Parker J Ryan

I don’t want to hurt you, I don’t want this to hurt you because I really want this trip to be amazing. But it matters to me, you know? I really don’t get why it bothers me but it does, I don’t want all of those things around that he gave me when I’m with you. I have no clue what’s wrong with her, I told her you have every right to feel the way you do and that I would too you know in difference circumstances. Ignore her seriously she sometimes can be a bit of a bitch, I know that mean she once almost burnt me alive once, Ephie had to give me cream for my legs.

I told you it's fine, Yeah I guess if i remembered anyone from my past it might be similar but i don't remember anything and obviously Lainie thinks im being pathetic so it seriously doesn't matter, but if i ever catch anything on his part of course, because i know you would never hurt me, but yea on his part i will kill him.

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*slaps him across the face, making sure her nails dig in, draw blood, and leave marks before she turns on her heels and storms off*

Fucking bitch! *felt blood* ugh

Damn. Who shoved a stick sideways up your ass? Or are you just PMSing?

Me? Your the one budding into business that isn't yours! Not everything is about you! So go be a bitch to someone else! Better yet go ask Haydon to fuck your mouth so i don't have to hear you talk!

I know Haydon’s been with every girl at Darkwood. With or without their permission! And do I hate that? Yes. I do. But I’m not going to go all big green jealous monster on him because of it! Because I know he never cared about any of them in that way. Just like Feebs doesn’t care about Dean in that way. You’re the one she loves! Can’t you just get that through your thick skull and grow a pair already? God, you’re so fucking pathetic!

Mind your own fucking business how about that? If you actually listened to what I just said you would have heard me say that I already told her not to bother! That I KNOW shes with me. So stop being a bitch. how about that? Thanks! I don't need you calling me pathetic, sorry my life isn't as wonderful and blessed as yours!

It’s not like there is going to be pictures of Brody everywhere no is there? It was the obvious guess. Parker I’ll get rid of it all, I’m not letting some teddies and shirts ruining our trip because I told Dean I was bringing you and guess what he has a girlfriend, has for a few weeks so don’t panic about him. I am completely with you because I love you.

I told you its fine, I don't care, hes a part of you, i get that, it won't ruin the trip. I am going to be with you so it doesn't matter about all that. What up with Lainie attacking me too? I really don't need to be talked down to like a fucking child. So i know shes your friend but she needs to mind her fucking business.

OMG Parker! Pull up your big boy panties and get over yourself! Phoebe is with you! She loves you! Her and Dean are nothing more than friends!

You want to see pictures of Haydon fucking other girls? I know where his stash is! No? I didn't think so! Im sorry but guys are never just friends with a girl... but i already told her its fine. I'm with her, I know...

Parker be nice, he’s literally two doors down. You know his name is Dean. I wouldn’t say it’s worse but I’ll make sure everything he’s ever given me is out the room for you.

You are the one that aseeumes by bitch ass i meant Dean.... Don't worry.... its fine, he gave you stuff whatever, your with me, he isn't with you it shouldn't matter I guess.... I'll be fine

Truth Time// Feebs&&Parker

"I really wish you wouldn’t though. I hate the thought of you always worrying about me" she told with a smile, she didn’t want him to ever worry about her, she could take care of herself. She smiled at him trying to let him know she was fine and he hadn’t hurt her, it was her fault and she knew it. "I don’t think you do get it. Let’s play a game and I’ll show you want I mean ok?" she told him with a grin, "Not really a game more or less a tiny wee fight to prove that you aren’t weak, and then I’ll think of something to show everything’s more intense" She needed to help him understand he was more than enough. Phoebe hugged him back and laughed quietly, "You don’t have to shake your head Parker, I’ve been broken for almost 7 years now, it doesn’t bother me" she told him and kissed his shoulder. Phoebe pulled out of the hug to look at him and smile, "I love you too. Look I’m right here. You haven’t lost me, you aren’t going to lose me because I’ll always be here. I’m always going to be right next to you, the only way to lose me is to send me away."

"Well i always will so no reason you should stress over my worrying." when she said lets play a game he laughed lightly "what game?" he asked curiously as she said fight he laughed again "fight? I don't need to be hurt before your momma's wedding...." when she said not to shake his head he pulled out of the hug "Babe... i know you say you have been broken but why are you still broken... everything is working out is it not? Your mom is better right? you are getting your life back... and i don't know maybe I help a bit..." he frowned, he wished she could finally let herself be happy again, she doesn't have to be broken forever. "I don't plan on loosing you, I love you too much. So i am sure as hell NEVER  sending you away" he pulled her back into a hug "want to take a shower and finish what we started before we have to pack for the wedding?" he wiggled his eyebrows. He felt bad that he stopped mid way... she didn't deserve it.

Oi i said no more, just don’t say anymore…. i can guess what it is and i just don’t want to think about it…

I just said you had to wait downstairs. It’s nothing bad just well yeah… What do you think it is?

shh! and something to do with that bitch ass im sure..... his pictures are all over your room, you don't hide this very well.... im sure its worse at home then here at darkwood.

just don’t tell me please, I think its better if I don’t know….

Yeah you just don’t even ask and just me and Lainie will deal with it all. You can hang out downstairs where you can you know do stuff.

Oi i said no more, just don't say anymore.... i can guess what it is and i just don't want to think about it...

All these pictures of this Dean guy….

You are going to want to wait outside my room when we get there today so I can umm.. tidy up and stuff. Like tidy my walls and closet out.

just don't tell me please, I think its better if I don't know....