Underwelmed

Still in college and having to grow up real fast. My mother is so broke that she can’t keep me on her insurance until I’m 26. She can’t afford it. Also she can’t afford to use our stove so EVERYTHING has to be microwaved now. Groceries are at a $100 limit for every two weeks and go on a charge card.

Better yet my mom turns 65 this year and gets her own Medicare while I’m force to fend for myself. Apparently if you’re on disability or SS it’s just no way to still have a dependent. 😕

I’m mad at my mother because she now doesn’t bother to check the mail. Claims that since she can’t walk without falling now that it’s too hard for her. NOTHING is stopping this woman from using a walker to go check the mail. Just her guilt trips to herself. She’s 64 and is so ready to die. And it makes me so freaking mad. Livid.

She said she’ll kill herself before she’s homeless but then I’ll be left to suffer homelessness.

ALL my friends are, (I graduate in a year)- but I will have more than a full time job afterwards, also add on taking care of my mother who is wheelchair bound, and I just simply want to make a home with my boyfriend and just relax for a minute? I actually would love one of those homes with a mom shed so I can care for her close.