. Don't get me wrong, I'm not blind. From the moment I saw you I knew you were attractive but that didn't really matter to me.

I know that night I was drunk I was willing to push more than I would sober. That was probably the point of no return even when I was telling myself it wasn't.

As for when it started though...I don't think it was one action or moment. It started slow. You were fun to bother, I like your reactions, so there was something playful to that. Then we talked more and you were intelligent, self assured, determined. They are attractive traits.

Actually looking back the moment when I probably realised that I was looking at you differently was the night you had that nightmare. You were vulnerable and I felt like I just wanted to make you feel better. That was new. I wouldn't have normally cared. With you I did and I couldn't really tell you why.

Taking a sip of the champagne he hummed.

Though, their head did tilt upon hearing his 'moment'. The nightmare? That was... well, unexpected.

Really? How... surprising. I didn't expect that. Though, I do appreciate you reaching out quietly. I don't recall if I thanked you for it already, but thank you. I didn't want a big gesture, but it was the thought that both counted and helped.

A chuckle left them when the question was turned back onto him, swirling their own glass of champagne before finishing it off with a long sip.

Because it was the first time I got to see the real you. Not some mask you put on yourself, none of that coldness you exhibited. Simply you. A light that still shines in the darkness that I had a feeling not many get to see.

You always came across as a cold man. Tough exterior, didn't make much room to play around, if you did they were only on your terms and if others tried, they would only be met with that bored look of yours. So, being able to see a more playful side of you, hearing your laughter coming out real and genuine, seeing you smile so brightly? It was a sight that drew me in and it may have been the first time I felt an ache in my chest.

He finished his drink while they explained. A panging in his chest.

It was so odd to be seen in such a way, perhaps to be seen at all. He tried his best to not let people see that, even now it was just Xinalith. Quick to flip back to his old ways and what he knew when around others. Knowing it was this fall of his mask that made Xinalith like him had his heart racing. Maybe he should thank the mercenaries for almost slicing him in two. That dazed out moment led to all of this after all.

You have no idea how terrified I was every time I made a move on you. That you would push me away or freak out. You never did though. I'm glad you never did.

Really I don't know how you kept breaking down my walls and peer behind my mask but you did. Time and time again. Eventually I didn't want to keep you out, I wanted you close and with me.

Whatever the path and how we got here, I'm happy where we are.

Looking to the sky, the sun was starting to dip.

Come here.

Quiet words as he pulled Xinalith in close to him. An arm wrapped around them as he kissed their temple.

The sky lit up with shades of pink and orange, like a candied horizon. As it sand lower hues of red and deep blue streaked the sky. A chill settling in the air when the sun finally made its departure. The stars starting to become brighter and twinkle above them.

A starlit picnic as they talked about.

I'm honoured then to have been given the chance to see the real you with your walls down. That you let me in, even if at first you didn't intend on it. That you kept me in and let me keep you company.

Chuckling quietly, they placed their empty glass down, now sitting up a little properly.

Honestly, at first I was a little unsure. I don't often like having people touching me. But with you? I couldn't explain it, it was strangely comforting. The first thing I noticed was how warm you felt, and I found myself chasing it. So, as much as you're glad I never moved away or 'freaked out', I'm glad you made those moves. Because gods knows I probably wouldn't have been able to bring myself to do it.

That smile of theirs only widened, happily letting him pull them in and getting comfortable at his side. One hand resting on his thigh to gently rub it before it landed on his knee and remained there. Leaning into his kiss simply to lay their head against him, using his body as that warmth they spoke about when the sky started to not only change in scenery but invite the cool air to kiss exposed skin.

As the night fell, Pax's gaze moved from the sky to Xinalith. Holding them a little closer to keep them warm. The sky couldn't compare to their gleam. Pale skin shimmering in the moonlight. Truly this was where they shone the most. Ethereal enough to walk the astral plane itself. They were truly the most precious thing in his life. Easily replacing what he thought he held dear. How could anyone or anything compare to them?

The light in the darkness, laughter in the broken, a smile in the sorrow, warmth in the tundra. They were the very thing he never knew he needed to be reminded that life could be beautiful and more than a chose. They were a glimmer of hope turned an inferno.

Everything about the night was magical to them. Literally speaking and metaphorically. Impossible questions to have answered, mysteries that they may not be able to solve in their life time, but perhaps far into the future someone will. Maybe someone will be able to travel up there and understand more than they could possibly ever. And maybe the stars will tell that individual the stories that Xinalith lived through and knew all too well.

Eventually, their mesmerised gaze moved away from the night sky and fell onto Pax, meeting emeralds before bashfully smiling. How long had he been looking at them? Because with the way his eyes seemed to linger on them, trying to see into them, it felt like some time. That alone made their heart pick up in speed.

Tilting their head at his hushed words, followed by a few confused blinks, they slowly nodded. What could he have possibly up his sleeve? This night already, their first date where they can freely be themselves, was already so wonderful. So perfect. Simple, maybe, but with him? Simply perfect.

Okay. Yes, I'm up for it. How long will it take?

Not long.

Pax leaned in to steal a kiss before getting up. Making his way east of where they were, a few hundred meters, his shadow could be seen lighting a match and then lighting something set up over there. A few sparking fuses coming to life before he jogged back over to Xinalith. Pulling them into his lap his hands moved to their ears like earmuffs before facing them in the direction.

They did keep their eyes in the direction he went off in, their head tilting over to the other side at... whatever it was he was doing. Though apparently, they didn't have to wonder for too long, for he was already on his way back and they were quickly pulled into his lap.

Pax, what are you-

Xinalith began to ask when they felt his hands over their ears, brows knitting together in confusion when they were made to look back at the sky. Several blinks later and then they witnessed it all, their very person painted in the many lights of the fireworks.

Another moment where their inner child practically blossomed. Expression brightening up as a grin spread across their face, a soft gasp falling in awe as they watched all the colours dance and perform in the night sky. A hint of nostalgia ebbing its way into their heart and soul as they were reminded of moments back from their childhood to now.

Walking along the canal in one of the cities during the nightlife of a festival, their tiny hand in their guardians before they'd be lifted up onto his shoulders so they could watch the fireworks or magic equivalent, funnily enough also wearing earmuffs so the loud noises wouldn't bring them discomfort. Moments in their tower when they grew up and lived alone, wandering to the balcony just so they could watch the nearest town's display light up the sky with beautiful strings of colours, visuals and more. And then more recently, where Pax came into the picture, the two watching the magic display moments before sharing their first kiss. It was so beautiful, so beyond incredible, and all Xinalith could do was simply watch.

This. This was the very perfect date.

When the fireworks came to an eventual end, the stars and moon being the main source of light once more, Xinalith brought his hands down so they could slowly turn around in his hold. Making sure to get themselves comfortable again in his lap, their scarlets searched for his emeralds before gently placing their hands on his cheeks.

You have really outdone yourself. Thank you. That was... I don't have the words. It was beautiful. It was meaningful. I loved it. Thank you.

Sure, he was still watching the fireworks, but he had wandering eyes.

A mix of being completely enthralled by their beauty and wanting to make sure they liked it. By the looks of that smile and the sparkle in those scarlet eyes, they did.

His assumptions would be proven correct as the show ended, his hands being moved as Xinalith's face properly came into view. Words that made him smile and caused his heart to hurt from how hard it was beating.

Before he could reply, he was pulled in for a kiss. One that seemed to scream at his very soul, message clearly received. Of course he reciprocated in kind. Arms wrapping around them to pull them in impossibly closer. Something so tender and needy. A silent declaration to them.

By the time the pair pulled away Pax was breathless. All of it stolen from him as he softly panted. A smile forming as he breathlessly chuckled.

So, am I safe to assume I lived up to my promise of this being the best date?

Yes, you did. The perfect date. I loved it.

Maybe it was the atmosphere being heavy with romance, maybe it was the overwhelming joy they were feeling in this moment, or maybe it was Pax themselves. Whatever it was, it sparked the need for them to completely drown him in kisses, peppering them all over his face, jawline, neck, wherever they could reach. Completely over the moon.

Stealing a few of the kisses meant for his face a slightly dazed hum left him. He'd blame it on the champagne, but it was all Xinalith.

No I made the foreworks, picked up a few materials but I made them.

It shouldn't be a shock that the man knew how to make explosives. They weren't his preferred form of projectile but he still knew how. As for the colours it was simple science and chemical reactions. Strangely he had most of the supplies on him already, it was just the amount of explosive powder he needed to pick up.

I'm very glad you liked it though. I want to only give you the best because you deserve it.

It was only now as the sun was low in the sky that he made it back to the tower. Seeing how big it was, he wasn't about to go room to room.

Xinalith? Where's my pretty mage at?

Surprisingly, even doing things as mundane as chores was enjoyable when they were with him. It was nice, being able to properly be seen with him and not have to worry about people using it against them. Though, they did pout when Pax refused to let them see just what he had picked up, curiosity getting the better of them and unable to have it satisfied.

Whilst he was away though, Xinalith was busy tidying up the vault, lowering barriers down and gathering them up to place them elsewhere ready for the collection. The organisation was just to detail what there was, how much it'd come to, a collection date, the usual. Agreeing on it being within the next few days, Xinalith thought it would be a good idea to get them all out so when they had the time, Pax can get his weaponry straight in to replace them. After that though? It was the case of getting ready for their date.

Which oh, how excited they were. Whilst they weren't going anywhere fancy, they did want to look nice for it. Of course they did, they wanted to look good for Pax. He was putting in all of the effort for setting it up, after all. So, they found an outfit that they liked the look of - a turtleneck with some nicely fitted pants, topped with a beautiful, large cardigan to keep them warm - and got to work on their hair. Whilst they kept it down, they did decide to give themselves a side parting, as well as tuck some of it behind their ear to show off the jewellery they had purchased back at the festival.

Hearing Pax call out to them though, they chuckled and made their way out of the bedroom, already ready as they leaned over the railings to look down and spot him.

Your pretty mage is here! I'll come down to you.

Making sure they got everything... so, themselves, Xinalith soon headed down the stairs to meet back up with Pax. A little quickly. Very quickly, actually. They even skipped some of the steps on the way down.

In their time travelling together it was mostly survival. Bare necessities which included clothing. He had never seen them in something like this before. They looked...

Wow.

It came out breathless. Lost in looking over them and how stunning they really were.

You look amazing, beautiful.

His eyes wandering over them with a soft smile.

Let me get changed. You deserve to have me looking proper for our first date.

Kissing their cheek he slipped off to the bedroom. While he didn't have a huge variety of fancier clothing he had some. A black button up with the first few buttons down. Smart, black pants and a brown belt. Not exactly picnic attire but they deserved that. Deciding to be a little extra he grabbed one of the oils he didn't use often. A mix or cedar and salted ocean smells that he dabbed on.

Once ready he made his way back down stairs, picking Xinalith up to spin the pair around. Face chest level to them as he held around their thighs to keep them up.

Thank you.

Seeing as Pax was now getting ready himself, they decided to just hang around the bottom floor and wait for him. Xinalith was trying their best to keep still, they really were, but I cannot begin to emphasise just how excited they were for this date. It was one that they knew was a special outing with a man they had strong feelings for. One who made them blush, laugh, smile. One who made them feel safe, happy, comfortable. And as a bonus, he was devilishly handsome, and hearing that he was going to 'look proper'? They had grown used to seeing him wear armoured pieces or comforting attire. Of course they were ecstatic.

When he eventually came back, scarlets moved to the sound of footsteps approach, soft laughter immediately being pulled from them as they were swept off their feet and spun around. Hands made their way to rest on his shoulders as they beamed down at him, heart hammering away. Xinalith wondered if Pax was able to hear it from where he was, though frankly? They didn't mind if he did. It just further proved how he made them feel.

Hello. You look incredible.

A quick peck on his forehead would let the scent of his oils waft up into their nose, causing a smile to break free.

And smell really, really good too.

They needed to chew on him yesterday.

Hmm, a bit of both?

Pax smiled and slowly lowered them before taking their hand. Walking outside the horses were readied, flowers braided in their manes. Moving towards them, Pax helped Xinalith up onto Cantaloupe before hopping on Lilly.

It would be a bit of a walk and this is as close to a horse drawn carriage as I could get given the time.

With that they started riding into the sunset. Though one of the forest paths until eventually they breeched the tree line. A hillside with an almost perfect view of the horizon. Rolling hills as the terrain to catch the soon to be cascading colours.

The picnic itself was also already set up. A large and plush blanket laid out. Dinner for two, marinated chicken, asparagus and rice. Dessert would remain hidden for now but there was also a fruit tray because he knew Xinalith. All the food covered and waiting for them. There was also champagne in an ice bucket with two glasses beside it. Flower petals rained down on the blanket and surrounding area, some fluttering away in the wind.

Helping Xinalith down the horses were dismissed as he walked them over.

Seeing the horses also dressed up with their pretty flowers, Xinalith couldn't help but coo. Lilly looked oh so beautiful with vibrant colours woven into her mane, and Cantaloupe looked ever so dashing with his. Thanking Pax as he helped them up, the pair were soon off.

Now, Xinalith couldn't quite tell you what it was they were expecting with this. Perhaps just a simple blanket, a basket of food and a nice view, for really it would be the company that made up the date. But as they broke through and saw the picturesque scene before them, as well as the picnic itself set up so neatly, they couldn't help the sparkle in their eyes. The petals themselves floating down the area added to the picture, making it seem like they just walked into a painting rather than took a horse ride here.

Gently squeezing Pax's hand when they headed over, Xinalith looked up at him with a bright smile.

It's your first time? Pax, this is beautiful.

Taking a seat on the blanket, the sorcerer couldn't help but just eye the view in awe, colours in the sky blending with one another as the sun continued to lower itself to make way for the moon. A few stars could always be seen beginning to twinkle away, but were still overwhelmed by the warmth the sun provided.

Truth be told, I didn't even know this little spot existed. Sure, I knew there were hills around, but I certainly had no idea just how beautiful it was. And the picnic itself?

Xinalith chuckled softly.

Helping them down onto the blanket he smiled warmly. Tender and full of adoration. He was still nervous, but mainly because there was more to come.

I've never been on a date before, much less set one up.

I actually happened upon it by accident. I saw it and knew this was where I wanted to bring you. Am I odd for liking that it's new to you? It feels more special that way.

I'm glad you like it. Really that was my main goal.

I can’t help but be shocked by that. Sure, you have your… hm, preference on keeping to yourself, let’s say.

That’s putting it nicely, too.

But I still can’t believe you’re also new at things like this.

Their smiles warmed even more as they shook their head.

No, it isn’t. I think it’s more special too. A brand new place to make memories with someone special, yes?

Yes, let’s. I’ll start uncovering the food.

Assuming Pax would begin with the drinks, Xinalith lifted off the coverings of their meal before serving them up for the pair. As well as this, they made sure to hand over the cutlery, and even put some napkins out just in case.

I can't say I was very interested. Sure a one night stand here or there but I never really wanted to be with anyone. It was easier and better to be alone. You changed that. Solitude used to be what I sought out but now it's you.

Why would I put in that effort to someone that I simply had no interest in? You however, deserve all my effort.

If anything I'm shocked you didn't date more. I know you explained your reasons why before, but I don't know. You being a hopeless romantic as you are I figured it would have been something you wanted or were looking for.

Getting the bottle he carefully undid it. Rather than popping the cork he muffled it in his hand knowing how Xinalith was with loud noise. After that he poured them both a bubbling glass.

Well you can thank the very quaint shop a few doors down from the mailing place. I would have cooked but I figured we should have something nice. I'll make something for you another time.

But cheers. To us. To you being mine and that making me happier than I've been in years.

Pax smiled warmly, holding up the glass.

Maybe it was scary to Xinalith. Maybe feeling like that so soon was ridiculous. Silly. Overreaching for something that may just be temporary. But when you’ve gone many years without finding that person, or feeling the emotions they do, it’s hard not to. Like somehow, the universe put these two into a situation that many would never find themselves in; one full of danger, uncertainty for tomorrow, bitterness and the potential of betrayal. And yet, from those very events, they found each other.

They found peace in a world where things were terrifying. They found safety in a land where many were out to get them. They found warmth from a man who once appeared so cold. They found their special person in a place one would never dream of looking. A diamond in the rough.

Then I truly am the luckiest mage to have wandered this land if I were able to capture your heart, just like you have mine.

Ah, yes. Those were merely dreams. I was far too dedicated, far too absorbed. But you…

Xinalith would smile softly, scarlets wandering over him as they watched him open the champagne.

You are fascinating in your own way. You peak my curiosity more and more, and I simply want to know everything about you. And you are the sort of man my younger self would’ve dreamed about growing up.

Chuckling fondly, they took their glass and also held it up, letting it meet with Pax’s.

To us. To you also being mine, and for us starting a life we both deserve.

With that, they took a sip, the drink going down smoothly and oh-so refreshing. Champagne wasn’t something they drank often, but it was nice every once in a while.

Now then, let’s start eating before the food really does get cold from our sappy talking.

Xinalith teased, placing their drink down so they could dig in. The first thing that they tasted was the chicken, and by the gods was it incredible. The flavours melting on their tongue, the juiciness of the chicken just right, something that they couldn’t tire from eating.

When things were at their darkest, Xinalith became his light.

And I'm the luckiest man to have captured yours.

I am very grateful I was able to capture your attention, because you also caught mine. Younger you had good taste then.

Pax teased with a little smirk. His younger self would have been in absolute awe. To be with someone like Xinalith, someone so kind and breathtaking, not to mention the tower he was now moving into. The small child would have pinched himself and assumed it was all a dream. Hell current him was still doing that.

Clinking the glasses he took a sip. Champagne wasn't something he got...well ever. It was a luxury item in his mind and not one he needed or wanted, but things change. Xinalith deserved luxurious things, especially on a date. They deserved the best. With all that being said he learned champagne might not be for him. It was like dry bubbly water. Next time maybe a nice wine instead.

Chuckling he couldn't help but agree and start to dig in. Of course he started with the chicken and much like Xinalith had a reaction to it.

Holy shit this is good. What is that sauce? Mushroom? Damn that old lady can cook.

After all the time on the road, eating proper food again was good. Very good. Sure Pax or Xinalith would cook but it wasn't normally fancy because the available cooking area wasn't made for it. The steak Xinalith made was phenomenal, homemade food by them always was, but this was great.

The pair chatted while they ate, some laughter being shared, champagne poured. It was nice. A good start to the date.

Once they were finished up, Pax did a small clean up to get the dishes out of the way.

Yes, of course they had good taste. They are me, and I have the best taste. I'm just older now.

When eating their meal, they were in another form of bliss. Good food did that, one supposed.

It's always the elderly folk that knows how to cook.

And eventually, it would be finished. Empty dishes - that's right, Xinalith actually cleared their plate and didn't leave any extra for Pax like they normally would. That's how you know the food was good - and spent a bit more time chatting away. Just simply enjoying one another's presence, sharing jokes and laughs, a few little random topics thrown into the mix.

At the promise of dessert though? Xinalith perked up. They always had room for dessert.

Dessert? Yes, I'd love dessert! I always want dessert.

Seeing their excitement for dessert he couldn't help but chuckle.

You're cute.

Alright, first we have chocolate covered strawberries. Then some mini fruit galettes. Peach, pear, apple and mixed berry, I couldn't decide. I also have some whipped cream.

As he listed off the desserts he was pulling them out. An array that they could bring whatever was left over back to the tower after.

Should I start making sure there is always a dessert around for you? I could always attempt to learn to bake even if I shouldn't be let near a kitchen.

Once again, Xinalith needed to chew on Pax yesterday. They'll have to make up for it by biting him as much as they could when they got back home.

Oh my gods, you're spoiling me rotten.

They couldn't help themselves, already reaching for one of the strawberries to take a bite. The fruit itself was juicy, rich in their sweet flavour, and the chocolate simply added to it. Sugary, melting in their mouth along with the strawberry... people should really start covering more fruits with chocolate, because this was divine. And so easy to eat and make, too.

Xinalith would then take another one, but this time held it up for Pax.

You're a man clearly after my heart if you did that. I would be the happiest elf you'd know. I love anything sweet, but jam tarts are my favourite. If you do manage to set fire to the kitchen, at least I know spells to extinguish it.

They teased, waving the strawberry a little.

Pax couldn't help but smile. They deserved the world and he was going to try his best to give it to them. Though he wouldn't mind being chewed on if he could have ready Xinalith's mind.

Just when he was about to take his own strawberry to try, one was held up to him.

Didn't I make that obvious before? Of course I want your heart. I want all of you. Though hearing this it seems I will be attempting to learn to bake. And make jam. It's good to know. I'll keep water nearby and scream really loud if the water isn't enough.

When he was told they wished to feed him, he chuckled. Leaning in Pax took the berry with a pleased hum. Very sweet and juicy, with a light tartness the chocolate cut. They were amazing. Chocolate covered strawberries should be more places.

They are really good.

Picking up another, he held it to Xinalith.

My turn to feed you now.

Recently? Yes, absolutely. At least, after they first cuddled, Pax made it incredibly obvious. All the flirting, the sweet talking, the touching. That was clear as day. But before all of that? Ha! Not at a fucking chance! It was hard to tell when majority of his facial expressions were looking like he shoved something up his ass and regretted it. There were only little pieces here and there that had made Xinalith raise a brow or wonder if he was doing it out of ease for the contract, or if he genuinely cared for them.

But anyway, that's by the by. All in the past now, and they still made it to where they were now.

Yes, you do. Now, anyway. It all properly clicked for me the night we first cuddled. I mean, you could've scoffed at the agreement, mocked me for it or just pushed me to the floor, but you didn't. Before that though? No. No, you didn't. I don't even know when your thoughts about me started to change.

Chuckling when one was held up for them, Xinalith leaned in and took a bite. Delicious. Truly delicious.

Maybe it was the cheesiness that made it better. They liked the sickly sweet nature of all of this. Feeding one another, having planned on going to a formal dance just so they could dress up, Pax sometimes sweeping them off their feet just to hold them. Xinalith didn't anticipate to love it all, but oh they did. Truly a hopeless romantic, and Pax was already starting to tick off all the boxes.

He couldn't help but chuckle, almost a little bashfully as he looked to his bubbling glass. Taking a moment to think on the question asked. A deep breath mingled with a long sigh.

Honestly I'm not sure. Don't get me wrong, I'm not blind. From the moment I saw you I knew you were attractive but that didn't really matter to me.

I know that night I was drunk I was willing to push more than I would sober. That was probably the point of no return even when I was telling myself it wasn't.

As for when it started though...I don't think it was one action or moment. It started slow. You were fun to bother, I like your reactions, so there was something playful to that. Then we talked more and you were intelligent, self assured, determined. They are attractive traits.

Actually looking back the moment when I probably realised that I was looking at you differently was the night you had that nightmare. You were vulnerable and I felt like I just wanted to make you feel better. That was new. I wouldn't have normally cared. With you I did and I couldn't really tell you why.

Taking a sip of the champagne he hummed.

Though, their head did tilt upon hearing his 'moment'. The nightmare? That was... well, unexpected.

Really? How... surprising. I didn't expect that. Though, I do appreciate you reaching out quietly. I don't recall if I thanked you for it already, but thank you. I didn't want a big gesture, but it was the thought that both counted and helped.

A chuckle left them when the question was turned back onto him, swirling their own glass of champagne before finishing it off with a long sip.

Because it was the first time I got to see the real you. Not some mask you put on yourself, none of that coldness you exhibited. Simply you. A light that still shines in the darkness that I had a feeling not many get to see.

You always came across as a cold man. Tough exterior, didn't make much room to play around, if you did they were only on your terms and if others tried, they would only be met with that bored look of yours. So, being able to see a more playful side of you, hearing your laughter coming out real and genuine, seeing you smile so brightly? It was a sight that drew me in and it may have been the first time I felt an ache in my chest.

He finished his drink while they explained. A panging in his chest.

It was so odd to be seen in such a way, perhaps to be seen at all. He tried his best to not let people see that, even now it was just Xinalith. Quick to flip back to his old ways and what he knew when around others. Knowing it was this fall of his mask that made Xinalith like him had his heart racing. Maybe he should thank the mercenaries for almost slicing him in two. That dazed out moment led to all of this after all.

You have no idea how terrified I was every time I made a move on you. That you would push me away or freak out. You never did though. I'm glad you never did.

Really I don't know how you kept breaking down my walls and peer behind my mask but you did. Time and time again. Eventually I didn't want to keep you out, I wanted you close and with me.

Whatever the path and how we got here, I'm happy where we are.

Looking to the sky, the sun was starting to dip.

Come here.

Quiet words as he pulled Xinalith in close to him. An arm wrapped around them as he kissed their temple.

The sky lit up with shades of pink and orange, like a candied horizon. As it sand lower hues of red and deep blue streaked the sky. A chill settling in the air when the sun finally made its departure. The stars starting to become brighter and twinkle above them.

A starlit picnic as they talked about.

I'm honoured then to have been given the chance to see the real you with your walls down. That you let me in, even if at first you didn't intend on it. That you kept me in and let me keep you company.

Chuckling quietly, they placed their empty glass down, now sitting up a little properly.

Honestly, at first I was a little unsure. I don't often like having people touching me. But with you? I couldn't explain it, it was strangely comforting. The first thing I noticed was how warm you felt, and I found myself chasing it. So, as much as you're glad I never moved away or 'freaked out', I'm glad you made those moves. Because gods knows I probably wouldn't have been able to bring myself to do it.

That smile of theirs only widened, happily letting him pull them in and getting comfortable at his side. One hand resting on his thigh to gently rub it before it landed on his knee and remained there. Leaning into his kiss simply to lay their head against him, using his body as that warmth they spoke about when the sky started to not only change in scenery but invite the cool air to kiss exposed skin.

As the night fell, Pax's gaze moved from the sky to Xinalith. Holding them a little closer to keep them warm. The sky couldn't compare to their gleam. Pale skin shimmering in the moonlight. Truly this was where they shone the most. Ethereal enough to walk the astral plane itself. They were truly the most precious thing in his life. Easily replacing what he thought he held dear. How could anyone or anything compare to them?

The light in the darkness, laughter in the broken, a smile in the sorrow, warmth in the tundra. They were the very thing he never knew he needed to be reminded that life could be beautiful and more than a chose. They were a glimmer of hope turned an inferno.

Everything about the night was magical to them. Literally speaking and metaphorically. Impossible questions to have answered, mysteries that they may not be able to solve in their life time, but perhaps far into the future someone will. Maybe someone will be able to travel up there and understand more than they could possibly ever. And maybe the stars will tell that individual the stories that Xinalith lived through and knew all too well.

Eventually, their mesmerised gaze moved away from the night sky and fell onto Pax, meeting emeralds before bashfully smiling. How long had he been looking at them? Because with the way his eyes seemed to linger on them, trying to see into them, it felt like some time. That alone made their heart pick up in speed.

Tilting their head at his hushed words, followed by a few confused blinks, they slowly nodded. What could he have possibly up his sleeve? This night already, their first date where they can freely be themselves, was already so wonderful. So perfect. Simple, maybe, but with him? Simply perfect.

Okay. Yes, I'm up for it. How long will it take?

Not long.

Pax leaned in to steal a kiss before getting up. Making his way east of where they were, a few hundred meters, his shadow could be seen lighting a match and then lighting something set up over there. A few sparking fuses coming to life before he jogged back over to Xinalith. Pulling them into his lap his hands moved to their ears like earmuffs before facing them in the direction.

They did keep their eyes in the direction he went off in, their head tilting over to the other side at... whatever it was he was doing. Though apparently, they didn't have to wonder for too long, for he was already on his way back and they were quickly pulled into his lap.

Pax, what are you-

Xinalith began to ask when they felt his hands over their ears, brows knitting together in confusion when they were made to look back at the sky. Several blinks later and then they witnessed it all, their very person painted in the many lights of the fireworks.

Another moment where their inner child practically blossomed. Expression brightening up as a grin spread across their face, a soft gasp falling in awe as they watched all the colours dance and perform in the night sky. A hint of nostalgia ebbing its way into their heart and soul as they were reminded of moments back from their childhood to now.

Walking along the canal in one of the cities during the nightlife of a festival, their tiny hand in their guardians before they'd be lifted up onto his shoulders so they could watch the fireworks or magic equivalent, funnily enough also wearing earmuffs so the loud noises wouldn't bring them discomfort. Moments in their tower when they grew up and lived alone, wandering to the balcony just so they could watch the nearest town's display light up the sky with beautiful strings of colours, visuals and more. And then more recently, where Pax came into the picture, the two watching the magic display moments before sharing their first kiss. It was so beautiful, so beyond incredible, and all Xinalith could do was simply watch.

This. This was the very perfect date.

When the fireworks came to an eventual end, the stars and moon being the main source of light once more, Xinalith brought his hands down so they could slowly turn around in his hold. Making sure to get themselves comfortable again in his lap, their scarlets searched for his emeralds before gently placing their hands on his cheeks.

You have really outdone yourself. Thank you. That was... I don't have the words. It was beautiful. It was meaningful. I loved it. Thank you.

Sure, he was still watching the fireworks, but he had wandering eyes.

A mix of being completely enthralled by their beauty and wanting to make sure they liked it. By the looks of that smile and the sparkle in those scarlet eyes, they did.

His assumptions would be proven correct as the show ended, his hands being moved as Xinalith's face properly came into view. Words that made him smile and caused his heart to hurt from how hard it was beating.

Before he could reply, he was pulled in for a kiss. One that seemed to scream at his very soul, message clearly received. Of course he reciprocated in kind. Arms wrapping around them to pull them in impossibly closer. Something so tender and needy. A silent declaration to them.

By the time the pair pulled away Pax was breathless. All of it stolen from him as he softly panted. A smile forming as he breathlessly chuckled.

So, am I safe to assume I lived up to my promise of this being the best date?

It was only now as the sun was low in the sky that he made it back to the tower. Seeing how big it was, he wasn't about to go room to room.

Xinalith? Where's my pretty mage at?

Surprisingly, even doing things as mundane as chores was enjoyable when they were with him. It was nice, being able to properly be seen with him and not have to worry about people using it against them. Though, they did pout when Pax refused to let them see just what he had picked up, curiosity getting the better of them and unable to have it satisfied.

Whilst he was away though, Xinalith was busy tidying up the vault, lowering barriers down and gathering them up to place them elsewhere ready for the collection. The organisation was just to detail what there was, how much it'd come to, a collection date, the usual. Agreeing on it being within the next few days, Xinalith thought it would be a good idea to get them all out so when they had the time, Pax can get his weaponry straight in to replace them. After that though? It was the case of getting ready for their date.

Which oh, how excited they were. Whilst they weren't going anywhere fancy, they did want to look nice for it. Of course they did, they wanted to look good for Pax. He was putting in all of the effort for setting it up, after all. So, they found an outfit that they liked the look of - a turtleneck with some nicely fitted pants, topped with a beautiful, large cardigan to keep them warm - and got to work on their hair. Whilst they kept it down, they did decide to give themselves a side parting, as well as tuck some of it behind their ear to show off the jewellery they had purchased back at the festival.

Hearing Pax call out to them though, they chuckled and made their way out of the bedroom, already ready as they leaned over the railings to look down and spot him.

Your pretty mage is here! I'll come down to you.

Making sure they got everything... so, themselves, Xinalith soon headed down the stairs to meet back up with Pax. A little quickly. Very quickly, actually. They even skipped some of the steps on the way down.

In their time travelling together it was mostly survival. Bare necessities which included clothing. He had never seen them in something like this before. They looked...

Wow.

It came out breathless. Lost in looking over them and how stunning they really were.

You look amazing, beautiful.

His eyes wandering over them with a soft smile.

Let me get changed. You deserve to have me looking proper for our first date.

Kissing their cheek he slipped off to the bedroom. While he didn't have a huge variety of fancier clothing he had some. A black button up with the first few buttons down. Smart, black pants and a brown belt. Not exactly picnic attire but they deserved that. Deciding to be a little extra he grabbed one of the oils he didn't use often. A mix or cedar and salted ocean smells that he dabbed on.

Once ready he made his way back down stairs, picking Xinalith up to spin the pair around. Face chest level to them as he held around their thighs to keep them up.

Thank you.

Seeing as Pax was now getting ready himself, they decided to just hang around the bottom floor and wait for him. Xinalith was trying their best to keep still, they really were, but I cannot begin to emphasise just how excited they were for this date. It was one that they knew was a special outing with a man they had strong feelings for. One who made them blush, laugh, smile. One who made them feel safe, happy, comfortable. And as a bonus, he was devilishly handsome, and hearing that he was going to 'look proper'? They had grown used to seeing him wear armoured pieces or comforting attire. Of course they were ecstatic.

When he eventually came back, scarlets moved to the sound of footsteps approach, soft laughter immediately being pulled from them as they were swept off their feet and spun around. Hands made their way to rest on his shoulders as they beamed down at him, heart hammering away. Xinalith wondered if Pax was able to hear it from where he was, though frankly? They didn't mind if he did. It just further proved how he made them feel.

Hello. You look incredible.

A quick peck on his forehead would let the scent of his oils waft up into their nose, causing a smile to break free.

And smell really, really good too.

They needed to chew on him yesterday.

Hmm, a bit of both?

Pax smiled and slowly lowered them before taking their hand. Walking outside the horses were readied, flowers braided in their manes. Moving towards them, Pax helped Xinalith up onto Cantaloupe before hopping on Lilly.

It would be a bit of a walk and this is as close to a horse drawn carriage as I could get given the time.

With that they started riding into the sunset. Though one of the forest paths until eventually they breeched the tree line. A hillside with an almost perfect view of the horizon. Rolling hills as the terrain to catch the soon to be cascading colours.

The picnic itself was also already set up. A large and plush blanket laid out. Dinner for two, marinated chicken, asparagus and rice. Dessert would remain hidden for now but there was also a fruit tray because he knew Xinalith. All the food covered and waiting for them. There was also champagne in an ice bucket with two glasses beside it. Flower petals rained down on the blanket and surrounding area, some fluttering away in the wind.

Helping Xinalith down the horses were dismissed as he walked them over.

Seeing the horses also dressed up with their pretty flowers, Xinalith couldn't help but coo. Lilly looked oh so beautiful with vibrant colours woven into her mane, and Cantaloupe looked ever so dashing with his. Thanking Pax as he helped them up, the pair were soon off.

Now, Xinalith couldn't quite tell you what it was they were expecting with this. Perhaps just a simple blanket, a basket of food and a nice view, for really it would be the company that made up the date. But as they broke through and saw the picturesque scene before them, as well as the picnic itself set up so neatly, they couldn't help the sparkle in their eyes. The petals themselves floating down the area added to the picture, making it seem like they just walked into a painting rather than took a horse ride here.

Gently squeezing Pax's hand when they headed over, Xinalith looked up at him with a bright smile.

It's your first time? Pax, this is beautiful.

Taking a seat on the blanket, the sorcerer couldn't help but just eye the view in awe, colours in the sky blending with one another as the sun continued to lower itself to make way for the moon. A few stars could always be seen beginning to twinkle away, but were still overwhelmed by the warmth the sun provided.

Truth be told, I didn't even know this little spot existed. Sure, I knew there were hills around, but I certainly had no idea just how beautiful it was. And the picnic itself?

Xinalith chuckled softly.

Helping them down onto the blanket he smiled warmly. Tender and full of adoration. He was still nervous, but mainly because there was more to come.

I've never been on a date before, much less set one up.

I actually happened upon it by accident. I saw it and knew this was where I wanted to bring you. Am I odd for liking that it's new to you? It feels more special that way.

I'm glad you like it. Really that was my main goal.

I can’t help but be shocked by that. Sure, you have your… hm, preference on keeping to yourself, let’s say.

That’s putting it nicely, too.

But I still can’t believe you’re also new at things like this.

Their smiles warmed even more as they shook their head.

No, it isn’t. I think it’s more special too. A brand new place to make memories with someone special, yes?

Yes, let’s. I’ll start uncovering the food.

Assuming Pax would begin with the drinks, Xinalith lifted off the coverings of their meal before serving them up for the pair. As well as this, they made sure to hand over the cutlery, and even put some napkins out just in case.

I can't say I was very interested. Sure a one night stand here or there but I never really wanted to be with anyone. It was easier and better to be alone. You changed that. Solitude used to be what I sought out but now it's you.

Why would I put in that effort to someone that I simply had no interest in? You however, deserve all my effort.

If anything I'm shocked you didn't date more. I know you explained your reasons why before, but I don't know. You being a hopeless romantic as you are I figured it would have been something you wanted or were looking for.

Getting the bottle he carefully undid it. Rather than popping the cork he muffled it in his hand knowing how Xinalith was with loud noise. After that he poured them both a bubbling glass.

Well you can thank the very quaint shop a few doors down from the mailing place. I would have cooked but I figured we should have something nice. I'll make something for you another time.

But cheers. To us. To you being mine and that making me happier than I've been in years.

Pax smiled warmly, holding up the glass.

Maybe it was scary to Xinalith. Maybe feeling like that so soon was ridiculous. Silly. Overreaching for something that may just be temporary. But when you’ve gone many years without finding that person, or feeling the emotions they do, it’s hard not to. Like somehow, the universe put these two into a situation that many would never find themselves in; one full of danger, uncertainty for tomorrow, bitterness and the potential of betrayal. And yet, from those very events, they found each other.

They found peace in a world where things were terrifying. They found safety in a land where many were out to get them. They found warmth from a man who once appeared so cold. They found their special person in a place one would never dream of looking. A diamond in the rough.

Then I truly am the luckiest mage to have wandered this land if I were able to capture your heart, just like you have mine.

Ah, yes. Those were merely dreams. I was far too dedicated, far too absorbed. But you…

Xinalith would smile softly, scarlets wandering over him as they watched him open the champagne.

You are fascinating in your own way. You peak my curiosity more and more, and I simply want to know everything about you. And you are the sort of man my younger self would’ve dreamed about growing up.

Chuckling fondly, they took their glass and also held it up, letting it meet with Pax’s.

To us. To you also being mine, and for us starting a life we both deserve.

With that, they took a sip, the drink going down smoothly and oh-so refreshing. Champagne wasn’t something they drank often, but it was nice every once in a while.

Now then, let’s start eating before the food really does get cold from our sappy talking.

Xinalith teased, placing their drink down so they could dig in. The first thing that they tasted was the chicken, and by the gods was it incredible. The flavours melting on their tongue, the juiciness of the chicken just right, something that they couldn’t tire from eating.

When things were at their darkest, Xinalith became his light.

And I'm the luckiest man to have captured yours.

I am very grateful I was able to capture your attention, because you also caught mine. Younger you had good taste then.

Pax teased with a little smirk. His younger self would have been in absolute awe. To be with someone like Xinalith, someone so kind and breathtaking, not to mention the tower he was now moving into. The small child would have pinched himself and assumed it was all a dream. Hell current him was still doing that.

Clinking the glasses he took a sip. Champagne wasn't something he got...well ever. It was a luxury item in his mind and not one he needed or wanted, but things change. Xinalith deserved luxurious things, especially on a date. They deserved the best. With all that being said he learned champagne might not be for him. It was like dry bubbly water. Next time maybe a nice wine instead.

Chuckling he couldn't help but agree and start to dig in. Of course he started with the chicken and much like Xinalith had a reaction to it.

Holy shit this is good. What is that sauce? Mushroom? Damn that old lady can cook.

After all the time on the road, eating proper food again was good. Very good. Sure Pax or Xinalith would cook but it wasn't normally fancy because the available cooking area wasn't made for it. The steak Xinalith made was phenomenal, homemade food by them always was, but this was great.

The pair chatted while they ate, some laughter being shared, champagne poured. It was nice. A good start to the date.

Once they were finished up, Pax did a small clean up to get the dishes out of the way.

Yes, of course they had good taste. They are me, and I have the best taste. I'm just older now.

When eating their meal, they were in another form of bliss. Good food did that, one supposed.

It's always the elderly folk that knows how to cook.

And eventually, it would be finished. Empty dishes - that's right, Xinalith actually cleared their plate and didn't leave any extra for Pax like they normally would. That's how you know the food was good - and spent a bit more time chatting away. Just simply enjoying one another's presence, sharing jokes and laughs, a few little random topics thrown into the mix.

At the promise of dessert though? Xinalith perked up. They always had room for dessert.

Dessert? Yes, I'd love dessert! I always want dessert.

Seeing their excitement for dessert he couldn't help but chuckle.

You're cute.

Alright, first we have chocolate covered strawberries. Then some mini fruit galettes. Peach, pear, apple and mixed berry, I couldn't decide. I also have some whipped cream.

As he listed off the desserts he was pulling them out. An array that they could bring whatever was left over back to the tower after.

Should I start making sure there is always a dessert around for you? I could always attempt to learn to bake even if I shouldn't be let near a kitchen.

Once again, Xinalith needed to chew on Pax yesterday. They'll have to make up for it by biting him as much as they could when they got back home.

Oh my gods, you're spoiling me rotten.

They couldn't help themselves, already reaching for one of the strawberries to take a bite. The fruit itself was juicy, rich in their sweet flavour, and the chocolate simply added to it. Sugary, melting in their mouth along with the strawberry... people should really start covering more fruits with chocolate, because this was divine. And so easy to eat and make, too.

Xinalith would then take another one, but this time held it up for Pax.

You're a man clearly after my heart if you did that. I would be the happiest elf you'd know. I love anything sweet, but jam tarts are my favourite. If you do manage to set fire to the kitchen, at least I know spells to extinguish it.

They teased, waving the strawberry a little.

Pax couldn't help but smile. They deserved the world and he was going to try his best to give it to them. Though he wouldn't mind being chewed on if he could have ready Xinalith's mind.

Just when he was about to take his own strawberry to try, one was held up to him.

Didn't I make that obvious before? Of course I want your heart. I want all of you. Though hearing this it seems I will be attempting to learn to bake. And make jam. It's good to know. I'll keep water nearby and scream really loud if the water isn't enough.

When he was told they wished to feed him, he chuckled. Leaning in Pax took the berry with a pleased hum. Very sweet and juicy, with a light tartness the chocolate cut. They were amazing. Chocolate covered strawberries should be more places.

They are really good.

Picking up another, he held it to Xinalith.

My turn to feed you now.

Recently? Yes, absolutely. At least, after they first cuddled, Pax made it incredibly obvious. All the flirting, the sweet talking, the touching. That was clear as day. But before all of that? Ha! Not at a fucking chance! It was hard to tell when majority of his facial expressions were looking like he shoved something up his ass and regretted it. There were only little pieces here and there that had made Xinalith raise a brow or wonder if he was doing it out of ease for the contract, or if he genuinely cared for them.

But anyway, that's by the by. All in the past now, and they still made it to where they were now.

Yes, you do. Now, anyway. It all properly clicked for me the night we first cuddled. I mean, you could've scoffed at the agreement, mocked me for it or just pushed me to the floor, but you didn't. Before that though? No. No, you didn't. I don't even know when your thoughts about me started to change.

Chuckling when one was held up for them, Xinalith leaned in and took a bite. Delicious. Truly delicious.

Maybe it was the cheesiness that made it better. They liked the sickly sweet nature of all of this. Feeding one another, having planned on going to a formal dance just so they could dress up, Pax sometimes sweeping them off their feet just to hold them. Xinalith didn't anticipate to love it all, but oh they did. Truly a hopeless romantic, and Pax was already starting to tick off all the boxes.

He couldn't help but chuckle, almost a little bashfully as he looked to his bubbling glass. Taking a moment to think on the question asked. A deep breath mingled with a long sigh.

Honestly I'm not sure. Don't get me wrong, I'm not blind. From the moment I saw you I knew you were attractive but that didn't really matter to me.

I know that night I was drunk I was willing to push more than I would sober. That was probably the point of no return even when I was telling myself it wasn't.

As for when it started though...I don't think it was one action or moment. It started slow. You were fun to bother, I like your reactions, so there was something playful to that. Then we talked more and you were intelligent, self assured, determined. They are attractive traits.

Actually looking back the moment when I probably realised that I was looking at you differently was the night you had that nightmare. You were vulnerable and I felt like I just wanted to make you feel better. That was new. I wouldn't have normally cared. With you I did and I couldn't really tell you why.

Taking a sip of the champagne he hummed.

Though, their head did tilt upon hearing his 'moment'. The nightmare? That was... well, unexpected.

Really? How... surprising. I didn't expect that. Though, I do appreciate you reaching out quietly. I don't recall if I thanked you for it already, but thank you. I didn't want a big gesture, but it was the thought that both counted and helped.

A chuckle left them when the question was turned back onto him, swirling their own glass of champagne before finishing it off with a long sip.

Because it was the first time I got to see the real you. Not some mask you put on yourself, none of that coldness you exhibited. Simply you. A light that still shines in the darkness that I had a feeling not many get to see.

You always came across as a cold man. Tough exterior, didn't make much room to play around, if you did they were only on your terms and if others tried, they would only be met with that bored look of yours. So, being able to see a more playful side of you, hearing your laughter coming out real and genuine, seeing you smile so brightly? It was a sight that drew me in and it may have been the first time I felt an ache in my chest.

He finished his drink while they explained. A panging in his chest.

It was so odd to be seen in such a way, perhaps to be seen at all. He tried his best to not let people see that, even now it was just Xinalith. Quick to flip back to his old ways and what he knew when around others. Knowing it was this fall of his mask that made Xinalith like him had his heart racing. Maybe he should thank the mercenaries for almost slicing him in two. That dazed out moment led to all of this after all.

You have no idea how terrified I was every time I made a move on you. That you would push me away or freak out. You never did though. I'm glad you never did.

Really I don't know how you kept breaking down my walls and peer behind my mask but you did. Time and time again. Eventually I didn't want to keep you out, I wanted you close and with me.

Whatever the path and how we got here, I'm happy where we are.

Looking to the sky, the sun was starting to dip.

Come here.

Quiet words as he pulled Xinalith in close to him. An arm wrapped around them as he kissed their temple.

The sky lit up with shades of pink and orange, like a candied horizon. As it sand lower hues of red and deep blue streaked the sky. A chill settling in the air when the sun finally made its departure. The stars starting to become brighter and twinkle above them.

A starlit picnic as they talked about.

I'm honoured then to have been given the chance to see the real you with your walls down. That you let me in, even if at first you didn't intend on it. That you kept me in and let me keep you company.

Chuckling quietly, they placed their empty glass down, now sitting up a little properly.

Honestly, at first I was a little unsure. I don't often like having people touching me. But with you? I couldn't explain it, it was strangely comforting. The first thing I noticed was how warm you felt, and I found myself chasing it. So, as much as you're glad I never moved away or 'freaked out', I'm glad you made those moves. Because gods knows I probably wouldn't have been able to bring myself to do it.

That smile of theirs only widened, happily letting him pull them in and getting comfortable at his side. One hand resting on his thigh to gently rub it before it landed on his knee and remained there. Leaning into his kiss simply to lay their head against him, using his body as that warmth they spoke about when the sky started to not only change in scenery but invite the cool air to kiss exposed skin.

As the night fell, Pax's gaze moved from the sky to Xinalith. Holding them a little closer to keep them warm. The sky couldn't compare to their gleam. Pale skin shimmering in the moonlight. Truly this was where they shone the most. Ethereal enough to walk the astral plane itself. They were truly the most precious thing in his life. Easily replacing what he thought he held dear. How could anyone or anything compare to them?

The light in the darkness, laughter in the broken, a smile in the sorrow, warmth in the tundra. They were the very thing he never knew he needed to be reminded that life could be beautiful and more than a chose. They were a glimmer of hope turned an inferno.

Everything about the night was magical to them. Literally speaking and metaphorically. Impossible questions to have answered, mysteries that they may not be able to solve in their life time, but perhaps far into the future someone will. Maybe someone will be able to travel up there and understand more than they could possibly ever. And maybe the stars will tell that individual the stories that Xinalith lived through and knew all too well.

Eventually, their mesmerised gaze moved away from the night sky and fell onto Pax, meeting emeralds before bashfully smiling. How long had he been looking at them? Because with the way his eyes seemed to linger on them, trying to see into them, it felt like some time. That alone made their heart pick up in speed.

Tilting their head at his hushed words, followed by a few confused blinks, they slowly nodded. What could he have possibly up his sleeve? This night already, their first date where they can freely be themselves, was already so wonderful. So perfect. Simple, maybe, but with him? Simply perfect.

Okay. Yes, I'm up for it. How long will it take?

Not long.

Pax leaned in to steal a kiss before getting up. Making his way east of where they were, a few hundred meters, his shadow could be seen lighting a match and then lighting something set up over there. A few sparking fuses coming to life before he jogged back over to Xinalith. Pulling them into his lap his hands moved to their ears like earmuffs before facing them in the direction.

It was only now as the sun was low in the sky that he made it back to the tower. Seeing how big it was, he wasn't about to go room to room.

Xinalith? Where's my pretty mage at?

Surprisingly, even doing things as mundane as chores was enjoyable when they were with him. It was nice, being able to properly be seen with him and not have to worry about people using it against them. Though, they did pout when Pax refused to let them see just what he had picked up, curiosity getting the better of them and unable to have it satisfied.

Whilst he was away though, Xinalith was busy tidying up the vault, lowering barriers down and gathering them up to place them elsewhere ready for the collection. The organisation was just to detail what there was, how much it'd come to, a collection date, the usual. Agreeing on it being within the next few days, Xinalith thought it would be a good idea to get them all out so when they had the time, Pax can get his weaponry straight in to replace them. After that though? It was the case of getting ready for their date.

Which oh, how excited they were. Whilst they weren't going anywhere fancy, they did want to look nice for it. Of course they did, they wanted to look good for Pax. He was putting in all of the effort for setting it up, after all. So, they found an outfit that they liked the look of - a turtleneck with some nicely fitted pants, topped with a beautiful, large cardigan to keep them warm - and got to work on their hair. Whilst they kept it down, they did decide to give themselves a side parting, as well as tuck some of it behind their ear to show off the jewellery they had purchased back at the festival.

Hearing Pax call out to them though, they chuckled and made their way out of the bedroom, already ready as they leaned over the railings to look down and spot him.

Your pretty mage is here! I'll come down to you.

Making sure they got everything... so, themselves, Xinalith soon headed down the stairs to meet back up with Pax. A little quickly. Very quickly, actually. They even skipped some of the steps on the way down.

In their time travelling together it was mostly survival. Bare necessities which included clothing. He had never seen them in something like this before. They looked...

Wow.

It came out breathless. Lost in looking over them and how stunning they really were.

You look amazing, beautiful.

His eyes wandering over them with a soft smile.

Let me get changed. You deserve to have me looking proper for our first date.

Kissing their cheek he slipped off to the bedroom. While he didn't have a huge variety of fancier clothing he had some. A black button up with the first few buttons down. Smart, black pants and a brown belt. Not exactly picnic attire but they deserved that. Deciding to be a little extra he grabbed one of the oils he didn't use often. A mix or cedar and salted ocean smells that he dabbed on.

Once ready he made his way back down stairs, picking Xinalith up to spin the pair around. Face chest level to them as he held around their thighs to keep them up.

Thank you.

Seeing as Pax was now getting ready himself, they decided to just hang around the bottom floor and wait for him. Xinalith was trying their best to keep still, they really were, but I cannot begin to emphasise just how excited they were for this date. It was one that they knew was a special outing with a man they had strong feelings for. One who made them blush, laugh, smile. One who made them feel safe, happy, comfortable. And as a bonus, he was devilishly handsome, and hearing that he was going to 'look proper'? They had grown used to seeing him wear armoured pieces or comforting attire. Of course they were ecstatic.

When he eventually came back, scarlets moved to the sound of footsteps approach, soft laughter immediately being pulled from them as they were swept off their feet and spun around. Hands made their way to rest on his shoulders as they beamed down at him, heart hammering away. Xinalith wondered if Pax was able to hear it from where he was, though frankly? They didn't mind if he did. It just further proved how he made them feel.

Hello. You look incredible.

A quick peck on his forehead would let the scent of his oils waft up into their nose, causing a smile to break free.

And smell really, really good too.

They needed to chew on him yesterday.

Hmm, a bit of both?

Pax smiled and slowly lowered them before taking their hand. Walking outside the horses were readied, flowers braided in their manes. Moving towards them, Pax helped Xinalith up onto Cantaloupe before hopping on Lilly.

It would be a bit of a walk and this is as close to a horse drawn carriage as I could get given the time.

With that they started riding into the sunset. Though one of the forest paths until eventually they breeched the tree line. A hillside with an almost perfect view of the horizon. Rolling hills as the terrain to catch the soon to be cascading colours.

The picnic itself was also already set up. A large and plush blanket laid out. Dinner for two, marinated chicken, asparagus and rice. Dessert would remain hidden for now but there was also a fruit tray because he knew Xinalith. All the food covered and waiting for them. There was also champagne in an ice bucket with two glasses beside it. Flower petals rained down on the blanket and surrounding area, some fluttering away in the wind.

Helping Xinalith down the horses were dismissed as he walked them over.

Seeing the horses also dressed up with their pretty flowers, Xinalith couldn't help but coo. Lilly looked oh so beautiful with vibrant colours woven into her mane, and Cantaloupe looked ever so dashing with his. Thanking Pax as he helped them up, the pair were soon off.

Now, Xinalith couldn't quite tell you what it was they were expecting with this. Perhaps just a simple blanket, a basket of food and a nice view, for really it would be the company that made up the date. But as they broke through and saw the picturesque scene before them, as well as the picnic itself set up so neatly, they couldn't help the sparkle in their eyes. The petals themselves floating down the area added to the picture, making it seem like they just walked into a painting rather than took a horse ride here.

Gently squeezing Pax's hand when they headed over, Xinalith looked up at him with a bright smile.

It's your first time? Pax, this is beautiful.

Taking a seat on the blanket, the sorcerer couldn't help but just eye the view in awe, colours in the sky blending with one another as the sun continued to lower itself to make way for the moon. A few stars could always be seen beginning to twinkle away, but were still overwhelmed by the warmth the sun provided.

Truth be told, I didn't even know this little spot existed. Sure, I knew there were hills around, but I certainly had no idea just how beautiful it was. And the picnic itself?

Xinalith chuckled softly.

Helping them down onto the blanket he smiled warmly. Tender and full of adoration. He was still nervous, but mainly because there was more to come.

I've never been on a date before, much less set one up.

I actually happened upon it by accident. I saw it and knew this was where I wanted to bring you. Am I odd for liking that it's new to you? It feels more special that way.

I'm glad you like it. Really that was my main goal.

I can’t help but be shocked by that. Sure, you have your… hm, preference on keeping to yourself, let’s say.

That’s putting it nicely, too.

But I still can’t believe you’re also new at things like this.

Their smiles warmed even more as they shook their head.

No, it isn’t. I think it’s more special too. A brand new place to make memories with someone special, yes?

Yes, let’s. I’ll start uncovering the food.

Assuming Pax would begin with the drinks, Xinalith lifted off the coverings of their meal before serving them up for the pair. As well as this, they made sure to hand over the cutlery, and even put some napkins out just in case.

I can't say I was very interested. Sure a one night stand here or there but I never really wanted to be with anyone. It was easier and better to be alone. You changed that. Solitude used to be what I sought out but now it's you.

Why would I put in that effort to someone that I simply had no interest in? You however, deserve all my effort.

If anything I'm shocked you didn't date more. I know you explained your reasons why before, but I don't know. You being a hopeless romantic as you are I figured it would have been something you wanted or were looking for.

Getting the bottle he carefully undid it. Rather than popping the cork he muffled it in his hand knowing how Xinalith was with loud noise. After that he poured them both a bubbling glass.

Well you can thank the very quaint shop a few doors down from the mailing place. I would have cooked but I figured we should have something nice. I'll make something for you another time.

But cheers. To us. To you being mine and that making me happier than I've been in years.

Pax smiled warmly, holding up the glass.

Maybe it was scary to Xinalith. Maybe feeling like that so soon was ridiculous. Silly. Overreaching for something that may just be temporary. But when you’ve gone many years without finding that person, or feeling the emotions they do, it’s hard not to. Like somehow, the universe put these two into a situation that many would never find themselves in; one full of danger, uncertainty for tomorrow, bitterness and the potential of betrayal. And yet, from those very events, they found each other.

They found peace in a world where things were terrifying. They found safety in a land where many were out to get them. They found warmth from a man who once appeared so cold. They found their special person in a place one would never dream of looking. A diamond in the rough.

Then I truly am the luckiest mage to have wandered this land if I were able to capture your heart, just like you have mine.

Ah, yes. Those were merely dreams. I was far too dedicated, far too absorbed. But you…

Xinalith would smile softly, scarlets wandering over him as they watched him open the champagne.

You are fascinating in your own way. You peak my curiosity more and more, and I simply want to know everything about you. And you are the sort of man my younger self would’ve dreamed about growing up.

Chuckling fondly, they took their glass and also held it up, letting it meet with Pax’s.

To us. To you also being mine, and for us starting a life we both deserve.

With that, they took a sip, the drink going down smoothly and oh-so refreshing. Champagne wasn’t something they drank often, but it was nice every once in a while.

Now then, let’s start eating before the food really does get cold from our sappy talking.

Xinalith teased, placing their drink down so they could dig in. The first thing that they tasted was the chicken, and by the gods was it incredible. The flavours melting on their tongue, the juiciness of the chicken just right, something that they couldn’t tire from eating.

When things were at their darkest, Xinalith became his light.

And I'm the luckiest man to have captured yours.

I am very grateful I was able to capture your attention, because you also caught mine. Younger you had good taste then.

Pax teased with a little smirk. His younger self would have been in absolute awe. To be with someone like Xinalith, someone so kind and breathtaking, not to mention the tower he was now moving into. The small child would have pinched himself and assumed it was all a dream. Hell current him was still doing that.

Clinking the glasses he took a sip. Champagne wasn't something he got...well ever. It was a luxury item in his mind and not one he needed or wanted, but things change. Xinalith deserved luxurious things, especially on a date. They deserved the best. With all that being said he learned champagne might not be for him. It was like dry bubbly water. Next time maybe a nice wine instead.

Chuckling he couldn't help but agree and start to dig in. Of course he started with the chicken and much like Xinalith had a reaction to it.

Holy shit this is good. What is that sauce? Mushroom? Damn that old lady can cook.

After all the time on the road, eating proper food again was good. Very good. Sure Pax or Xinalith would cook but it wasn't normally fancy because the available cooking area wasn't made for it. The steak Xinalith made was phenomenal, homemade food by them always was, but this was great.

The pair chatted while they ate, some laughter being shared, champagne poured. It was nice. A good start to the date.

Once they were finished up, Pax did a small clean up to get the dishes out of the way.

Yes, of course they had good taste. They are me, and I have the best taste. I'm just older now.

When eating their meal, they were in another form of bliss. Good food did that, one supposed.

It's always the elderly folk that knows how to cook.

And eventually, it would be finished. Empty dishes - that's right, Xinalith actually cleared their plate and didn't leave any extra for Pax like they normally would. That's how you know the food was good - and spent a bit more time chatting away. Just simply enjoying one another's presence, sharing jokes and laughs, a few little random topics thrown into the mix.

At the promise of dessert though? Xinalith perked up. They always had room for dessert.

Dessert? Yes, I'd love dessert! I always want dessert.

Seeing their excitement for dessert he couldn't help but chuckle.

You're cute.

Alright, first we have chocolate covered strawberries. Then some mini fruit galettes. Peach, pear, apple and mixed berry, I couldn't decide. I also have some whipped cream.

As he listed off the desserts he was pulling them out. An array that they could bring whatever was left over back to the tower after.

Should I start making sure there is always a dessert around for you? I could always attempt to learn to bake even if I shouldn't be let near a kitchen.

Once again, Xinalith needed to chew on Pax yesterday. They'll have to make up for it by biting him as much as they could when they got back home.

Oh my gods, you're spoiling me rotten.

They couldn't help themselves, already reaching for one of the strawberries to take a bite. The fruit itself was juicy, rich in their sweet flavour, and the chocolate simply added to it. Sugary, melting in their mouth along with the strawberry... people should really start covering more fruits with chocolate, because this was divine. And so easy to eat and make, too.

Xinalith would then take another one, but this time held it up for Pax.

You're a man clearly after my heart if you did that. I would be the happiest elf you'd know. I love anything sweet, but jam tarts are my favourite. If you do manage to set fire to the kitchen, at least I know spells to extinguish it.

They teased, waving the strawberry a little.

Pax couldn't help but smile. They deserved the world and he was going to try his best to give it to them. Though he wouldn't mind being chewed on if he could have ready Xinalith's mind.

Just when he was about to take his own strawberry to try, one was held up to him.

Didn't I make that obvious before? Of course I want your heart. I want all of you. Though hearing this it seems I will be attempting to learn to bake. And make jam. It's good to know. I'll keep water nearby and scream really loud if the water isn't enough.

When he was told they wished to feed him, he chuckled. Leaning in Pax took the berry with a pleased hum. Very sweet and juicy, with a light tartness the chocolate cut. They were amazing. Chocolate covered strawberries should be more places.

They are really good.

Picking up another, he held it to Xinalith.

My turn to feed you now.

Recently? Yes, absolutely. At least, after they first cuddled, Pax made it incredibly obvious. All the flirting, the sweet talking, the touching. That was clear as day. But before all of that? Ha! Not at a fucking chance! It was hard to tell when majority of his facial expressions were looking like he shoved something up his ass and regretted it. There were only little pieces here and there that had made Xinalith raise a brow or wonder if he was doing it out of ease for the contract, or if he genuinely cared for them.

But anyway, that's by the by. All in the past now, and they still made it to where they were now.

Yes, you do. Now, anyway. It all properly clicked for me the night we first cuddled. I mean, you could've scoffed at the agreement, mocked me for it or just pushed me to the floor, but you didn't. Before that though? No. No, you didn't. I don't even know when your thoughts about me started to change.

Chuckling when one was held up for them, Xinalith leaned in and took a bite. Delicious. Truly delicious.

Maybe it was the cheesiness that made it better. They liked the sickly sweet nature of all of this. Feeding one another, having planned on going to a formal dance just so they could dress up, Pax sometimes sweeping them off their feet just to hold them. Xinalith didn't anticipate to love it all, but oh they did. Truly a hopeless romantic, and Pax was already starting to tick off all the boxes.

He couldn't help but chuckle, almost a little bashfully as he looked to his bubbling glass. Taking a moment to think on the question asked. A deep breath mingled with a long sigh.

Honestly I'm not sure. Don't get me wrong, I'm not blind. From the moment I saw you I knew you were attractive but that didn't really matter to me.

I know that night I was drunk I was willing to push more than I would sober. That was probably the point of no return even when I was telling myself it wasn't.

As for when it started though...I don't think it was one action or moment. It started slow. You were fun to bother, I like your reactions, so there was something playful to that. Then we talked more and you were intelligent, self assured, determined. They are attractive traits.

Actually looking back the moment when I probably realised that I was looking at you differently was the night you had that nightmare. You were vulnerable and I felt like I just wanted to make you feel better. That was new. I wouldn't have normally cared. With you I did and I couldn't really tell you why.

Taking a sip of the champagne he hummed.

Though, their head did tilt upon hearing his 'moment'. The nightmare? That was... well, unexpected.

Really? How... surprising. I didn't expect that. Though, I do appreciate you reaching out quietly. I don't recall if I thanked you for it already, but thank you. I didn't want a big gesture, but it was the thought that both counted and helped.

A chuckle left them when the question was turned back onto him, swirling their own glass of champagne before finishing it off with a long sip.

Because it was the first time I got to see the real you. Not some mask you put on yourself, none of that coldness you exhibited. Simply you. A light that still shines in the darkness that I had a feeling not many get to see.

You always came across as a cold man. Tough exterior, didn't make much room to play around, if you did they were only on your terms and if others tried, they would only be met with that bored look of yours. So, being able to see a more playful side of you, hearing your laughter coming out real and genuine, seeing you smile so brightly? It was a sight that drew me in and it may have been the first time I felt an ache in my chest.

He finished his drink while they explained. A panging in his chest.

It was so odd to be seen in such a way, perhaps to be seen at all. He tried his best to not let people see that, even now it was just Xinalith. Quick to flip back to his old ways and what he knew when around others. Knowing it was this fall of his mask that made Xinalith like him had his heart racing. Maybe he should thank the mercenaries for almost slicing him in two. That dazed out moment led to all of this after all.

You have no idea how terrified I was every time I made a move on you. That you would push me away or freak out. You never did though. I'm glad you never did.

Really I don't know how you kept breaking down my walls and peer behind my mask but you did. Time and time again. Eventually I didn't want to keep you out, I wanted you close and with me.

Whatever the path and how we got here, I'm happy where we are.

Looking to the sky, the sun was starting to dip.

Come here.

Quiet words as he pulled Xinalith in close to him. An arm wrapped around them as he kissed their temple.

The sky lit up with shades of pink and orange, like a candied horizon. As it sand lower hues of red and deep blue streaked the sky. A chill settling in the air when the sun finally made its departure. The stars starting to become brighter and twinkle above them.

A starlit picnic as they talked about.

I'm honoured then to have been given the chance to see the real you with your walls down. That you let me in, even if at first you didn't intend on it. That you kept me in and let me keep you company.

Chuckling quietly, they placed their empty glass down, now sitting up a little properly.

Honestly, at first I was a little unsure. I don't often like having people touching me. But with you? I couldn't explain it, it was strangely comforting. The first thing I noticed was how warm you felt, and I found myself chasing it. So, as much as you're glad I never moved away or 'freaked out', I'm glad you made those moves. Because gods knows I probably wouldn't have been able to bring myself to do it.

That smile of theirs only widened, happily letting him pull them in and getting comfortable at his side. One hand resting on his thigh to gently rub it before it landed on his knee and remained there. Leaning into his kiss simply to lay their head against him, using his body as that warmth they spoke about when the sky started to not only change in scenery but invite the cool air to kiss exposed skin.

As the night fell, Pax's gaze moved from the sky to Xinalith. Holding them a little closer to keep them warm. The sky couldn't compare to their gleam. Pale skin shimmering in the moonlight. Truly this was where they shone the most. Ethereal enough to walk the astral plane itself. They were truly the most precious thing in his life. Easily replacing what he thought he held dear. How could anyone or anything compare to them?

The light in the darkness, laughter in the broken, a smile in the sorrow, warmth in the tundra. They were the very thing he never knew he needed to be reminded that life could be beautiful and more than a chose. They were a glimmer of hope turned an inferno.

It was only now as the sun was low in the sky that he made it back to the tower. Seeing how big it was, he wasn't about to go room to room.

Xinalith? Where's my pretty mage at?

Surprisingly, even doing things as mundane as chores was enjoyable when they were with him. It was nice, being able to properly be seen with him and not have to worry about people using it against them. Though, they did pout when Pax refused to let them see just what he had picked up, curiosity getting the better of them and unable to have it satisfied.

Whilst he was away though, Xinalith was busy tidying up the vault, lowering barriers down and gathering them up to place them elsewhere ready for the collection. The organisation was just to detail what there was, how much it'd come to, a collection date, the usual. Agreeing on it being within the next few days, Xinalith thought it would be a good idea to get them all out so when they had the time, Pax can get his weaponry straight in to replace them. After that though? It was the case of getting ready for their date.

Which oh, how excited they were. Whilst they weren't going anywhere fancy, they did want to look nice for it. Of course they did, they wanted to look good for Pax. He was putting in all of the effort for setting it up, after all. So, they found an outfit that they liked the look of - a turtleneck with some nicely fitted pants, topped with a beautiful, large cardigan to keep them warm - and got to work on their hair. Whilst they kept it down, they did decide to give themselves a side parting, as well as tuck some of it behind their ear to show off the jewellery they had purchased back at the festival.

Hearing Pax call out to them though, they chuckled and made their way out of the bedroom, already ready as they leaned over the railings to look down and spot him.

Your pretty mage is here! I'll come down to you.

Making sure they got everything... so, themselves, Xinalith soon headed down the stairs to meet back up with Pax. A little quickly. Very quickly, actually. They even skipped some of the steps on the way down.

In their time travelling together it was mostly survival. Bare necessities which included clothing. He had never seen them in something like this before. They looked...

Wow.

It came out breathless. Lost in looking over them and how stunning they really were.

You look amazing, beautiful.

His eyes wandering over them with a soft smile.

Let me get changed. You deserve to have me looking proper for our first date.

Kissing their cheek he slipped off to the bedroom. While he didn't have a huge variety of fancier clothing he had some. A black button up with the first few buttons down. Smart, black pants and a brown belt. Not exactly picnic attire but they deserved that. Deciding to be a little extra he grabbed one of the oils he didn't use often. A mix or cedar and salted ocean smells that he dabbed on.

Once ready he made his way back down stairs, picking Xinalith up to spin the pair around. Face chest level to them as he held around their thighs to keep them up.

Thank you.

Seeing as Pax was now getting ready himself, they decided to just hang around the bottom floor and wait for him. Xinalith was trying their best to keep still, they really were, but I cannot begin to emphasise just how excited they were for this date. It was one that they knew was a special outing with a man they had strong feelings for. One who made them blush, laugh, smile. One who made them feel safe, happy, comfortable. And as a bonus, he was devilishly handsome, and hearing that he was going to 'look proper'? They had grown used to seeing him wear armoured pieces or comforting attire. Of course they were ecstatic.

When he eventually came back, scarlets moved to the sound of footsteps approach, soft laughter immediately being pulled from them as they were swept off their feet and spun around. Hands made their way to rest on his shoulders as they beamed down at him, heart hammering away. Xinalith wondered if Pax was able to hear it from where he was, though frankly? They didn't mind if he did. It just further proved how he made them feel.

Hello. You look incredible.

A quick peck on his forehead would let the scent of his oils waft up into their nose, causing a smile to break free.

And smell really, really good too.

They needed to chew on him yesterday.

Hmm, a bit of both?

Pax smiled and slowly lowered them before taking their hand. Walking outside the horses were readied, flowers braided in their manes. Moving towards them, Pax helped Xinalith up onto Cantaloupe before hopping on Lilly.

It would be a bit of a walk and this is as close to a horse drawn carriage as I could get given the time.

With that they started riding into the sunset. Though one of the forest paths until eventually they breeched the tree line. A hillside with an almost perfect view of the horizon. Rolling hills as the terrain to catch the soon to be cascading colours.

The picnic itself was also already set up. A large and plush blanket laid out. Dinner for two, marinated chicken, asparagus and rice. Dessert would remain hidden for now but there was also a fruit tray because he knew Xinalith. All the food covered and waiting for them. There was also champagne in an ice bucket with two glasses beside it. Flower petals rained down on the blanket and surrounding area, some fluttering away in the wind.

Helping Xinalith down the horses were dismissed as he walked them over.

Seeing the horses also dressed up with their pretty flowers, Xinalith couldn't help but coo. Lilly looked oh so beautiful with vibrant colours woven into her mane, and Cantaloupe looked ever so dashing with his. Thanking Pax as he helped them up, the pair were soon off.

Now, Xinalith couldn't quite tell you what it was they were expecting with this. Perhaps just a simple blanket, a basket of food and a nice view, for really it would be the company that made up the date. But as they broke through and saw the picturesque scene before them, as well as the picnic itself set up so neatly, they couldn't help the sparkle in their eyes. The petals themselves floating down the area added to the picture, making it seem like they just walked into a painting rather than took a horse ride here.

Gently squeezing Pax's hand when they headed over, Xinalith looked up at him with a bright smile.

It's your first time? Pax, this is beautiful.

Taking a seat on the blanket, the sorcerer couldn't help but just eye the view in awe, colours in the sky blending with one another as the sun continued to lower itself to make way for the moon. A few stars could always be seen beginning to twinkle away, but were still overwhelmed by the warmth the sun provided.

Truth be told, I didn't even know this little spot existed. Sure, I knew there were hills around, but I certainly had no idea just how beautiful it was. And the picnic itself?

Xinalith chuckled softly.

Helping them down onto the blanket he smiled warmly. Tender and full of adoration. He was still nervous, but mainly because there was more to come.

I've never been on a date before, much less set one up.

I actually happened upon it by accident. I saw it and knew this was where I wanted to bring you. Am I odd for liking that it's new to you? It feels more special that way.

I'm glad you like it. Really that was my main goal.

I can’t help but be shocked by that. Sure, you have your… hm, preference on keeping to yourself, let’s say.

That’s putting it nicely, too.

But I still can’t believe you’re also new at things like this.

Their smiles warmed even more as they shook their head.

No, it isn’t. I think it’s more special too. A brand new place to make memories with someone special, yes?

Yes, let’s. I’ll start uncovering the food.

Assuming Pax would begin with the drinks, Xinalith lifted off the coverings of their meal before serving them up for the pair. As well as this, they made sure to hand over the cutlery, and even put some napkins out just in case.

I can't say I was very interested. Sure a one night stand here or there but I never really wanted to be with anyone. It was easier and better to be alone. You changed that. Solitude used to be what I sought out but now it's you.

Why would I put in that effort to someone that I simply had no interest in? You however, deserve all my effort.

If anything I'm shocked you didn't date more. I know you explained your reasons why before, but I don't know. You being a hopeless romantic as you are I figured it would have been something you wanted or were looking for.

Getting the bottle he carefully undid it. Rather than popping the cork he muffled it in his hand knowing how Xinalith was with loud noise. After that he poured them both a bubbling glass.

Well you can thank the very quaint shop a few doors down from the mailing place. I would have cooked but I figured we should have something nice. I'll make something for you another time.

But cheers. To us. To you being mine and that making me happier than I've been in years.

Pax smiled warmly, holding up the glass.

Maybe it was scary to Xinalith. Maybe feeling like that so soon was ridiculous. Silly. Overreaching for something that may just be temporary. But when you’ve gone many years without finding that person, or feeling the emotions they do, it’s hard not to. Like somehow, the universe put these two into a situation that many would never find themselves in; one full of danger, uncertainty for tomorrow, bitterness and the potential of betrayal. And yet, from those very events, they found each other.

They found peace in a world where things were terrifying. They found safety in a land where many were out to get them. They found warmth from a man who once appeared so cold. They found their special person in a place one would never dream of looking. A diamond in the rough.

Then I truly am the luckiest mage to have wandered this land if I were able to capture your heart, just like you have mine.

Ah, yes. Those were merely dreams. I was far too dedicated, far too absorbed. But you…

Xinalith would smile softly, scarlets wandering over him as they watched him open the champagne.

You are fascinating in your own way. You peak my curiosity more and more, and I simply want to know everything about you. And you are the sort of man my younger self would’ve dreamed about growing up.

Chuckling fondly, they took their glass and also held it up, letting it meet with Pax’s.

To us. To you also being mine, and for us starting a life we both deserve.

With that, they took a sip, the drink going down smoothly and oh-so refreshing. Champagne wasn’t something they drank often, but it was nice every once in a while.

Now then, let’s start eating before the food really does get cold from our sappy talking.

Xinalith teased, placing their drink down so they could dig in. The first thing that they tasted was the chicken, and by the gods was it incredible. The flavours melting on their tongue, the juiciness of the chicken just right, something that they couldn’t tire from eating.

When things were at their darkest, Xinalith became his light.

And I'm the luckiest man to have captured yours.

I am very grateful I was able to capture your attention, because you also caught mine. Younger you had good taste then.

Pax teased with a little smirk. His younger self would have been in absolute awe. To be with someone like Xinalith, someone so kind and breathtaking, not to mention the tower he was now moving into. The small child would have pinched himself and assumed it was all a dream. Hell current him was still doing that.

Clinking the glasses he took a sip. Champagne wasn't something he got...well ever. It was a luxury item in his mind and not one he needed or wanted, but things change. Xinalith deserved luxurious things, especially on a date. They deserved the best. With all that being said he learned champagne might not be for him. It was like dry bubbly water. Next time maybe a nice wine instead.

Chuckling he couldn't help but agree and start to dig in. Of course he started with the chicken and much like Xinalith had a reaction to it.

Holy shit this is good. What is that sauce? Mushroom? Damn that old lady can cook.

After all the time on the road, eating proper food again was good. Very good. Sure Pax or Xinalith would cook but it wasn't normally fancy because the available cooking area wasn't made for it. The steak Xinalith made was phenomenal, homemade food by them always was, but this was great.

The pair chatted while they ate, some laughter being shared, champagne poured. It was nice. A good start to the date.

Once they were finished up, Pax did a small clean up to get the dishes out of the way.

Yes, of course they had good taste. They are me, and I have the best taste. I'm just older now.

When eating their meal, they were in another form of bliss. Good food did that, one supposed.

It's always the elderly folk that knows how to cook.

And eventually, it would be finished. Empty dishes - that's right, Xinalith actually cleared their plate and didn't leave any extra for Pax like they normally would. That's how you know the food was good - and spent a bit more time chatting away. Just simply enjoying one another's presence, sharing jokes and laughs, a few little random topics thrown into the mix.

At the promise of dessert though? Xinalith perked up. They always had room for dessert.

Dessert? Yes, I'd love dessert! I always want dessert.

Seeing their excitement for dessert he couldn't help but chuckle.

You're cute.

Alright, first we have chocolate covered strawberries. Then some mini fruit galettes. Peach, pear, apple and mixed berry, I couldn't decide. I also have some whipped cream.

As he listed off the desserts he was pulling them out. An array that they could bring whatever was left over back to the tower after.

Should I start making sure there is always a dessert around for you? I could always attempt to learn to bake even if I shouldn't be let near a kitchen.

Once again, Xinalith needed to chew on Pax yesterday. They'll have to make up for it by biting him as much as they could when they got back home.

Oh my gods, you're spoiling me rotten.

They couldn't help themselves, already reaching for one of the strawberries to take a bite. The fruit itself was juicy, rich in their sweet flavour, and the chocolate simply added to it. Sugary, melting in their mouth along with the strawberry... people should really start covering more fruits with chocolate, because this was divine. And so easy to eat and make, too.

Xinalith would then take another one, but this time held it up for Pax.

You're a man clearly after my heart if you did that. I would be the happiest elf you'd know. I love anything sweet, but jam tarts are my favourite. If you do manage to set fire to the kitchen, at least I know spells to extinguish it.

They teased, waving the strawberry a little.

Pax couldn't help but smile. They deserved the world and he was going to try his best to give it to them. Though he wouldn't mind being chewed on if he could have ready Xinalith's mind.

Just when he was about to take his own strawberry to try, one was held up to him.

Didn't I make that obvious before? Of course I want your heart. I want all of you. Though hearing this it seems I will be attempting to learn to bake. And make jam. It's good to know. I'll keep water nearby and scream really loud if the water isn't enough.

When he was told they wished to feed him, he chuckled. Leaning in Pax took the berry with a pleased hum. Very sweet and juicy, with a light tartness the chocolate cut. They were amazing. Chocolate covered strawberries should be more places.

They are really good.

Picking up another, he held it to Xinalith.

My turn to feed you now.

Recently? Yes, absolutely. At least, after they first cuddled, Pax made it incredibly obvious. All the flirting, the sweet talking, the touching. That was clear as day. But before all of that? Ha! Not at a fucking chance! It was hard to tell when majority of his facial expressions were looking like he shoved something up his ass and regretted it. There were only little pieces here and there that had made Xinalith raise a brow or wonder if he was doing it out of ease for the contract, or if he genuinely cared for them.

But anyway, that's by the by. All in the past now, and they still made it to where they were now.

Yes, you do. Now, anyway. It all properly clicked for me the night we first cuddled. I mean, you could've scoffed at the agreement, mocked me for it or just pushed me to the floor, but you didn't. Before that though? No. No, you didn't. I don't even know when your thoughts about me started to change.

Chuckling when one was held up for them, Xinalith leaned in and took a bite. Delicious. Truly delicious.

Maybe it was the cheesiness that made it better. They liked the sickly sweet nature of all of this. Feeding one another, having planned on going to a formal dance just so they could dress up, Pax sometimes sweeping them off their feet just to hold them. Xinalith didn't anticipate to love it all, but oh they did. Truly a hopeless romantic, and Pax was already starting to tick off all the boxes.

He couldn't help but chuckle, almost a little bashfully as he looked to his bubbling glass. Taking a moment to think on the question asked. A deep breath mingled with a long sigh.

Honestly I'm not sure. Don't get me wrong, I'm not blind. From the moment I saw you I knew you were attractive but that didn't really matter to me.

I know that night I was drunk I was willing to push more than I would sober. That was probably the point of no return even when I was telling myself it wasn't.

As for when it started though...I don't think it was one action or moment. It started slow. You were fun to bother, I like your reactions, so there was something playful to that. Then we talked more and you were intelligent, self assured, determined. They are attractive traits.

Actually looking back the moment when I probably realised that I was looking at you differently was the night you had that nightmare. You were vulnerable and I felt like I just wanted to make you feel better. That was new. I wouldn't have normally cared. With you I did and I couldn't really tell you why.

Taking a sip of the champagne he hummed.

Though, their head did tilt upon hearing his 'moment'. The nightmare? That was... well, unexpected.

Really? How... surprising. I didn't expect that. Though, I do appreciate you reaching out quietly. I don't recall if I thanked you for it already, but thank you. I didn't want a big gesture, but it was the thought that both counted and helped.

A chuckle left them when the question was turned back onto him, swirling their own glass of champagne before finishing it off with a long sip.

Because it was the first time I got to see the real you. Not some mask you put on yourself, none of that coldness you exhibited. Simply you. A light that still shines in the darkness that I had a feeling not many get to see.

You always came across as a cold man. Tough exterior, didn't make much room to play around, if you did they were only on your terms and if others tried, they would only be met with that bored look of yours. So, being able to see a more playful side of you, hearing your laughter coming out real and genuine, seeing you smile so brightly? It was a sight that drew me in and it may have been the first time I felt an ache in my chest.

He finished his drink while they explained. A panging in his chest.

It was so odd to be seen in such a way, perhaps to be seen at all. He tried his best to not let people see that, even now it was just Xinalith. Quick to flip back to his old ways and what he knew when around others. Knowing it was this fall of his mask that made Xinalith like him had his heart racing. Maybe he should thank the mercenaries for almost slicing him in two. That dazed out moment led to all of this after all.

You have no idea how terrified I was every time I made a move on you. That you would push me away or freak out. You never did though. I'm glad you never did.

Really I don't know how you kept breaking down my walls and peer behind my mask but you did. Time and time again. Eventually I didn't want to keep you out, I wanted you close and with me.

Whatever the path and how we got here, I'm happy where we are.

Looking to the sky, the sun was starting to dip.

Come here.

Quiet words as he pulled Xinalith in close to him. An arm wrapped around them as he kissed their temple.

The sky lit up with shades of pink and orange, like a candied horizon. As it sand lower hues of red and deep blue streaked the sky. A chill settling in the air when the sun finally made its departure. The stars starting to become brighter and twinkle above them.

A starlit picnic as they talked about.

It was only now as the sun was low in the sky that he made it back to the tower. Seeing how big it was, he wasn't about to go room to room.

Xinalith? Where's my pretty mage at?

Surprisingly, even doing things as mundane as chores was enjoyable when they were with him. It was nice, being able to properly be seen with him and not have to worry about people using it against them. Though, they did pout when Pax refused to let them see just what he had picked up, curiosity getting the better of them and unable to have it satisfied.

Whilst he was away though, Xinalith was busy tidying up the vault, lowering barriers down and gathering them up to place them elsewhere ready for the collection. The organisation was just to detail what there was, how much it'd come to, a collection date, the usual. Agreeing on it being within the next few days, Xinalith thought it would be a good idea to get them all out so when they had the time, Pax can get his weaponry straight in to replace them. After that though? It was the case of getting ready for their date.

Which oh, how excited they were. Whilst they weren't going anywhere fancy, they did want to look nice for it. Of course they did, they wanted to look good for Pax. He was putting in all of the effort for setting it up, after all. So, they found an outfit that they liked the look of - a turtleneck with some nicely fitted pants, topped with a beautiful, large cardigan to keep them warm - and got to work on their hair. Whilst they kept it down, they did decide to give themselves a side parting, as well as tuck some of it behind their ear to show off the jewellery they had purchased back at the festival.

Hearing Pax call out to them though, they chuckled and made their way out of the bedroom, already ready as they leaned over the railings to look down and spot him.

Your pretty mage is here! I'll come down to you.

Making sure they got everything... so, themselves, Xinalith soon headed down the stairs to meet back up with Pax. A little quickly. Very quickly, actually. They even skipped some of the steps on the way down.

In their time travelling together it was mostly survival. Bare necessities which included clothing. He had never seen them in something like this before. They looked...

Wow.

It came out breathless. Lost in looking over them and how stunning they really were.

You look amazing, beautiful.

His eyes wandering over them with a soft smile.

Let me get changed. You deserve to have me looking proper for our first date.

Kissing their cheek he slipped off to the bedroom. While he didn't have a huge variety of fancier clothing he had some. A black button up with the first few buttons down. Smart, black pants and a brown belt. Not exactly picnic attire but they deserved that. Deciding to be a little extra he grabbed one of the oils he didn't use often. A mix or cedar and salted ocean smells that he dabbed on.

Once ready he made his way back down stairs, picking Xinalith up to spin the pair around. Face chest level to them as he held around their thighs to keep them up.

Thank you.

Seeing as Pax was now getting ready himself, they decided to just hang around the bottom floor and wait for him. Xinalith was trying their best to keep still, they really were, but I cannot begin to emphasise just how excited they were for this date. It was one that they knew was a special outing with a man they had strong feelings for. One who made them blush, laugh, smile. One who made them feel safe, happy, comfortable. And as a bonus, he was devilishly handsome, and hearing that he was going to 'look proper'? They had grown used to seeing him wear armoured pieces or comforting attire. Of course they were ecstatic.

When he eventually came back, scarlets moved to the sound of footsteps approach, soft laughter immediately being pulled from them as they were swept off their feet and spun around. Hands made their way to rest on his shoulders as they beamed down at him, heart hammering away. Xinalith wondered if Pax was able to hear it from where he was, though frankly? They didn't mind if he did. It just further proved how he made them feel.

Hello. You look incredible.

A quick peck on his forehead would let the scent of his oils waft up into their nose, causing a smile to break free.

And smell really, really good too.

They needed to chew on him yesterday.

Hmm, a bit of both?

Pax smiled and slowly lowered them before taking their hand. Walking outside the horses were readied, flowers braided in their manes. Moving towards them, Pax helped Xinalith up onto Cantaloupe before hopping on Lilly.

It would be a bit of a walk and this is as close to a horse drawn carriage as I could get given the time.

With that they started riding into the sunset. Though one of the forest paths until eventually they breeched the tree line. A hillside with an almost perfect view of the horizon. Rolling hills as the terrain to catch the soon to be cascading colours.

The picnic itself was also already set up. A large and plush blanket laid out. Dinner for two, marinated chicken, asparagus and rice. Dessert would remain hidden for now but there was also a fruit tray because he knew Xinalith. All the food covered and waiting for them. There was also champagne in an ice bucket with two glasses beside it. Flower petals rained down on the blanket and surrounding area, some fluttering away in the wind.

Helping Xinalith down the horses were dismissed as he walked them over.

Seeing the horses also dressed up with their pretty flowers, Xinalith couldn't help but coo. Lilly looked oh so beautiful with vibrant colours woven into her mane, and Cantaloupe looked ever so dashing with his. Thanking Pax as he helped them up, the pair were soon off.

Now, Xinalith couldn't quite tell you what it was they were expecting with this. Perhaps just a simple blanket, a basket of food and a nice view, for really it would be the company that made up the date. But as they broke through and saw the picturesque scene before them, as well as the picnic itself set up so neatly, they couldn't help the sparkle in their eyes. The petals themselves floating down the area added to the picture, making it seem like they just walked into a painting rather than took a horse ride here.

Gently squeezing Pax's hand when they headed over, Xinalith looked up at him with a bright smile.

It's your first time? Pax, this is beautiful.

Taking a seat on the blanket, the sorcerer couldn't help but just eye the view in awe, colours in the sky blending with one another as the sun continued to lower itself to make way for the moon. A few stars could always be seen beginning to twinkle away, but were still overwhelmed by the warmth the sun provided.

Truth be told, I didn't even know this little spot existed. Sure, I knew there were hills around, but I certainly had no idea just how beautiful it was. And the picnic itself?

Xinalith chuckled softly.

Helping them down onto the blanket he smiled warmly. Tender and full of adoration. He was still nervous, but mainly because there was more to come.

I've never been on a date before, much less set one up.

I actually happened upon it by accident. I saw it and knew this was where I wanted to bring you. Am I odd for liking that it's new to you? It feels more special that way.

I'm glad you like it. Really that was my main goal.

I can’t help but be shocked by that. Sure, you have your… hm, preference on keeping to yourself, let’s say.

That’s putting it nicely, too.

But I still can’t believe you’re also new at things like this.

Their smiles warmed even more as they shook their head.

No, it isn’t. I think it’s more special too. A brand new place to make memories with someone special, yes?

Yes, let’s. I’ll start uncovering the food.

Assuming Pax would begin with the drinks, Xinalith lifted off the coverings of their meal before serving them up for the pair. As well as this, they made sure to hand over the cutlery, and even put some napkins out just in case.

I can't say I was very interested. Sure a one night stand here or there but I never really wanted to be with anyone. It was easier and better to be alone. You changed that. Solitude used to be what I sought out but now it's you.

Why would I put in that effort to someone that I simply had no interest in? You however, deserve all my effort.

If anything I'm shocked you didn't date more. I know you explained your reasons why before, but I don't know. You being a hopeless romantic as you are I figured it would have been something you wanted or were looking for.

Getting the bottle he carefully undid it. Rather than popping the cork he muffled it in his hand knowing how Xinalith was with loud noise. After that he poured them both a bubbling glass.

Well you can thank the very quaint shop a few doors down from the mailing place. I would have cooked but I figured we should have something nice. I'll make something for you another time.

But cheers. To us. To you being mine and that making me happier than I've been in years.

Pax smiled warmly, holding up the glass.

Maybe it was scary to Xinalith. Maybe feeling like that so soon was ridiculous. Silly. Overreaching for something that may just be temporary. But when you’ve gone many years without finding that person, or feeling the emotions they do, it’s hard not to. Like somehow, the universe put these two into a situation that many would never find themselves in; one full of danger, uncertainty for tomorrow, bitterness and the potential of betrayal. And yet, from those very events, they found each other.

They found peace in a world where things were terrifying. They found safety in a land where many were out to get them. They found warmth from a man who once appeared so cold. They found their special person in a place one would never dream of looking. A diamond in the rough.

Then I truly am the luckiest mage to have wandered this land if I were able to capture your heart, just like you have mine.

Ah, yes. Those were merely dreams. I was far too dedicated, far too absorbed. But you…

Xinalith would smile softly, scarlets wandering over him as they watched him open the champagne.

You are fascinating in your own way. You peak my curiosity more and more, and I simply want to know everything about you. And you are the sort of man my younger self would’ve dreamed about growing up.

Chuckling fondly, they took their glass and also held it up, letting it meet with Pax’s.

To us. To you also being mine, and for us starting a life we both deserve.

With that, they took a sip, the drink going down smoothly and oh-so refreshing. Champagne wasn’t something they drank often, but it was nice every once in a while.

Now then, let’s start eating before the food really does get cold from our sappy talking.

Xinalith teased, placing their drink down so they could dig in. The first thing that they tasted was the chicken, and by the gods was it incredible. The flavours melting on their tongue, the juiciness of the chicken just right, something that they couldn’t tire from eating.

When things were at their darkest, Xinalith became his light.

And I'm the luckiest man to have captured yours.

I am very grateful I was able to capture your attention, because you also caught mine. Younger you had good taste then.

Pax teased with a little smirk. His younger self would have been in absolute awe. To be with someone like Xinalith, someone so kind and breathtaking, not to mention the tower he was now moving into. The small child would have pinched himself and assumed it was all a dream. Hell current him was still doing that.

Clinking the glasses he took a sip. Champagne wasn't something he got...well ever. It was a luxury item in his mind and not one he needed or wanted, but things change. Xinalith deserved luxurious things, especially on a date. They deserved the best. With all that being said he learned champagne might not be for him. It was like dry bubbly water. Next time maybe a nice wine instead.

Chuckling he couldn't help but agree and start to dig in. Of course he started with the chicken and much like Xinalith had a reaction to it.

Holy shit this is good. What is that sauce? Mushroom? Damn that old lady can cook.

After all the time on the road, eating proper food again was good. Very good. Sure Pax or Xinalith would cook but it wasn't normally fancy because the available cooking area wasn't made for it. The steak Xinalith made was phenomenal, homemade food by them always was, but this was great.

The pair chatted while they ate, some laughter being shared, champagne poured. It was nice. A good start to the date.

Once they were finished up, Pax did a small clean up to get the dishes out of the way.

Yes, of course they had good taste. They are me, and I have the best taste. I'm just older now.

When eating their meal, they were in another form of bliss. Good food did that, one supposed.

It's always the elderly folk that knows how to cook.

And eventually, it would be finished. Empty dishes - that's right, Xinalith actually cleared their plate and didn't leave any extra for Pax like they normally would. That's how you know the food was good - and spent a bit more time chatting away. Just simply enjoying one another's presence, sharing jokes and laughs, a few little random topics thrown into the mix.

At the promise of dessert though? Xinalith perked up. They always had room for dessert.

Dessert? Yes, I'd love dessert! I always want dessert.

Seeing their excitement for dessert he couldn't help but chuckle.

You're cute.

Alright, first we have chocolate covered strawberries. Then some mini fruit galettes. Peach, pear, apple and mixed berry, I couldn't decide. I also have some whipped cream.

As he listed off the desserts he was pulling them out. An array that they could bring whatever was left over back to the tower after.

Should I start making sure there is always a dessert around for you? I could always attempt to learn to bake even if I shouldn't be let near a kitchen.

Once again, Xinalith needed to chew on Pax yesterday. They'll have to make up for it by biting him as much as they could when they got back home.

Oh my gods, you're spoiling me rotten.

They couldn't help themselves, already reaching for one of the strawberries to take a bite. The fruit itself was juicy, rich in their sweet flavour, and the chocolate simply added to it. Sugary, melting in their mouth along with the strawberry... people should really start covering more fruits with chocolate, because this was divine. And so easy to eat and make, too.

Xinalith would then take another one, but this time held it up for Pax.

You're a man clearly after my heart if you did that. I would be the happiest elf you'd know. I love anything sweet, but jam tarts are my favourite. If you do manage to set fire to the kitchen, at least I know spells to extinguish it.

They teased, waving the strawberry a little.

Pax couldn't help but smile. They deserved the world and he was going to try his best to give it to them. Though he wouldn't mind being chewed on if he could have ready Xinalith's mind.

Just when he was about to take his own strawberry to try, one was held up to him.

Didn't I make that obvious before? Of course I want your heart. I want all of you. Though hearing this it seems I will be attempting to learn to bake. And make jam. It's good to know. I'll keep water nearby and scream really loud if the water isn't enough.

When he was told they wished to feed him, he chuckled. Leaning in Pax took the berry with a pleased hum. Very sweet and juicy, with a light tartness the chocolate cut. They were amazing. Chocolate covered strawberries should be more places.

They are really good.

Picking up another, he held it to Xinalith.

My turn to feed you now.

Recently? Yes, absolutely. At least, after they first cuddled, Pax made it incredibly obvious. All the flirting, the sweet talking, the touching. That was clear as day. But before all of that? Ha! Not at a fucking chance! It was hard to tell when majority of his facial expressions were looking like he shoved something up his ass and regretted it. There were only little pieces here and there that had made Xinalith raise a brow or wonder if he was doing it out of ease for the contract, or if he genuinely cared for them.

But anyway, that's by the by. All in the past now, and they still made it to where they were now.

Yes, you do. Now, anyway. It all properly clicked for me the night we first cuddled. I mean, you could've scoffed at the agreement, mocked me for it or just pushed me to the floor, but you didn't. Before that though? No. No, you didn't. I don't even know when your thoughts about me started to change.

Chuckling when one was held up for them, Xinalith leaned in and took a bite. Delicious. Truly delicious.

Maybe it was the cheesiness that made it better. They liked the sickly sweet nature of all of this. Feeding one another, having planned on going to a formal dance just so they could dress up, Pax sometimes sweeping them off their feet just to hold them. Xinalith didn't anticipate to love it all, but oh they did. Truly a hopeless romantic, and Pax was already starting to tick off all the boxes.

He couldn't help but chuckle, almost a little bashfully as he looked to his bubbling glass. Taking a moment to think on the question asked. A deep breath mingled with a long sigh.

Honestly I'm not sure. Don't get me wrong, I'm not blind. From the moment I saw you I knew you were attractive but that didn't really matter to me.

I know that night I was drunk I was willing to push more than I would sober. That was probably the point of no return even when I was telling myself it wasn't.

As for when it started though...I don't think it was one action or moment. It started slow. You were fun to bother, I like your reactions, so there was something playful to that. Then we talked more and you were intelligent, self assured, determined. They are attractive traits.

Actually looking back the moment when I probably realised that I was looking at you differently was the night you had that nightmare. You were vulnerable and I felt like I just wanted to make you feel better. That was new. I wouldn't have normally cared. With you I did and I couldn't really tell you why.

Taking a sip of the champagne he hummed.

It was only now as the sun was low in the sky that he made it back to the tower. Seeing how big it was, he wasn't about to go room to room.

Xinalith? Where's my pretty mage at?

Surprisingly, even doing things as mundane as chores was enjoyable when they were with him. It was nice, being able to properly be seen with him and not have to worry about people using it against them. Though, they did pout when Pax refused to let them see just what he had picked up, curiosity getting the better of them and unable to have it satisfied.

Whilst he was away though, Xinalith was busy tidying up the vault, lowering barriers down and gathering them up to place them elsewhere ready for the collection. The organisation was just to detail what there was, how much it'd come to, a collection date, the usual. Agreeing on it being within the next few days, Xinalith thought it would be a good idea to get them all out so when they had the time, Pax can get his weaponry straight in to replace them. After that though? It was the case of getting ready for their date.

Which oh, how excited they were. Whilst they weren't going anywhere fancy, they did want to look nice for it. Of course they did, they wanted to look good for Pax. He was putting in all of the effort for setting it up, after all. So, they found an outfit that they liked the look of - a turtleneck with some nicely fitted pants, topped with a beautiful, large cardigan to keep them warm - and got to work on their hair. Whilst they kept it down, they did decide to give themselves a side parting, as well as tuck some of it behind their ear to show off the jewellery they had purchased back at the festival.

Hearing Pax call out to them though, they chuckled and made their way out of the bedroom, already ready as they leaned over the railings to look down and spot him.

Your pretty mage is here! I'll come down to you.

Making sure they got everything... so, themselves, Xinalith soon headed down the stairs to meet back up with Pax. A little quickly. Very quickly, actually. They even skipped some of the steps on the way down.

In their time travelling together it was mostly survival. Bare necessities which included clothing. He had never seen them in something like this before. They looked...

Wow.

It came out breathless. Lost in looking over them and how stunning they really were.

You look amazing, beautiful.

His eyes wandering over them with a soft smile.

Let me get changed. You deserve to have me looking proper for our first date.

Kissing their cheek he slipped off to the bedroom. While he didn't have a huge variety of fancier clothing he had some. A black button up with the first few buttons down. Smart, black pants and a brown belt. Not exactly picnic attire but they deserved that. Deciding to be a little extra he grabbed one of the oils he didn't use often. A mix or cedar and salted ocean smells that he dabbed on.

Once ready he made his way back down stairs, picking Xinalith up to spin the pair around. Face chest level to them as he held around their thighs to keep them up.

Thank you.

Seeing as Pax was now getting ready himself, they decided to just hang around the bottom floor and wait for him. Xinalith was trying their best to keep still, they really were, but I cannot begin to emphasise just how excited they were for this date. It was one that they knew was a special outing with a man they had strong feelings for. One who made them blush, laugh, smile. One who made them feel safe, happy, comfortable. And as a bonus, he was devilishly handsome, and hearing that he was going to 'look proper'? They had grown used to seeing him wear armoured pieces or comforting attire. Of course they were ecstatic.

When he eventually came back, scarlets moved to the sound of footsteps approach, soft laughter immediately being pulled from them as they were swept off their feet and spun around. Hands made their way to rest on his shoulders as they beamed down at him, heart hammering away. Xinalith wondered if Pax was able to hear it from where he was, though frankly? They didn't mind if he did. It just further proved how he made them feel.

Hello. You look incredible.

A quick peck on his forehead would let the scent of his oils waft up into their nose, causing a smile to break free.

And smell really, really good too.

They needed to chew on him yesterday.

Hmm, a bit of both?

Pax smiled and slowly lowered them before taking their hand. Walking outside the horses were readied, flowers braided in their manes. Moving towards them, Pax helped Xinalith up onto Cantaloupe before hopping on Lilly.

It would be a bit of a walk and this is as close to a horse drawn carriage as I could get given the time.

With that they started riding into the sunset. Though one of the forest paths until eventually they breeched the tree line. A hillside with an almost perfect view of the horizon. Rolling hills as the terrain to catch the soon to be cascading colours.

The picnic itself was also already set up. A large and plush blanket laid out. Dinner for two, marinated chicken, asparagus and rice. Dessert would remain hidden for now but there was also a fruit tray because he knew Xinalith. All the food covered and waiting for them. There was also champagne in an ice bucket with two glasses beside it. Flower petals rained down on the blanket and surrounding area, some fluttering away in the wind.

Helping Xinalith down the horses were dismissed as he walked them over.

Seeing the horses also dressed up with their pretty flowers, Xinalith couldn't help but coo. Lilly looked oh so beautiful with vibrant colours woven into her mane, and Cantaloupe looked ever so dashing with his. Thanking Pax as he helped them up, the pair were soon off.

Now, Xinalith couldn't quite tell you what it was they were expecting with this. Perhaps just a simple blanket, a basket of food and a nice view, for really it would be the company that made up the date. But as they broke through and saw the picturesque scene before them, as well as the picnic itself set up so neatly, they couldn't help the sparkle in their eyes. The petals themselves floating down the area added to the picture, making it seem like they just walked into a painting rather than took a horse ride here.

Gently squeezing Pax's hand when they headed over, Xinalith looked up at him with a bright smile.

It's your first time? Pax, this is beautiful.

Taking a seat on the blanket, the sorcerer couldn't help but just eye the view in awe, colours in the sky blending with one another as the sun continued to lower itself to make way for the moon. A few stars could always be seen beginning to twinkle away, but were still overwhelmed by the warmth the sun provided.

Truth be told, I didn't even know this little spot existed. Sure, I knew there were hills around, but I certainly had no idea just how beautiful it was. And the picnic itself?

Xinalith chuckled softly.

Helping them down onto the blanket he smiled warmly. Tender and full of adoration. He was still nervous, but mainly because there was more to come.

I've never been on a date before, much less set one up.

I actually happened upon it by accident. I saw it and knew this was where I wanted to bring you. Am I odd for liking that it's new to you? It feels more special that way.

I'm glad you like it. Really that was my main goal.

I can’t help but be shocked by that. Sure, you have your… hm, preference on keeping to yourself, let’s say.

That’s putting it nicely, too.

But I still can’t believe you’re also new at things like this.

Their smiles warmed even more as they shook their head.

No, it isn’t. I think it’s more special too. A brand new place to make memories with someone special, yes?

Yes, let’s. I’ll start uncovering the food.

Assuming Pax would begin with the drinks, Xinalith lifted off the coverings of their meal before serving them up for the pair. As well as this, they made sure to hand over the cutlery, and even put some napkins out just in case.

I can't say I was very interested. Sure a one night stand here or there but I never really wanted to be with anyone. It was easier and better to be alone. You changed that. Solitude used to be what I sought out but now it's you.

Why would I put in that effort to someone that I simply had no interest in? You however, deserve all my effort.

If anything I'm shocked you didn't date more. I know you explained your reasons why before, but I don't know. You being a hopeless romantic as you are I figured it would have been something you wanted or were looking for.

Getting the bottle he carefully undid it. Rather than popping the cork he muffled it in his hand knowing how Xinalith was with loud noise. After that he poured them both a bubbling glass.

Well you can thank the very quaint shop a few doors down from the mailing place. I would have cooked but I figured we should have something nice. I'll make something for you another time.

But cheers. To us. To you being mine and that making me happier than I've been in years.

Pax smiled warmly, holding up the glass.

Maybe it was scary to Xinalith. Maybe feeling like that so soon was ridiculous. Silly. Overreaching for something that may just be temporary. But when you’ve gone many years without finding that person, or feeling the emotions they do, it’s hard not to. Like somehow, the universe put these two into a situation that many would never find themselves in; one full of danger, uncertainty for tomorrow, bitterness and the potential of betrayal. And yet, from those very events, they found each other.

They found peace in a world where things were terrifying. They found safety in a land where many were out to get them. They found warmth from a man who once appeared so cold. They found their special person in a place one would never dream of looking. A diamond in the rough.

Then I truly am the luckiest mage to have wandered this land if I were able to capture your heart, just like you have mine.

Ah, yes. Those were merely dreams. I was far too dedicated, far too absorbed. But you…

Xinalith would smile softly, scarlets wandering over him as they watched him open the champagne.

You are fascinating in your own way. You peak my curiosity more and more, and I simply want to know everything about you. And you are the sort of man my younger self would’ve dreamed about growing up.

Chuckling fondly, they took their glass and also held it up, letting it meet with Pax’s.

To us. To you also being mine, and for us starting a life we both deserve.

With that, they took a sip, the drink going down smoothly and oh-so refreshing. Champagne wasn’t something they drank often, but it was nice every once in a while.

Now then, let’s start eating before the food really does get cold from our sappy talking.

Xinalith teased, placing their drink down so they could dig in. The first thing that they tasted was the chicken, and by the gods was it incredible. The flavours melting on their tongue, the juiciness of the chicken just right, something that they couldn’t tire from eating.

When things were at their darkest, Xinalith became his light.

And I'm the luckiest man to have captured yours.

I am very grateful I was able to capture your attention, because you also caught mine. Younger you had good taste then.

Pax teased with a little smirk. His younger self would have been in absolute awe. To be with someone like Xinalith, someone so kind and breathtaking, not to mention the tower he was now moving into. The small child would have pinched himself and assumed it was all a dream. Hell current him was still doing that.

Clinking the glasses he took a sip. Champagne wasn't something he got...well ever. It was a luxury item in his mind and not one he needed or wanted, but things change. Xinalith deserved luxurious things, especially on a date. They deserved the best. With all that being said he learned champagne might not be for him. It was like dry bubbly water. Next time maybe a nice wine instead.

Chuckling he couldn't help but agree and start to dig in. Of course he started with the chicken and much like Xinalith had a reaction to it.

Holy shit this is good. What is that sauce? Mushroom? Damn that old lady can cook.

After all the time on the road, eating proper food again was good. Very good. Sure Pax or Xinalith would cook but it wasn't normally fancy because the available cooking area wasn't made for it. The steak Xinalith made was phenomenal, homemade food by them always was, but this was great.

The pair chatted while they ate, some laughter being shared, champagne poured. It was nice. A good start to the date.

Once they were finished up, Pax did a small clean up to get the dishes out of the way.

Yes, of course they had good taste. They are me, and I have the best taste. I'm just older now.

When eating their meal, they were in another form of bliss. Good food did that, one supposed.

It's always the elderly folk that knows how to cook.

And eventually, it would be finished. Empty dishes - that's right, Xinalith actually cleared their plate and didn't leave any extra for Pax like they normally would. That's how you know the food was good - and spent a bit more time chatting away. Just simply enjoying one another's presence, sharing jokes and laughs, a few little random topics thrown into the mix.

At the promise of dessert though? Xinalith perked up. They always had room for dessert.

Dessert? Yes, I'd love dessert! I always want dessert.

Seeing their excitement for dessert he couldn't help but chuckle.

You're cute.

Alright, first we have chocolate covered strawberries. Then some mini fruit galettes. Peach, pear, apple and mixed berry, I couldn't decide. I also have some whipped cream.

As he listed off the desserts he was pulling them out. An array that they could bring whatever was left over back to the tower after.

Should I start making sure there is always a dessert around for you? I could always attempt to learn to bake even if I shouldn't be let near a kitchen.

Once again, Xinalith needed to chew on Pax yesterday. They'll have to make up for it by biting him as much as they could when they got back home.

Oh my gods, you're spoiling me rotten.

They couldn't help themselves, already reaching for one of the strawberries to take a bite. The fruit itself was juicy, rich in their sweet flavour, and the chocolate simply added to it. Sugary, melting in their mouth along with the strawberry... people should really start covering more fruits with chocolate, because this was divine. And so easy to eat and make, too.

Xinalith would then take another one, but this time held it up for Pax.

You're a man clearly after my heart if you did that. I would be the happiest elf you'd know. I love anything sweet, but jam tarts are my favourite. If you do manage to set fire to the kitchen, at least I know spells to extinguish it.

They teased, waving the strawberry a little.

Pax couldn't help but smile. They deserved the world and he was going to try his best to give it to them. Though he wouldn't mind being chewed on if he could have ready Xinalith's mind.

Just when he was about to take his own strawberry to try, one was held up to him.

Didn't I make that obvious before? Of course I want your heart. I want all of you. Though hearing this it seems I will be attempting to learn to bake. And make jam. It's good to know. I'll keep water nearby and scream really loud if the water isn't enough.

When he was told they wished to feed him, he chuckled. Leaning in Pax took the berry with a pleased hum. Very sweet and juicy, with a light tartness the chocolate cut. They were amazing. Chocolate covered strawberries should be more places.

They are really good.

Picking up another, he held it to Xinalith.

My turn to feed you now.

It was only now as the sun was low in the sky that he made it back to the tower. Seeing how big it was, he wasn't about to go room to room.

Xinalith? Where's my pretty mage at?

Surprisingly, even doing things as mundane as chores was enjoyable when they were with him. It was nice, being able to properly be seen with him and not have to worry about people using it against them. Though, they did pout when Pax refused to let them see just what he had picked up, curiosity getting the better of them and unable to have it satisfied.

Whilst he was away though, Xinalith was busy tidying up the vault, lowering barriers down and gathering them up to place them elsewhere ready for the collection. The organisation was just to detail what there was, how much it'd come to, a collection date, the usual. Agreeing on it being within the next few days, Xinalith thought it would be a good idea to get them all out so when they had the time, Pax can get his weaponry straight in to replace them. After that though? It was the case of getting ready for their date.

Which oh, how excited they were. Whilst they weren't going anywhere fancy, they did want to look nice for it. Of course they did, they wanted to look good for Pax. He was putting in all of the effort for setting it up, after all. So, they found an outfit that they liked the look of - a turtleneck with some nicely fitted pants, topped with a beautiful, large cardigan to keep them warm - and got to work on their hair. Whilst they kept it down, they did decide to give themselves a side parting, as well as tuck some of it behind their ear to show off the jewellery they had purchased back at the festival.

Hearing Pax call out to them though, they chuckled and made their way out of the bedroom, already ready as they leaned over the railings to look down and spot him.

Your pretty mage is here! I'll come down to you.

Making sure they got everything... so, themselves, Xinalith soon headed down the stairs to meet back up with Pax. A little quickly. Very quickly, actually. They even skipped some of the steps on the way down.

In their time travelling together it was mostly survival. Bare necessities which included clothing. He had never seen them in something like this before. They looked...

Wow.

It came out breathless. Lost in looking over them and how stunning they really were.

You look amazing, beautiful.

His eyes wandering over them with a soft smile.

Let me get changed. You deserve to have me looking proper for our first date.

Kissing their cheek he slipped off to the bedroom. While he didn't have a huge variety of fancier clothing he had some. A black button up with the first few buttons down. Smart, black pants and a brown belt. Not exactly picnic attire but they deserved that. Deciding to be a little extra he grabbed one of the oils he didn't use often. A mix or cedar and salted ocean smells that he dabbed on.

Once ready he made his way back down stairs, picking Xinalith up to spin the pair around. Face chest level to them as he held around their thighs to keep them up.

Thank you.

Seeing as Pax was now getting ready himself, they decided to just hang around the bottom floor and wait for him. Xinalith was trying their best to keep still, they really were, but I cannot begin to emphasise just how excited they were for this date. It was one that they knew was a special outing with a man they had strong feelings for. One who made them blush, laugh, smile. One who made them feel safe, happy, comfortable. And as a bonus, he was devilishly handsome, and hearing that he was going to 'look proper'? They had grown used to seeing him wear armoured pieces or comforting attire. Of course they were ecstatic.

When he eventually came back, scarlets moved to the sound of footsteps approach, soft laughter immediately being pulled from them as they were swept off their feet and spun around. Hands made their way to rest on his shoulders as they beamed down at him, heart hammering away. Xinalith wondered if Pax was able to hear it from where he was, though frankly? They didn't mind if he did. It just further proved how he made them feel.

Hello. You look incredible.

A quick peck on his forehead would let the scent of his oils waft up into their nose, causing a smile to break free.

And smell really, really good too.

They needed to chew on him yesterday.

Hmm, a bit of both?

Pax smiled and slowly lowered them before taking their hand. Walking outside the horses were readied, flowers braided in their manes. Moving towards them, Pax helped Xinalith up onto Cantaloupe before hopping on Lilly.

It would be a bit of a walk and this is as close to a horse drawn carriage as I could get given the time.

With that they started riding into the sunset. Though one of the forest paths until eventually they breeched the tree line. A hillside with an almost perfect view of the horizon. Rolling hills as the terrain to catch the soon to be cascading colours.

The picnic itself was also already set up. A large and plush blanket laid out. Dinner for two, marinated chicken, asparagus and rice. Dessert would remain hidden for now but there was also a fruit tray because he knew Xinalith. All the food covered and waiting for them. There was also champagne in an ice bucket with two glasses beside it. Flower petals rained down on the blanket and surrounding area, some fluttering away in the wind.

Helping Xinalith down the horses were dismissed as he walked them over.

Seeing the horses also dressed up with their pretty flowers, Xinalith couldn't help but coo. Lilly looked oh so beautiful with vibrant colours woven into her mane, and Cantaloupe looked ever so dashing with his. Thanking Pax as he helped them up, the pair were soon off.

Now, Xinalith couldn't quite tell you what it was they were expecting with this. Perhaps just a simple blanket, a basket of food and a nice view, for really it would be the company that made up the date. But as they broke through and saw the picturesque scene before them, as well as the picnic itself set up so neatly, they couldn't help the sparkle in their eyes. The petals themselves floating down the area added to the picture, making it seem like they just walked into a painting rather than took a horse ride here.

Gently squeezing Pax's hand when they headed over, Xinalith looked up at him with a bright smile.

It's your first time? Pax, this is beautiful.

Taking a seat on the blanket, the sorcerer couldn't help but just eye the view in awe, colours in the sky blending with one another as the sun continued to lower itself to make way for the moon. A few stars could always be seen beginning to twinkle away, but were still overwhelmed by the warmth the sun provided.

Truth be told, I didn't even know this little spot existed. Sure, I knew there were hills around, but I certainly had no idea just how beautiful it was. And the picnic itself?

Xinalith chuckled softly.

Helping them down onto the blanket he smiled warmly. Tender and full of adoration. He was still nervous, but mainly because there was more to come.

I've never been on a date before, much less set one up.

I actually happened upon it by accident. I saw it and knew this was where I wanted to bring you. Am I odd for liking that it's new to you? It feels more special that way.

I'm glad you like it. Really that was my main goal.

I can’t help but be shocked by that. Sure, you have your… hm, preference on keeping to yourself, let’s say.

That’s putting it nicely, too.

But I still can’t believe you’re also new at things like this.

Their smiles warmed even more as they shook their head.

No, it isn’t. I think it’s more special too. A brand new place to make memories with someone special, yes?

Yes, let’s. I’ll start uncovering the food.

Assuming Pax would begin with the drinks, Xinalith lifted off the coverings of their meal before serving them up for the pair. As well as this, they made sure to hand over the cutlery, and even put some napkins out just in case.

I can't say I was very interested. Sure a one night stand here or there but I never really wanted to be with anyone. It was easier and better to be alone. You changed that. Solitude used to be what I sought out but now it's you.

Why would I put in that effort to someone that I simply had no interest in? You however, deserve all my effort.

If anything I'm shocked you didn't date more. I know you explained your reasons why before, but I don't know. You being a hopeless romantic as you are I figured it would have been something you wanted or were looking for.

Getting the bottle he carefully undid it. Rather than popping the cork he muffled it in his hand knowing how Xinalith was with loud noise. After that he poured them both a bubbling glass.

Well you can thank the very quaint shop a few doors down from the mailing place. I would have cooked but I figured we should have something nice. I'll make something for you another time.

But cheers. To us. To you being mine and that making me happier than I've been in years.

Pax smiled warmly, holding up the glass.