Otakuache 666

I created a VR Chat profile to try and make some friends because my social anxiety is ATROCIOUS. Turns out, it's actually so bad I can't talk to people in virtual environments either.

I realized that I dont have any friends to hang out with because I really don't have many interests and I get bored easily.

Really feeling like crap the last few days. Seems like I'm not doing enough and every bad thing is my mistake. Nobody is making me feel this way but myself, and usually its a day or 2 of this, but we're now on day 4 and I don't like it.

I'm working on finding myself again, and one thing I've rediscovered is my love for metal music. I'm finding that aside from the subgenres I've always loved (nu, thrash, death, deathcore), that there are a lot of other cool subgenres out there. Slam is really awesome, and so is some grindcore.