tenshi

I hate you Ozempic craze I hate you 'heroin chic' I hate you weight loss ads on public radio I hate Burn Fat Fast ads every thirty seconds I hate you I hate you I hate you

I grew up before the term 'thigh gap' was invented I grew up before 'hip dip' was invented I was born before 'muffin top' was a thing before 'clean girl look' was a thing before 'glass skin' was a thing before razoring off peach fuzz was a thing and I'm so so so fucking tired of us inventing new concepts purely for the purpose of convincing people to hate their own bodies enough to buy products

Last time Tuberculosis ran through the USA a small number of people got it on purpose to look skinny and waifish and delicate and used makeup to look flushed and bony and when the Victorians figured out tapeworms people would infect themselves on purpose to starve themselves smaller and women and now in the year of our lord 2026 there is a noticeable fraction of the USAmerican population genuinely thrilled about a treatment-resistant microbial parasite that makes you shit and vomit your brains out for a month because side effects include weight loss and STILL we talk about being skinny like it's the natural default setting for all healthy people as if it's a self-sustaining standard and not an imaginary goal that we are constantly constantly constantly beating ourselves with a whip to acheive

this man really woke up every morning and committed to painting the absolute dopest fucking pictures anyone could ever have imagined god bless

i can do this i can do this i won't give up i'll stay strong

i don't need to drop by a moot's blog everyday i'm struggling myself and can't handle trying to force myself to engage every single day i'm drained by real life shenanigans therefore there's nothing wrong with posting without saying a word to others i won't beat myself over this because i'm not evil for it i did nothing wrong i did nothing wrong i did nothing wrong i did nothing wrong i'm doing nothing wrong i am not chained nor obligated to even put up a finger for anything remotely similar this is the internet where we do whatever and post about whatever or post nothing entirely i won't be put on death row for even breathing without spamming someone's blog with likes not everyone wants to have it every single time anyway and that's okay just like how my own decisions are fine right now because nothing bad is happening i am not an asshole nor a piece of shit that needs to get sent to outer space booted off this planet due to exile

my main problem of having a low self-esteem is that you appear unfriendly even when you don't intend to because your mind is always judging itself so it's constantly on guard. when i'm comfortable, i'm the literal opposite of how i appear to classmates and alike. god... i feel so bad for [ ] who does funny shit with me even when i'm just sitting there looking serious. i'm not this cold. i'm not. i can't even be myself around other people because my brain freezes on me. even when i tell myself i'll stop with this crap, it just happens without me even realizing it and i can only curse myself out in my head afterwards

"i have no mouth, and i must scream"