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jjk texts! fwb satosugu pt.4
author’s note: in honor of kelela’s new single jesus was seen frfr

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hii, youre right and i apologize. ive deleted the content that contains the aave joke. i sincerely apologize for my mistake. i’ll be more mindful next time. please do lmk if i make another offensive jokes in the future! im not disclosing my ethnicity here because id like to be anonymous, but i so appreciate your criticism. its purely a mistake on my behalf and i apologize.
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author’s note: can’t believe you guys liked the first part so much! i’ll make this a series if you kiss my forehead
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toji is a hot single dad (18+ nsfw)
fingers hovering over your keyboard, you let out an exasperated sigh as you sink into your seat. your 5,000 word count essay is due tonight and you’re barely halfway into the damned thing. you usually never have an issue with writing—if anything, it’s one of the very few things you’re actually good at, but maybe you shouldn’t procrastinate an assignment til the very last minute no matter how usually good you are at it.
being in your room for too long won’t help you finish an essay that’s seemingly growing shorter and shorter no matter how many words you crammed into it. you’d stretch after sitting up for too long and next thing you know you’d be in bed scrolling through twitter or what have you. worst case scenario would be you’d take a power nap and sleep through your deadline.
you won’t take the risk which is why you grabbed your laptop and opted to the nearest coffee store you can find. you’d settled with starbucks if it wasn’t too crowded, so you walked a bit further til you found a nice cafe with not much traffic.
you’ve been here for almost an hour and it hasn’t helped your essay so far. the smell of coffee beans and freshly baked pastries definitely helped brighten your mood and raise morale, but it seemed like your brain just short circuited for the day.
clicking your tongue, you decided to get up to use the restroom after holding your pee for about ten minutes. you rummaged through your bag to find a pad to carry to the restroom in case you need to change, being in your third day of period and all.
the small cafe obviously only had one available bathroom, one of which was obviously occupied as you squeezed your thighs together, cursing to yourself for holding your pee in the first place. you were about to unlock your phone and mindlessly scroll on it before a tiny sullen voice caught your attention.
“why are you flaunting it like that?”
confused, you looked down to see a cute looking gremlin with his head slightly tilted up towards you. black hair sticking up like porcupine, eyebrows slightly furrowed, lips pursed.
“what?” you responded.
“that thing,” he snickered, the annoyed expression still planted on his small face. “your period thing, why are you flaunting it like that? it’s weird.”
furrowing your eyebrows, you asked, “my pads?” while holding it up as a confirmation.
the little gremlin scrunched his face at your gesture. “yes. girls use that when they’re on their period, right?”
“yes?” you semi questioned. where the fuck is this kid going with this?
“why are you holding it up and flaunting it like that? it’s gross.”
if it was your first day of period you probably wouldn’t be able to hold back from beating this kid’s ass. to be fair, you wouldn’t be out and about if it was your first day.
“what do you mean flaunting it? i’m just holding it. i’m gonna use the bathroom,”
“you can put it in your pocket or something,” he grouched. “why does everybody has to see it.”
“how old are you? do you know what flaunting means?”
when he failed to answer, you continued. “flaunting means this,” you hold the pad up and wave it around just a little to his direction. “which i wasn’t doing. i was just holding it, dumbass.”
the black haired boy rolled his eyes. “still,”
“jesus christ–” you were was cut off by a voice calling out to who you assumed is the kid whose ass you’re about to kick.
“gumi?”
what looked like a tall and jacked version of the gremlin walked towards you. you weren’t exaggerating, the man looked exactly like a tall, beefy, jacked version of the kid. same face, same hair—his isn’t sticking up, though—same bored eyes. the only notable difference was that the man had a tiny scar just a little beside his lip.
upon his name being called, the little devil turned his head towards the man briefly before looking back to you.
“this weird lady was flaunting her menstrual pad.”
is flaunting his new favorite word?
“megumi, what the fuck, man?” the grown man looked weirded out.
shrugging, gumi muttered. “it’s true.”
the man immediately looked stressed out. he turned his head to you with an apologetic face, slightly bowing his head. “i’m so sorry, miss.” turning back to megumi, he sternly said, “apologize.”
“what, she was waving it in front of my face.” gumi complained
“oh my god?” you stated in disbelief.
upon your tone, the man once again turned to you with an even more apologetic expression. mouthing ‘i’m so sorry’ before whipping his head back to his son.“megumi, fucking apologize.”
clicking his tongue, the little reincarnation of satan rolled his eyes before giving in. “fine, i’m sorry.”
“say it like you mean it.”
he clicked his tongue once more. “okay, i’m sorry! it was just weird how she was holding it like that.”
this fucking kid— you shook your head, looking at the man with a defeated look. “i wasn’t holding it like anything.”
“fushiguro!” someone from behind the cafe bar called out catching the man’s attention.
“go get our order,” he ordered megumi who rolled his eyes before turning his heel and walking away.
the man’s eyes lingered on the little one as he walked away. a brief moment passed and he turned his attention back to you, the same defeated and apologetic expression still prominent on his face.
“i am so sorry,” he began. “that was rude of him.”
you shook your head and sighed, not wanting to make it harder for the poor man. “it’s fine.”
“no it’s not. i should beat his ass,”
you huffed a breath from your nose, one corner of your lip curled into a half smile. “can i beat his ass?”
the tall man in front of you chuckled at that. “be my guest.”
you found yourself smiling upon seeing his tiny grin.
“son?” you questioned.
nodding, he answered. “yeah, one and only.”
“thank god.” you joked.
another tiny grin followed by a chuckle, more like a laugh this time. “thank fucking god.”
you found yourself studying his features for a split second. you forgot you were still holding your pee. the bathroom was now empty but you couldn’t bother excusing yourself from this bizarre interaction. you just now noticed how pretty the gentleman before you is. tall build, jet black hair framing his face, a small scar decorating the right side of his lips, muscles peaking through his generous button up.
his voice broke you out of your trance. “i really am sorry, again,” he began. “ever since his mom and i got a divorce he’s been acting up so much. it’s been almost two years since we separated and he’s still being difficult.”
you were stunned at the sudden confession. your lips parted to voice a response but you had no idea what to say.
when you failed to answer, he continued. “fuck, sorry, i don’t know where that came from.”
you felt bad at the poor man so you finally managed to croak out a response. “no, it’s okay,” you began. “my parents were divorced when i was young. god knows how much i’ve acted up.”
he smiled apologetically. “yeah, kids.”
“sorry about your divorce.”
he shook his head, dismissing himself. “it was two years ago.”
“it’s still a divorce.” you shrugged.
he let out a boyish laugh. “i’m over it.”
“i’m still sorry, though,”
lips forming a half smirk, he shook his head, chuckling. then, he extended his hand. “toji.”
you took his hand in yours. strong grip hugged your smaller palm. you shook it, introducing yourself. you heard him muttering your name under his breath, like he’s trying to memorize it.
his hand was still in yours when the familiar voice called out, resulting in the both of you to withdraw your grip in each other.
“dad, let’s go.” megumi stood with a cup of coffee in hand, taking a sip of his iced chocolate in his other hand.
toji tilted his head towards you while still looking at his son. “go apologize again.”
megumi sulked, eyes briefly meeting yours before he lowered his gaze. “i’m sorry.”
he sounded like the meant it this time.
“do you have a girlfriend?” you asked.
confused, he looked up to you with a sour expression. “no?” his answer came out a question.
“good,” your nostril flared. “let’s keep it that way.”
you heard toji let out a laugh and a snort.
“you’re so mean.” megumi sulked, glaring at you.
“you started it.” you poked your tongue at him, no longer annoyed at the prior fiasco. he’s clearly just a kid navigating through a rough transition in his life. he could be nicer, though, but who are you to hold it against him.
toji shook his head at the two of you. you can see the scar on his lips stretched out as a handsome grin complimented his face. he turned his head towards you, searching for your eyes to meet his as a means of saying goodbye without actually saying it.
you nodded, smiling at him.
“we’ll get going,” he bid, not wanting to test his impatient son.
you nodded once again. “it was nice talking to you, toji.”
“you too.” he smiled.
it was hard to pry your eyes off of his boyish smile, but you managed. you turned your head towards megumi. “bye, gumi.” you cooed, slightly kneeling to meet his height.
the boy grouched, muttering a ‘whatever’ before turning his heel and walking away. you caught a sight of his flushed cheeks.
toji huffed a laugh, eyes following his son as he walked farther from the two of you. toji turned his head towards you, nodding, before taking a step to follow his son.
“bye, toji.” you managed to slipped up a goodbye.
the man gave nothing back but a wink.
( … )
it would be a lie to say that you haven’t been thinking of toji. it would also be a lie to say that you didn’t go back to the same cafe the day after your meet-cute with toji, because you absolutely did. you even came back at the same time as the day before in hope to by some miracle catch him again.
and you did. he was already in front of the cashier when you walked in. his back was towards you but you’d recognize that built anywhere. instead of a button up, he’s wearing a black crewneck that accentuated his broad shoulder. the devil reincarnated he called his son was nowhere in sight
you took a deep breath before continued walking in towards his direction. god must’ve been in a good mood cause as you walked ahead, toji had finished paying and turned around.
you prayed that he caught you and he did. he raised his eyebrows, lips curling into a downward smile.
you walked closer to him before faking a surprised gasp. “we can’t keep meeting like this.”
toji was charmed by your humor. smirking, he replied, “what, at a coffee shop?”
“exactly.”
he laughed, shaking his head. “do you live nearby? i go here every day but i don’t think i’ve seen you before.”
“my apartment is a 5 minute walk from here.”
“yeah?” he raised his eyebrows. “how come we’ve only met yesterday, then?”
you tried your best not to blush at his obvious flirtatious tone of speaking. though in his defense, it wasn’t so much flirtatious as it was just his attractive appearance.
“i walk pass here almost everyday but i never stop by.” you explained. “was about to do some work at starbucks yesterday but it was way too crowded so i went here instead.”
“and you’re back so soon. that good?”
you sheepishly smiled. “the butterscotch latte is really good.” you weren’t fully lying, though. you’ve always had a thing for strong and sweet coffee.
chuckling, toji replied. “megumi would say that’s such a girly drink.”
you rolled your eyes playfully. “i should beat his ass.” this earned a laugh from him.
it then became a tradition between the two of you. or rather, you’re inserting yourself into a routine he already has. over the course of you coming back into the coffee shop and bumping into him, you’d learn more about him through small conversations the two of you managed to squeezed in before going back to each other’s agenda.
you learned that he always gets his coffee from here because it’s on his way to work. you asked why he doesn’t go to starbucks instead (like the rest of us) to which he replied—verbatim—that he’s not paying $5 for a watered down americano. you chuckled at that, agreeing with him.
you also learned that he’a turning thirty six and you could’ve sworn you’ve never seen thirty looks so good on anyone. he still posses a boyish persona to him. he can make any girl feel like a giggling school girl who’s crushing on a senior.
on the seventh time—yes, you counted—you bumped into him, you learned that he likes to cook in his free time. nothing fancy, but he brags about making a mean shrimp alfredo and how you should let him cook for you sometime.
you try your hardest not to do the easy route and bat your eyelashes at him or give him fuck me eyes. this short yet consistent flirting between the two of you had been the most interesting thing to have happened to you all year round. you noticed toji would stand closer when talking to you. you noticed how he towers over your smaller figure—that itself is more than enough to send a warm fuzz to your lower tummy. when he’s not standing close to you, he’d lean against the wall with his eyes locked to yours. you noticed he would smirk more, tease you more but not in a way that degrades you, more of a friendly tease which could be his way of telling you that whatever it is between you and him has progressed more than just a friendly banter.
you feel like you’ve known the guy pretty well despite never having to sit down and talk to him. literally. all of the flirty and friendly conversations you both had happened while standing up while waiting in line for your coffee. if any of you are normal, you’d ask each other on a date and actually sit down to talk and get to know each other. but that’d be nerve wrecking. this is fun. going to this coffee shop everyday as a mere excuse to meet and talk to him. there’s something intimate about it. this routine belongs to you and him.
“what do you do on your free time?” he asked before sipping on his coffee. “y’know, besides getting coffee and complaining about your college assignments.”
you rolled your eyes at his lame attempt of a read. you hummed, taking your time to actually think of an answer. “i like to read, i’ve been wanting to read more, actually. i like going on a walk, or on a treadmill.”
“interesting.” he muttered.
“do you workout a lot?” the question came out flirtier than you expected. it wasn’t much of your tone as much as it was you gawking at his figure while asking. you weren’t even looking at his eyes, it was like your question was directed towards his body instead of him.
it was subtle, but you caught his slightly flushed face like he wasn’t expecting you to be so bold.
“yeah, that obvious?” he chuckled.
your eyes were still glued to his body, never bothering to look at his face. “yeah,” you nodded, gaze looking at him up and down.
“thanks, doll.”
there’s something about toji being nonchalantly polite that really turns you on. you were guilty of judging him by his looks and expecting him to be some kind of cheap whore you would make sexual innuendos or inappropriate comments. toji is friendly, no doubt about it, and you are mature and woman enough to believe that there’s a level of attraction that he possesses towards you. there’s no way he would talk to someone everyday consistently if you weren’t at the very least interested in them.
by the third week of your little coffee shop routine with him, it was apparent that neither of you can keep it in your pants any longer. you began to pay more efforts into your appearance. you began to wear more revealing clothes—skimpy tanktops or hot pants that does little to nothing to cover your ass. you were smart to not make yourself look too trashy, like you’re throwing yourself at him, but you knew your little scheme definitely has an affect on him everytime you notice his eyes linger a second or two longer on your figure.
today is particularly hot. the sun is out but the breeze is nice. you decided on a tank top so tight you can see the print of your belly button. you wore no bra underneath, nipples and nipple piercing peaking through the thin and skin tight material. you have your hair down and you pull it to the front, strands falling just enough to half assedly cover your chest.
toji’s eyes found their way to your body almost immediately.
“you look nice.” he failed to stop himself from opening the conversation with a compliment.
you raised your eyebrows, genuinely surprised at his opening line. “thanks, handsome.”
“what’s the agenda for today?” he began, eyes trying so hard to not look down at your smaller figure. it’s a curse that he’s so much taller and has to look down to talk to you. he’s already looking down, he can’t not look at your chest when it’s right there.
“was planning to go to the park and read.” you hold up a book you’re holding in your hand. “you?”
“megumi’s at his mom’s so i’m probably gonna clean the house.”
that piqued your interest. “yeah?”
“yeah, he’s staying there for the weekend.”
“house to yourself?” you cooed.
the man nodded, his canines catching his bottom lip as he bit down. “yeah.”
you hummed, nodding. “fun.”
it was a quiet for a brief moment before toji opened his mouth to break the silence.
“do you wanna come over?”
( … )
for a man his age with an ten year old under his care, you were surprised to see the house so tidy. the bar is genuinely at the lowest of the low for men and single fathers, but you were pleased to see his humble abode so clean. you can tell the couch smells nice, the kitchen counter is shiny, all bedroom doors are closed, even the shoe rack is all tidy.
“make yourself at home.” he broke you off your trance.
you put down your bag and book and began looking around. the fridge is full of pictures, drawings, and post it notes. a small framed photo near the tv caught your attention.
“is that megumi?”
he nodded, chuckling. “first birthday.”
“has he always had that much hair?” you tilted your head looking at the picture.
“my god, yeah. don’t know where he got it from.”
you chuckled, hands in your pocket as your eyes wander around.
toji was the one who break the silence again. clearing his throat, he muttered. “i haven’t done this in a while.”
you turned to look at him. “what, having a guest over?” you knew what he was talking about, and it looked like he could use a little tension breaker.
he nervously laugh. “yeah, haven’t head a guest over in a while.”
you snorted, walking closer to him. “i’ll behave.”
he has his eyes glued to you as you walked closer to where he stood. your hair was no longer covering your revealing chest. toji hoped the growing bulge in his pants wasn’t immediately noticed by you.
when you’re close enough, you look up to him and chuckled. you’ve never seen him look so restless.
“hey, you.”
he looked down meeting your gaze. “hey,” he breathed.
you studied his face for a moment. you put a hand on his shoulder. “you okay?”
he chuckled nervously, eyes struggling to avoiding your gaze and your cleavage. “yeah,”
you remove a hand from his shoulder when you feel him shift and take a deep breath. it was an adorable sight seeing a grown man his size look so on edge.
“hey, you.” you muttered again, voice soft and low.
his eyes finally meet yours when he stopped fighting to look down. he’s finally standing so close. “can i kiss you?”
you raised your eyebrows in disbelief, chuckling. “i’m soaked through my panties and youre asking me if you can kiss me?”
toji was flabbergasted but quickly regained his composure. he chuckled boyishly before closing the gap between you two, large palm on your cheek as he pulled your fave towards him.
when his mouth was finally on yours, the long game you’ve been playing felt all worth while.
you feel toji’s canine nibbling on your bottom lip, gently sucking before letting it go. he only let a split secon for you to take a breath before diving back in, kissing your open mouth. you hummed and you can feel him smiled again your swollen lips.
about two minutes into the make out session, you reached for his hand and guide it to your chest. he was quick to palm your left tit. suddenly his kiss felt hungrier and you can feel the vibrate of his slow groan.
“fuck,” he pulled away, glancing at his hand that was squeezing your small boob. he threw his head back, eyes squeezed shut before looking back at you. “i’m trying to be good.”
you put a hand on top his hand, guiding him to squeeze your tit harder. “who asked you to?”
“fuck, doll,” he groaned, large hand roughly kneading your tit. “i haven’t done this in a while.”
you raised your eyebrows mockingly. “what, grab a woman’s boobs?”
he grunted before chuckling, hand never stopping. “i’m serious.” he breathed, looking down at you. “i haven’t.. sleep with anyone in a while.”
“neither have i.”
“you? with this face?” he bit his lower lip, his free hand grabbing your hips, gripping so hard he might leave a bruise. “with this body?”
you feel his hand went from your hip down to your ass. he grabbed a handful of your cheek and squeezed. your eyebrows furrowed as you let out a moan, arching your body into him. the older man was pleased at how you react to him.
“i’m flattered, but i haven’t had sex in a while, either.”
“yeah?”
you hummed. toji moved to pepper kisses down your neck. “busy with assignments.”
“such a good girl,” he cooed mockingly.
you rolled your eyes, holding back a smile. he said it as a joke but the words went straight to your aching cunt. you grabbed his face to slam your lips onto him, the kiss messier, sloppier, hungrier than before. he kissed you back with as much force, smiling against your lips.
just when you thought he couldn’t get any sexier, he lowered his body grabbed a bold of your thigh. in a swift motion without breaking the kiss, he picked you up, you legs instinctively wrapped around his waist.
you moaned into his mouth, arms hugging his neck as your hands roamed around his hair, pulling the strands and pushing his head closer to you.
when he dropped you to what you assumed to be his bed, toji was quick discard your pants and throw it on the floor. you took the liberty pulling your tank top over your head before laying back down, moving your hair out of the way so your bare chest is on view for him.
toji took off the shirt he had on and threw it somewhere near your pants. only then he took a good look at you sprawled on his bed, one hand massaging your own tit while your other hand reached to toy on the waistband of his sweatpants.
“you’re gonna be the death of me, doll.”
his mouth latched onto your tit and his hand reach to knead the other one. he nibbled on your nipple, careful not to hurt your piercing. your head feels fuzzy with how his hot mouth was devouring you.
he twisted your nipple before his large palm gave it a good squeeze. he moaned, tit still on his mouth. “fit so well in my hand.”
you chuckled between moaning. “they’re very small, i know.”
“who the fuck cares, they feel so fucking good in my hands.” he argued, mouth leaving your tit as he made his way to your neck, kissing and sucking your skin. both his hands were busy kneading and palming your bosom. “so fucking soft.”
the older man took his time with kissing your neck. his hips made its way lower til its finally meet your clothed cunt. he rolled his hip, grinding on your slick folds as you spread your legs.
“y’ ruined your panties,” he breathed against your neck.
you hummed before answering. “told you.”
“all for me, doll?” he bit down the flesh of your neck, sucking so hard before letting his warm tongue graze over it. his finger toyed with your nipple before giving them a good pinch.
you mewled. “fuck yes, daddy.”
“fuck,” he groaned at the nickname, rolling his hip once again as you wrapped your legs around him, pulling him closer. “yeah? all for me, baby?”
you hummed, jerking your hips upwards to meet his hard rock cock.
“want me to fuck you, doll?”
you nodded desperately, half lidded eyes looking up at him.
“want me to make you feel good, yeah?” his hand found it way inside your soaked panties. one finger sliding through your slick folds.
“fuck, keep talking.” you whimpered.
“yeah?” he cooed. “want me to talk you through it, little one?”
his pushed a finger into your hot, wet cunt. your walls clenching around his digit, sucking him in. he pushed it til he’s knuckles deep.
you let out a breathy ‘fuck!’, struggling to keep your legs open as he curled his finger inside of you.
“so fucking wet,” he breathed. “you’re this wet from us kissing, doll?”
“yes,” you panted. “fuck, yes,”
he took out his finger, coating the others with your juice before slamming two digits inside. you gasped, eyebrows furrowed as you struggled to keep your voice down.
“this messy just from my fingers,” he remarked. “you’re so fucking tight, i can’t imagine how you feel around my cock, baby.”
he curled his fingers once more, you clenched in response.
“shit, tightest pussy i’ve ever met.”
you manage to chuckle between your whimper. “i’ve heard that so many times.”
he raised his eyebrows, adding another finger in. “trying to get me jealous? cause it’s working, little girl.”
“i’d never.”
he chuckled before pulling his fingers out of you. you feel empty, walls clenching around nothing as you watch him take off his pants. his fingers wet from your leaking cunt and it stained his pants as he took it off.
his cock sprung up with a bounce. he had to be at the very least eight inches. his pink tip was touching his belly button.
your mouth watered at the sight, your mind was already fuzzy imagining the stretch from his rod.
you wriggled under his figure to take off your panties. to say it was soaked would be an understatement. you shivered as the cold air hitting your sensitive bundles.
toji was about to sneaked his hands towards your pussy before you stopped him.
“no, just fuck me, please.”
you wouldn’t have to ask him twice. he rubbed his cock in between your folds, coating his shaft with your pussy juice. every time his tip would almost slip into your opening, he would drag it back up and down, driving you nuts.
before you could open your mouth to beg, he pushed his tip into your pulsating cunt. your pussy lips engulfed his length with a struggle, walls stretching and clenching.
“shit,” he huffed. “relax for me.”
“trying,” you panted. “so fucking big.”
toji pushed more of his length in, your back arched as you hissed through the delicious burn. he pushed himself more without giving you much time to adjust and you didn’t mind. his eagerness was enough to make you cum.
when he pushed in yet again, you could only assume he’s all the way in with how full you feel. you couldn’t even clench from how much he’s stretched out your poor cunt.
“hah,” you panted. “you’re so fucking big.”
“think i could put it all the way in?”
that caught your attention. you looked up to him with a disbelief look. “you’re not all in?”
he chuckled, nervous no longer. “just a little more.”
you managed to squeaked out a tiny ‘please’ in between wen your pants and whimpers. when he finally bottomed out, your eyes bulged open as you gasp. your mouth agape but no sound came out. your hand tremor trying to hold on to the bedsheets.
“fuck, that’s it, baby.”
you panted trying to steady your breathing. he didn’t give you much time to come to your senses before he started rolling his hip, length going in and out. you shuddered, you could feel his veiny cock scraping against your walls.
he picked up his pace when he sees your eyes rolled a little to the back of your head.
“fuck, fuck, fuck!” you chanted.
“fuck, y’er sucking me in.” he groaned. “so tight, doll. so fucking tight.”
he slammed into you harder than before you could feel his balls slapping against your ass. he reached under your leg and lifted it up, placing it on his shoulder. the new angle made you believe he’s kissing your cervix.
“this pussy’s made for me, doll.” he wouldn’t shut up, narrating and commenting as you putty under his weight. “pretty little girl with a pretty little cunt— fuck, so fucking tight. so fucking good to me, baby.”
“toji,” you sobbed. “fuck, ji, that feels so fucking good.”
“yeah?” he slammed his hips. “my fat cock feels good, little one? feels good stretching your tiny pussy?”
his filthy choice of of words both embarrassed and turned you on. he felt you clenching around him and he took it as a sign to keep talking.
“been thinking about this,” he growled. “knew you’d feel so good, doll.”
you mewled and moaned in response, letting him blabber away as you listen to his dirty talk.
“wanted to fuck you every time i see you,” his picked up his pace. “wanted to stuff you so fucking full— shit, fuck. so fucking tight, baby, knew my cock would make you feel so good.”
you curled your toes and arched your back. he snaked his arm under your waist, hugging and pulling you up to him.
“gonna fuck you like this everyday, doll,” he groaned. “gonna fuck the stress out of you. don’t you worry. daddy’s gonna make you feel so fucking good,”
hearing him referring to himself in that way was something you never knew you needed. you clenched your pussy, nails digging into his shoulder.
“y’ like that, little girl? want daddy to take care of this pussy?”
“fuck!” you finally spoke up though it came out in a mewl. “i’m gonna come.”
“i can feel it, doll. can feel you squeezing me so hard.” he cooed. “gonna make you come so hard, baby.”
“fuck, fuck, fuck!” you chanted. “come inside me, please,”
something shifted in his gaze. “shit— fuck, you sure?”
“yes– hah, yes, fuck! please, inside, pleasepleaseplease”
“fucking hell,” he grunted. “you’re cock drunk, doll.”
a string of ‘yes, yes, yes!’ was your response.
“daddy’s here, yeah? want me to fill you up, baby?”
“fuck, yes! please, daddy, come inside me, please.”
“asking so fucking nicely,” he groaned, pulling out completely before slamming back into you. “daddy’s gonna give you want you want, yeah?”
he snapped his hips hard, your body bounced on impact as you let out a hoarse gasp.
“fuck!” you mewled. “don’t stop, please, don’t stop.”
you can feel his thrusts getting sloppier by the second, balls slapping your sticky skin as his low grunts fill your ear.
you feel your orgasm getting near. lifting your hip, you chased your high while toji chased his.
“i’m gonna come,”
he bit down your earlobe. “me too, doll.”
with one last thrust, toji came with a low grunt. his pace getting slower, cum splurging inside your warm cunt. you legs spasmed with sensitivity, coming down from your orgasm. toji kept his hot mouth on your neck, leaving sloppy kisses trailing down your collarbone.
when he was satisfied with the load he filled you up with, he pulled himself put slowly. he got a hiss from you in return which he responded with planting a soft kiss on your lips.
when he pulled away, he rested his forehead on yours, still breathing erratically.
“hi, you.” he smiled a boyish grin, taking his lower lip between his teeth.
good god, if you weren’t so lifeless you’d take him again right then and there.
you couldn’t find your voice. you knew if you forced to even speak a word it would come out so hoarse your throat would burn, so you settled with mouthing ‘hi’ and giving him a tired smile.
the man bent down to capture your smiling lips, humming in delight.
pulling away once more, he grinned down at your lifeless state. chuckling, he asked, “nap?”
( … )
not proof read.. very Rushed.. but i have a part two coming up lmk if you want a taglist
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AFTER HOURS, johnny suh
two co-workers who found the right momentum to finally hook up.
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status: oneshot, finished.
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drinking with your co worker is probably not how you would want to spend your friday night, but drinking with your hot co worker? now that is up for consideration.
johnny has always had his eyes on you, and so do you. you both know it. the attraction is there, the tension is there, but there is also a line that the both of you are too much of a professional to cross. this particular night, however, might be an exception.
after a long and hard month of overtimes and extra work during a tiring project for the company you work for—getting drunk on a friday night almost seems obligatory at this point. being in the same marketing division, you and johnny work in the same team together, and though you’ve worked together before, this time in particular feels different. maybe it’s the amount of nights you’ve spend together at the office after most of everyone had gone home. sometimes it would be you, johnny and your head of marketing staying at the office til two in the morning. sometimes it would be you, johnny, your supervisor, and your other co worker. sometimes it would be you, johnny, and three other co workers. but sometimes there would be one or two nights where it would just be you and johnny. there’s always a very obvious sexual tension between the two of you, and both you and johnny knows that the each of you are aware of it. you’re just glad that johnny is a gentleman who clearly understands that even a sexual tension this hard cannot be pursued in the workplace. the two of you are always going to work together, and you’re glad johnny understand that even a slight change in your dynamic would ruin the team. but maybe there’s a part of you that thinks that johnny is too much of a gentleman.
so when the two of you are sitting at a bar, drinks in hand, maybe there’s a part of you that contemplates crossing the line of your professional boundaries.
johnny looks beautiful. his shirt is rolled at the sleeve so his forearms are free for you to stare. his tie is now loosened, one button of his shirt undone, and his hair is slightly messy. his eyes look pretty under the bar’s dim lights but even then you can see the tiredness in them. his cheeks are slightly flushed from drinking, though you’re almost sure he’s not a lightweight, johnny can chug a beer like nobody’s business but maybe the peachy blush decorating his cheeks are from his asian genes.
“do you smoke?” you ask out of the blue. perhaps it was just a way to start a conversation with him. god knows you can only stare at him for too long before you start.. imagining things.
turning his head towards you, he responded. “only socially. i don’t like the taste of cigarettes that much.” he scrunched his nose. “how about you?”
“yeah, me too, actually. i was in high school when i first tried it. i’m pretty sure i just wanted to seem cool.”
johnny chuckled and took another sip of his drink. “first year of college, for me. i tried alcohol for the first time that year, too.”
“you’ve never drank before college?” you asked in disbelief.
chuckling, he shook his head. “i was a homebody all through my school years. never really wanted to do anything wild.”
“oh, wow.”
you never pictured johnny as a homebody. you have your own perception of him having known him in his adult years. you always pictured him as this outgoing and charming guy, somehow you force that imagery onto his younger years.
“do you drink a lot now?” you shot another question.
johnny hummed before answering. “i think so. i don’t get drunk that easily, though.”
“what’s your favorite drink?”
the charming man chuckled. “you’re full of questions tonight.”
“sorry,” you smiled, playing it off. “alcohol makes me yap.”
you were not sure it was because the alcohol or because you have never been alone with johnny outside of work vicinity. you have never been alone with where the two of you weren’t working. it doesn’t feel awkward because johnny doesn’t make it so, but you feel an obligation to fill the silence every now and then. maybe it’s the alcohol. maybe you’re just nervous.
“you’re okay.” he smiled. “my favorite drink is beer. i’m not really picky but i like a good beer.”
you smiled and rolled your eyes playfully. “you’re such a man.”
acknowledging your humor, he played along acting defensive. “hey, what’s that supposed mean?”
you laughed, taking a sip of your drink and putting it down, your fingertip caressing the rim of the glass. you let the silence linger for a while. this is nice. johnny is nice. maybe you’re glad everyone else in your team was busy after work to come to the bar tonight. maybe you’re glad you and johnny are the only available one this friday night.
“you know, i’ve been meaning to ask.” he broke the silence this time. putting his glass down before turning his body to face you. “since we’re doing a q&a, i mean.”
you couldn’t miss the hint of playfulness laced in his tone. “go ahead.”
“what are you doing in this company?”
that took you by surprise. “what do you mean?”
his eyes lingered on you for a second before shrugging slightly. “you’re too good to be stuck at a company that barely gives you any raise.”
“i wouldn’t say stuck.” you argued.
“we wouldn’t scored this good in this project hadn’t it been for you, and what do they give you? a ten percent raise and a week paid vacation.”
“you’re not gonna hear me complain about a ten percent raise—”
“the vacation expires next month.”
feeling slightly defeated, you chuckled. “it’s not so bad.”
“if it’s up to me, you deserve a promotion for all the work you’ve been doing for our team alone.”
it’s your turn to shrug. “i dont know, i guess i have been here a while to deserve a proper raise or a promotion.”
johnny raised his eyebrows and nodded in agreement, but he waited to make a comment.
“the thing is, i don’t feel unappreciated. i have a good team, everyone has been nothing but kind to me. it’s nice to have that, you know? not everyone can have what i have here.”
you can feel his gaze burn into you, as if he’s digesting your words carefully. it feels nerve wrecking being under his stare.
“i’ve had crappy jobs before,” you continued. “this isn’t anywhere near bad. i get paid really well, i get bonuses and incentive here and there, i like my job—i’m good at it, my peers think and talk highly of me. that’s more than enough for anyone.”
johnny, ever so beautifully, still lets his stare lingering on you. he’s even more good looking up close. even the dim lights at the bar couldn’t hide how pretty he is.
“i’m really satisfied and comfortable with what i have right now. i don’t want to gamble it or take it for granted.” you smiled, ending your tiny tangents.
instinctively, the pretty man in front of you returned your gesture with a warm smile. he looks satisfied with your answer, and you feel good about it.
taking the last sip of his drink, he nodded. “that was a really good answer.”
“why thank you, sir.”
his gaze is on you again. a smile hanging on his lips. you can feel him studying you for a moment. not too long, but enough for you to notice how brown his eyes are.
you can see him parting his lips before he stopped himself to say whatever he was about to say. instead, he smiled and nodded before softly saying, “that was a great answer.”
a smile on your lips. “thank you, johnny.”
it almost seems like that pretty, warm smile never leave his charming face. you’re almost annoyed. how dare someone looks this good after office hours?
scrunching his nose, he straightened his posture and after what felt like an eternity, his gaze finally left you for a bit.
“i’m just saying, though,” he began, the playfulness in his voice is apparent once again. “i can definitely picture you as an independent creative director.”
you groaned. “that’s such an LA job. independent creative director, my god, i might as well be a spiritual guru.”
he laughed and it feels like you just witness a male peacock spreading it’s tails.
“i can say the same thing about you, you know,” you continued, his laugh fading but the smile persisted. “i can see you starting your own company, or a startup agency.”
leaning forward you, he rested his chin on his hand before replying. “yeah?”
“yeah,” you mimicked his gesture, leaning forward to his form.
“how come?”
“you have more experience than taeyong and i’s combined, you have a master’s degree, you’ve worked here long enough, you’re great at networking.” you listed. “you’re too good to be stuck in a company that’s too much of a pussy to promote you to management.”
he nodded. “that’s true.”
you leaned back with raised eyebrows, as if to tell him ‘see?’.
“but you’re also right, you know, i wouldn’t say stuck.”
smiling, you nodded signaling him to go on.
“i moved a lot when i was growing up. i was born in chicago, my family moved us back to korea and i did a few of my school years there, then i moved back to chicago for college,” he listed. “and now i’m here.”
you listened to him intently, not even realizing your eyes have been darting between his eyes and lips. thinking that if you switch between one or the other fast enough he wouldn’t notice how fixedly you’re staring.
“all my life i’ve always crave for some kind of stability. moving places means i have to adapt a lot and it gets really tiring.” he continued. “this job is stable. the money is good and stable, the environment is stable, the people come and go but the workflow is stable.”
you made no comment, just giving him the room to keep sounding his thoughts.
“sometimes i do think about how our ceo is only five years older than me, and sometimes it does make me think about how maybe i should do.. more. but i think you’re right, where i am right now is comfortable enough for me.”
you finally stopped staring at his lips, fixating your eyes back to his before your mouth instinctively broke into a smile. “you get it.”
he let out a laugh. “yeah, younger johnny would’ve killed to have some kind of stability and i don’t think it’s fair to take it for granted now that i finally have it.”
the bar was not too packed for a friday night. maybe a few people coming and going, the bartender spilling a tiny portion of someone’s drink, the live music was playing some sort of pop-jazz moment and honestly neither you nor johnny was paying any mind to it. tonight, you have stared at johnny longer than you ever had in the last year. had you never really spend some alone time with him? had it been for the lack of trying? or had it been for your fear that you can no longer keep this professional façade if you get close enough to him?
whatever the case, the night is fairly young and your eyes may have posses some kind of magnetic field that are drawn into johnny’s.
“guess we’re staying at that company?” you tried to be wistful, but failed to hold in a smile.
the man in front of you smiled in a way no one has ever done so more beautifully. “you’ll be there so it won’t be all that bad.”
you raised your glass just a little above your nose. “to us?”
“to us.” he mimicked your gesture, toasting your glass together before gulping whatever was left in his.
you were almost sure the pianist on stage is playing a pathetic excuse of an attempt of city of stars from the movie lalaland. it was a nice background music—pathetic, but better than pure silence.
the gentleman sitting beside you at this average bar is more than enough to make you tolerate anything.
his soft voice broke you out of your trance. “hey, come back to me.”
“sorry?”
he chuckled. “you were gone for a while there, where did you go?”
blinking hard, you replied apologetically. “i’m sorry, i do that a lot—zoning out, i mean.”
“you’re okay.”
he says that a lot. instead of saying the normal it’s okay, or that’s okay, he says you’re okay. and it means something, doesn’t it? it has to. it makes you feel like you’re okay. it, or that, or whatever the case is might not be okay, but you are. you’re okay. johnny says you’re okay so you have to be.
you wouldn’t being pulled out of your trance by his velvet voice if it means to have him talking to you.
“are you seeing anyone?” he asked, with such confidence you almost mistook it for an accusation.
“no,” you shook your head, pausing. “you?”
“no.” he said it as if it was a reassurance of some kind.
it was silence again for a bit. a bartender is cleaning up someone’s spilled cocktail on the floor. the pianist is still going at it.
“so,” you trailed. “what the hell, huh?”
( … )
johnny’s hot mouth was already on yours millisecond after he opened the door to his apartment. it was to anyone’s surprise that the both of you survived the car ride back to his place without at least doing hand stuffs or running red lights. you kept your hand on your lap the entire ride and you fought with everything in you to not glance to your side. you knew the moment you look at his state of driving you’d unbutton his pants right then and there.
johnny’s apartment was nice. neat, clean, minimalist but still has enough of his personality. that’s all you can conclude from taking a peak in between kissing him. it was hard to focus on anything else besides his lips, or the way his hands feel on your body, or the way you can feel him smile against your lips. he’s everywhere, but still not where you want him.
he laid you on his bed. huge mattress with soft pillows that’d give you the best sleep of your life, but with a handsome man shoving his tongue down your throat sleep should be the least of your worries.
“come back to me, sweetheart.”
you blinked. you reckoned it was the first thing he said the entire time you entered his apartment.
“i’m sorry.”
smiling, his lips found yours instantly. you grabbed a handful of his hair, not pulling it hard but grabbing it firmly enough to let him know how easy he has you.
“you’re not too drunk, yeah?” he checked in such a gentle tone.
you shook your head. “i’m okay.”
“of course you are, doll.” a cheeky smile before his mouth molds perfectly in yours.
his hands seemed to not want to be less busy than his mouth, already traveling from your neck down to your chest, massaging your breast through your work blouse. he worked his fingers through your buttons, the cold air hitting your chest.
“is this okay?” he asked against your lips. his strong arm carefully sneaked behind your figure from under your shirt, lifting your torso like it weighed nothing, his palm wanders around feeling for the clasp of your bra.
you nodded, having the air knocked out of you from how surreal it is to finally have him so close.
his lips pressed against yours hard one last time before traveling down to your neck. his warm tongue grazed your skin, sending shivers all over your body. he sucked and licked and you could do was grab a handful of his hair, squirming under his bigger figure.
his pulled his head from your neck, satisfied with the many reddish bruises he painted. he continued his way down your collarbones, leaving trail of kisses while all you could do is writhe and mewl under his touch. you could feel yourself getting wetter by the second and it’s embarrassing how you kept pushing your legs together, trying to get any friction to make yourself feel good.
unclasping your bra, johnny ducked his face in between your breast. his hand is quick enough to massage your mount, fingers skillfully playing and pinching your hardened buds. peppering sloppy kisses on your chest, he moved towards your nipple, circling his tongue before teething the bud. his other hand was making sure your other nipple wasn’t missing out on the fun.
“johnny,” you moaned, pulling his hair hard enough for him to release your nipple from his mouth before quickly latching onto it again.
you can feel him teasingly hummed against your skin, the vibration sent a tingly sensation straight to your core.
satisfied with the amount of damages he had done to your sensitive nerves and bundles in your chest, he moved downwards to your belly, warm tongue licking you down and hot mouth leaving a trail of kisses as he makes his way down. he took off your pants in a swift, teeth playing with the hem of your underwear before pulling it down and tossing it somewhere in the room. you were too hazy to realize he was close to your heated core.
“wait,” you protested once you realized his face was in front of your leaking cunt.
half lidded johnny looked up to you. you couldn’t even believe how good he looks. “what’s wrong?”
“you don’t have to.” you tried to sit up, resting your body weight on one elbow while your other hand gently pushes his face further away from between your legs.
“i know,” he chuckled, kissing the inner of your thigh. “but i want to.”
“no, please.” you argued.
he furrowed his eyebrows, straightening his posture so he can cup your face in his big palm. “hey, are you okay?” you can sense his concern.
flustered, you replied. “i’m okay, it’s just— i’m not gonna give you head so you don’t have to go down on me.”
the man furrowed his eyebrows and smiled upon hearing your answer. “you’re so cute.” he left a chaste kiss on your lips. “you don’t have to do anything in return, sweetheart, don’t worry.”
before you know it, he’s already back in between your legs. he kiss your inner thigh one last time before diving in. his warm tongue sliding over your slick cunt as you mewl and cry out his name. hearing you so responsive fuels him even more. he found your swollen clit with ease, flicking his tongue sending shivers all over your body down to your squirming legs. he pushed his tongue inside your wet cunt, the tip of his nose now coated with your slick, your juices dripping down to his sheet. he doesn’t mind.
“fuck, johnny.” you moaned, lifting your hips to escape from him only to have him pulling you closer with ease. you can feel him chuckling against your swollen lips.
“i’m right here, baby.” he cooed, almost mockingly.
“need you, please,” you writhed some more, trying to sit up.
he hummed, engaging with your plea. “where do you need me?”
“inside of me, please,” you cry out. “need you so bad.”
granting your wish, he gave one long lick all up your folds before sitting up straight. you didn’t even realized he was still fully clothed while you’re under him, painted with bruises, naked with your own juice dripping down your thigh.
it was as if he saw your hungry eyes, he swiftly removed his work shirt. you gawked at his defined chest, his bicep looks even better without any fabric covering them. you could cum just from the sight of the god in front of you.
“kiss,” you reached out to him.
he granted your wish as he leaned down and captured your open mouth. you circled your arms around his neck, hugging him so close he can’t help but chuckle at your needy state.
you can hear him pulling off his pants, you didn’t dare open your eyes and look at his all bare. you knew you couldn’t stop yourself from cumming at the sight of him.
he pulled away first and straightened his posture to position himself better on top of you. it was when you finally look down at the glory in between his legs.
he’s huge.
“you’re so big,” you muttered in disbelief, and maybe a slight fear.
he only chuckled in response, moving his body to the side to extend his long arm and reach into his drawer. he grabbed a condom, tear the package off with his teeth before sliding it onto his erect cock.
“how is it gonna fit..” you breathed.
he chuckled once again. “it will.” he reassured.
“my insurance doesn’t cover that.”
he laughed, shaking his head before towering over you and leaning in for another kiss. “you’re so silly.”
he shut you up by pressing his lips against your open mouth before you could ever protest. he’s gentle with shoving his tongue inside your mouth, folding your tongue in his as you do nothing but moan and grab onto his neck like your life depends on it.
you can feel his cock pressing on your lower abdomen, the friction making your cunt even more heated. johnny snaked his hand lower to your folds, massaging the nerves bundle before teasing your opening with his thick fingers. he gently pressed a finger into you, before you abruptly stop by grabbing onto his hand.
“no,” you panted. “gonna cum.”
he looked at you with raised eyebrow and a warm but teasing smile. “then come,”
“no, want you to make me come.” you managed to say in between sloppily kissing him.
“i will but i have to stretch you out first.” he started to circle his finger on your clit. you mewl as your breath began to shorten, your mind hazy.
“no, please, don’t want your fingers.” you cry out in desperation. you keep writhing under him, short breaths as your chest moves up and down.
“hey, hey.” he called out to you, finally pulling his hand away from your leaking cunt. his other hand cupped your face, you instantly nuzzle into his palm while still trying to maintain your breathing. “i’ll give you what you want but you need to calm down, sweetheart.”
you pulled him by his neck and smashed your lips onto his, sloppy and all over the place. your breath still rigid and he notices that. have you really been that touch starved that you’re this horny from only him eating you out?
“breath, baby.” he cooed, pulling away from your kiss to look at your face carefully. his thumb caressed your cheek as you keep nuzzling into his touch. “come back to me, sweetheart. there you go.”
johnny pulled his form away from you, positioning himself towering over you as he put his body weight on one hand beside you. his used his other hand to align his already hard cock on your entrance. you were surprise to see him already so hard when you barely do anything to him. it’s nice to know you don’t need to do anything just to get him going. it makes you feel good about yourself.
you can feel the head of his cock entering you, stretching your slick opening. you flinched and your thighs immediately tensed.
“slowly,” you breathed, hands desperately reaching out to him. “i, uh, i haven’t had sex in a while.”
“i got you.” johnny leaned down to kiss you. in an instant, your muscle relaxed and johnny pushed himself a little bit into you.
he was maybe not even halfway in but you’re already full. you can feel him everywhere. you grabbed onto his arm, his bicep hard and strong. you feel like melting into a puddle.
“i’m gonna try and put it all in, okay?” his voice so soft it make you hazy.
you nodded, instinctively closing your eyes and try to not tense up.
the burning sensation of your pussy being stretched out was a bit much making you cry out in reflex. you can feel your walls clenching on his rock hard cock, you’ve never felt more full.
“you’re doing so good, baby.” he cooed.
he bottomed out making you whimper in pain and pleasure. the burning felt good and you’re kind of upset that he’s already all in, but you remind yourself the best is yet to come.
“you’re okay, yeah?” he looked down at you.
you nodded, eyes fluttering open.
“words, doll.”
you shakily replied. “’m okay.”
“atta girl.” he cooed. you had no idea he was this gentle and attentive. “i’m gonna move, okay?”
you nodded, pulling him into a kiss so hard your teeth collided onto his. you wouldn’t mind if your lips bleed. you just want to keep kissing him.
he thrusted into you before pulling out almost completely, slowly pushing back in. you gasp at the friction, every thrust feel like a stretch. you began whimpering against his mouth and when it gets too much, you hid your face in the crook of his neck, clinging onto his bigger figure.
“so good,” you mewled, out of breath.
“i know, baby,” he responded. he’s so close to your ear it makes you feel dizzy. “that feels good, yeah?”
“mhmm.” was all you could mutter before crying out a moan. “feels so good.”
he began to thrust faster, each thrust getting harder. every time he bottomed out your clit pressed onto his abdomen, the sensation enough to make you go insane.
his hand reached to down to your clit, flicking the sensitive bud as you squirmed and writhed more.
“gonna come.” you pulled your face from his neck to chase his lips, but he was a tease to pull back only to look down on you with a raised eyebrow, a mocking and surprised look.
“already?”
“please,” you whimpered, leaning in to chase his lips but he pulled away once more. you whined as he smiled and thrusted harder, intently watching your fucked expression. your cheeks flushed, mouth agape.
it’s hard to believe this is already the best sex you have ever had.
“‘m gonna come,” you damn near cried actual tears. “please,”
“come for me, baby.” he cooed.
your whole body tensed up, your legs began to tremor and shake. he thrusted one last time before you finally cum, so intense you can’t help but to dug your nails deep into his bicep. he let you ride it out, watching your expressions as you cry out and clenched your walls around him.
he kept still for a couple seconds, watching as you come down from your high. he studied your breathing before pulling out almost completely and thrusting back in, gently.
you gasped in pleasure, having just orgasmed your legs feel like they’re going to give out. he kissed your open mouth, drowning your whimpers. his thrust began to fasten and harden, you have fully surrender to the pleasure and just let him control you.
“you’re still so hard,” you cried out against his mouth.
chuckling, he replied. “you came so fast.”
his hand snaked down to your belly, down to your core and began playing with your swollen clit. you could only gasp and cry, completely submitting to his doing.
“‘m sorry.” you apologized, feeling bad for cumming so quickly. you had no idea he would make you feel this way, no idea he was able to make you cum by barely fucking you.
“don’t be sorry, baby.” he cooed. “you don’t mind me fucking you til i come, do you?”
“no,” you whimpered in a daze. “don’t mind.”
“such a good girl.” his hot mouth is on yours again.
the dragging of his length made you clench each thrust. your cum was slick and as he began to move faster, the sound of your juice and his balls slapping against you was so lewd and nasty. you could feel your lower belly heating up at the thought.
“you love being a good girl for me, do you?” you clenched around him upon hearing him. he noticed and shot you a smile, mockingly. “you do, don’t you, baby?”
“yes,” you mewled. “love it so much.”
“god, i can fuck you forever.”
“please,” you cried out, tears prickling in your eyes. “gonna come again.”
“wait for me, sweetheart.” he moved faster, thrusting so hard even your body moved back from the impact. “almost there,”
you cling onto him, teeth sinking to his shoulder as you bite down preventing yourself from screaming. “gonna come, johnny.” you cried out, not being able to take any more seconds of waiting.
“come with me, baby,” he held down your hips and thrust into you harder, chasing his own high.
you came for the second time, chest rising up and down, your legs tremor. your cried out, riding your high while still clenching onto him.
you let out a hoarse moan as he pulled out. feeling empty, you tried to close your shaky legs but fail miserably.
johnny pressed a kiss on your forehead before sitting up, taking off his condom, tying a knot before dumping it the in trashcan beside his bed.
you laid there, catching your breath. you feel like you’re still not a hundred percent conscious. head still hazy, you kept your eyes closed as you try to fix your rigid breathing.
you didn’t even notice johnny walking out of the room to grab you a glass of water. it was only when he pressed the cold glass against your cheek that you were brought back down to earth.
“drink up,” he sat down beside you.
you struggled even keeping your eyelids open. nodding, you managed to croak out. “later.”
“you need to drink, sweetheart.” he cooed, caressing your cheek.
nodding again, you let your eyelids closed.
johnny laughed to himself at the sight of you barely conscious. he took a gulp of the water before leaning down to meet your lips. you instinctively parted your lips into his kiss, when you did so, he pushed the water from his mouth to yours, so slowly making sure you don’t choke.
you swallowed on tiny gulp at a time until there was nothing left. you let yourself melt into his kiss, lazily circling your arms around his neck.
he chuckled against your lips before pulling away. “too tired to drink but not tired enough to kiss me?”
you didn’t argue, just nodded.
“roll over and lay on your stomach.” he ordered.
you looked up to him, half lidded. “give me some time to breathe.”
chuckling, he replied. “not like that. you came twice already, baby. just lay on your stomach for me, yeah?”
you were too tired and fucked out to argue or question him, so you did what he asked. rolling over to your stomach, you lay your head on your folded arms, eyes still closed.
you could feel him shift beside you. then a pair of hands meet your shoulder, pressing down. his thumbs skillfully yet gently pressing down on your sore muscles. you let out a long breath, sighing in pleasure.
“that feels so good,” you breathed.
“is that so?” he cooed.
you hummed in response, feeling your soreness slowly fading away. he worked his hands down your spine, massaging down to your waist. when he reached your hips, he pressed with more strength using his body weight. he figured you would be sore in that area.
“thank you,” you muttered.
he let out a soft chuckle before replied. “you’re welcome, baby.”
you let out another long breath, sighing, enjoying his hands on your back.
“you regress a lot during sex.” he commented.
“what do you mean?” you cranked your neck to get a glimpse of his face.
“the way you talk,” he elaborated, smiling. “you take out the subject of your sentence. instead of saying ‘i’m gonna come’ you just say ‘gonna come’. instead of saying ‘that feels so good’ you just say ‘feels so good’.”
your cheeks burn in embarrassment. you bury your face in your arms, flustered that he noticed something you didn’t. “i’m sorry that’s embarrassing.”
he chuckled. “it’s not embarrassing.” he leaned down to press a kiss on your back, letting his lips linger before pulling away. “you’re so pretty.”
you looked up, turning your body slightly so you can face him. you were taken aback by the sudden compliment. you stare at him, unable to form any coherent reply. instead, you pull him into a kiss. he bent down his body to your level and kissed you back with such passion you’d mistaken him as being in love with you. you hope he understand this is your way of saying thank you for his compliment.
the kiss got heated quickly, and as you were about to turn around to hug his neck, he pulled away and guide you to keep laying back on your stomach. you obliged, already too horny for your own good.
he peppered kisses on your shoulder, down your spine. he fondled your ass slightly making you arch your back. you can hear him shuffling behind you, the sound of his drawer opening and closing, the sound of the plastic being torn, the sound of the condom sliding around his length.
“can you lift this up for me, sweetheart?” he caressed your hips, gently pulling it up so your back is slightly arched and lifted.
you broke out in a moan as he pushes into you with ease. you felt full again, walls stretching and clenching around him.
“fuck, i can’t get enough of you.” he hissed. the feeling of his body weight on top of you was overwhelmingly good, his bare chest on your back and your ass cheeks against his abdomen.
this position and angle is making you feel even fuller than before. his cock is hitting your weak spot making you arched your back even more.
“faster.” you pleaded
he hummed in response, pulling his body up and thrusting faster with ease. you gasped, surprised by his speed and yet a new position.
you arched your back til you finally meet his thrusts. your hands gripped onto his sheets you’re afraid it’s gonna rip. your moans and cries and muffled on his mattress, but the way you keep pushing your ass to him didn’t go unnoticed.
“harder, please,” you pleaded, pulling your face up from the bed so he can hear you. “want it harder.”
“harder, baby?” he cooed, before gripping your waist and pulling it to meet his deep thrust. you cried out in response. “like this?”
“yes.” you mewled, words becoming incoherent as you’re getting near to an orgasm. “‘m so close.”
“gonna come, baby? gonna come all over my cock?” his pace fastened as he moved his hands from your hips down to your ass, gripping and fondling it so hard he’s gonna leave imprints of his hand. you wouldn’t mind.
“mm,” you whimpered, unable to hold it any longer. “gonna come, daddy. please, please, ‘m so close.”
you didn’t even know it was possible for him to get harder than he already is, but he did. you felt your walls stretching itself out before clenching around him.
“come with me, baby.” he breathed, his thrust getting sloppier by the second. “come for daddy, sweetheart.”
whites began to fill your vision as your whole body tremor, legs giving out. you cried out to his mattress, knuckles red from gripping the sheet. johnny chased his own high, gripping your waist so hard it’d bruise.
he pulled out before flopping down beside you. out of breath, face flushed. he gave you a lazy smile before tucking your hair behind your ear, pressing a kiss on your cheek.
your breathings have calmed down, but your eyes have given up trying to stay close at this point. you managed to lean into johnny’s hand when he caress your cheek, moving away the hair from your face.
“get some rest.” and a kiss on your forehead was the last thing you remember before drifting to the best sleep of your life.
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MULIEBRITY, mark lee
in which mark lee falls in love with his bisexual bestfriend.
downbad!mark x fem!reader
status: on going
chapter ix. the bouquet
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mark promised himself the day he finally made a move on you, a sexual one, johnny would be the last person he tells. he made the mistakes of telling johnny about his progress with you from time to time and the older man wouldn’t stop shut up about it. he finds it amusing, johnny finds mark’s difficult love life amusing.
mark didn’t tell johnny about the cuddling from the other day, of course. he wanted to, so bad, he wanted to brag to johnny how he considerate and such a gentleman he was, but it was an intimate moment and it wasn’t really his place to blab about such a vulnerable moment of yours.
he’ll think of another thing to brag about.
when johnny texted him again this morning, mark almost didn’t even bother to read it, but he was glad he did.
johnny: do you remember the place i bought that expensive rose bouquet for my ex
mark: yeah why
johnny: i just got an ad on instagram
johnny: they’re having a sale
mark: so?
johnny: ?
johnny: go buy it for your wife
johnny: they’re having a sale so maybe now you can afford it
johnny: with your broke ass
mark clicked his tongue in annoyance, but he would be lying if he said johnny didn’t give him an idea. would it be too much to give you flowers? would you even like it? are you that kind of girl who would be happy to be given flowers? all girls like that, don’t they?
mark: can u not be a dick to me
johnny: kid, i’m literally helping you
johnny: just buy her some flowers
mark: u want me to buy that big ass bouquet for her?
johnny: BITCH DAMN see this is why i’m mean to you
johnny: i meant literally any other bouquet dumbass
johnny: that big one i bought was for graduation mark
johhny: GRADUATION
mark: okay i get it jeez
mark: do u actually think she’d like it
johnny: every girls like flowers mark
johnny: hell even i would like it
johnny: 👀
mark: stop looking at me with those eyes
johnny: 😔
johnny: but seriously go buy it
johnny: you’ll thank me
johnny: and i’d say you’re welcome markie 🥰
mark: ur so weird dude
mark: but i think i will so thank u
mark: for her, not u btw
mark locked his phone and put it back in his back pocket. it vibrated twice but he paid no mind. knowing johnny, he probably just texted him a bunch of emojis.
now, about that flower.
( … )
it was after a halfway drive to your place that he realized he probably should’ve researched different types of flowers and what they represent. he felt like a fool as he steals glances to the pink lillies now sitting on the passenger seat.
mark knew nothing about flowers. he just thinks they’re pretty. mark saw some pretty pale pink flowers—that he now knows are called lily after asking the florist man a stupid “what are they?”. the man didn’t tell him anything about the flower, he just gave him a name. lily. that’s a pretty flower, mark thought. first thought, best thought, right?
he pulled over when his eta was about ten minutes to your place. he fished his phone out of his pocket, being greeted by johnny’s notification—just as he expected—sending him a drooling emoji. ignoring it, he went to safari and brace himself to type the stupidest most pathetic search on google.
pink lily flowers meaning
he nervously bit on his nails in anticipation. pink lilies symbolize tenderness, admiration, and gratitude. that’s not so bad, is it? you wouldn’t think it’s weird of him to give you flowers that represent admiration, would you?
he scrolls down further, skimming through the god damned ai overview of his search. he feels somehow satisfied with what he found. it’s not nearly as bad as he thought it would be. he was expecting the worst, he truly was. he was ready for the flower to have a meaning of marriage, or worse, farewell.
it was before he lock his phone to put it back on his pocket that he caught a glimpse of the People also ask section.
Does the lily flowers mean “I dare you to love me?”
oh, fuck him.
There was a use of the tiger lily in the movie "Imagine Me and You" where Luce, one of the main characters tells another main character, Rachel, that the flower means "I dare you to love me."
“it’s a movie!” he exclaimed with a huge sigh of relief. “okay, that’s good.”
he typed in the name of the movie, just to know how popular it is. it didn’t ring a bell to him so it couldn’t be that popular, can it?
skimming through the overview, mark could feel his heart falling to the pit of his stomach.
“the two women become close friends, and when rachel learns that luce is a lesbian…” he read it out loud, trailing at the end. “..despite her happy marriage, she’s falling for luce— it’s a fucking lesbian movie?!”
sighing, he glared at the innocent flower sitting on his passenger seat.
“fuck my life.” he breathed.
he could just not drive to your place. all he did was text asking if you were home, you texted back a simple ‘yes, why’ and he never replied back. he could throw the flowers, text you a simple ‘nvm’ and just drive back home. but he couldn’t, could he? how could he disappoint the love of his life like that?
taking a big breath, mark turned his car back on.
( … )
there were three knocks at your door and an endless tapping of mark’s foot. he held the flowers high enough that he can hide his face behind them.
he feels foolish once again. what if you think it’s weird that he shows up at your doorstep with flowers in hand? what would he say? he cursed johnny in his head for giving such silly idea. he should’ve thought this through. he should’ve at least think about it twice before going to a florist and getting the first flower he thought was pretty.
there was enough time for him to sprint back to his car, but he wasted it by ruffling his hair in frustration. before he could take another shaky, nervous breath, the door swing open.
face still behind the flowers, mark didn’t dare to day a word. it was when he realized you weren’t saying a thing that he seriously contemplated ending his life right then and there. cursing himself one last time, mark bravely lowered the flowers so he could actually take a look at you.
he was bracing himself for a confused look, or maybe a shock wide eyed you, but he was so relieved to see you with a hand on the door handle, another one holding a phone as your eyes are practically glued to it. you hadn’t even looked up to him yet.
“hi,” he croaked out. it’s now or never. he couldn’t stand like an idiot in front of your apartment forever.
“hey, mark, come in—“ you were about to turn around, but for a split second you looked up from your phone to finally get a glimpse of him.
furrowing your eyebrows, you froze in your track for a bit.
“hi,” he breathed.
“hi,” you replied, confusion all over your face. he thinks you look adorable. “is that.. for me?”
“uh, yeah,” he hesitated. “do you like flowers? i mean, do you like getting flowers?”
you opened your mouth to reply, but his rambling beat you to it.
“sorry, what i meant is, do you like it if people get your flowers? i get that it’s not everyone’s preference.” he wished he could jump off her balcony right now.
“mark,”
“i’m sorry if this is weird i didn’t mean to make you uncomfortable or anything, i just—“
“mark.” your voice was a tad bit louder this time and it finally got him to stop talking.
“yes?” he trailed.
you chuckled and suddenly his whole body felt at ease.
you grabbed the flowers from his hands, he was gripping on them so tightly you’re scared the would bend. he watched as you grab it from his hands, your eyes never leaving the flowers as you smiled fondly.
“they’re pink,” you scrunched your nose at him. “very pretty.”
mark smiled back, scratching the back of his head.
cradling the bouquet in one arm, you took a step forward, almost startling him. right hand cupping his left cheek, you pulled his face a little before planting a kiss on his right cheek. not too long, but long enough for him to savor the feeling of your soft lips against his skin.
pulling away, you scrunched your nose one last time before smiling warmly. “thank you, mark.”
he smiled back, a little less nervous altogether. “you’re welcome.”
“to answer your question, i do like flowers.”
mark chuckled. “okay.”
“i’d answer your other questions but to be honest i didn’t catch any of them.”
rolling his eyes playfully, he replied. “whatever.”
your eyes lingered on him for a while. he stood there, eyes locking into yours, not moving a muscle in fear your eyes would dart away from his.
you finally broke the eye contact as you cleared your throat. mark mimicked your gesture, eyes roaming everywhere but your direction.
“i’m rewatching new girl from season one, do you wanna come in?” you invited.
cheeks slightly flushed and a bouquet of flower—from him—hugged tightly to your figure, how could he say no to such pretty sight?
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my goodness it has been a while! i want to apologize because i haven’t been updating. i was drowning with work and i didn’t have any energy to write. i was also dealing with my.. psychiatrist. a little tmi but she kinda sucks ass and im looking for a new one! also the upped the dose of my anti psychotic literally a week after i posted my last chapter about yn having her dosage increased.. okay self indulgent moment..
this was kind of a short and rushed chapter but i had fun writing. i’m not gonna make any promise of coming up with new chapters sooner that before, but i am getting motivated to write again, so please stay tune. thank you so much for everyone who waited!
this chapter is dedicated to @aeriuchidesuu ♡ believe me when i say that i think about your sweet comment on my last chapter every single day. i hope you like this one! a smut is coming.. that much i can promise you..
hello to all of you sweet beautiful people. i’m sorry i haven’t updated muliebrity in a while! pretty preoccupied with work atm but i’ll get back to you guys asappPP
MULIEBRITY, mark lee
in which mark lee falls in love with his bisexual bestfriend.
downbad!mark x fem!reader
status: on going
chapter viii. i got you (warning: mentions of psychotic and depressive medications)
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it was nice day. the sun was out, mark finished his class early, he made a quick stop to a nearby coffee shop to buy himself a coffee and grabbed a croissant for you. he had made his mind up about picking you up from therapy. he planned on asking you to get dinner with him, or if you don’t feel like it, he’d ask you to just stay in and watch a movie. he just needs to see you, whatever the plan.
getting into his car, mark fished his phone from his pocket. he changed his mind about texting you and called you instead.
after a few ring, he heard your voice on the other line.
“hello?”
“hi.” mark breathed.
“what’s up, mark?” you sound slightly disoriented, mark took a concern of that immediately.
“do you wanna grab dinner with me later?”
“uh, i don’t know, i’m still at the hospital.”
“i’ll pick you up.”
“look, i, uh,” you stopped yourself, hesitating. “i don’t think it’s a good idea, mark.”
“why? is everything okay?”
“i’m so out of it today.” your voice hoarse. “it was such a long therapy session.”
“i’ll pick you up, okay?” mark noticed how pushy he was being, but he was now more concerned of you than he was eager to meet you. “did you bring your car?”
“no, i took an uber.”
“that’s good. stay there, okay? i’ll come pick you up.”
“okay.”
( … )
when mark saw you in the lobby of the hospital, he didn’t say much. when you entered his car, he kept quiet. he helped you put on your seatbelt. when he start the car, neither of you said a thing. it was only before he took off the parking lot that he asked you where do you want him to drive you.
the both of you settled to go to his place.
the drive was silent. you had your head leaned against the window, your gaze empty. mark was so concerned that he had a hard time driving because he kept wanting to look over to you. he had never seen you like this. you have always been a somewhat private person when it comes to these things. whenever you feel down, you would shut yourself off and let mark know beforehand. he knew better than to disrupt your solitude. now that he finally has the chance to include himself in your episodes, he wrecked his brain in what to do to make you feel comfortable.
when the both of you entered his apartment, you still haven’t said a word. mark trailed behind you slowly but steady, not wanting to rush you.
“can i lay on your bed?” you finally spoke, voice latched with tiredness.
mark nodded immediately. “yes, of course. do you want me to get you anything?”
“no, just,” you sighed, seeming unsure about everything. “can we just lay down and not talk?”
mark wanted nothing more than to pick you up and lay you down his mattress softly. kissing your forehead and whispering sweet nothings. he’s in no place to do that, so he guides the way to his bedroom, letting you pick which side of the bed you wanted to lay on, before then laying on the opposite side of you. not too close, but also not too far.
laying on your back, you stare at the ceiling, hand folded on your stomach. mark was just as silent and still beside you, not daring to start any conversation.
he felt like you might need some silence, and he will gladly grant you exactly that.
fifteen minutes of silence might’ve passed, mark wasn’t sure if he was exactly keeping counts. but it was a little later that you finally spoke.
“hana told me she wasn’t actually into women.” you trailed each words in your sentence.
mark didn’t know how to respond, but he pushed his feelings and shock aside.
“yeah?”
“yeah.” your voice still low, still tired. “she told me she liked me but she wasn’t into women. she said i would make a great boyfriend if i wasn’t a girl.”
“i’m so sorry.” mark didn’t know what else to say. he’d offer more affection but he didn’t wanna be too forward. he was just glad you’re dumping this out on him.
“i didn’t even like her that much, you know?”
“yeah?” he paused before continuing, “by the looks of it, i would’ve assumed you liked her a lot.”
you let out a heavy sigh before replying, eyebrows furrowed. “i don’t think so,” you paused briefly. “i like her enough to keep talking to her but now that i think about it we didn’t really have that much in common.”
“yeah?”
“i enjoyed talking to her because she was very pretty, but the more i talk to her the more i realize i can’t talk about what i really wanna talk about with her. we don’t have anything in common.”
he gets what you mean. if he weren’t too lovestruck with you, he maybe would’ve had a tiny crush on hana. anyone would on a soft spoken petite girl with pretty hair and a pretty smile.
“how are you feeling?” he began, softly. “are you okay?”
“i’ve just been very,” you trailed, hesitating to finish your sentence. “empty.”
the moment the word fell out of your lips mark felt his world crumble. how could have he been so ignorant? too caught up in his own fantasy that he failed to see the girl he’s so deeply in love with is feeling this way.
“my therapist told me today that i use people as disposable items to fill something in me. she said i continue to seek temporary pleasures because i refuse to address that there’s something wrong with me.”
oh, how painful was the ache in his heart. to hear the woman of his dream, the woman so good at making his day better, to talk this way about herself.
“i feel like i’ve been with many people as a way to run from myself. i feel so empty and i thought being with as many people as i can will make me feel less empty.”
he didn’t know what to reply to that. he stayed silent, offering you company without forcing his way into the conversation. he just wanted to be there for you.
“i’m so tired.” he can hear your sadness even if your tone was so monotone. “i’m so tired of feeling this way.”
it was silent for a while. so silent he could hear your breathing, so silent he can match his breathings with you—inhaling and exhaling at the same time. there are many things he wanted to do to you. hug you, take you in his arms, hold you so close and so tight, leave kisses all over your face. he would take such good care of you, he would treat you so good, he would be so good to you. he would be willing to be anything you want him to be. but for now he needs to slow down. for now he needs to listen and be attentive, he needs to be there for you and he must not get ahead of himself.
mark then decided to break the silence. he called out your name softly, so delicately, as if he was afraid to scare you off. it was only when you hummed in response that he spoke again.
“why do you stop taking your meds?”
you kept your gaze straight. even from sideways he could see your eyes shifting, he could read your expression. you look taken aback, maybe shocked, even.
what compelled you to be that surprised? were you surprised that he took a notice? how could he not? how could he not notice when the woman he’s so in love with stopped taking her medications? he noticed when at the movies you said you would take them after the movie, he noticed when you said you forgot your meds at home, he noticed when you would immediately turned off your alarm, he even noticed when the alarm went off for the last time before it never rang ever again.
“i thought i’d be okay without them.” your voice quivered a bit.
mark felt the ache in his heart again. he’s trying so hard to hold himself back from wanting to hold you.
“did you tell that to your therapist?”
you nodded.
mark softened his gaze on you. you, on the other hand, kept your eyes straight to the ceiling.
“my therapist told me there’s a high chance they’re gonna increase my dosage.”
this was when mark decided it was enough of him being quiet and polite. he grabbed your hand and hold it firmly.
“hey,” he called out to you, making you finally turn your head to face him. he was met with a face of the love of his life, the face of a woman he so dearly love, the woman who looks so tired he can barely you in your eyes. “you’re gonna be alright. okay?”
you stared into his eyes for a brief second, your expression unrecognizable to him but he maintained eye contact with you.
“you really think so?” he didn’t missed the way the bottom of your lips quivered.
mark took your hand that was in his towards his mouth before planting a soft kiss on the back of it. “i know so.” he gave you a smile.
your facial expression never altered. your gaze was still so tired, but you were looking so deeply into his eyes that he had to fight the urge to look away.
it was overwhelming. he had never gotten this physically close to you before. he could feel the air coming out of you when you exhale, he could count every lashes decorating your eyes, he could see every little movement of your pupils. it took everything in him to not let his eyes roam low and stare at your lips.
it seemed like you beat him to it. he could’ve sworn on his late great grandmother that he saw your eyes darted down to his lips. you lingered there for a second before looking up back to his eyes.
he could feel his heartbeat getting louder, heavier. and then he saw you did it again. eyes going from his eyes down to his lips, stayed there for a second before darting back to his eyes.
he could have you now. so close, so small, so within his reach. you were centimeters away. hand in his, gaze repeatedly falling down to his lips; you were his for the night.
he could have you now, but not like this.
as much as he wanted nothing but to kiss your open mouth and leave you gasping for air making you forget about all your worries about your appointment with your psychiatrist the day after, he couldn’t. lord knows he couldn’t. mark wouldn’t. not like this. not when you’re so vulnerable that couldn’t even drive yourself to the hospital. not when the only reason you’re in his bed is because he had to beg you to pick you up from the hospital.
mark believe there would be other times. there would be other opportunities. today, he pushed his needs aside and decided to be the very best friend you have ever had.
he once again pick your hand that was in his, bring them closer to his mouth, before planting another soft kiss on the back of it. this time, his lips lingered longer, as if it was a substitute for the real kiss he wanted to give you. eyes deep into each others, he could see you biting your bottom lip and he pulled his away from your hand. he planted another short kiss to the now damp skin, before smiling softly at you.
“i got you,” he breathed. “okay?”
you nodded like you didn’t trust yourself to speak up.
mark let go of your hand and pulled himself up so he could lay down a little higher than your figure. then, he opened his arm before tilting his head, signaling you to snuggle closer to him.
and snuggled closer to him you did. he kissed the top of your head before pulling you closer, your nose touching his neck.
you smell so nice. he can smell your chocolate scented shampoo, your coconut body lotion, and your vanilla body mist. such an odd mix but it works with you. you smell like you, and he loves it.
mark promised to keep his composure. even when you’re finally in his arms, even when you’re so close and practically clinging onto him, even when you planted a tiny kiss on his neck.
“i’ll start taking my iron pill.” he spoke.
he could feel you chuckle against his skin. “like, right now?”
he laughed before explaining. “sorry, i should’ve made myself clear. i meant i’ll start taking my iron pill whenever you need to take your meds.”
“yeah?” you look up to him, yet he refused to look down. he knew he couldn’t control himself if he could look at you from that angle. “you’d do that for me?”
mark didn’t miss your playful tone, so grateful that in the middle of such a serious situation you could still be yourself with him.
“of course. that’s so thoughtful, right?”
“so thoughtful of you.” you chuckled again. “i also have to take my anti psychotic at night, you know. what are you gonna do then since you’re so thoughtful?”
“i’ll take my vitamin!” he exclaimed.
you laughed again, this time a little louder.
“i’m serious! my mom got me a pack of vitamin c and i still haven’t taken any. she’ll thank you, you know.” he half joked.
you laughed yet again and mark promised to make it his life mission to keep making you laugh. he looked down to you briefly, catching a sight so beautiful he could die a happy man right this moment. smile so wide it reached your eyes, nose scrunched, eyebrows slightly furrowed. you were so beautiful.
“well tell her i said you’re welcome.” you replied.
he rolled his eyes playfully. “i’ll send your regards.”
it was silent again. for a couple minutes, at least. you in his arms, cuddling to his figure. your hand on his chest, your finger subconsciously drawing shapes onto his clothed skin. mark could stay like this forever.
above of else, mark was so happy you finally opened up to him in a way that makes him so included in your life. he was glad you gave him permission to be there for you, he was glad you didn’t shut yourself off after giving him a mere heads up.
you were the one who broke the silence this time. voice a little muffled from being pressed against his neck, you called out to him. “mark?”
he hummed in response, subconsciously pulling your body closer to his. if this was the first and last time he would be able to hold you this close, he feared it would took him a lifetime for him to forget how you feel pressed against him.
when you failed to respond back to him, he spoke again. “we’re gonna look into the side effects of a higher dosage for whatever they prescribed you with,” he reassured. “and i’m gonna be here every step of the way. for every milligrams they added into your dosage.”
“thank you.” you breathed out, voice so soft even he wouldn’t be able to hear had you not been so close to him.
he smiled before muttering, “i got you.”
it was the last thing he remembered saying before the both of you drifted to sleep, warm and safe in each other’s arms.
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long author note!
i have to admit the reader is a little bit self indulgent. there are two things i want to say. first, reader using people as a way of coping isn’t too far off from me. im twenty five years old now and i remember i spent my early twenties being so out of touch with everything. i had hoe phases after hoe phases after hoe phases. i regretted everything i did because now i realized i indulged in those activities because i was trying so hard to fill something inside me thats been broken for so long. i’m not trying to shame girls for being sexually active! i lost my virginity to a hookup so believe me when i say sex can be nothing more than just sex. but sometimes, sex is also a coping mechanism, sex is also a distraction, sex is also an addiction. if you’re in your early twenties, go enjoy yourself as much as you can but please take care of yourself. there are many things from my past that i regretted deeply, i regretted undressing myself for so many people who didn’t deserve to see me the way they did. i am now twenty five and medicated. i hope for every life lessons i learned the hard way, somewhere out there someone younger than me would be lucky enough to learn those lessons through observation and not experiences.
speaking of medications, i’m on ssri and anti psychotic. i’m so sorry if putting those in can be triggering to some people. if any of you are looking for signs or courage to start your medication, use me! i was so scared of starting them, but they’re really not as bad as you think. i have a long way ahead of me but being medicated is a start.
whatever case, i hope you enjoy this chapter! i’ve only received few feedbacks but reading them is always a pleasure. ily! ☆〜(ゝ。∂)
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MULIEBRITY, mark lee
in which mark lee falls in love with his bisexual bestfriend.
downbad!mark x fem!reader
status: on going
chapter vii. let’s eat!
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if there’s any unspoken tradition between mark and you, it would be eating homemade meals. you cook, mark would linger around the kitchen and occasionally help here and there, you both eat, and mark then do the dishes. it’s so domestic, if he thinks about it. it’s a very traditional gender roles and though mark believes assigning roles to a specific gender is stupid, he does appreciate that he can live out these domestic fantasies with you.
mark loves your cooking. he remembered when the both of you started hanging out you insist you’re only good at cooking for yourself. you don’t like to measure, you don’t really like to experiment, you just play it safe by cooking what you like. the first time you cooked for mark, or rather, the first time mark tried your cooking was when he came over to yours with a huge hangover. it was so bad he was surprised he could drive himself to yours without crashing into a tree. you had made yourself some chicken broth soup the day before, some leftover were in the fridge by the time mark arrived. he remembered you heating it up before scooping some warm rice in a bowl for him. he ate the entire thing like a starved child.
he wasn’t into you romantically then—or maybe he was, he just wasn’t aware of it yet—so he didn’t think of it as anything more than you caring for him as a friend. looking back at it now his heart would skip a beat just reminiscing it. what a sweet memory. he remembered in his foggy hungover state he complimented your dish, he remembered asking why are you okay with eating chicken broth as a vegetarian, he remembered you laughing and explaining to him that your vegetarian diet has always been weird, that the primary cause of it was because of your weird relationship with food. mark thinks very fondly of that day.
slowly tapping his fingers against your kitchen counter, mark silently watch as you maneuver around. sweatpants, a black t-shirt, and an apron. if he could give you a kiss just for looking so good he would. oh, he would do that and more.
“can you grab some carrots from the fridge, please?” your voice snapped him out of his trance.
“sure.” he muttered a reply before walling over to the fridge. opening the door, he was greeted by the cool air blowing out his face. he scanned the fridge for a bit. he has grown familiar with how you organize your fridge. it’s not neatly clean, but it’s organized to your liking. ice and some leftover gelato in the freezer, cream cheese and jams on the top, tortillas and some cans of redbull in the middle, veggies and onions at the bottom, milk and some leftover coffee ok the inside of the door. mark grabbed two carrots. “two okay?”
“mhmm.” he could feel his dick twitched at the reply.
he closed the fridge and walked over to where you were standing. it took everything in him to not hug you from behind and rest his chin on your shoulder. he would give you a kiss on the cheek and make small talk while holding you close as you cook. later, he thinks. soon.
“can you peel them and cut them into like, long squares, please?”
of course i can, my dear, he wanted to say. but he settled with, “for sure.” he paused before chuckling. “long squares, you mean like, rectangles?”
mark saw you grinned and rolled your eyes. “long squares, rectangles, whatever.”
he laughed and went to work. he rolled the sleeve of his crewneck, silently cursing himself for not wearing a t-shirt. not until he swore he could’ve seen you peeking at his arm as he rolled up his sleeve.
mark was many things, but he wasn’t delusional. he knew what he saw. he just could never trust himself of his judgement about everything regarding you. he would over analyze things and make a big deal out of nothing. knowing so, mark decided to push it all aside and went to work.
“so,” he began. at this point it seemed like mark is allergic to just being silent with you. he had to say something.
you hummed in response, still immersed in cutting tofu into squares. mark felt hot all of a sudden, since when did you humming make him react this way?
“am i doing this right?” he picked up a piece of carrot he just cut.
you turned to him briefly and replied with a nod and smile. “yes, that’s perfect.”
mark felt satisfied with your praise. he smiled to himself before shifting his gaze from you to the carrots in front of him.
“so,” he began again, not knowing where he’s even going with this.
you once again hummed in reply, making him shiver.
the reply that came out of his mouth was so stupid he wanted to take the knife in his grip and stab it deep into his own guts. “how’s hana?”
you didn’t even glance at him or stop what you were doing. “i don’t wanna talk about her right now.”
“oh.”
you turned to him and scrunched your nose, an action mark finds endearing. “it’s fine.“
he couldn’t shake off the feeling that this could be good news to him. why wouldn’t you talk about her? what happened that makes you adamant about the topic? is this an opportunity for him?
countless of scenarios started flooding his head. sometimes mark wonder why does his brain works so fast and so well if it has anything to do with you. he should be able to write romance novels with the t of daydreaming he does.
your voice broke him off his trance per usual.
“damn, did they glue this shit on or something?” you grunted as you struggle to open the jar in your hand. you wiped your hands a few times before trying again but to no avail.
this is it! as corny as this is, this is his time to shine!
“let me,” he swiftly put down his knife to reach out to you. but instead of taking the jar from your hand, mark grasped onto your hand and tightened his grip on it, essentially holding the jar with your hand beneath it. he got nervous the moment your skin touched his, but there’s no way he backing down now.
he prayed in his head to be granted the strength to open this jar. it would be embarrassing if he failed. the grip of his hand above yours got firmer as he grab the cap and twisted it. with enough force, the cap opened with a loud pop! as mark immediately loosened his grip, afraid to be hurting you. his hand lingered for a millisecond before he retrieved it, freeing you from his grasp.
“thank youuu.” you were quick to go back to your cooking, not even sparing him a glance, as if nothing happened.
mark sucked in his breath and shifted his gaze downwards, not wanting to look at you any longer. he got into his head again. if he decided to go through with plan of his to get out of the friend zone, he needs to toughen up and stop acting like a school boy. he needs to get used to touching you, be needs to get bolder, he needs to take more risks.
that was a good one. he’s on the right track and he just needs to keep this up.
“do you want to go out this weekend?” he tried to maintain his cool, making sure he never looks up to her direction.
you straightened your posture and turned to him, thinking. “i can’t, i’m seeing my therapist on saturday and psychiatrist on sunday.”
“oh?” mark took this opportunity to stop minding the carrots and turned his attention fully to you. “do you want me to drive you?”
you shook your head. “you have class on saturday, remember?”
“oh, shit. yeah, you’re right.” mark now has fully turned his body to face you. “i can drive you sunday.”
you chuckled. “i’ll let you know.”
he nodded, satisfied at himself for being somewhat attentive. if you wanted him to skip class this saturday to drive you to therapy, he would. oh, he would, in a heartbeat.
“once you’re done with the carrots, can you help me fry these tofu?” you chimed. “i’m gonna make the sauce.”
“sure, babe.”
mark stopped dead in his track, trying so hard to not slap his mouth shut with his hand. that slipped, but there’s no way he’s gonna make it look like an accident. he needs to make it not look like a big deal, maybe that way he can work his way up to calling you more affectionate pet names.
you, to mark’s luck, did not react at all. mark liked to think you were too busy to catch what he was saying.
“is this heat okay?” mark moved his body aside to give you space to look at the stove.
you hummed in response.
mark put some cubes of tofu into the pan, sizzling noise filled the kitchen. he made sure the heat was low one last time before shifting his attention to you.
slowly, he walked towards your figure and stood just behind you. he was only slightly taller than you, so he wasn’t towering over you, but tall enough that he can peek through your shoulder. he braced himself for what he was about to do.
chin slightly hovering your shoulder, he leaned his head a bit further into your neck, just enough to make his presence known.
“what are you making?” he asked, voice low because being this close to you means he can just whisper and you would hear.
to his surprise, you didn’t react at all. is this the green light he’s been looking for? does that mean it’s okay for him to go further?
“the sauce for the tofu.” you answered.
“what is that?” he pointed to a bottle, hand so close to your figure it was as if he was about to hug you.
“sesame oil.”
“what’s that?”
“that’s oregano.”
“that?”
“msg.”
“what about that?”
you cranked your neck to face him. with furrowed eyebrow, you snickered. “that’s ketchup, dummy.”
mark sheepishly grinned. your face was so close to him, so close that if he just move slightly forward with enough force his lips would land onto yours. so close that he could grab your waist. so close that he’s having a hard time controlling himself.
you nudged him with your hip, playfully shoving him out of your way. a teasing smile on your lips, you spoke. “move, you’re in my way.”
flustered, he took a step back while holding back a grin. today is going so well for him.
sizzling sound from the pan as you poured in the sauce brought him back to reality, preventing him from daydreaming.
“do you want it spicy?” you asked.
still holding back a grin, he answered. “a little.”
you scoop a spoon of chilli oil and put it in the pan, stirring the sauce briefly before turning to him once more. “you think that’s enough?”
he laughed. “how am i supposed to know?”
“right, my bad.” you replied back with a laugh. you scoop some sauce with a spatula, blew on it, put it on your palm and licked it.
mark gulped, feeling so riled up and on edge.
“it’s spicy enough for me. wait,” you went back and repeated what you did before. scooped some sauce, blew on it, this time you put it on the back of your hand just near your thumb joint. you extended your hand out towards him, tipping your chin.
he blinked and froze for a second before bringing his body forward. he took your hand in his, guiding it near his mouth. still maintaining eye contact with you, he put his mouth on the back of your hand, slowly sucking and licking the very little sauce you had put on there. the spicy sensation prickled on his taste buds but he paid no mind to it. he swore he never intended it to be as sensual as it is in his head, he couldn’t help it, how could he make it casual when he can taste your skin on his tongue?
“good?” you shook him out of his trance.
mark straightened his posture and cleared his throat, clearly giving up on acting unbothered. he nodded firmly before scratching the back of his head. “yea, no, yea. that’s, uh, that’s good enough for me.”
you turned around to finish your cooking. mark stood where he was, still shaken from how much was happening in a span of an hour. this is good. this is what he wants.
he saw you turned off the stove and grabbed a plate. mark was about to walked towards you to help, but he decided to just stood there. he watched as you plate your dish and putting the dirty pan on the sink. mark took a note to rinse it with water before eating so it’d be easier for him to wash it later. you undid your apron, folded it and put it on the kitchen counter.
turning to mark, you chimed with a smile on your face. “let’s eat!”
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