.　⟢　olen　　˘

"can you, can you,"

-- olen / evin -- he / fawn / bite

"can you, can you?"

"a drag path"

-- asks open ; anons on! -- dms open

"etched in the surface"

"as evidence"

-- mentally ill ; tread with caution

"i left there on purpose"

"a sad sack"

-- # BleatingAbout -> main tag -- # HerdHearings -> ask answers -- # FawndOfYou -> reblogs -- # DeerInHeadlights -> media -- # TheNotDeer -> important posts -- # Roadkill -> vent

"laying on the surface"

-- my anons ;; tba

"i dug my heels into the gravel"

"as evidence"

-- i color code out of habit

-- sys, might mention other alters from time to time or they might post but probably not much

"for you to unravel"

"a drag path"

-- my second blog is @devotions-calling for lyric posts, theres old posts on there but idk what most mean

"etched into the surface"

just someone outside watching my body move on its own

like a video game

im not you and youre not me

so why does the world insist that we are one?

i want to be in your shoes

i want to be the one getting played

i dont want to play this game anymore

that the final act of giving up humanity be to destroy what kept you locked away from the eternal moon?

oh, my moon, your call beckons me forth so.

one day i will reach the stars and stand by your side, asteroid between mine horns as i listen to your commands.

perhaps one day we will be equals. two moons, side by side in an eternal dance around this world.

is it so foolish of me to dream of such fairytales? must i abandon the idea of overcoming what is left of my being and stay where i stand?

oh, but my moon, your gaze upon me each night speaks volumes, you yearn for me too, i know you do.

is it a balancing act? the universe picking those most worthy when another falls?

is it an act of sacrifice? giving up that which matters most to you for a taste of infinity?

or it it a curse? something you're born with or something thrust upon you at your lowest, something that drags you down just as much as it lifts you up? a burden of responsibility in a world too weak to understand it?