YAAS HUNTY SAME THANK YOU BOO

ok so my friends are tired of hearing me talk about it but i need to tell someone ok? ok. so in june he unadded me on snapchat after a drunk snap i sent him (nothing bad just a vid asking him to chill) i was absolutely devastated and just heartbroken ok? so i blocked him on like everything (yikes !!) like an immature bitch anyway fast forward to this month he follows me on tumblr again (not this one my aesthetically pleasing one) and he randomly messaged me saying i went “ghost on him” and i was like BIIIHHHH anyway after conversating (not a word i know chill) i was like i still want to hangout so this morning he was like “let’s hangout today bb” (bitch i fucking died) so my friend is down to visit from virginia and she was like invite him over while me and alexa take anthony (her bf) to work. so i did and i genuinely did not expect him to show up like he used to flake ALL THE TIME on us hanging out so in the back of my mind i really wasn’t expecting him to show now mind you he doesn’t have a phone so i just told him the hotel, floor, and room number and whenever he came it’d be a complete surprise so i clean the room and shit and probably about 30 or 45 minutes after my friends leave i hear the lightest knock at the door and i looked through the peep hole to see him standing there bITCH I STARTED FREAKING OUT AND ALMOST STARTED CRYING LIKE I WAS NOT READY TO OPEN THAT FUCKING DOOR I WAS READY TO CLIMB OFF THE BALCONY AND PEACE OUT ok anyway i had to open the door no backing out now so i opened the door and he smiles at me and i invited him in and he strolls in and i was in total and complete awe of him like i’ve had an embarrassing nerdy school girl crush on him since december so for him to be in the same room as me and we’re not in school and alone like fuck me anyway after like 30 minutes of awkward conversation my friends came back and we were all talking and shit we’re all texting at the time (obvi) and while we were the more i looked at him the more i thought about how i dID NOT WAIT FOR THIS MOMENT FOR US TO JUST HAVE FRIENDLY FUCKING CONVERSATION (imma hoe IDC IDC fight me) so i tell destany and alexa to go sit in the little lounge area for a bit and as soon as they hit the door bitch i was PLOTTIN and scheming on how i could discreetly make a move but not really you feel? so i made an excuse to get up and said that the coffee i made was bitter (AFTER HIM SEEING ME PUT LIKE 25 SUGARS AND 7 CREAMERS IN IT IM WHEEZING) so i went to go pour it out and when i came back into the room i crawled in the bed and laid down (P L O T T I N) so we talked for a bit and he got up and walked to the window and talked about the view after that lil conversation he came and got in bed with me (LIT LIT LIT LIT LIT) and we laid there talking and he was playing with my flannel and i was like “you really like my flannel” (he mentioned how he liked it earlier biiiih 😜) and he was like “yeah i do” and i looked over and he was like “you’re so cute” and grabbed his chin and was like “ aww thanks you’re cute too” and he like chuckled (KILL ME) and said thanks so I looked away and then looked back at him hIS FACE WAS SO CLOSE TO MINE AND HE HAD THIS DEEP ASS GAZE AND Y'ALL WHEN I TELL YOU MY SOUL WASN’T READY MY FUCKING SOUL WAS NOT PREPARED FOR WHEN HE JUST PLANTED ONE ON ME LET THE CHURCH SAY AMEN so after that first kiss yoU ALREADY KNOW WHAT THE DEAL WAS shit got heated and very intense real quick and suddenly i was on top of him and we were just going at it and he did this thing where he wrapped both his arms around me squeezed me tightly, ran his hands down my back, and squeezed my ass and gave it good smack and bitch that’s when tHE LORD HIMSELF OPENED THE FLOOD GATES BLESS (some people are probably going to judge me and call me a hoe or whatever but you can kiss my black ass im HYPE and unapologetic😇) so my phone dinged and there was a knock at the door and we just looked at each other smiling and giggling coming down from our high and i went to the door smiling and showing all 32 pearly white bitch (i still am tbh not even going to lie) so it was 11:15 and checkout was at 12 and they had to shower and everything so he had to go and i offered to walk him to the lobby so while we were waiting for the elevator we kissed and y'all i am 5'7" and he’s like 6'3" do you hear my cries?!? i had to get on my literal tip toes to kiss him anyway the elevator came and we got in the elevator and the doors closed and he pushed me against the wall (YES YES I KNOW SOME STEAMY ASS MOVIE SHIT GIRL I DIED TOO) and we started kissing again and he pressed his boner against me tmi but mY COOCHIE WAS FLOODED i was like oh hell no i need to get off this elevator before i do some stuff only prayer and being baptized could resolve then i realize neither of us pushed the button to go down lmfao so i did and we made out til we got to the lobby and then we kinda just stood there and i was like “thanks for coming to see me” and goes “oh for sure” and held out his arms for a hug and my FAV PART OF IT ALL I JUST LET GO LIKE I EXPECTED HIM TO WALK AWAY AND NEVER TALK TO ME AGAIN AND THIS BITCH DIPS HIS HEAD DOWN AND KISSES ME LIKE WHO TF ARE YOU and afterwards we both said bye and started walking away and he turned around and was like “what are you up to tomorrow?” and i told him i’d let him know so if we hangout expect another post bitch i still can’t believe that this all happened like it feels like this was all a dream idk i’m just a mess rn goodnight tumblr