This ain’t your mama’s Cats blog

Being attracted to any kind of body is normal. Fat bodies. Trans bodies. Disabled bodies. All normal. Being extra attracted to a specific kind of body is normal too. Totally normal to have a type.

Not unlearning the societal stigma attached to those kinds of bodies, the people who inhabit those bodies, and the people who fuck them, to the point where you do any of the following:

Only want to date/fuck the person in secret.

Reduce the person to the feature that you desire and ignore the rest of who they are as a person.

Expect the person to be a walking porn fantasy instead of a real person with their own sexual preferences and boundaries.

Would no longer love the person if the stigmatized aspect of their body changed.

Consider yourself superior to the person, think the person should be 'grateful' that you love their body, etc.

See the person as a temporary adventure while planning to eventually settle down with someone whose body isn't stigmatized.

Is bad and harmful and you shouldn't be dating anyone until you've worked on your shit, because this makes you a very terrible partner. This doesn't mean you are a bad person with bad-fetishist-desires who can only desire people badly, it means you need to unlearn societal stigma so you can be a better partner to the people you desire.

You're not a pathetic cuntboy just because you have a vagina. There are men with vaginas who are 100% manly. You're just not one of them.

You're a pathetic cuntboy because your vagina gets wet at the thought of one of these men telling you that you are a pathetic cuntboy when they look at that sloppy cunt between your legs. Men don't get wet thinking about that - pathetic cuntboys do.

You are a pathetic cuntboy.

pulling out rope from their desk drawer and ordering you to spread your legs in the chair so they could tie your legs apart. when they kneel down to tie your ankle to the chair leg, they tell you exactly how they’re gonna punish you. they work on tying your wrists to the chairs arms. disappearing behind you, they reach down to yank your panties and hook them over the chair. they pull the front of your shirt over your face and head, exposing your nipples and degrading you. they pinch and twist your nipples harshly. you hear a few of their footsteps and rummaging before they come back to yank your head back by your hair. they pull your skirt up to feel around between your legs. a sharp smack straight on your cunt from a wooden ruler makes you cry out. again and again, vicious pain blooming, reddening your cunt. they yank the front of your panties up to show off your swollen, abused pussy. you’re being sawed in half by your own panties, while your professor tells you how pathetic you are. they deliver a few slaps across your face to drive it home but it really only makes you wetter.

Excerpt of the accompanying text by Robert Payne.

Featured in Drummer 60, January 1983.