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trans flag h. melt 2014

Me, studying about the endocrine system: D U D E HYPERTHYROIDISM WOULD HELP A LOT

Drunk online shopping = Other People: clothes, cars, designer handbags, etc Me: this (I am such a child, lol). https://www.instagram.com/p/B9cTGoIH1c4/?igshid=1qsxibmzeb7v1

Why am I so tired *looks at fitbit* oh that https://www.instagram.com/p/B8_oYHtnpux/?igshid=32ptml7j7b1u

Started a collarge of some of the things on my mind, using some old and new doodles. I’ve taken a few days off work due to anxiety. I knew I was a bit low due to winter and lots of little things - not getting hrt, always being in the same unit at work, no-one wanting to socialise, etc. but thought I was coping well. Then I was told I need to have a formal warning about how much time off sick I’ve had. I get one more warming after that. Work uses the Broadford factor thing, how such a personal thing can be handled in such an I impersonal, statistical way I don’t understand. We had an audit at work and the autitor appeared to be impressed by me. I know I’m a bit slower than others but I’m good at my job. I am thorough and constantly ask and talk to the clients. So the possibility of getting fired from a job I know I’m good at in horrible! No, a sometimes I don’t put in 100% but that’s what you get for not making your employees feel valued at all. The next shift I threw up three times so I knew it was time for a few days off. I got Frey to phone in for me like always, even though Frey hates doing it and we both get told off, hel, it could be a reason to fire me. But I strugle with the phonr at the best of times, my boss doesn’t seem to get that when I get really anxious I literally can not speak, to anyone. Frey phoned the Dr for me, so I could tell work I’d spoken to the Dr but I couldn’t answer the phone. Back to work tomorrow, I’m hoping I’m on a late and it’ll be OK. I’m glad I’ve got the weekend off, I’m part of a union and that my wife is so amazing. #fuckanxiety #trans #transart https://www.instagram.com/p/B9ANONCH6ZK/?igshid=vxpenztc3unl