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I’m making this post to address something that has been on my mind for a while now, and to be a bit more honest to myself and everybody around me. I feel that I would mentally feel a lot better if I just came out and said it because it has been troubling me for a couple of years now. So, this post is mostly for me and to get this out of my system, if anybody wants to read it, that’s cool, if not, that’s also fine.

So to start things off I just want to say that I’m sorry for not being that active on here or any other site that I’m on. I don’t really have much of an excuse other that I have been kind of bummed out for a while now. I have been drawing and working on different ideas, so I haven’t given up or anything, I probably never will either. But a lot of things has happened this past year. Both my grandfather (my mothers dad) and my grandmother (my fathers mom) died during last year, and it was somewhat of an emotional experience because I barely got to meet my grandfather and I considered my grandmother to be the one I could always ask for help about things. But don’t get me wrong, it hasn’t been all bad. I got the chance to go to Japan for three weeks this summer and directly afterwards I went to Stockholm to attend my sisters wedding. I didn’t mean to start it off with such a gloomy story but I’m trying to be as open as possible here. And that’s what this post is all about; being open.

Let’s me just say that I was mortified by the thought to let anybody know this before today and it has always been on my mind for I don’t know how many years. And there is probably no easy way to really get it over with, so, here it goes.

I’m gay.

And that is really all I had to say. The mere thought of me saying those words were terrifying to me because I didn’t know how people would react to it If came out and said it. And I’m not just talking about people on the internet that I have never talked to, I’m talking about friends, family, you name it. But I literally just today realized that I have to get this out to feel a bit better about myself. And like I said, this post is mostly for me and anybody who wants to read it.

I’m gay but I do still find girls attractive, I’m just more lenient to guys.

That is all I had to say. Again, If you read this, that’s great, if you didn’t, well...

looked through some art books and got a little inspired. A very quick sketch before bed.

I was playing around with some ideas before going to bed and then I found this when I turned off the layer with the lineart.