Star_dust

Ofc no you silly, but I think we both know that this isn’t the way friends should act with each other.

You were such a good friend when looking me straight in my eyes at the new year party and saying how beautiful I was, we cuddled like a primary school kids and did “that thumb thing”. And when the boy who sat near us asked why tf do we hold hands i was just paralysed from fear, you answered him with a smile and said something I can’t remember. I never understood why do you think you’re big or clumsy or fat, because the only thing I saw at that night was a little girl that almost slept in my arms, while I ran threw her hair with my fingers and it felt like a paradise. I never thought I’ll meet a person that would be that gentle with me, while not allowing me another shot or even being okay with me sleeping on her shoulder.

We’re just friends, and I slap or just fight my friends, and everyone are always thinking that’s funny or want me to stop, but you always fight me back with that dumb smile. I know you like to be punched, and you know that I like it too. I always wanted someone to slap me back. I said that I like it when the dentist puts his fingers in my mouth, you said you like it too. I always thought that im crazy and you told me that we're both are, and you said that I know why. Probably you meant that we have this specific type of friend bound, right?

You wanted to know what’s your best facial feature, I said it’s your teeth cos you look like a bunny. I also love your knees and I even told you that. I told you a lot of things, like that i may have hair fetish. I think it’s just about your hair and not all hair in the world but I would never say that to you.

You think I have a good figure and you’re the one of that little amount of people by whom I don’t feel weird or disgusting by those words. I think you like my waist because you always grab me by it. I bet you never knew that I’m afraid of tickling, right? And I am, very much, but never with you because my fucking body feels that comfortable with your person.