the middle school blog survives

Over the stones and around the trees.

They catch each other in an embrace,

As the music flows from the night.

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I like to watch the shadows move,

The figures full of joy and life,

As they kiss beneath the moonlight,

And sing throughout the starry sky.

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Shadows are wonderful to watch,

They fade and jump and spin around,

But as the sun rises and day breaks,

They seem to all begin to run away.

THIS IS GORGEOUS THANK YOU SO MUCH YOURE AMAZING AND SO TALENTED

Oh ur mad that 1D can spend 10 years making the same heartthrob boyband music while Sabrina carpenter gets shit for all her songs being about evil men? Well who’s the primary and demographic in both of their fanbases? WHO is ALLOWING 1D to make the same music for years on end while scrutinizing Sabrina carpenter for the same thing?

Young women who pay attention to both acts.

And I’ve noticed this with many other artists. Female audiences have a tendency to expect more from female artists, holding female artists accountable for their fuck-ups, sure, but being obsessed with keeping said artists humble. But they’re so obsessed controlling every aspect of a female artists life. And that control is definitely placed to some extent on male artists with female fanbases as well (i.e the heartthrob artists with female audiences like boybands, Justin Bieber, etc who have to appeal to the female gaze with the “loverboy” aesthetic) but it’s simply nowhere near.

NONE of this, however, compares to the real enemy:

Male artists with majority male fanbases

has anyone seen Kanye west get the anywhere near the amount of scrutiny from his young men for being a predator as madison beer for being pretty?

txt songs that play while im studying that ive seen live

GGUM fuck you la

NO RUUUULEEEEEEEEEEEEES

BLUE HOUR!!!!

blue orangeade which i nevr thought would happen in my lifetime wow oh wow

FROST FROST FROST FROST ALSO A SONG I NEVER THOUGHT ID GET IN MY LIFETIME

moa diary :(((((((((((((((( they gave me so many songs i thought were gone forever

dear sputnik (which i will be skipping ! cant handle that today nope)

gbgb im glad ive seen it but please replace it w srr next time

loserlover

txt songs that play while im studying that i need to see live

PUMA oh my god i need to see this so bad its not even funny please

everything from act: promise quite frankly

CANT YOU SEE ME I CRY OH LONDON I UNDERSTAND YOU I LOST MY QUEEN TOO

thinking about the phase in freshman year when i had huening kai in my phone case but my phone case was ugly and you could barely see him so irls sang 'cant you see me' at him every time they saw it

crown :(

EVERLASTING SHINE IS SUCH A GOOD FUCKING SONG oh how i love their japanese drops

runaway i worship you and one day i will see you

thursdays child oh kms kms km skms kmsk kms kmsk msksm kms kms this isnt funny anymore

srr

west side east side DIDNT KNOW WHERE TO WHERE TO GO

goalseek determins necessary input for desired output so if i wanna make $100k in sales (output) how much do i spend on promotion (input)

3 types of what if analysis is goalseek, scenario, and sensitivity

FRIENDS DONT UNDERSTAND ME UNDERSTAND ME ANY

MORE

urge to check phone

can my fic please update please idk what im gonna do w myself when its over but please i need an update

remembering the concert :')

Thinking

god huening kai is so attractive and oh my god hes unreal in real life. like a face like his is 1 in a fucking million. oh my god. thats a face fucking wells fargo. insane and un fucking believable. illieeeeeeegirl

i had such a weird dream last night

hdyetsfwytulydwtbfa??????mims{|}}}@#$%&*(*@&*

HUENING KAI PLEASE JUST GIVE ME 1 CHANCE

being someone that likes to dance and sing and whiches that was her career while also being someone that isnt in katseye is not for the weak

loserlover yeonjun and beomgyu u singlehandedly changed the trajectory of my life i miss you come back to me

apex and oreo rlly are the dogs i never had but always wanted as a kid

we have no problems.. nothing but my name,,,...

i wonder if the kce-ians are doing well

we have returned to doomthinking

sigh thats all i got for now i cant rlly focus anymore.. or should i crank out another chapter.... okay i guess i will.....

dmydmp

what

ok now im overstimulated

hold my phone shut up and watch me go

I cannot get enough of it

When I look I’m fully immersed and when I’m not looking I need to return to looking because I’ve immediately forgotten what it looks like

My throat hurts here’s to 1 more month of sickness

Some water and a couple of pisses and ur back to being sober and wow when u are drunk u will think ur relatively ok but when u actually become sober u will think abt how u were when u were drunk and be extremely confused as to where that behavior even came from

Ur priorities are not altered they’re just enhanced. Anything u might be generally against is EXTREMELY AGAINST. anything u might be generally ok with is EXTREMELY OK WITH

U can prob pretend to be sober for 1 min max before ur yapping again and the thoughts u have will not sit in ur brain before they come out of u they will rest on ur tongue and come out when it is their time

Processing time is slow af like you’ll physically feel shit but u will not register it

NO PERIPHERAL VISION AT ALL. EXTREMELY DIFFICULT TO VISUALLY FOCUS. MENTALLY it is extremely difficult to focus on anything outside of the main subject.

U will be ok with most physical touch even if u r not ok with it sober and if ur not a physical touch person ur not gonna get it until u experience drunkness

DIZZY VERY VERY DIZZY until u get past the First tipsy stage so after getting tipsy u try to go back to sober and then u get sober enough to get tipsy again and then u r used to the dizzyness so u drink past the tipsy stage and then u stop registering the dizzy ness and thats when u start crossing into drunk

limbs feel very very heavy

Fun!!!! When ur not drunk u will not get it doing anything drunk is a lot more fun I get it now

Everything u process goes one ear and out the other. Physically feels like info is flying over ur head and u can feel its presence brushing shrines hair hai.r.

Slower processing time = slower response so ur not gonna register anything as boring bc extremes come t closer. = u could prob take a shot and lock in immediately

U will be able to to think straight actually and drinking does not affect that at all but ur active thinking and ur actions will just not match up like ur brain is v much gonna feel like its outside ur body entirely

Disassociation 100

As un annoying as u might try to be, everyone can tell ur under the influence. Best thing to do is to call urself out internally so if u can tell u need to shut up, ACT ON IT AND SHUT UP

EVERYTHING IS FUNNY EVERY FUCKING THING IN THE WORLD IS LAUGH OUT LOUD FUNNY AND NOTHING WILL BE EQUALLY FUNNY WHEN UR SOBER PAND

and then I saw speculation that it might be his sister and I was like oh okay and then I watched the video yall I have no idea if that’s his gf or sister but all I took away from that video is that my mans hyuka is a GENTLE!MAN! and that freako stalker recording him needs to be put downnnn

kais too nice to do it himself and hybes too useless to do it for him so atp give the gun to me !