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the body dysmorphia been going craaaaazzzyyyy

my crush is going to europe for 2 weeks imma lock tf in no distractions getting ready for my solo show & hopefully I’ll be about done when he comes back then I can eat all the european treats he’s bringing me + have fun smooching enjoying the last few weeks in my city with my friends then it’ll be time to move

the amount of weight I’m gaining so rapidly is overwhelming & stressing me out I’ve spent the last 8 months in the gym getting ripped and in the last month I feel like it’s all gone down the drain

while I was walking to work today a car full of boys starting barking @ me it was hands down the most dehumanizing cat call experience of my life thus far lmao