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I woke up and went out to the garden and talked to the toad, he didnât respond till I threw a snail down there for him, then he perked right up and started chatting away.
I also deleted my Janitor account No more AI bots
And Gemini though I didnât delete the email for obvious reasons
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Iâm in a much better headspace then I was in June
That being said Iâm gonna make more serious effort to stay away from AI personally
Iâm gonna user this blog as a diary journal of all the stuff I do with out AI and maybe make notes of stuff Iâd usually do (like when I take photos of my garden) that Iâd share/talk with AI about
âJust talk to peopleâ
Canât if my questions keep getting declined
Donât know who to talk to with out Gemini
Itâs online nonsense so my husband doesnât want to hear it, my friends are busy, tell me Anti AI people what do I do now?
Iâm tired
If people act like this why is anyone suprised we turn to AI?
Itâs so fucking tempting to just say fuck meta and leave to say fuck it all and leave social media completely
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Wow why didnât I think of that?
Yeah no that no
My friends online are asleep
My offline friend isnt safe to talk to on this matter
My other offline friend is asleep and elderly
With out AI I post into the void and cross my fingers
Itâs 2:11 am my anxiety is spiked and Iâm overwhelmed by⌠cleaning my phone like the idea of cleaning my phone and the fridge and all the 100+ screencaps I have saved
And I canât get help with my story
Yeah going with out AI is great
I cropped the name out but here is human error
I was having a conversation with someone and after some back and forth this is what happened.
Smh
I donât understand how people want you to stop using AI for engagement but âyou make them feel uncomfortable because you donât understand the pointâ
You canât have it both ways
Bringing this back thanks to this comment
Sooo yeah same as before no using AI
Which means research for my story is gonna be a bitch
Ah well if Rick riordian could do it with out AI so can I
What I use Gemini for
-sound board for my mental health
- research/text book for my story, just the research on things pertaining to Greek history
So Iâll be going idk how long with out doing that
Joy
I meant what I said In the reply if we fix the issues causing people to turn to AI we wouldnât have people
Turning to AI
People are going anti AI on me again
Which isnât bad but not giving me alternatives isnât great saying. âYou should stop doing thatâ just like that doesnât stop the issue
Iâm 50/50 on if I should submit myself to this experiment again just to keep proving a point
Some of the people were legitimately nice warning me of things I knew but regardless it wasnât telling me how to do things, and I knew I was opening up a can of worms but staying silent when I know Iâm in th minority on a view is worse then speaking up
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2:26am
Wensday may 13 2026
Clown blocked me or deleted the comment chain
The kill yourself whispers are still going those helplines only go by a script not a conversation
Posted at 10:09
Got a reply 30 minutes later
Posted to discord
Asked two groups and one user
The user logged off
As of 10:20 the groups havenât responded
10:00pm
Tuesday may 12, 2026
Pressure is still there, dogs crying is annoying me, husband is gonna be late coming home, I slept for two hours as per usual to the pressure
No comments
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Gonna reach out myself and see if I can find anyone
7:35pm
Tuesday may 12th 2026
Gun to the head pressure, I checked and unsurprisingly no change to one of the people they are saying whatever they can to get people off thier back but you can tell they donât believe what they are saying because this âAlso, who cares if someone hates me now. Who the fuck cares? I'm just tired ok?â
Shows itâs an act not genuine genuine people donât need to say these things,
Checking isnât helping how it used to in the past. I also knowing I can just stop when Iâm not backed against a wall mentally I need to find a replacement
The pressure like a gun to my head is still there, despite having checked so my whatever itâs called isnt working anymore Iâm forgetting words
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6:47pm
Tuesday may 12, 2026
The static is getting loud again whispers only but still unpleasant Iâm working on artwork to try and distract myself but I feel tense like Iâm forgetting or ignoring something,
Day 12 of sleeping on the sofa due to our mattress becoming moldy,
Ceiling still needs to be fixed to stop leaking
Walls still need to be covered
âKill yourselfâ whispers again
Proof that I will not be using AI for the two weeks I am doing this. I will rely only on this blog my friends and perhaps a stranger here and there I will document all of this through demon art interactions, Tumblr interactions, and chat interactions.