tragically ephemeral...

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go ahead, try out the apps you had pre-ai on your phone

shazaam is hilariously awful in the "what is this song"-this song that has over 73 million plays on youtube alone now comes back as a spanish speaking song when it's clearly in english & then i tried again & it gave some artist with like 10k & it was a dude...the song is by katelyn carver

nothing.

i thought i did though, it seemed so real...so different...so beautiful, i thought

but, it turned out to be ugly, cold & just a cruel lie...just like the others

all of the others really...well, except for my very first-but he was, well...he's never coming back, it's impossible...i was 17 & in some ways because of that, there will always be this part of me that stayed there, a piece of myself frozen with him, to this day it is still hard to talk about along with some parts of myself that i buried away, things i enjoyed...

i don't know how to explain that really without spiralling into it, i've never figured out how not to cut myself until i can feel something again with pearl jam "black" playing in the background...because it was all i knew then & it's all i know now because it keeps me safe

2. Convince yourself you like it actually, to survive

3. Seek it out, because you like it