Better Call My Therapist

"I have to work tomorrow!" I couldn't stop smiling as I watched him drive us to his house.

"Call off." Saul shrugged again. "Spend the day with me. Blowing off potential clients." A heavy weight settled in my chest.

"I can't." I murmured. Saul glanced at me out of the corner of his eye.

"What? Listen sweetheart it isn't that big a deal. Playing hooky is something I'm sure those teens do all the time. You work hard enough. You should be allowed..." Saul said.

"I don't have much time left." I cut in. Saul looked at me as we pulled up to a red light.

"How do you not have time left?" He asked. "Wait do you get sick often? Am I going to have to play nurse?" His smile grew. "Oh I get it. You've been playing hooky already. Got a bad streak in you. I like that." I chuckled and shook my head.

"No. It...isn't like that." I sighed and ran a hand down my face. "My coworker. He's got cancer. I gave him my sick time so he could take time off for treatments." Saul reached over and squeezed my hand.

"(Y/N)." He said quietly. "I'm only teasing. That is beyond honorable." Saul smiled softly at me as he drove off. He was gripping the wheel tightly. I smiled to myself, thinking he was as much in a hurry to get to his house as I was. "I mean it. Ok. So...well alright."

"I'm sorry." I murmured as I watched him tense slightly.

"Don't apologize." Saul shot me a look. "Wait you mentioned finals. School year is almost out. How much time do you have left?" Saul asked. I shrugged.

"Maybe like two days." I said. Saul nodded. "I mean I could take off. If you really..."

"Hey no no." Saul cut in. "Not what I really want. Take off only if you want to. I'm not going to be THAT kind of guy. Absolutely not." He shook his head as we turned a corner and pulled up in front of a giant white house.

"Holy crap Saul!" I exclaimed. Saul chuckled as he watched my reaction. He parked the car and he killed the engine, turning in his seat to look at me fully.

"So..." He asked, watching me carefully as I looked out the window at his house.

"All this just for you?" I asked, turning back to him in awe. Saul nodded. “Saul I knew you made money. But I didn’t think…”

“told you I had to cut corners somewhere.” He chuckled. “And hey no one ever needs to know. Otherwise I’d get robbed by every low life in my damn waiting room.” Saul shrugged as I got out of the car. He followed me with a smile. “Now listen inside ain’t nearly as pretty. It’s kind of…well you’ll see…” he rubbed the back of his neck as he followed me.

“saul. Let me make this clear. I don’t care you have money. I am surprised you have this much money.” I said as we reached the door. He unlocked it and ushered me in.

“I know.” He smiled. “You’re with me because of my big dick.” I turned towards Saul and took a step towards him, my arms coming up around his neck. Saul took a step back. His back hit the door as I kissed him. His hands came up to my waist as I held him tightly to me. I felt his fingers dig into my back as I moaned into his mouth.

“Saul.” I breathed. “Take me to bed.” Saul nodded as he reached down and picked me up bridal style. I gasped as I wrapped my arms around his neck, feeling him shift me in his arms.

“Huh.” He murmured as he started walking down the hall. “Speechless. That’s new.”

“I didn’t expect you to do that.” I whispered, looking at him in awe.

“expect the unexpected and all that.” Saul said, shooting me a grin. "The closer you look, the less you see." I smiled at him as he kicked a door open. I saw his face fall slightly as he paused to turn on the lights with his elbow. "Uh...don't mind...the whole...this..." He murmured.

"The whole what?" I asked before turning to look at the room. "Oh." Saul grimaced.

"We can move to the guest room if this is..." Saul started.

"No. Saul its fine. I mean nothing wrong with a gold and marble bedroom with a circle bed. Covered in animal print." I said. Saul rolled his eyes.

"Alright fine. Tease me all you want. But this is about to become yours soon." He reminded me. "And yes. Whatever you want to change...change it."

"Wait really?" I asked, gasping as he put me down on the bed. "You're serious?"

"Yeah." Saul nodded. "Sure this is all just shit I bought because I could. Do what you want. Throw it out. Sell it. I don't care. I want it to be ours." I leaned back and smirked.

“Ok.” I said. “We’ll look into renovating. After the wedding.” Saul nodded, climbing over me. I tiled my head as I looked over his shoulder.

“what?” He asked, drawing back to look at me. “Everything ok?”

“Saul…why do you have a mirror attached to your ceiling?” He looked over his shoulder at the mirror. I watched him gulp, his jaw clenching briefly before he turned back to look at me. He chuckled before moving off of me.

“well uh you see…” Saul started, playing with his hands as he looked between me and the mirror. He chuckled nervously. “I uh like to see myself laugh?” Saul turned red as he shook his head. “No ok. Uh I…”

“Saul. I don’t want the details.” I said, smiling softly at him as I moved to straddle him. “If it’s to watch yourself and other…parties…having sex…” I leaned in and sucked on his earlobe. “Just say it.” Saul moaned, long and low.

“fuck. It’s to watch as I fuck someone speechless.” Saul breathed out. “Fuck em so hard they can barely walk the next day. Make them cum so many times I have to pop a viagra just to keep up.” I pulled back to look at him with a raised eyebrow. “Ok not with you. Yet. But yeah.” Saul smirked at me. “What can I say? I’m gifted.” I stared at him wide eyed.

"Holy crap Saul." I murmured. He smiled nervously at me, watching me carefully.

"I uh...well since I met you..." Saul rubbed the back of his neck. "I hope you know those days are behind me. Most of the people I've been with recently have mostly just walked away with my money. I mean clearly I have enough of it to blow. Not for a few months now though." Saul chuckled. "What I'm trying to get at here is it’s only you. You're it for me. That isn't going to happen anymore. Unless you want me to do it." He shifted his weight on the bed.

“Saul.” I leaned forward and cupped his cheeks. “When I say holy crap, I mean holy crap. That is insane and hell yes I want you to do that one day. But tonight…” my hands slid down his chest and started unbuttoning his shirt. “I’m going to ride you until I can’t.” Saul watched me in awe. “And you’re going to watch.” He nodded as I pushed his shirt off his shoulders. I kissed him again as I worked on his pants. “Where’s your belt?”

“probably still in the car if we’re being honest.” Saul laughed. “I didn’t even realize we took it off.” I smiled at him as he lifted his hips to let me take the pants off. I left him in his boxers as I moved to take off my shirt. “Oh fuck.” Saul breathed as he watched me throw it somewhere in the room.

“like what you see?” I asked, smirking at him as his smile fell. Saul’s eyes were glued to my chest. I felt him shifting under me as he tried to get his socks off. “I’ll take that as a yes.” Saul nodded slowly as I lifted myself slightly to take my own pants off. “Alright Mr. Goodman. I’m ready when you are.” Saul reached out and slowly pulled my underwear off, never taking his eyes off of me. I felt my cheeks heat up with the attention. My fingers grasped the elastic band of his boxers. My eyes fell to his stomach as I felt it tense under my touch.

“whenever you’re ready.” Saul breathed out, hands coming to wrap around my wrists. “I know the last couple times have been hot and heavy. But that doesn’t mean this is going to be any different. I mean feelings wise. My feelings. I trust you.” I nodded as I looked at him. Saul let go of my hands to cup my face. “If you want I can be on top. It’s fine. We’ll do that another time. It won’t be the last time we’re in this bed.”

“might be the last time that mirror is up there though.” I whispered. “Kind of freaks me out.” Saul smiled softly at me.

“if it helps i had someone come in to properly mount it and hired someone else to make sure it wouldn’t fall on me in my sleep.” Saul said. He rubbed his thumb over my cheek. “I’ve seen bride of chucky. I’m not about to become ribbons on a water bed.” I laughed as Saul drew me to him. “Whatever you want baby. You got it.”

“it doesn’t help but thank you for trying.” I whispered as Saul pressed his forehead against mine.

“ok. I’ll be on top. You’ve proven you can push me around if necessary.” He smiled at me. I rolled my eyes as he rolled us over. “Enjoy the show.” He whispered in my ear as he took off his boxers. Saul kissed me softly as he laid down, slotting himself between my legs. I wrapped my arms around him as he lined himself up.

“Saul.” I murmured. He looked at me as I nodded. Saul slowly entered me, the two of us groaning. He dropped to his forearms as he paused to let me adjust. I smirked as I looked at the image above us. “I can’t see myself.” I whispered. Saul pulled back to look at me before looking over his shoulder.

“(Y/N).” Saul sighed as he shook his head at me. “I swear…” I giggled as he kissed my cheek. Saul pulled out and slammed back in, turning my giggles into moans. “That’s more like it.” He mused, leaning down to kiss me. My nails dug into his back as he kept up his rhythm. I wrapped my legs around his hips. My mouth fell open with a gasp as my eyes fixed on the mirror.

“Saul. Fuck.” I gasped. “Now I get why you have that. Fuck Saul.” I let my hand trail down until I was cupping Saul’s ass. “Look at that ass.” I squeezed as Saul grunted. “And it’s about to be all mine. This wonderful piece of cake.” Saul’s breath hitched as he buried his face in my neck. “Oh fuck!” Saul chuckled as he licked over the bite he’d just placed on my collarbone.

“you talk too much darling.” Saul murmured. I moaned as my back arched. Saul pressed his hips against me as I started squirming.

“that’s…fuck…that’s my line.” I gasped. “Saul. Oh crap. Saul. Saul!” I screamed as I came, Saul snapping his hips against mine as he followed me over the edge.

“oh crap.” Saul groaned as he pulled out of me. “Wow.” He rolled onto his back, letting me curl up on his chest. I sighed as I settled against him.

“You can say that again.” I breathed before pressing a kiss to his chest. Saul smiled up at our reflection.

“Wow.” He repeated. I laughed as I turned my head to look at the mirror. “As fun as that was…I get it. Time to say goodbye to the mirror.”

“I’m sorry my irrational fear of death by mirror is ruining your kinky sex dreams.” I said, drawing patterns around Saul’s chest. My fingers caught in the smattering of hair and Saul caught my hand. He brought my hand to his lips as he pressed a kiss to my fingers.