My Orange Pretzel Journey

“Thank you to everyone who has rained on me. You helped my seeds flower brightly and beautifully with the strength to withstand any wind you blow!”

At the present moment, I am obsessed with Abraham Hicks!!! 💕

Love Jim Carey!

This Video Describes Me in Everyway!!

Be Your Own Creator!

This one is long but it's really great!

For much of my life, I have been abused mentally, physically and emotionally. I would look at others that seem to look at me like I was a freak or I was the person who was hard to be around. Did they ever stop to think that actually I was the one having a hard time? I would put myself into situations that made me uncomfortable because I did not understand what I was suppose to be feeling. The love that others feel and experience was different to what I had experienced. What I thought love was. Life is hard for everyone, yes. But when you have been beaten mentally and emotionally the physical abuse doesn’t seem as bad. The physical abuse brings about pain. Pain makes you remember you are alive. It’s when the physical pain no longer is felt that the trouble really starts for you. When the brain is numb to that feeling that you truly realize you are in need to either give up and let the others win or you stand up, forgive, be grateful for the lessons and move to a stronger, better you. People around you, who don’t take the time to hear your story and understand it are not your people. The people who judge you for what they see, are not the ones worth your time and energy. I have looked into my deeper self and wanted others to see it too. But I did it in a way of “wanting”. I wanted them to see ME! I saw myself but not for myself. I was still in a mind frame of wanting to show them me without walking away and allowing me to shine. I wanted them to see me through their eyes, instead of through my own. Walking away was the hardest and best thing I ever did for myself. People will not try to understand because they are still trying to understand themselves. People are human! Humans are scared of facing their true selves. When they see what they are or what they want to be, it scares them into hiding. They will project their fears onto you through abuse. Some people are selfish. Find the people like you. The ones truly wanting to expand beyond themselves and they want to leave the others behind too. They are courageous and brave, like you! You are part of that pack. Step into the role you were meant to play. Be YOU!