Captain Olimar of the S.S. Dolphin

Now, however, I'm finally at a point of the year where I get a bit of a break from things for a bit. It has definitely been a bit stressful, though this type of stress almost feels small in comparison to some of my other experiences. I'm incredibly happy to be doing what I'm doing, but at the same time, everything has felt a bit too still, as if I haven't been doing enough even if I am technically working hard.

Part of me wants to argue that it's just that I was used to how my life was before. I still keep up hours with the freight, though the number has dropped quite a bit, and as a result I haven't been off planet nearly as much, which has helped me have a lot more time with my family, sure, but...

Life has been predictable. It's been normal. I should be happy for that, grateful even, but I'm not sure that's the case.

a dream blunt rotation between him and his boy louie

Sorry for the late response. I am. I've been working on-planet again for quite a bit and have been either spending my time with family, or working on preparing a few things.

I should probably be more specific on that.

I've had a few groups reach out to me after my logs on PNF-404 became more widespread, which has opened some doors for me when it comes to looking into my future, which I hadn't expected. Some have offered to potentially help me in getting an actual degree, which is an incredible offer, but also one I'm worried to take up. I've heard plenty of horror stories about Hocotate's colleges, and while off-planet options have been brought up, I'd rather stay here if possible. Even then, I'm not sure it's really the right fit for me.

My wife supports me either way, so that's not a worry, but I think the idea of changing my life so much is a bit scary for me.