BUS 1 FOR LIFE

hugging you all very tightly today 💛

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me continuing to tell myself to stop scrolling but when I walk away I just feel lost and crave the community of the people who understand this feeling as devastating as non stop reading everything is

forever changed because i'm going to be constantly thinking about the impermanence of life versus the permanence of grief. like what do u mean that i will not hold u with me forever but i will grieve for u forever, unbridled and unadulterated and it's just so so so fucked up to realise this

If love could have saved you, Liam Payne, you would have lived forever.

you know the post that's like: one day I'll be 45 at a party and ill hear a one direction song and ill be dancing my heart out because I never learned to love anything as much as I love one direction?......... yeah.......thinking of that right now

you know the post that's like: one day I'll be 45 at a party and ill hear a one direction song and ill be dancing my heart out because I never learned to love anything as much as I love one direction?......... yeah.......thinking of that right now

guess I’m just gonna sit here and miss one direction for the rest of my life

to my friends who I am still in contact with, those who I lost contact with, those who were still around and those who, like me, have emerged from the woodwork due to tragedy - I love you I see you I’m thinking of you

seeing so many people who haven’t been here for a while . we’re all family and will always be . what we got to experience is rare and precious . hope time will allow us to look back at it with joy and peace again . hugging all of you tight

Everyone, please take care.