Through The Cold Glass

I'm fine.

I'm fine.

I'm fine.

I'm fine.

Feels like I've been gone forever.

Tina's been so quiet and I'm worried. She's usually more talkative. And she's been staring at me like I'm doing something wrong. Like I'm different or something. So I'm going to be checking my recent posts to see what's up. I'm curious if this is my doing.

She ate a little yesterday and the days before. Sleeping isn't easy for either of us but I've been managing it better than she has been. I've been worried that maybe it's happening.

That dark thing is happening again with her.

But she barely speaks of it and won't answer me directly. She'll let me check her body for injuries and the toxic hole thing. It isn't there by the by. Though I feel like we're safer here.

So much safer than we've been in a long while. Yet she says not to relax and I'm sure she's right. I'm sure.

I just wish she'd tell me what she's so afraid of. After all. We escaped the Jabberwok.

She's not talking to me anymore now. I'm not sure what's wrong but I'm sure it has to do with me. Maybe I've harmed her? I've said something awful without thinking?

How can I get Tina to talk to me again?

You've been so quiet since we started this trip. And it isn't the least bit like you. What I'm trying to say is that I'm worried about you. But I can't seem to say it to you.

Everytime I start to speak,you shrink.

You're so pale,tired and I can tell that you're not eating right. It's going to make everyone worried. Hell I understand why you're doing this again. What we saw last night wasn't pretty.

But you can't neglect your personal health. I know how that sounds from me but I'm completely serious. Tina. What's wrong with you? And why aren't you taking that medical mask off again?

Finally. Been a long while since I've been able to get some sleep. Had a few weird dreams and I slept in later than I intended. But I don't care. I finally slept well.

That thing hasn't been around lately. Wondering if it went somewhere else or if its up to something. Been watching my closet. No new claw marks. At least none that I can see.

My so-called Doctor has been trying to call me and has sent me a letter. Yesterday his associates tried to get my laptop from me. They didn't outright threaten me but they did strongly imply that they would tell a certain Doctor I was uncooperative. And that I should be back in the "clinic". 

I won't open the door for them next time.

The Cold Boy seems to be uping his efforts. My new boss and coworkers have seen him and have been finding ice everywhere. Along with snow. Though I shouldn't be surprised that they have.

I wonder if I could trap this kid. Keep him locked in one place and make it really warm. Maybe that'll kill the little winter manipulating demon.