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Its been a week since this loud silence. Eight days of regret, 192 hours of being sorry, 11 520 minutes of guilt and 691200 seconds of blank space. Hopefully I see the end of this seems to be endless time. Go back to real days, not pretending to be okay. Peace and Love IYKYK

What comes to your mind when you hear "Apple Orange "? Probably you are saying these are fruits, and yeah you are right. But for me, this Apple, Orange says a lot. A lot of feelings and memories are associated with this. Hearing Apple, Orange makes me sad, it reminds me of my shortcomings as a person. In retrospect, I made some decisions that leads to that shortcoming. Nevertheless, I've been blessed Someone is there to fill up the void that I created. Hearing Apple, Orange gives a deep joy down in my heart. Joy is an understatement for what I feel when I hear these words. Apple, orange brings forth the best in me. It is the push I need in my stuck-up rock, it's like an oasis in my desert. To put it simply, hearing those words is a motivation that I need to be the best in life especially be the best father that I could be. Yes, you read it right, be the best father that I could be for my loving daughter. Apple Orange is what my daughter always answers when I ask her what she wants when I'm going to work. This is also what she answered when being asked " where's your papa?" — Papa buy Apple Orange. Isn't it sweet? The innocence of a child not knowing, when will his father come home again from work, all she knows is that her papa buys apples and oranges. Thank you for coming into our lives Ellie. Mama and Papa will always be here and love you. 

Im not expecting you to easily forgive me Hope i could still bring back your trust what it used to be All i ask is for you to give me a SECOND CHANCE And I will show you the man you love last Aug 16 2013

And yun. planning to write more here again to express our thoughts and feelings.

Sabe ng iba walang forever. Korni man pero mapapaisip ka diba? Pano kung yung mahal na mahal mo ay mawala sayo. Kaya mo/ko kaya? Pano pag gising mo wala ka naiggoodmorning, wala babati sayo,"kumaen kna ba?","kamusta na","i love you". Diba ang hirap isipin. Pano kaya pag totoo na? Madali lang ba? Yung kinasanayan mo e mawawala. Damn ang hirap. Ang lungkot ng buhay. Yung tanging source ng kasiyahan mo nawala pa. Syempre anjan si Lord. Pero dito sa lupa kelangan din talaga ng may kapor-eberan haha. Anu nga ba dapat gawin? Obsession na ba kung tatawagin or sobrang love mo lang? At ayaw mong may ibang kukuha ng lugar mo. Selos? Normal lang yan pero hanggang saan? Babawasan mo ba si LOVE? Ang hirap ang gulo. Gusto mong ibigay lahat. Pero sobra na ba talaga? Alam mong mahal mo dapat ba i limit pa den. Magulo diba? Haha Sana lahat ng love life e happy ending na lang. Yung walang nasasaktan, walang nahihirapan. Pero di talaga pwede e. May mahihirapan, may masasakripisyo, may maiiwanan, may magkakaroon. Kapag dumating na iyan sa buhay mo sana kaya mo! Sana kaya ko :)

by alam mo,nakakatampo na den minsan,kase feeling ko mas pag ako gusto ko makasama si joey,nagagalit ka,sinusungitan mo ko.pero pag ikaw pupunta ka sa friends mo, bale wala na opinyon ko sayu.nakakatampo kase me time na gusto kita makasam,pero mas inuna mo yung friends mo..minsan tuloy tinatanog ko sarile ko,anu ba?boyfriend lang ba ako at sila kaibigan.mas matimbang ba sila kesa sakin?

What if we never met!? 1.i could be in love with someone else and live life not knowing you! 2. I probably be living alone mending my broken heart & swear not to give love another chance! 3.maybe now your looking at my cold body lifeless, devastated by someone who never give love in return 4.i might be hanging around trying to meet the perfect one for me,they say love is a thief and I volunteered to be its prey! 5. I am sure I am inside the church convincing God not to allow these thoughts to come true...... Why? Sometimes I anticipate for things to happened, & questions life's motives,not realizing that the person that i wanted to be changed is the same person that makes my life complete! Thank God we've met!

kaya iloveyou baby :* :* MAJO

Pero CHAMPION naman ako sa puso nya. wahaha ayieee ♥♥♥

Markers for the heart! 1.notice to the public this space is available please inquire inside! 2.under construction since you left! 3. No parking, this space is reserved for my one true love 4.don't pick flowers, pick my heart instead! 5. Your credit is good but I need your love! 6. Silence please lovers on going! 7.study now love later! 8. Fasten your sit belt love is going to take off! 9.church zone, wedding here we g0 10. Do not delay perishable love inside! 11.obituary : interment as soon as possible 12. Fragile handle with love and care!

ps :spread nyo naman ako para marame followers para ganahan.haha jk

kaya Sorry LALABS kung ganito paden ko.pero im doing my best naman na mabago yung ugali ko na ganito.mahirap pero pipilitin ko magbago para na din sa relationship naten. ILOVEYOU and i will always do :* :* :*