Kaia

sorry for acting batshit crazy I was feeling a little unwanted

dostoyevsky kinda ate with “your worst sin is that you have destroyed and betrayed yourself for nothing.”

I realise there is only so much advice you can follow. Ultimately, you have to live. That means making mistakes. You can’t go through life expecting that wise words will be enough. Sometimes you have to suffer to learn the lesson.

when james baldwin said “you think your pain and your heartbreak are unprecedented in the history of the world, but then you read. it was books that taught me that the things that tormented me most were the very things that connected me with all the people who were alive, who had ever been alive.” I felt that big, big time

the feminine urge to become fluent in every language on earth so I can read literature in poetry in their native tongues to get the full effect