Too bad

Have you ever felt this way? so insecure. I was with, I am with. And now, I don't understand how people can do with. I've tried to fight it, but now, I now that I really can't because it's stronger than me, Did you ever try to beat it ? You, in your secure life, with all your love, with all your friend. Your perfect life without bad things. Have you got some demons in your head ? I don't think you know what I'm talking about or what does it mean. I hurt myself because I deserve it, I don't did it to be like girl in the series tv.  Look how your life is wonderfull, look how your friends are happy with you and your family. Please, enjoy, for all the girls who have sme demons