i am AFRODAMUS

Think of me when you’re out there. I’ll beg you kindly from my knees. Sometimes this world treats us unfairly. ~keep it all smiles

No matter how loud I play my music I can’t drown you out of my thoughts. I feel it coming, the end is near. It’s hard to let go but in life sometimes you have to. I’ve enjoyed every moment with you but I have to realize you can’t make someone like you, want you, love you. If only I knew the things I know now maybe things would be different. Maybe things wouldn’t be the way they are now. I feel…

You’re all I ever think about these days. My mind runs wild with fantasies of what a future with you would be like. But they are just a fantasy. I live in a world of dreamscapes that transcend space and time but in reality I’m stranded. I’m standing on the shore with my eyes wide to the possibilities that come forth and yet you won’t give in to me. Every time I have you in my arms I feel at…

Mack once told me that we’re all late bloomers. The reason why we haven’t gotten to where we want to be is because we aren’t ready yet or some shit. I can’t really remember what he said but when I think back on that little statement it gives me just a little hope. A little hope that its not too late for me to make major changes in my life so I can attain my goals that I am seeking to achieve in…

I wake up with a head full of thoughts that weigh me down and pull at my heart. The search of who I am is merely a journey into the deepest parts of my soul, clawing and scratching until I find the exit. This ego of mine pushes me to reach higher, fly longer, but when will I receive the reward? They say your environment is a reflection of your mind. I’m cleaning mine so is that a sign? Life has a…

All I want is you. I want someone to accept me for who I am and allow me to grow. I thought I grew enough but I guess that was never the case as I have been told. I’m lacking in areas but have plans and ideas to shift to goals I want to achieve. There’s things I’ve left on the back burner but have not touched. The law of attraction states that you need to make room and prepare your life for…

Ever since I was a child I’ve had many dreams that I chased. G.I.Joe was a staple in my early childhood and it made me want to join the armed forces. To be honest, I just wanted to be like Snake-Eyes but as I got older I realized that all that goofy shit was just a fantasy and that becoming a super soldier meant strict discipline and sleepless nights hiding my true identity, traits I did not…

The year is slowly coming to a close and I would like to take some time to reflect on the year. A lot of things have happened that I am grateful for and there are some things that I wish didn’t happen. Life is a butterfly effect and the things we do daily mold and shape the future we will eventually walk down. I joined full time management at UPS in Dec of 2024 and tomorrow (Dec 15) marks a full…

The blueprint has been laid before me. It is time for my winter arc story. On the other end I will come out smarter, stronger, brighter, and with just a few more dollars than before. The difference? I will have garnered all of this on my own with out the assistance of an employer. I’m grown now. I finally realize what my father was trying to tell me my entire life. He just wasn’t that good at…

I suck at planning. I really do. If I would’ve planned things right I could’ve been going down to Lexington today to see John Cena. Maybe it just wasn’t in the cards for me to go but the fact is, I could’ve drew a good hand and made some shit happen. Now I gotta watch Friday Night Smackdown from home and while on my way to work. That’s nothing new to me, I’ve been doing it weekly since I…

Besides my main goal of becoming a successful hip hop mogul, I want to get into vanlife. Even if its only on the weekends. I watch tons of videos online about vanlife and it intrigues me more and more each time I tune into some of my favorite channels. Right now I’m watching “My Names Teo,” Formally known as winterisblue. He has a simple van setup (one that I critiqued super hard during his…

Anybody else enjoy a good storm? Or is it just me? One day I purposely went to the park while a thunderstorm was approaching so I could go for a walk in the rain. The clouds were letting down a light sprinkle and I figured once I got to the shady area of the walking trail, the trees would cover me. I never leave the house without an umbrella so I reached into the backseat of my car to grab mine…