Paper Sails

Ah, the feeling of rejection. 

Sometimes I see a photo of myself or my own reflection and I can't stop thinking about it. How ugly I am. How fat I am. How uneven my face is. How bad my skin is. How gross my hair is. I just can't concentrate on anything else and I get so so sad about it that all I can do is cry and wallow in self hatred. It's so exhausting because I can't study or exercise or even be distracted by tv. I become hyper aware of my rolls and any surface I can see my face or body reflected back at me. I just despise my outside so much that I can't work on trying to fix my inside.

Little ol' worthless me

Knowing someone doesn’t like you is honestly one of the saddest feelings 😔 other than being flabby and ugly, obviously.