god's will.

(  maeby ,  25+  ,  they  /  them  )   ,    est .  june 2025 .   (     .   .   .     )     second blog : @ironmaidan  .    primary face claim is britt lower ! please note : pam is a lesbian .

a study in (  … )   :   divinity in decay , tenderness of extinction , the earth remembers what was taken , when love becomes feral , the hunger for control in a world that took hers , bloom in ruin , the alter she built of a rotting body , & the midas touch .

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( you're too close , be careful , Mother Nature bites . ) ❝ I don't remember asking for help . ❞ stay where you are , let what's feral come to you . ❝ I'm perfectly fine . ❞ barbed wire is ripping into her skin , yanked tight without much hesitation , something that should ooze deep red instead reflects in green puddles , ❝ you should leave , if you know what's good for you . ❞

( she doesn't like aid , pamela has lived a life contrary to it , inhibited to asking for help . she finds weakness in mankind for it , the inability to live without company . what happens when a god is wrong ? ) ❝ don't you get it ? I don't want you here . ❞ everything but fuck off , get the hint before it comes for you . but there's something wrong with the cycle of life , ❝ I have it under control . ❞ but feral comes with consequence , and the plant - life no longer follows pamela , it begins to crawl inside her , begins to try and weave itself into her veins , something is wrong . she reaches down , tugs again so that she's not stuck in the earth with the flowers anymore , pain tinging as she drags roots out of her legs , is no longer swallowed by the earth . she is scared . ❝ I'm figuring it out . ❞

( something green is oozing down her arm , chlorophyll infused with dna will have such an affect , a woman not entirely woman anymore — ) ❝ fine . i’m fine . ❞ code for fuck off , but she can’t see straight and there’s a throbbing in the back of her skull . joker , she remembers him last , remembers his henchmen surrounding her and then it just goes dark .

( … ) pamela reaches forward , readjusts the light robin holds . ❝ a little to the left … ❞ she returns to her potted beauty . the dendrophylax lindenii is only sprouting , leaflets emerging . ❝ its not like you have anything else to do right ? ❞ and yes , she anticipates that the young robin can stand there all day with the infrared light , keeping the orchid growing .