For what seemed like years at that point, the Princess of Olympia had been thrown into a deep state of mourning. The sound that had escaped her throat when the Storm Bringer had come in to tell her that Loki, her dearest friend - her only friend, truth be told. Her soul’s brother. - had died was comparable to no other sound. Grief. Her heart shattered into a million little fragments.
The Storm Bringer in his typical infinite wisdom couldn’t understand why it was that his daughter was so violently effected by this. Loki and Pandora had not seen one another since they were children. He had forbade it, for reasons that he never disclosed to the Allfather and Allmother. She had always been at her father’s sides during his trips to Asgard, until one day she just…? Stopped coming. For good.
When the news of Loki’s survival and incarceration finally reached Olympia, the Princess left her realm against orders. Zeus be damned, even he could not keep her from seeing her truest friend. Pandora brought with her no security, no maidens, no one at her side other than her little bird familiar perched on her shoulder and her pegasus beneath her. The creature was ran as hard as she could get him to go, his wings spreading as they were nearly clear of the Bifrost to take to the skies. The trip would be shorter and have less interference this way.
It occurred to her about eighty percent of the way to the castle that she had absolutely no idea what to do and no plan for what she should do next. Pandora had never left her realm alone before. And while she remembered the general layout of Asgard from her childhood, she had no idea where it was that she should land and enter the palace. Zeus loved the fanfare of strutting in on his pegasus and walking it right through town, watching the townspeople watch him. And she had always been behind him on his saddle. While she tried to conceive some plan of action, the brilliantly red-haired pegasus began circling the building with a large girth. Pandora just prayed that the Allfather didn’t see her, thinking she was a threat and begin an attack.
“…Thor?!” Pandora called down to who she hoped was the eldest son of the royal couple. She couldn’t think of who else it would be, honestly. The blonde hair, the deep red cape that was so indicative of Asgardian nobility. He had been walking outside by some sort of lake that she had absolutely no recollection of it being there. She could’ve sworn that there was a sculpture in that spot when they were small. “Is that you?”
THE Â BURDENS Â OF Â BEING Â A Â PRINCE Â LAY Â BARE Â : Â Â BARREN , Â UTTERLY Â DISCLOSED , Â A Â LIFE Â OF Â LUXURY Â IN Â STARK Â COMPARISON Â TO Â HIS Â SIBLING . Â Â Thor , Â the golden child . Â Loki , Â the outcast .
and it had never been more evident until now ,  as if invisible winged beasts had shielded Thor’s gaze from the obvious .  he sits outside the dungeons ,  deepest crevices of thought and the lowest abyss of his stomach trying to muster a hold on these emotions he feels .  disappointment .  disgust .  grief .  confusion .  and  —  perhaps the most prevalent  —  rage .
fists clench and unclench ,  and within those small gestures he’s taken back ,  to how Thor and Loki were raised ,  how they bickered and fought and played together all these centuries .  his skin is etched with victories and defeat ,  aging slowly ,  slowly ,  slowly with experiences he was certain he’d have alongside his sibling .  alongside Loki .
it doesn’t seem to be the case .  Thor gets to his feet , eager to walk off these unwelcome thoughts , and trudges outside .
Pandora’s voice catches his attention ,  and the demigod looks upon the face of a childhood friend  —  of Loki’s ,  primarily ,  and they will be thrilled to see her .  or will they  ?   he has less of an understanding where Loki’s concerned these days .
tries to place what he hopes is a smile on his face , hand running nervously through long locks of hair , raking into place .   ❝    it’s me .  been a long time since we’ve seen each other .   I suppose you heard the news .    ❞