SAD BLACK BOY CENTRAL

Getting angry at myself because I feel like I’m expressing myself to someone who ultimately doesn’t give a fuck (whether he wants to or not).

Legit wanna say I hate him right now G and Ion think it should be this deep.

it most certainly isn’t. G. Fuck him. lmfao.

Actually big fuck him. Lmfao. And to be fair it’s not even out of hate or spite. Hopefully he gets what he needs but what you NOT finna do is treat me like I’m a goofy. 

I cant wait until Black people come for figure skating too!

Getting angry at myself because I feel like I’m expressing myself to someone who ultimately doesn’t give a fuck (whether he wants to or not).

Legit wanna say I hate him right now G and Ion think it should be this deep.

it most certainly isn’t. G. Fuck him. lmfao.

Getting angry at myself because I feel like I’m expressing myself to someone who ultimately doesn’t give a fuck (whether he wants to or not).

Legit wanna say I hate him right now G and Ion think it should be this deep.

Weird space between being celibate by choice and by force. 

Mostly by choice but I mean. If we’re being mostly transparent I’m not comfortable with sharing my body willy nilly no more?

For all the people watching; This change of hoeism was brought about by a cycle of self destructive acts and consequences. 

Most of which; could’ve absolutely been avoided. BUT; Ya know, shit happens, and you live with your mistakes and you learn, change and grow. And you love yourself.

Or you don’t.

And you continue the cycle. And don’t get me wrong its tempting as fuck to continue the cycle. Cuz a nigga miss Hoe Culture!! I want some dick SOOOOO BAD BraH. Pero like. I can say that I’ve finally come to a point were that’s really not what I want, and it probably never was. Sex was just the most accessible form of what I was, am, seeking. 

Weird space between being celibate by choice and by force. 

Mostly by choice but I mean. If we’re being mostly transparent I’m not comfortable with sharing my body willy nilly no more?

For all the people watching; This change of hoeism was brought about by a cycle of self destructive acts and consequences. 

Most of which; could’ve absolutely been avoided. BUT; Ya know, shit happens, and you live with your mistakes and you learn, change and grow. And you love yourself.

Or you don’t.

And you continue the cycle. And don’t get me wrong its tempting as fuck to continue the cycle. Cuz a nigga miss Hoe Culture!! I want some dick SOOOOO BAD BraH. Pero like. I can say that I’ve finally come to a point were that’s really not what I want, and it probably never was. Sex was just the most accessible form of what I was, am, seeking. 

Weird space between being celibate by choice and by force. 

Mostly by choice but I mean. If we’re being mostly transparent I’m not comfortable with sharing my body willy nilly no more?

For all the people watching; This change of hoeism was brought about by a cycle of self destructive acts and consequences. 

Most of which; could’ve absolutely been avoided. BUT; Ya know, shit happens, and you live with your mistakes and you learn, change and grow. And you love yourself.

Or you don’t.