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22 | they/them | engineering student (chronically offline) | enjoyer of horror and spooky things (giggles in magnus archives) | i love drawing soft sonadow | sorry i drew shadow pregnant it will happen again
I feel like I need to send carrier pigeons to those who have been waiting for the rest of Shadow the hedgehog going into labor and giving birth because I come bearing some sketches for you today yipeeeeee
(Auuhhhhh ā ļø content warning for likeā¦..birth and stuff. Nothing explicit but I wanted to be a nerd for a second when I drew these so thereās some like medical diagrams and a sorta breakdown of the stages of labor and delivery bc I find it fascinating okay enjoy pregnant Shadow now)
Also shoutout to all the trans guys who wrote to my inbox with the kindest messages and personal notes, you know what this entire pregnant Shadow post is actually dedicated to you all. You guys are actually my #1 supporters it would seem and I genuinely couldnāt be more grateful like you guys have made me cry just from reading your messages. I hope you guys get to have your own kids someday (the ones that want to of course lol), and be awesome trans guys dads :) Iām so happy my art resonates with you, and I hope you enjoyā¤ļøā¤ļø
This picks up after my post I made last year (I feel like I remember calling it āPart 1ā) (Yes this post is āPart 2ā) where Shadow starts going into labor while heās at work with Rouge and Omega at GUN. But like you donāt need to have seen those to get this, all that happens is Shadow calls Sonic and tells him heās gone into labor and they need to go home like right now and there you go thatās the context.
Medical diagrams and infographics yipeeeee!! I genuinely donāt know what happened to the page with all the notes I took of all the stages of labor. Like I remember copy and pasting just that little section in the top right where I started taking notes and I was like āoh I should probably just dedicate a whole pageā and I DID but now itās GONE and I highkey made my hand sore from writing that much I need to remember to use the text option in Procreate more lol.
Iām too lazy to rewrite those notes but it was genuinely interesting learning about the processes and stuff, and also I didnāt know that oxytocin was like the main character of your bodyās hormones when you go into labor and I found that fascinating. But yeah also having your significant other helping you through your labor physically and emotionally genuinely just makes oxytocin faster for you and I just think thatās really sweet like awwwwww thanks babe I need your energy for my brain chemicals now.
Various examples of a few birthing positions I found when researching, some are good for stage 1 during early and active labor, and others are better for stage 2 when pushing etc etc
Not sure why I didnāt label anything with specific stages that wouldāve been helpful but around here is when Shadow goes into stage 2. At this point the body is ready to starting pushing, the cervix is dilated 10cm and this is when the most intense contractions happen, the body automatically feeling a strong urge to push with each one.
If you couldnāt tell Iām a big fan of Shadow hurt/Sonic comforting him and in this case itās Sonic helping Shadow through what I saw someone refer to as a ācategory 5 tummy eventā for labor
At this point Shadowās been in labor for around 24 hours ish so basically an entire day (because I want him to suffer) (but also statistically if itās the bodyās first time delivering a baby it takes a lot longer than a second or third child). Stage 1 (early and active labor, cervix dilating) takes the longest, averaging around 12-19 hours just to reach a full 10cm. Stage 2 is shorter but it is the most physically ālaboriousā part of labor, it can take anywhere from 10 minutes to a few hours.
Not to get into specifics for Shadowās anatomy, but I also think his body would already put him through a longer labor because of his healing abilities and the speed at which he can do so. During labor, youāre not technically āinjuringā anything, but your cervix has to dilate to let the baby through, and I feel like maybe his bioengineered genetics would just be at a constant war with his standard Mobian physiology and the bodyās natural process of giving birth. Like his body starts to go into labor, his brain and hormones and chemical processes all start working on getting this baby delivered, but then his super fast healing Chaos-powered abilities are like āwhy is there a hole in your body getting wider. stop that. no seriously youāre like bleeding and everything youāre supposed to keep that stuff inside youā idk something like that lol. (also writing that just made me think of that one Brooklyn 99 clip where Jake is in the hospital and heās like āIām fine they said I just have internal bleeding, thatās where the bloodās supposed to be!ā)
Highly recommend watching different species of animals give birth if that sounds interesting (weird obviously but I promise itās fascinating). Like most mammals have it similar to humans where you gotta push out an entire baby but then you have land mammals and ocean mammals and dolphins and sharks are really funny cause they just swim around and then theyre like āoh shit I dropped my baby out of my body oh whoops there is goes down the ocean current be free my child. oh hello again i guess you can follow me around i did just birth youā but us land creatures have to do the whole thing yknowā¦.on land so thereās no water to help us out and everything is still so thereās a bit more work put into the labor process. If that made any sense idk comment down below or something
I might end up coming back to this page later and taking the time to color this completely. My favorite thing to draw all the time is Shadow seeing his baby for the first time and also Sonic seeing his baby for the first time and itās like a tiny little them and they already love each other so much and now they have this baby creature to take care of and love so much aughshdlfshdf lalalalala typing this out just makes me want to go frolicking through a field of flowers
And then these last 3 are reuploads but Iām posting them again here so you put all the context together.
And thatās the pregnant Shadow for now! Dw tho Spectral gets a little sister later, so Shadowās gotta give birth to that creature as well.
Sjjadkskfnfkksjd anyway I know itās been like 6 months since I posted the first part of Shadow going into labor Iām sorry for not sharing these sooner I wish I had the time that I think I do to draw gay hedgehogs and then I realize that I work 40hrs a week and also am an engineering student and I just get so sidetracked with lifeā¦.
For everyone who wanted to see Shadow giving birth I hope the wait was worth it sort of at least??? I seriously love you guys so much you get me ā¤ļøā¤ļø like thank you for the amount of support Iāve gotten bc I was not expecting it at all I thought everyone would think I was cringefail or something.
I will see you again soonā¦.at some point this year I promise I have to work on logic gates now lol.
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I get asked this a lot, and while I can never see myself doing commissions (having adhd (the more important something is the later it will be put off) plus an unspecified due date (due date is important) for a paid task (money immediately turns this into extra important task) is such an awful combo for me personally, it would end up hurting both me and the customer, I would never wanna drag someone along with my awful time management skills) I have thought about opening up an Etsy or Kofi or even my own webshop if I ever get the time to develop my coding skills more (also sidenote I still shop on Etsy occasionally but Iāve heard itās a lot worse for new artists/creators to develop their own shop, but Iām not sure if Kofi is better just bc I know itās not as popular but idk everyone feel free to leave suggestions lol)
Iāve had my Cricut and button making machine thingy for years now and usually I use them just for my own fun and sometimes make stickers/buttons for my friends and coworkers. Also I have a resin 3D printer that I use to print out miniature models that Iāve designed and then paint and stuff. I have an FDM/filament printer as well, which I use more, but what I print out are more prototypes for mechanisms and doohickeys, very fun especially for an engineering student. It prints faster but I wouldnāt want to use it for artistic pieces, theyāre much less detailed and you can TELL when something has been 3D printed bc itās a loss less detailed and the layer lines are so visible.
Idk maybe someday Iāll have the time to plan out a whole sonadow-themed shop with stickers and enamel pins (Iād also love to draw some enamel pin designs and get those manufactured someday), and then if somehow that gets popular I can imagine branching out and making Hollow Knight, Little Big Planet, Magnus Archives and other fandom-themed stuff.
The thing is tho that I work full time, and that already makes my class-schedule a lot more slow going. I take like 2 classes a semester bc I just learn at a really slow pace, like Iām probably gonna be in school for a few more years but Iām okay with that, Iām not in a big rush rn especially with the job market (derogatory) being all over the place and in general just hell it sounds like.
Idk, uh,,,, lemme know if you guys would actually buy stuff from me idk lol. Sometimes I think about that one ask from awhile ago that said if they had money they would commission me enough money to draw sonadow every day for eternity which sounds like a dream tbh, Iād probably just drop out of school at that point and teach myself engineering on the side for funsies
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tried uploading as a gif but it said it was too big womp womp
anyway iām taking a break from classes this summer and i wanna try animating again you can probably tell but i watched that one dance scene from The Bad Guys
i might end up finishing this idk i really just wanted to try sketching
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Oh my goodness your art is so cute and,, oddly educational. Inaccurate pregnancy/childbirth is a fiction pet peeve of mine, you put in the time and research and also BABY!!! aksbkjjahaja so adorable š«¶š«¶š«¶
Thank you so much!! And also I donāt like to say I have a āpet peeveā ofā¦honestly any inaccurate biology, but actually I definitely doā¦.like I love Hollow Knight and Silksong but wdym theyāre supposed to be bugs??? And I usually love any depictions of bugs but likeā¦.at least give them their 6 legs :(((( or 8 if itās an arachnid :(((((((((
Sorry back to the original topic: yeah pregnancy and childbirth inaccuracies happen all the time whenever theyāre depicted so maybe I just got used to them, really I just laugh whenever a baby was just born like .002 seconds ago and theyāre already handing it to the mom all perfectly clean and shiny like dawg where is the blood and the crusty wax stuff that covers the skin.
Honestly I shouldnāt criticize too much tho, bc tbh I probably did a lot of cherry-picking and/or just straight up forgot to include stuff in Shadowās labor and delivery.
But also Mobians arenāt actually real, so ig thereās no āaccurateā way to give birth lol, but I at least wanted to base a lot of it off human physiology, since Mobians are anthropomorphic and it made sense in my head, so there you go.
I think I just went on like 9 different tangents and tried my best to restrain myself from typing an entire essay of just whatever Iām thinking rn, I only got 3 sleeps last night and Iāve been awake since 4am and itās definitely catching up to me. Sorry if this isnāt coherent at all, I think Iām gonna go take a nap now, thank you for the ask!!
I'm transmasc and don't plan on having biological kids, but OH MY GOD ššššš IT'S GENUINELY SO SO SICKENING HOW SWEET IT IS!! I totally get how it can feel weird to depict something like this with how fetishized 'mpreg' is but thank you so much for doing it. It's so hard to find content that depicts tmasc pregnancy with such realism and care and tenderness and it's just so damn heartwarming to see. Thank you so so much!!! Please continue making it for as long as you wish to :)
Yay!!!! Iām so happy you enjoyed it!! I always draw my art with a purpose of being realistic, whether that be in terms of how I think a character would act (actually thatās a lie sometimes I feel like I draw Sonic and Shadow being too fluffy or whatever but you know what I donāt care Iām gonna keep drawing fluff I just think it could happen over a long time like a decade or so when they would finally feel comfortable with each other) or when it comes to science and biology (thatās actually my favorite I love incorporating real world logic and science and stuff into stories I think itās so fun). But mainly I always want to be respectful, even if I never posted these online to an audience, itās a personal thing to me, I wanted to make sure that I was doing at least some sort of research because I do like learning but also it felt disrespectful to indulge and draw pregnancy content without even knowing the actual details of what people have to go through. Idk like I said, itās a personal thing of mine, this obviously isnāt a requirement or anything when it comes to just drawing art like do whatever you want lol.
I also feel like itās important to learn about pregnancy because I do unfortunately have a uterus but I donāt plan on using it. Never in my life have I ever wanted to be pregnant and have children and raise them, but honestly it makes me respect the people who do have kids even more, even if you didnāt birth them yourself thatās a lot of work. Like I know I couldnāt do that, but itās really cool that you do :) if that makes sense lol
Anyway I plan to continue to draw Sonic and Shadow having their two kids for the rest of my life they bring me so much joy yipeeeeeee
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Here have this old animation sketch while I gather all my pregnant Shadow going into labor sketches I will be posting that after this so this is kinda like a āhey dw Iām not dead just busy Iām sorry gangā
Anyway I remember when I sketched the key frames for this I felt like this is what their first kiss would be like,,,,there was a storyboard with it but I literally didnāt animate any of that but Iāll give you the rundown for gits and shiggles
itās basically Shadow and Sonic sparring and doing rival things and then Sonic staggers Shadow and tackles him and then they do that stupid thing that happens in movies when they both look at each other for like an eternity while the suspense builds up and then they kiss and Iām aroace but that shit gets me like ooooooooh they like each otherrrrrr and then my stomach does the thing and Iām smiling and lowkey giggling to myself ndjskanjfkskf weeeeeeeee aegoromantic things
Also idk if itās noticeable bc itās like a single frame or two but I tried drawing Sonic pulling away from the kiss (doing the āoh shit I literally just kissed my rival on the mouth without thinking I sure hope he doesnāt punch me in the face for this oopsā) but Shadow doesnāt realize it and he sorta automatically follows Sonicās mouth and still tries to kiss him for a second even after Sonic pulls away bc the emo hedgehog is touch starved as fuck and actually just wants to be held and comforted,,,,but yeah he makes himself look like an idiot there and Sonic realizes this and has that āooooooh you want me so bad it makes you look stupidā expression for a microsecond before he just goes back to kissing Shadow.
Itās been like 3 or 4 years since I started this sonadow special interest and they still make me sick I lobe tem so muc šāØš„š„š„