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big fan of characters with abandonment + attachment issues so profound that they leave claw marks in everything they touch but would sooner gnaw off their own leg than admit they just want someone to stay for once. in a totally normal well adjusted and not at all projecting way of course.

it’s really important that you are a little bit in love with your friends btw. it’s crucial even

no, I will not do my stupid human tasks, I will stare at the ceiling and yearn for something I'll never feel

truly my LEAST favorite form of advertisement these days is the faux-tiktoker/influencer who is here to Sell Me Something. the “omg unbox my Pureology (TM) skincare haul!!!” “doing the #NespressoChallenge!!!” “you guys will not BELIEVE what i got from shein-“ like its scary. its WEIRD. not only do i have no idea who these perfectly manicured, babytalking people are they feel less like real people than even an actual advertiser does. stop trying to make me believe you are my friend. you are something inhuman to me. you are a changeling. you are a brand wearing ill fitting human skin and i see its skeletal shape shift beneath the surface.

when people on twitter or tiktok say "yeah tumblr is bad, its always been bad and gross and problematic" do they know its always been completely self-curated too or are we gonna leave that part out

do you ever just desperately want to be okay again. want someone to break your skull open and rewire some neurons and just feel one single iota of dopamine that lasts more than an hour max. do you ever just want to live in the moment and not all up in your head for once

being alone all the time feels fine until you have a normal conversation with someone then its like ohhhh i was losing my mind ok.