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having aphantasia as a writer IS kind of funny because i’ll be like “uuijggghhHn i GUESS there can be a couch. with a pattern. and something on the wall. and the character is wearing clothes. also with a pattern. yeah yeah now we’re getting somewhere”

and this all takes eons to write and my scenes still look like this

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i always forget how much it fucking sucks to have that thing where i can't imagine faces when it comes to my creative endeavors

#i can imagine the concept of a new face #i cannot imagine the face #it's pretty much exactly like how when someone describes to you a food you've never eaten and you can imagine the concept of it #but not the thing itself? it's like that but with faces #similarly i cannot imagine people doing things like up close #it can be a super dark blurry wide shot or something #anything more detailed is a no #pinterest references usually clutch up with this but yeah i did fully forget how annoying this is even despite that #my posts

dogg-meat

computah show me a way out that isn’t through

writer's block is killing meeeeuhhhhhhh

#oh my godddduhhhhhhh #I'M LOSING IT #no cause like #i hate to say it but #the dead boy detectives obsession has faded away enough to where i don't really want to write fanfiction for it much anymore #young sherlock is a solid 3/10 experience for me writing fanfiction because holy crap i know NOTHING about the victorians #and there's this really weird petulant part of me that doesn't want to research victorian social norms #because people glaze the victorian era so much #which is ridiculous on my part #(especially seeing as how i fully looked into the edwardian era for my dbda writing and those are like two seconds away from each other)#but whatever #no more young sherlock fanfiction for me i guess #and if we're not writing fanfiction yknow what that means!!!#it's time for an original creative work!!!!!!!!11!!11!#except!#i haven't written one of those in like three years #so this is gonna be tough #my posts #and also i don't have the incentive of “if you finish this then you get to post it and you get the sweet treat of some kudos!!”#because likeeee #i almost never finish anything longer than a oneshot #and all of my original creative work ideas are wayy longer than that #i just don't know how to go about writing a short oneshot that's not a fic #and yknow i should really get on that #anyway i'm just fully yapping now #so i'm gonna cut myself off right here cause these tags are getting hella long

man, there's something so distressing about knowing that you have potential, and simultaneously knowing that you're completely wasting it by sitting around doing fuck all

#i could be such an amazing writer i really could #i could be a lot of things really #but man could i be a good writer #but i write like once a year #so it ends up being like good at best #which is fine #but like #i would be so much better if i just wrote more frequently and then i just don't for whatever reason #and i used to be so creative bro #i used to be SO creative #and now i can't even come up with a fully fleshed out storyline #how am i supposed to even come close to making it as a screenwriter when i can't even get myself to get up and write in my own free time 💔#man #and it sucks too because it feels like so much of my talent was given and not earned #like i'm just a naturally fast learner or smth idk #but it feels like such a damn waste #like this should've been given to anyone else because i spend my free time doing absolute jack #anyway this wasn't even supposed to be a vent it was just supposed to be me complaining but this is entering vent territory #so i'm gonna stop because it's not even that serious #i'm just complaining because i've got some writer's block and it's reminding me how little i write #my posts

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rpfisfine

Omg the White Rastas are dragging my Ass on Hinge

rpfisfine

power-handmaiden

when I was in high school I had a literature teacher who had a policy of unlimited extra credit. All you had to do was read a book by a notable author (his discretion) and have a little chat with him after school to prove that you read it. No limits, no need for variety (one month I decided I really loved Kurt Vonnegut and just read everything of his I could get my hands on).

Yes, I was tearing through books constantly, and talking to this teacher at least weekly. Because even though I always loved reading as a kid, literature was always a very weak subject for me in terms of a teaching-to-standardized-test school setting (I just do awful on "what color were the curtains" type multiple choice questions. Those details don't stick in my memory THEY JUST DON'T). But that didn't matter for this class. I could just read my way out of any bad test score. I have always had fond memories of how I "fudged" my way through that class and "abused' the extra credit policy.

I was thinking about it again today, and only just now realized that he absolutely tricked me into being well-read, while my teenage self thought I was totally getting away with something. THAT MOTHERFUCKER. I hope he's doing well.

james-wilsons-mommymilkers

I think we should have a second pride month in November for gay people who prefer cold weather

quasi-normalcy

"It's a time when LGBT people can be their authentic selves!" Uh, my authentic self wears an overcoat.

#plus my birthday is in november :]#and so is angel’s and he’s basically gay

every morning i hop onto this website to post some bullshit, and in the afternoon i get notifications from posts i completely forgot that i made

#my posts #shitposting

gansey was one of those people who sees genAI "a useful tool," but one day he offhandedly mentioned using chat gpt to blue, and she went on a two hour long impassioned rant about the detriments of AI use for the environment and one's cognitive thinking. gansey never used it again after that

#this is canon to me #i love gansey with all my heart and he would totally stop using AI if he knew the detriments #but you can't tell me that he wouldn't be using it “as a tool” before knowing that #and you can't tell me blue wouldn't be absolutely peeved by that #my posts #richard campbell gansey iii #richard gansey #blue sargent #the raven cycle #trc

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gaysie

literally what would we do without gif makers thank you gif makers THANK YOU GIFMAKERS i love nothing more than to watch a tiny moment of a scene loop over and over and over the world is so beautiful

inthetags

Reblog and put in the tags a canon queer ship you think is underrated by fans.

#bye i thought of like three different ships and then realized that 0 of them are canon

kissyouagainandagain

#and whenever i click said button i am reminded exactly why i blocked that tag #and yet guess who never learns his lesson

illmadekn1ght

every day it gets harder to have a relaxed jaw and decent posture

cantmakeyouloveme

#prev legiterally >#are you poor? sell your possessions.#i have to be honest. if i saw these in real life i wouldnt know that they are fake

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9ieme

this picture of a chip pan oil fire from the wikimedia cookbook is so strikingly sublime

#isn't this the mom from supernatural

blckgirlacid

I need my weird alone time or I will explode

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