I suffer from my sorry lies

“Babe,” Ayla wanted to groan, but she just tilted her head back as he went on. Listening to this again. She wasn’t aggravated by it, but she didn’t know how many times she was going to promise that she wouldn’t give up and how many times she had to tell him that he was stuck with her. Digging her nails into his chest. Not to hurt him, doing it more in a playful manner. “You need to stop. I already told you multiple times that you’re stuck with me,” she told him while looking back down at him. “I don’t know what else you want me to do, or tell you.” 

She chuckled, pressing another kiss to his lips before pushing herself back up. “I’m not going to kill you and I missed you too. And you need to stop apologizing for you,” she said poking his chest as he spoke. “We’re past that and we don’t have to think about that anymore. We’re together and that’s all that matters. You have me and I’m not going anywhere again.” 

“Okay, baby,” Ayla whispered into the kiss. She smiled as she looked at him and once she was on top of him, she straddled his waist, her hands running up and down his torso. “Mm, of course. I’m always here for you, you know that. And of course I love you as well. More than anything, and I always will,” she told him as she leaned down to press her lips against his. 

Bringing his hand to her lips, she kissed his knuckles. “Just -- it’s something to make sure that you won’t regret it if he passes away, you know? If it’s really really bad. I guess that’s why she would want you to go. I’m not going to force you to go. I understand the relationship between the two of you but -- just think about it? I don’t want you to end up regretting something for the rest of your life.”

Ayla stared up at him as he went on. She didn’t want to interrupt him, just in case that made him close up again. She would stay quiet as long as she needed to. Sucking in her lips as she heard about his father, she slowly nodded. She didn’t know what to say, she knew about their relationship and how Kol felt about him, so this was difficult. “Are you going to go see him?” She asked. Her voice soft as she brought her hand up to take his and lace their fingers together. 

“Hmm, are you rock hard though?” She teased, pressing her face into his neck and placed a few kisses along his neck as he spoke. “I just feel like I’m pushing a lot lately and it’s making me feel like I’m that annoying girlfriend who doesn’t trust you. I do, I just don’t want you to hold things in. It’s not good. I just don’t want to force things out of you either,” she muttered into his neck. 

“I know. You’re still like a soft teddy bear,” she teased, giving him a smile as he got back into bed. Her arms wrapped around him, pulling him in closer and pressing a kiss to the side of his head. “I don’t know. Maybe I’m just being the annoying girlfriend.”

“Mm, I don’t know. You’re not that scary, my love. Though... I’m pretty sure if someone went to go hurt me you’d become scary.” Watching him, her eyes scanned over him as he made his way back over to her and she pursed her lips as he looked down at his feet. “Everything okay?” She asked as she put out her arms for him to join her back in bed.

“Really?” She hummed out. As he pulled back, she looked down at him, her fingers still running through his hair, playfully tugging on it. “No... I don’t want to do this on the table. I don’t want to move, but I know you’re going to drive me crazy with teasing me. You like to ruin me, I swear.”

When hearing footsteps coming closer and hearing Kol’s voice, Ayla’s eyes went to the male and she slipped her hands under her head. “I just didn’t know if that was you or if someone decided to sneak in here,” she said while slowly rolling onto her side. “You’re up early,” Ayla mumbled as she snuggled into he pillow. “Did I kick you too much?”

Biting down on her lip as she looked over his body, she did as he wanted, tilting her head to the side. Her eyes instantly closed when feeling his lips against her neck. Her legs wrapped tightly around his waist. Her hands moved up to run her fingers through his hair. “How long have you been wanting to do this on the counter?” She asked jokingly. “And how long are you going to tease me for?”

Stretching while pushing the blankets off of her, Ayla groaned due to the sun being in her eyes. Hearing some noise in the bathroom, Ayla slowly turned her head towards the door, “Babe?” She asked sleepily as nobody was in the bed with her, but she also wasn’t sure if Kol was in the room anymore, thinking he would have left. Thinking it could have just been a roommate, or she left the water on in the middle of the night, which wouldn’t surprise her. @kclparker

“I love you,” she muttered as he ripped off her shirt. She bit down on her lower lip, looking at him and pulled him down into a kiss as he nudged her back. “Not talk about them anymore,” she whispered against his lips, nipping at his lower one. “I think we should get back to what we were doing a few moments before. What do you think?” She asked as she ran her hands back under his shirt. 

“Yeah, but if it will put you in a mood or make you uncomfortable, we don’t have to,” she told him with a shrug. As he went on, her thumb ran over his jaw while her other hand went through his hair and she sighed. “Such a disaster. Both of our fathers should go hang out with each other and talk about who much of an asshole they are.”

“I’m surprised I didn’t get a call to bail you out of jail,” she teased, leaning forward to peck his lips. Her one hand moved down, cupping his cheek while her thumb caressed it. “We can do whatever you want. Just to forget about it. Forget about him and all that crap. You don’t need that negativity in your life.” 

When hearing that it was dealing with his dad, her fingers went back into his hair. Maybe to take it as a way to distract him. She chewed on the corner of her lip and her dark hues scanned over his face before speaking. “We don’t have to talk about it. I don’t want to make your day worse.” 

Ayla sighed and slowly shook her head. She brought her hands up to run her fingers through his hair as she looked at him. “I’m not going to force you to talk about it if you don’t want to. It’s your business, I don’t have to know about it,” she said softly as she leaned forward and pressed a kiss to his forehead.