Orishi

•Kindness doesn't fix everything

•Stop wearing your heart on your sleeve

•Not everyone will return what you give and that's ok

•You give people too many chances

Strawberry Fudge by Elle Olive & Co.

I’m so exhausted. Idk what else to say guys. I’m rly rly rly close to convincing myself nothing is worth living. I dropped out of college this semester for a number of reasons (disabilities, finances, pure lack of motivation, a rly uncomfortable situation w/ my old professor, etc). I’m forcing myself to work part-time but it isn’t cutting it.

Oh and remember that partner that was so kindly supporting me through escaping my abusive household? Well… Things aren’t working out. I’m scared of homelessness. More importantly, I’m scared shitless without meds.

So here’s another desperate cry for help, I’m rly sorry it came to posting this. I feel like I don’t deserve the help but my tummy is growling & I’m officially alone in this battle. At least irl anyways. I’m sorry. I’m waiting on a check that isn’t here. It’s a week late. I need to call & see what’s going on but in the meantime, PLEASE, if you are comfortably able, I could rly use a helping hand rn.

I can make a drawing for you, I can help with english/human development hw, I can give artists a platform to spread their amazing art but that’s about it. Please please please help me get through this next few days (???) hopefully. I’m sorry… I rly hope this doesn’t last any longer than that but I have a feeling it will. I’m gonna make some phone calls & see what resources are around me for long-term help.

Anything helps at this point, reblogs & kind words included. Just pls no hate…