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film & fragrance pairing no 4

Heeley: Cardinal - Michael Gira / C. S. Nicholson: I Wonder If I'm Singing What You're Thinking Me To Sing

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Barry X Ball

paradoxkin

the realization I just had has hit me like a ton of bricks

paradoxkin

red hair, my mom. oh my god, I've been having dreams about her my whole life

#writ #it's her. it's also spirit family sometimes #which I think plays a factor because red hair runs in my bio family and my hair was strange colors in childhood #holy fccking shit.#of course #my bio mom also has a twin....

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the realization I just had has hit me like a ton of bricks

#writ

paradoxkin

guys being mixed is fucking hard and I donm't even know if I have words for it

paradoxkin

I feel like I'm just permanently in the margins of the margins. I'm white enough to be erased but not to be included, to get privilege that is conditional but always unfair. yet I don't feel safe around white people because I know they know I'm off, and I've had a lifetime of experiences to prove it, and if they don't know I'm not really one of them they act like it's permission to be their worst most racist demonic white fucking selves.

but I don't fit in with people of color because I'm white passing and light skinned and don't have the experience or history or culture or even really a word for who and what I am because I was "adopted" (trafficked) in infancy. like yeah I was fetishized and mistreated based on my race but it's always been very covert. I feel visibly invisible and if this is something a simple dna test could fix I'd be happily reunited with my mom right now, but it isn't and I'm not.

and I always feel like I have no right to complain because there are people who could never pass as white and never hold any privilege at all so I should just take the shit I've gone through to the grave. I should take being fetishized and treated as I was in high school to the grave, I suppose, because I'm not a "real" person of color, so being called [redacted I don't even want to revisit it] shouldn't matter. or hurt. or be scary. wrong target, doesn't matter. I don't have the right, wrong targets don't talk back, it was just a mistake.

paradoxkin

guys being mixed is fucking hard and I donm't even know if I have words for it

paradoxkin

I feel like I'm just permanently in the margins of the margins. I'm white enough to be erased but not to be included, to get privilege that is conditional but always unfair. yet I don't feel safe around white people because I know they know I'm off, and I've had a lifetime of experiences to prove it, and if they don't know I'm not really one of them they act like it's permission to be their worst most racist demonic white fucking selves.

but I don't fit in with people of color because I'm white passing and light skinned and don't have the experience or history or culture or even really a word for who and what I am because I was "adopted" (trafficked) in infancy. like yeah I was fetishized and mistreated based on my race but it's always been very covert. I feel visibly invisible and if this is something a simple dna test could fix I'd be happily reunited with my mom right now, but it isn't and I'm not.

and I always feel like I have no right to complain because there are people who could never pass as white and never hold any privilege at all so I should just take the shit I've gone through to the grave. I should take being fetishized and treated as I was in high school to the grave, I suppose, because I'm not a "real" person of color, so being called [redacted I don't even want to revisit it] shouldn't matter. or hurt. or be scary. wrong target, doesn't matter. I don't have the right, wrong targets don't talk back, it was just a mistake.

paradoxkin

#writ #i don't need analog horror i lived it

paradoxkin

guys being mixed is fucking hard and I donm't even know if I have words for it

paradoxkin

I feel like I'm just permanently in the margins of the margins. I'm white enough to be erased but not to be included, to get privilege that is conditional but always unfair. yet I don't feel safe around white people because I know they know I'm off, and I've had a lifetime of experiences to prove it, and if they don't know I'm not really one of them they act like it's permission to be their worst most racist demonic white fucking selves.

but I don't fit in with people of color because I'm white passing and light skinned and don't have the experience or history or culture or even really a word for who and what I am because I was "adopted" (trafficked) in infancy. like yeah I was fetishized and mistreated based on my race but it's always been very covert. I feel visibly invisible and if this is something a simple dna test could fix I'd be happily reunited with my mom right now, but it isn't and I'm not.

and I always feel like I have no right to complain because there are people who could never pass as white and never hold any privilege at all so I should just take the shit I've gone through to the grave. I should take being fetishized and treated as I was in high school to the grave, I suppose, because I'm not a "real" person of color, so being called [redacted I don't even want to revisit it] shouldn't matter. or hurt. or be scary. wrong target, doesn't matter. I don't have the right, wrong targets don't talk back, it was just a mistake.

#writ #screams runs into the woods cries #it feels like it's always this

guys being mixed is fucking hard and I donm't even know if I have words for it

#writ

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str-ngeloop

if i'm being honest it's quite obvious how pregnancy is a unique positionality and process, central as it is to social reproduction. it makes sense that it's so contentious and important. i don't find myself driven to downplay its political weight.

str-ngeloop

and frankly it's obvious how a lot of Gender Evil is directly downstream of Pregnancy Fascism. and you know if we want to be deterritorializing woman from pregnancy per se more power to us. but i'm not interested in ignoring how the construction of womanhood was historically built in large part around the domination and control of the people with the bodily means to the process of making new people. in a marxist way

genderkoolaid

#👍 this is The segue into transandrophobia theory btw#it turns out they keep doing Pregnancy Fascism even if we're not women

chairoot

hi carrie

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meatsound

a christmas present for miles :> merry christmas dude

#middens

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androgyne-kalapati

Transgender men say they are often harassed, denied medically necessary care and “forced to be someone” they're not while incarcerated.

A significant article I want to share/save about how trans men are treated in prison. Content warning for sexual assault & transphobic abuse.

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Lucifer's childhood, Art by Lucas Garcete

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