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here's a reminder to ALL trans people. trans women, men, nonbinary people, anyone else: NEVER KILL YOURSELF. I AM SERIOUS. SO SERIOUS. LIVING IS RESISTANCE. LIVING AS A TRANS PERSON PISSES BAD PEOPLE OFF. YOU ARE NEEDED IN THIS WORLD, YOU ARE IMPORTANT AND YOU ARE LOVED. WE WILL SURVIVE.

Suicide ideation is so weird. Making a lovely apple pie while thinking of bleeding out in the tub.

mindlessly making boxes at work so my mind can focus on this 😭

today is a bad day because i’m teaching myself not to eat

i ate. like half a cookie but still it’s food 🤷

i’m trying to keep this going but i have terrible fomo

hmmmmmmmmm well i had ice cream. really fucking this up 😭 i was asked if i was going on a hunger strike. wish i could be more subtle about it but like. 🫩 people have eyes. anyways. it’s a hunger strike where i’m fighting to make my death not so imminent.

1000 calories. i understand this is a problem.

today is a bad day because i’m teaching myself not to eat

i ate. like half a cookie but still it’s food 🤷

i’m trying to keep this going but i have terrible fomo

hmmmmmmmmm well i had ice cream. really fucking this up 😭 i was asked if i was going on a hunger strike. wish i could be more subtle about it but like. 🫩 people have eyes. anyways. it’s a hunger strike where i’m fighting to make my death not so imminent.

today is a bad day because i’m teaching myself not to eat

i ate. like half a cookie but still it’s food 🤷

i’m trying to keep this going but i have terrible fomo

today is a bad day because i’m teaching myself not to eat

i ate. like half a cookie but still it’s food 🤷

new bite. she’s all red and splotchy like i almost drew blood

the way that it’s healing rn is bumpy 😔 i did it harder than any of the other ones and she’s a fucking bUMP.