My Ideal World

“i act like things don’t affect me, but in reality, i just process everything alone.”

everything feels temporary except the tiredness

u can love someone and still admit they make your life worse

my peace is not a waiting room for confused people

some apologies are so insulting because you can tell the person still thinks they are the main tragedy in a story where they were basically just sloppy

i think the meanest version of me was the one that kept trying to understand people who were putting zero effort into being worth understanding

i’m no longer interested in the reasons. i’ve heard enough reasons from people who still did exactly what they wanted.

my problem is i want intimacy but i also want to be cool which is how you end up with neither

i need to be flirted with so aggressively that i forget all the fake wisdom i collected