Pastels

It’s funny, isn’t it? You’ve been with someone for so long, you think you know who they are by heart, as if their soul is the twin flame of yours. You’d know them by a single touch, or scent, or sound. But then they leave, in a way that makes you heart turn cold and empty: so easily without even a goodbye that you promise to say if it comes down to that. It makes you wonder if they’ve changed somewhere down the road, or if you just never know who they really are.

“ولربك فصبر” Dan kerana Tuhanmu, bersabarlah

La Tahzan, Jangan bersedih.. Setiap kesedihan akan berganti bahagia. Selalu ada harapan baik untukmu yang tetap percaya dan yakin kalau Allah-lah yang Maha membolak balik hati.

Allāh knows all of us and He knows all our struggles. He knows that some of us are finding this month difficult. We don’t feel as pious as others. Our schedules are hectic, it’s hard to cope, and energy levels are in minuses. Allāh simply allowing you to reach Ramadan is a sign He wants to forgive you. Forgiveness might be attained for some through completing lots of Quran but for others it’ll be that one tear of remorse that rolls down the cheek.

Why are we weigh’d upon with heaviness, And utterly consumed with sharp distress, While all things else have rest from weariness?

I’m trying my hardest to not act how I feel.

Allah is The Greatest. Trust Him. For everything that happens, is all by His Will.

Tremble as you stand for Salaah. Pray to Him as though it’s your last. Pray with all your heart. Cry with each ayah you utter. Supplicate with every inch of your body. Feel Allah’s presence in sujood.