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hi y'all! just wanted to let you all know, my semester is officially over and I'll be on more often again! last semester was so taxing - mentally, emotionally, physically - but it was all worth it because I came out of the hardest semester of the worlds best journalism school with a 3.9 semester GPA, made the deans list, and got accepted into my interest area of Public Relations. life's good over here :)

okay im sorry i just need to vent to y’all. no need to even respond or say anything just gotta get it out. MY ANXIETY AND STRESS LEVELS ARE RUINING MY LIFE?~~?~?~?~ i can’t sleep without incessant and exhausting nightmares. i wake in a panic. i can’t keep down solid foods so i’ve been living off ensure meal replacement shakes and smoothies - from which ive lost a considerable amount of weight. i’ve been grinding my teeth so badly at night that my jaw is unbelievably sore in the morning. i sometimes get black spots in my eyes from lack of sleep. constant headaches and stomach aches. i don’t even remember the last time i sat down and did something for myself that i enjoy or am not obligated to do. I NEED NEED NEED  N E E D  THIS FUCKING SEMESTER TO BE OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thank u, this has been a PSA. carry on. 

sorry i haven’t been able to be on my blog lately guys. :( spending all day every day locked up in front of computers in a multimedia production lab pretty much shatters any previous desire i had to be on the internet/in front of a computer. love y’all tho, please keep in touch! i’ll be back on more often when summer starts.

yeah, it’s super fun and incredibly rewarding to run this tumblr, a personal tumblr, and a writing blog (on wordpress), while simultaneously studying journalism at the most acclaimed school in the country (for the major) along with a double minor in psychology and women & gender studies, plus 10+ hours of work each week, participating in a volunteer organization that benefits women living in poverty around the world, being a Panhellenic Counselor and academic advisor for my school’s entire female Greek community, being head of social media/PR for my sorority’s philanthropy team, all while trying to find time to draw, paint, and practice my guitar (aka - do the things that i especially love)..............but i’m. fucking. tired. i can hardly find time to eat or sleep or breathe or think. all this... it’s so rewarding but idk if i’m pushing myself past the point of no return. like i’m 20 years old and already needing a sabbatical. i’m burnt out.