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it’s been a shitty year. Lost my father in law and a few weeks later I lost my sweet kitty girl I’ve had since she was a kitten, for 14 years…. So I’m trying to get myself together. It’s been so hard. I’m also being evicted from our apartment…. And we’ve been trying to find a place for a family of 5. That hasn’t been easy. Just spilling everything that’s happened. My life sucks so bad right now. If anyone is willing to help, I can set up a go fund me or something.

Even though Grimmjow would never admit anything regarding his feelings for his fraccion, he really did appreciate and adore them. When they were struck down, he felt it deep in his core. The hurt he felt was the worst he could ever feel. He didn't have time to mourn them during the events of Aizen's attack and the war that ensued.

He only truly mourned their loss when Aizen was defeated and Hueco Mundo was healing. He wasn't the only one that lost something, but he certainly felt it the strongest. He spent days, weeks, months, in his room. Shying away from so many before Nelliel was able to pull him out of it at last. This is why Nelliel has a strong influence on Grimmjow and his emotions.